12 people went movie ...
12 old friends sat around the table ...
Was suppose to get pictures ... but i didn't take any
A very suffocating atmostphere formed ... icy cold at times ...
I don't understand ... i was very excited initially but the excitement died down ...
I just listen and watch ... all that was going in my head was ... "somethings wrong"
I'm not very good with conversing in groups ... i'm more for 1 to 1 ... what was lacking ?
What was missing ? ... ... ... Or the time for us to slowly fade away from reunion has begun ?
"Reunion" , my term for the peeps ... maybe i'm thinking too deep into it ... it sucks seriously ... because i was feeling very happy and gradually it sort of becomes a disappointment ... ... why ~
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
NTU NTU NTU ! SCHOOL !!!
I took weijie , mervin and sng kim to get mervin's ps3 at hub ... chat with ah cong at the road show .. came home ... open the mail box ... WOOT ! ADMISSION HANDBOOK FOR FRESHMEN !!!!!
I've waited for this day for a long long LONG LONG time ^^ ... I just want to go back to school ... school life is the most enjoyable time in life ^^
But LOL looking through the handbook ... theres going to be a lot of administrative work to be done ... ^^ But well its has to be done :P ....
But i'll go for my run first ^^ Probably run to serangoon or sengkang ... not very sure ... but well ^^ student life ... woot !
Ciao~ Peeps~
I've waited for this day for a long long LONG LONG time ^^ ... I just want to go back to school ... school life is the most enjoyable time in life ^^
But LOL looking through the handbook ... theres going to be a lot of administrative work to be done ... ^^ But well its has to be done :P ....
But i'll go for my run first ^^ Probably run to serangoon or sengkang ... not very sure ... but well ^^ student life ... woot !
Ciao~ Peeps~
Saturday, June 07, 2008
^^ ... Lets touch on loyalty ...
What does loyalty really mean ? Loyalty is a devoted attachment that is not easily turned aside .
I often saw in those warring films , men would pledge their loyalty to their lord and lay down their life for them if necessary. However i would like to talk about loyalty in relationship ^^ be it family , friends or your spouses .
Are our friends loyal to us ? Am i loyal to my friends ? Is my boyfriend faithful to me ? Sometimes when we suspect something is amiss between the relationship most often it has something to do with loyalty ... Faithful and loyal both suggest undeviating attachment, the key here is UNDEVIATING ... its like a pact made between knights and kings ... something to be honoured until the end of time ... but just how often we think about being faithful ... ( loyalty is more often used in politics so i'm using "faithful" instead ) you can be faithful to your friends and not just girlfriend/boyfriend .
So how faithful are you ? I think there are people who has doubt friends , spouses or even family members . Why does such event happen ? How do we prove if one is being faithful towards us or not ? Is there a way to make those whom you loved more faithful to you and never betray you ?
I'm not very sure myself for those questions too ^^ But one thing i know ... as long as you are not nasty to me ( of course you have to be my good buddies or my wife la and not some TOM DICK HARRY )... i will be loyal to you ... that is i won't abandon you. I think its that simple for me ... if those who betray me and cause extreme harm WAHAHAH you can be prepared to eat cow dung ... otherwise i would just feel disappointed and probably feel sad for a while ... life goes on right ^^
How about you people ? Whats your requirement for you to pledge your undying faith towards those you love ... ... think about it ^^
I often saw in those warring films , men would pledge their loyalty to their lord and lay down their life for them if necessary. However i would like to talk about loyalty in relationship ^^ be it family , friends or your spouses .
Are our friends loyal to us ? Am i loyal to my friends ? Is my boyfriend faithful to me ? Sometimes when we suspect something is amiss between the relationship most often it has something to do with loyalty ... Faithful and loyal both suggest undeviating attachment, the key here is UNDEVIATING ... its like a pact made between knights and kings ... something to be honoured until the end of time ... but just how often we think about being faithful ... ( loyalty is more often used in politics so i'm using "faithful" instead ) you can be faithful to your friends and not just girlfriend/boyfriend .
So how faithful are you ? I think there are people who has doubt friends , spouses or even family members . Why does such event happen ? How do we prove if one is being faithful towards us or not ? Is there a way to make those whom you loved more faithful to you and never betray you ?
I'm not very sure myself for those questions too ^^ But one thing i know ... as long as you are not nasty to me ( of course you have to be my good buddies or my wife la and not some TOM DICK HARRY )... i will be loyal to you ... that is i won't abandon you. I think its that simple for me ... if those who betray me and cause extreme harm WAHAHAH you can be prepared to eat cow dung ... otherwise i would just feel disappointed and probably feel sad for a while ... life goes on right ^^
How about you people ? Whats your requirement for you to pledge your undying faith towards those you love ... ... think about it ^^
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
MILK AGAIN ^^
I encounter something slightly out of the norm yesterday at the supermarket :P
Well since i got let off earlier from camp to get a well deserved break ... i went to get some groceries for my ice box ... thats including milk . While walking there i had to take the underpass to the supermarket from the train station . Its really a routine when for me when i get home from camp to get some stuff there but then the underpass this time was filled with insurance agents to be i guess . I thought my MAFIA looked could intimidate them but i failed ... they started attacking me with questions T_T suddenly i remember my best weapon , I showed them my hand and say sorry ^^ . Its not that i dislike them but i simply won't be able to keep up with those savings plans ... i do save but having to commit when i had no steady income soon is going to suffocate me from all the mini luxuries i enjoy all along . I can't imagine i had no money for milk , i think it would be a terrible world disaster when that happens .
So after the fight with Miss Agent i went ahead uninjured to do my shopping . While waiting to pay at the cashier . A very young child and his mother was paying for their stuff , however halfway both left the cashier with many items still in their trolley . The cashier did nothing , she just continue to scan the items . After standing there for 2-3 minutes and theres no sign of wonderful MOM returning i decided to unload all her items for her ... -_-||| FINALLY after the last item i placed on the belt for the cashier , the mommy return back and say : " Son ... quickly thank uncle for helping us unloading the items " .... I just smile back . ( I can't just leave things there while the queue behind me pile up .. those aunties behind will chop me up into pieces if the queue don't start moving ... )
I paid for my stuff and quickly head home ... AGAIN i took the underpass ... this time i tried to evade those AGENTS but seems like a new one was there .. She tried to block my path ... and i show her my hand lol ... that made her back off from my path ... i overheard her saying this " sobz .. he just show me his hand " shes pretty cute actually but i'm too tired to entertain her plus the previous agent i just destroyed was around so it wouldn't be very nice :P ... and its HOME SWEET HOME
Alright i know some of my dearest friends has become AGENTS ... even my cousin is one also . I know how the thing works definately and what is best for myself . But don't be discourage just because there are people like me around . For now i may not need it but definately when i start working i will get those plans too . Its a necessary thing to do . So its not time for me yet , but i believe everyday there will be people whose investment plans or saving plans matures and wants to continue so don't give up alright ^^ . My cousin is doing very well now and will also be doing very well in the future i believe , as long as you don't give up ^^ .
Like me ^^ i'm still trying to squeeze into a tuna can ahaha ... caleb call me polar bear trying to squeeze into a tuna can ... WHY ? you ask him yourself &^!@#%^@!%#^@!#
Well since i got let off earlier from camp to get a well deserved break ... i went to get some groceries for my ice box ... thats including milk . While walking there i had to take the underpass to the supermarket from the train station . Its really a routine when for me when i get home from camp to get some stuff there but then the underpass this time was filled with insurance agents to be i guess . I thought my MAFIA looked could intimidate them but i failed ... they started attacking me with questions T_T suddenly i remember my best weapon , I showed them my hand and say sorry ^^ . Its not that i dislike them but i simply won't be able to keep up with those savings plans ... i do save but having to commit when i had no steady income soon is going to suffocate me from all the mini luxuries i enjoy all along . I can't imagine i had no money for milk , i think it would be a terrible world disaster when that happens .
So after the fight with Miss Agent i went ahead uninjured to do my shopping . While waiting to pay at the cashier . A very young child and his mother was paying for their stuff , however halfway both left the cashier with many items still in their trolley . The cashier did nothing , she just continue to scan the items . After standing there for 2-3 minutes and theres no sign of wonderful MOM returning i decided to unload all her items for her ... -_-||| FINALLY after the last item i placed on the belt for the cashier , the mommy return back and say : " Son ... quickly thank uncle for helping us unloading the items " .... I just smile back . ( I can't just leave things there while the queue behind me pile up .. those aunties behind will chop me up into pieces if the queue don't start moving ... )
I paid for my stuff and quickly head home ... AGAIN i took the underpass ... this time i tried to evade those AGENTS but seems like a new one was there .. She tried to block my path ... and i show her my hand lol ... that made her back off from my path ... i overheard her saying this " sobz .. he just show me his hand " shes pretty cute actually but i'm too tired to entertain her plus the previous agent i just destroyed was around so it wouldn't be very nice :P ... and its HOME SWEET HOME
Alright i know some of my dearest friends has become AGENTS ... even my cousin is one also . I know how the thing works definately and what is best for myself . But don't be discourage just because there are people like me around . For now i may not need it but definately when i start working i will get those plans too . Its a necessary thing to do . So its not time for me yet , but i believe everyday there will be people whose investment plans or saving plans matures and wants to continue so don't give up alright ^^ . My cousin is doing very well now and will also be doing very well in the future i believe , as long as you don't give up ^^ .
Like me ^^ i'm still trying to squeeze into a tuna can ahaha ... caleb call me polar bear trying to squeeze into a tuna can ... WHY ? you ask him yourself &^!@#%^@!%#^@!#
Sunday, May 25, 2008
I am wenhao ...
... Finally my connection becomes stable ... After 1 month :P
So ? Everything's cool ... kenny's back in singapore ... Nigel never came out today ... i also have no idea ... i "thought" there was suppose to be a gathering thingy but turns out i asked the folks out for movie ... what happen ??? No idea ...
Oh ... My disruption was approved ... ^^ July 27th ORD ! i will return my remaining army days when holiday comes ... so yup ... going back to student life ... can't wait ... this time i'm not going to just go to school and study ... better sign myself up for activities ... poly was a bit of screwed up ... i didn't know how to priortize what was important to me ... so i didn't really have a fufilling life back then ... somehow wasted my life LOL ... well at least i did not screw up the tests back then ... People learn right ^^ so i'm learning too haha ...
Now i'm handling all the chores at home ... if i'm not in camp ... sister will leave everything to me ... she can't do laundry properly ... can't fold clothes properly too ... :P i have to clean up all her hair from the sink trap !@#!@#!@# ... When she gets married .. she will be in deep trouble ... I don't do all these stuff willingly last time ... i would be very lazy to get my ass out of the chair to do all these stuff ... but perhaps after going through all the "trainings" in NS made me more responsible for others ... through out all this while i've developed this " If i want something to be done now ... its best to start with myself before seeking others " mentality ... ^^ Just do it :P
Thats right ^^ I am myself ... i have to be a responsible mafia lol ^^
So ? Everything's cool ... kenny's back in singapore ... Nigel never came out today ... i also have no idea ... i "thought" there was suppose to be a gathering thingy but turns out i asked the folks out for movie ... what happen ??? No idea ...
Oh ... My disruption was approved ... ^^ July 27th ORD ! i will return my remaining army days when holiday comes ... so yup ... going back to student life ... can't wait ... this time i'm not going to just go to school and study ... better sign myself up for activities ... poly was a bit of screwed up ... i didn't know how to priortize what was important to me ... so i didn't really have a fufilling life back then ... somehow wasted my life LOL ... well at least i did not screw up the tests back then ... People learn right ^^ so i'm learning too haha ...
Now i'm handling all the chores at home ... if i'm not in camp ... sister will leave everything to me ... she can't do laundry properly ... can't fold clothes properly too ... :P i have to clean up all her hair from the sink trap !@#!@#!@# ... When she gets married .. she will be in deep trouble ... I don't do all these stuff willingly last time ... i would be very lazy to get my ass out of the chair to do all these stuff ... but perhaps after going through all the "trainings" in NS made me more responsible for others ... through out all this while i've developed this " If i want something to be done now ... its best to start with myself before seeking others " mentality ... ^^ Just do it :P
Thats right ^^ I am myself ... i have to be a responsible mafia lol ^^
Saturday, May 17, 2008
The milk's killing me ... ... ... ...
I tried sleeping at 12 last night ... LOL i couldn't sleep at all !!! Went to my fridge ... took out chocolates and milk ... i think i finish 500ml of milk in an instant ... went back and dug out my "treasure box" ... the box where i kept all the letters ... card written to me for the past 22 years ... yes 22 years ... and those small tiny neoprints ! i going to get a new "Treasure box soon" Many many memories inside ... those very old dollar notes i also have ... the rare 20 dollar plastic note was also kept inside ^^
I read through all the cards and letters ... i'm very glad to recieve them ^^ Simone wrote me cards too :P but this year never wirte haha ... then theres some folks whom i sort of drifted apart with ... some who moved away and i've not manage to contact them ... I think the best card was the handmade one by ah ning ... it was many many yearsss ago ... sherrie sent me cards too ... ^^ her handwriting was one of the best back in school ... ^^ mine was first in school too but you have to start counting from the back :P...
but the one that brings lots of smile and tears was obviously "hers"
I would prefer recieving cards as gifts compare to other stuff ... i feel that cards written by people carries a lot more mmm ... weight ... more feelings ...
A gift can be easily forgotten ... but a handwritten card never loses its value ...
^^
I found something intresting too ... last time back in secondary school ... very very long ago when i sit in front of Ah ning ... we use to exchange hand written notes ... I still have them :P ... still good ... except that the pencil marks are slowly fading away ... haha and a lot of my trophies ... ^^ i may not look like it but back in primary school ... i can run fast ... jump high ... :P rope skipping champion too ^^ Javeline 1st in Secondary school :P
But now i very inactive ... hahaha ... i think i better try to take up some activities in Uni ... i'm considering water sports ^^ woot !
Yah .. the milk killed me ... i think i drank too much so when i was sleeping halfway suddenly i get a very bad stomache ...
^^ Thats all for today ^^
I read through all the cards and letters ... i'm very glad to recieve them ^^ Simone wrote me cards too :P but this year never wirte haha ... then theres some folks whom i sort of drifted apart with ... some who moved away and i've not manage to contact them ... I think the best card was the handmade one by ah ning ... it was many many yearsss ago ... sherrie sent me cards too ... ^^ her handwriting was one of the best back in school ... ^^ mine was first in school too but you have to start counting from the back :P...
but the one that brings lots of smile and tears was obviously "hers"
I would prefer recieving cards as gifts compare to other stuff ... i feel that cards written by people carries a lot more mmm ... weight ... more feelings ...
A gift can be easily forgotten ... but a handwritten card never loses its value ...
^^
I found something intresting too ... last time back in secondary school ... very very long ago when i sit in front of Ah ning ... we use to exchange hand written notes ... I still have them :P ... still good ... except that the pencil marks are slowly fading away ... haha and a lot of my trophies ... ^^ i may not look like it but back in primary school ... i can run fast ... jump high ... :P rope skipping champion too ^^ Javeline 1st in Secondary school :P
But now i very inactive ... hahaha ... i think i better try to take up some activities in Uni ... i'm considering water sports ^^ woot !
Yah .. the milk killed me ... i think i drank too much so when i was sleeping halfway suddenly i get a very bad stomache ...
^^ Thats all for today ^^
Friday, May 16, 2008
WOOT
Mafia Hao and J Wong ...
A bit cheapo ... but when walking around the Xi Men Ting area ... the rain become very heavy .. so I bought the cheapo RainCoat LOL .. then the rest also buy ...
Thats Me ^^
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Humans aren't solitary beings ~
Woke up late again ... wasted the whole of my morning sleeping ^^ usual stuff ... breakfast ... milk ... getting the laundry done ... wash dishes ... sweep floor ... fold the laundry ... took me 2 hours to finish those stuff ... I'm the maid for this 2 week ... Mum got a new washing machine ... have to teach her how to use later ... quite complicated ... many temperatures to note >.< when the new maid arrives i think i have to coach her as well ... I use to find doing all these things a hassle ... but its like a routine for me now ... and when i make all my laundry smells like spring WOO HOO i feel very proud of it ...
So so so ... just yesterday night at the chalet ... while during BBQing~ one of my men said that his girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him ... Hes quite a good looking chap ... and her reason of ending the relationship " I'm young , i still wish to play and know more people " He had quite a few drinks there so i don't really know what the real deal was ... But before we went for the overseas trip he sense something was wrong ... and i encourage him to make things better ... he said things became better but ... now -_- things change suddenly ...
( Amazing washing machine !!! ... typing halfway , i went to teach Mum and Dad how to use the washing machine )
Back to the topic ... I sat down and talk to him together with the rest ... I wonder how is he feeling ... Why i asked ... and he just told me what i had stated above .... some of them say its because of being together for too long ... some say the girl doesn't know whats good for her ... Well i guess its really up to individual ... "Medic" then say " Girls will blame the guy , Guys will blame the girl ... true ... Probably when he said that no one even bother about that ... but its a fact which i believe ... when such things happen people would convinently push everything to the other party ...
What i'm more concern ... were the time spent together ... i never really knew the answer to this question i posed to myself ... perhaps to me as the more time a couple spent together ... the more "glue" power it should have ... maybe not to some
The rest told him " you're still young " i hope one day people would dimiss this thing ... time is one of the thing in this world that cannot be reversed ... you are advancing forward , i believe there is no such thing as you're still young ... you still have more time ahead of you ... before you know it .. you're 30 years old :P
He will be fine i guess ... ^^ Ok .. i need to check the laundry ...
So so so ... just yesterday night at the chalet ... while during BBQing~ one of my men said that his girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him ... Hes quite a good looking chap ... and her reason of ending the relationship " I'm young , i still wish to play and know more people " He had quite a few drinks there so i don't really know what the real deal was ... But before we went for the overseas trip he sense something was wrong ... and i encourage him to make things better ... he said things became better but ... now -_- things change suddenly ...
( Amazing washing machine !!! ... typing halfway , i went to teach Mum and Dad how to use the washing machine )
Back to the topic ... I sat down and talk to him together with the rest ... I wonder how is he feeling ... Why i asked ... and he just told me what i had stated above .... some of them say its because of being together for too long ... some say the girl doesn't know whats good for her ... Well i guess its really up to individual ... "Medic" then say " Girls will blame the guy , Guys will blame the girl ... true ... Probably when he said that no one even bother about that ... but its a fact which i believe ... when such things happen people would convinently push everything to the other party ...
What i'm more concern ... were the time spent together ... i never really knew the answer to this question i posed to myself ... perhaps to me as the more time a couple spent together ... the more "glue" power it should have ... maybe not to some
The rest told him " you're still young " i hope one day people would dimiss this thing ... time is one of the thing in this world that cannot be reversed ... you are advancing forward , i believe there is no such thing as you're still young ... you still have more time ahead of you ... before you know it .. you're 30 years old :P
He will be fine i guess ... ^^ Ok .. i need to check the laundry ...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Mmm ....
The day i came back from taiwan i met up with some folks ....
Apart from telling them some trainings i went through ... I also told them how people mistake me for an evil man ....
T_T ... Since we don't know the area well ... and we were looking for a particular street in Taiwan ... i went into one shop managed by a lady ... she was on the phone ... MAYBE ! just maybe because of my hair ... she immediately say ... are you here for money ! T_T I quickly explain to her the situation T_T ... when i told simone and gang this ... they burst out laughing lorrrrrrr~~~*@!&#*(!@&#(!&@*#(&
Then at their night market streets ... because of space limitation its quite hard to move around ... i wanted to cut across path ... a guy was standing in front of me ... i took a step forward ... he too took a step forward ... then he quickly apologise when i look at him ... i said nevermind ... then i took a step again ... he too took a step ... THEN i look at him again .. 2nd time he apologise ... we did this for the 3rd time until i step out of it and told him ... please go ahead .. i'll go after you T_T ... he quickly went away ... LIEW ...
Well ... Theres another thing ... the first impression my men had of me ... ( we did an evaluation of all the commanders ... the men would say how they feel about this commander and so on ... )
Guess what all of them said ! .... I got that fierce look ... some even want to beat me up .... LOL but after knowing me they are ok with that ... sianz ... All the time where ever i go i get the same same first impression ... ZzzzzzZzzzzZZz
.. sad huh ... lol but its pretty useful when i'm shielding my grandmother from the crowds at temple :P ^^
Ok ! Mafia Hao must go Chalet liao ... Bye FOlks
Apart from telling them some trainings i went through ... I also told them how people mistake me for an evil man ....
T_T ... Since we don't know the area well ... and we were looking for a particular street in Taiwan ... i went into one shop managed by a lady ... she was on the phone ... MAYBE ! just maybe because of my hair ... she immediately say ... are you here for money ! T_T I quickly explain to her the situation T_T ... when i told simone and gang this ... they burst out laughing lorrrrrrr~~~*@!&#*(!@&#(!&@*#(&
Then at their night market streets ... because of space limitation its quite hard to move around ... i wanted to cut across path ... a guy was standing in front of me ... i took a step forward ... he too took a step forward ... then he quickly apologise when i look at him ... i said nevermind ... then i took a step again ... he too took a step ... THEN i look at him again .. 2nd time he apologise ... we did this for the 3rd time until i step out of it and told him ... please go ahead .. i'll go after you T_T ... he quickly went away ... LIEW ...
Well ... Theres another thing ... the first impression my men had of me ... ( we did an evaluation of all the commanders ... the men would say how they feel about this commander and so on ... )
Guess what all of them said ! .... I got that fierce look ... some even want to beat me up .... LOL but after knowing me they are ok with that ... sianz ... All the time where ever i go i get the same same first impression ... ZzzzzzZzzzzZZz
.. sad huh ... lol but its pretty useful when i'm shielding my grandmother from the crowds at temple :P ^^
Ok ! Mafia Hao must go Chalet liao ... Bye FOlks
Friday, May 09, 2008
Hahah Environmental Engineer ...
Any idea what i'm pursuing in NTU ? ... some knew some don't ...
I'm going for a degree in Environmental Engineering ... somewhat related to the environment ... at first i thought ... maybe i'm going around to check trees lol ... thats a silly thought ... how can it be so simple right ?
So i read up the course before i decided to accept it ....
It has stuff related to water ... air ... waste treatment ... i'm quite keen on the hydrology part ^^ water supply engineering, wastewater engineering, solid waste engineering and geo-environmental engineering.
Looks very dry ... but i think its important ... i feel that everyone need those things ... water ... air .... getting rid of waste ... if one day stuff like clean water and clean air become inaccessible to us ... what would we become ? I'm not sure but already its happening in other undeveloped countries where clean water is a big issue ... maybe just maybe ... i hope i can do something about it ^^ .
Can't imagine one day i got no chocolate milk to drink ... because all the cows died from drinking dirty water ... -_- nooo~~~ ...
I'm not a green person ... i'm pretty evil actually ... but well ... for the sake of milk ... wahaha ... ok enough nonsense :P Hope i make it ^^ so so so ....
I'm going for a degree in Environmental Engineering ... somewhat related to the environment ... at first i thought ... maybe i'm going around to check trees lol ... thats a silly thought ... how can it be so simple right ?
So i read up the course before i decided to accept it ....
It has stuff related to water ... air ... waste treatment ... i'm quite keen on the hydrology part ^^ water supply engineering, wastewater engineering, solid waste engineering and geo-environmental engineering.
Looks very dry ... but i think its important ... i feel that everyone need those things ... water ... air .... getting rid of waste ... if one day stuff like clean water and clean air become inaccessible to us ... what would we become ? I'm not sure but already its happening in other undeveloped countries where clean water is a big issue ... maybe just maybe ... i hope i can do something about it ^^ .
Can't imagine one day i got no chocolate milk to drink ... because all the cows died from drinking dirty water ... -_- nooo~~~ ...
I'm not a green person ... i'm pretty evil actually ... but well ... for the sake of milk ... wahaha ... ok enough nonsense :P Hope i make it ^^ so so so ....
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Say~
I wonder if i am silly to wait for time to pass,always hoping that even if i'm not your first love but i will someday be your last. That night when i held you was the last ever miracle to me. Without you i am like a caged bird waiting for my next love to come and set me free.
Anyone notice this header ? ... i wonder how many realise this ...
When i was in taiwan ... i had to be vehicle commander ... from destination to destination the ride was about 12 hours .... sounds crazy but yes .... i manage to catch a clear night sky filled with stars ... then one silly questions came to my head ...
What does caring for someone means ?
I gave it a very long thought ... then i came up with a very long answer ...
I can't really translate it into words ... but its about being attentive to the person ... as in paying attention when they require you to ... giving them the support they need ... respect them for who they are .... never critcise them or their dreams ( be supportive man ) .... always ask about their well being ... the list goes on ... can't remember my full answer ... i only know that i was sort of enlightened lol ...
I wonder if i'm right or not .... but i think its not a very sloppy answer though its not perfect either ...
What do you think ?
Anyone notice this header ? ... i wonder how many realise this ...
When i was in taiwan ... i had to be vehicle commander ... from destination to destination the ride was about 12 hours .... sounds crazy but yes .... i manage to catch a clear night sky filled with stars ... then one silly questions came to my head ...
What does caring for someone means ?
I gave it a very long thought ... then i came up with a very long answer ...
I can't really translate it into words ... but its about being attentive to the person ... as in paying attention when they require you to ... giving them the support they need ... respect them for who they are .... never critcise them or their dreams ( be supportive man ) .... always ask about their well being ... the list goes on ... can't remember my full answer ... i only know that i was sort of enlightened lol ...
I wonder if i'm right or not .... but i think its not a very sloppy answer though its not perfect either ...
What do you think ?
..... HOLY
Took me 3 hours to do the laundry ....
OMG ~
Ok i need a break now ....
Oh Simone too has return from Japan ... NICE ! i tried the chewing gum she got from there ... waaa very nice packaging ... and the ciggs she got from there WOO ... nice scent ...
Oh i went to NTU this morning to get my medical stuff done ... ITS A NEW BEGINNING SOON ... Zhiyang also manage to get an offer from NTU ... now he choosing between SMU and NTU ... i think NUS is going to offer him a place too ...
OMG ~
Ok i need a break now ....
Oh Simone too has return from Japan ... NICE ! i tried the chewing gum she got from there ... waaa very nice packaging ... and the ciggs she got from there WOO ... nice scent ...
Oh i went to NTU this morning to get my medical stuff done ... ITS A NEW BEGINNING SOON ... Zhiyang also manage to get an offer from NTU ... now he choosing between SMU and NTU ... i think NUS is going to offer him a place too ...
What was i thinking ......
Argh ... Jiathi had already return to her home country ... so whose going to do all the laundry ???
Me ...~~~
Guess what i just destroyed two of my shirts .... One from Nike ... One from Topshop ... why ? Because i forgot to seperate the laundry !!! ... Both were whites and they ended up with colours after a wash ...
My army uniforms and all the army stuff can be wash together ... but T_T i forgot about the normal clothing ...they can't be mixed .... i better take extra care next time ... until the new maid arrives ... i'll be doing most of the household chores i guess ... ahhh ... my shirts ... ~
Me ...~~~
Guess what i just destroyed two of my shirts .... One from Nike ... One from Topshop ... why ? Because i forgot to seperate the laundry !!! ... Both were whites and they ended up with colours after a wash ...
My army uniforms and all the army stuff can be wash together ... but T_T i forgot about the normal clothing ...they can't be mixed .... i better take extra care next time ... until the new maid arrives ... i'll be doing most of the household chores i guess ... ahhh ... my shirts ... ~
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Back Home ... ... With many changes ^^
I'm back ...~ But my house maid is leaving tomorrow ...
Sister just came back from Pattaya too ... except that hers was a short trip away from home ...
Mum and Dad was quite surprised to see me back home at 4 am ... i'm rather tired though but its nice to see them again ... wanted to do some laundry but i guess i leave it till tomorrow ...
So hows Taiwan ? ... I must say ... the ladies there in majority ... quite pretty and sweet looking ...
Ha!!! You folks must be thinking ... what the hell .... you came back after 30++ days just to say the ladies over there are pretty ?
Wait till i get the photos first ok ^^ i never brought my camera there so instead of using words to describe the 30++ days ... i try to get some pictures to do the talking ....
I still miss home .... all the while i wanted to come back badly ...
Oh i manage to clock a new record 9 days no shower ! lol ... the field exercise stretched too long .... some of the guys who went out earlier broke my record ... 10 days no shower !!! Just imagine -_- |||
Ok enough for now ... i need to sleep ... many things to attend to tomorrow :P
Sister just came back from Pattaya too ... except that hers was a short trip away from home ...
Mum and Dad was quite surprised to see me back home at 4 am ... i'm rather tired though but its nice to see them again ... wanted to do some laundry but i guess i leave it till tomorrow ...
So hows Taiwan ? ... I must say ... the ladies there in majority ... quite pretty and sweet looking ...
Ha!!! You folks must be thinking ... what the hell .... you came back after 30++ days just to say the ladies over there are pretty ?
Wait till i get the photos first ok ^^ i never brought my camera there so instead of using words to describe the 30++ days ... i try to get some pictures to do the talking ....
I still miss home .... all the while i wanted to come back badly ...
Oh i manage to clock a new record 9 days no shower ! lol ... the field exercise stretched too long .... some of the guys who went out earlier broke my record ... 10 days no shower !!! Just imagine -_- |||
Ok enough for now ... i need to sleep ... many things to attend to tomorrow :P
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Byeeee .... ....
First of all ... thanks for reading my blog .... to all those who does lol ...
and ... Ok byebye ^^ I'm off to taiwan .... for training ... last hurdle before i ORD ya !!!
I see many people stop blogging .... see many people stop after a while ... maybe writing your thoughts online isn't so good afterall ... maybe ... just maybe
So put that aside ... i'm not sure if i will come back in one piece lol ... but i hope so la ... later one bird crash into the bunk ... then its byebye to me LOL ...
Ya ... so mm... i met up with this very very important person few days back ... and i must say ... it was very very comfortable to talk with her ... she still got that smile ... that "shuddup~" ... still its her ^^ someone who can sense my emotion well ... i have to thank the heaven for letting me know her ahaha ... simone is going to be angry lol .... but nevermind ... she know who i refering to and YES YOU probably know who u are ... so don't smile smile there ....
What amazed me most is ... she has learn a lot ... in a way i'm glad she does ... afterall its good for her in the long run ... oh and ya ... you said don't miss you ahaha ... i haven't tell you this ... yes i will miss you ^^ ... i will look up to the sky like you told me ... but by now you should know ... i prefer the night sky more than anything ... total opposite from you ^^ ...
mmm .. .. ... . sia ting ting !!!! ello ello ~~~ when i come back i will ask you out first ^^ ....
and and ... one last thing ....
Life is really about choices .... perspective ( ya you taught me that ) .... and having a big heart for everything .~
Bye people i will be back on May~ ...
and ... Ok byebye ^^ I'm off to taiwan .... for training ... last hurdle before i ORD ya !!!
I see many people stop blogging .... see many people stop after a while ... maybe writing your thoughts online isn't so good afterall ... maybe ... just maybe
So put that aside ... i'm not sure if i will come back in one piece lol ... but i hope so la ... later one bird crash into the bunk ... then its byebye to me LOL ...
Ya ... so mm... i met up with this very very important person few days back ... and i must say ... it was very very comfortable to talk with her ... she still got that smile ... that "shuddup~" ... still its her ^^ someone who can sense my emotion well ... i have to thank the heaven for letting me know her ahaha ... simone is going to be angry lol .... but nevermind ... she know who i refering to and YES YOU probably know who u are ... so don't smile smile there ....
What amazed me most is ... she has learn a lot ... in a way i'm glad she does ... afterall its good for her in the long run ... oh and ya ... you said don't miss you ahaha ... i haven't tell you this ... yes i will miss you ^^ ... i will look up to the sky like you told me ... but by now you should know ... i prefer the night sky more than anything ... total opposite from you ^^ ...
mmm .. .. ... . sia ting ting !!!! ello ello ~~~ when i come back i will ask you out first ^^ ....
and and ... one last thing ....
Life is really about choices .... perspective ( ya you taught me that ) .... and having a big heart for everything .~
Bye people i will be back on May~ ...
Friday, March 21, 2008
Sky of love~ ( Listening Heart )
^^ I just watched Koizora ( Sky Of Love ) with Py~ Nice !!! I heard from her that its a novel based on a true story ... catch it while the cinema is still showing it ok ! If you got boyfriend or girlfriend i think it would even be better ... but if you are still single like me lol just catch it anyway ... the girls sitting beside me all cried ... i've seen shows which are more touching that this but oh well ^^".
So ... After the movie ... we went for dinner and talk for a bit before we head home ...
Then something pop into my head ... maybe its the movie ... maybe its the conversation i had with py ... maybe all along i wanted to type this ... finally i had the mood to write this haha ...
Say ... we all have the ability to listen isn't it ... yet do you all think that everyone is making use of our ears carefully ?
I'm talking about listening to people when they need you to ... without judging or trying to give them unthoughtful advices ...
I feel ... that many people wants to be heard ... but not many are willing to listen ... why ? Selfish ? ... I believe that everyone should learn how to listen to one another without saying a word ... yes just sitting there quietly listening to someone else talk ... The more you listen , the more you learn about the other person's feeling . Relationships is one which requires a lot of listening but very often it isn't balanced ... there is always one party which listens most of the time and one which talks the most of the time ... the one who listens most of the time too has feelings don't you agree ? ... without being heard , feelings get suppressed causing unwanted resentment towards the other .
Do you all agree ? At certain times you wish someone could just listen to you but you couldn't find that person ... then you wonder who really cares about you .. sometimes certain group of people who only wants to be heard should really do some soul searching ... shouldn't they listen with an open heart too ?
Sometimes its just that simple to nurse someone's trouble heart ... sit beside them and just listen .... there is no need for comments .... no need for advices .... nothing .... listening to them is a very strong indication to people that you care ... and that i believe is what people are truly seeking for when they are looking for someone to listen to them
Mum just held my hand and listen to me when i cried years back ... nothing else ... and that was enough ...
When a baby cries, you hold them close to you and they would stop crying ...
When a heart is crying out ... listen to them ....
So ... After the movie ... we went for dinner and talk for a bit before we head home ...
Then something pop into my head ... maybe its the movie ... maybe its the conversation i had with py ... maybe all along i wanted to type this ... finally i had the mood to write this haha ...
Say ... we all have the ability to listen isn't it ... yet do you all think that everyone is making use of our ears carefully ?
I'm talking about listening to people when they need you to ... without judging or trying to give them unthoughtful advices ...
I feel ... that many people wants to be heard ... but not many are willing to listen ... why ? Selfish ? ... I believe that everyone should learn how to listen to one another without saying a word ... yes just sitting there quietly listening to someone else talk ... The more you listen , the more you learn about the other person's feeling . Relationships is one which requires a lot of listening but very often it isn't balanced ... there is always one party which listens most of the time and one which talks the most of the time ... the one who listens most of the time too has feelings don't you agree ? ... without being heard , feelings get suppressed causing unwanted resentment towards the other .
Do you all agree ? At certain times you wish someone could just listen to you but you couldn't find that person ... then you wonder who really cares about you .. sometimes certain group of people who only wants to be heard should really do some soul searching ... shouldn't they listen with an open heart too ?
Sometimes its just that simple to nurse someone's trouble heart ... sit beside them and just listen .... there is no need for comments .... no need for advices .... nothing .... listening to them is a very strong indication to people that you care ... and that i believe is what people are truly seeking for when they are looking for someone to listen to them
Mum just held my hand and listen to me when i cried years back ... nothing else ... and that was enough ...
When a baby cries, you hold them close to you and they would stop crying ...
When a heart is crying out ... listen to them ....
Thursday, March 20, 2008
mm . . . . kenny has return ....
I bet simone know this first ... lol
well~ ^^ he came back after 6 months plus ... was chatting halfway with him when he suddenly told me he knew its raining almost everyday here ... and then he goes " because i'm back !!! " lol so we met up in the night for dinner ^^ ...
one day he would get a ring for someone who ask for a ring last night
^^ alright ... Nigel became a physical trainer trainee ^^ good luck to you dude !
I'm going back to school soon !!!! ^^ can't wait ...
Oh did i mention it ? I'm going to go for bike licence after i return from taiwan ... easy travelling to school ... i'm still thinking, should i stay in the hostel there ? ... Sis is trying every means to stay there forever lol~ ... too much hunks and babes there lol~ ... ^^
mm ....
i still remember you , would love to see your smile once more ... i think i miss you ~
well~ ^^ he came back after 6 months plus ... was chatting halfway with him when he suddenly told me he knew its raining almost everyday here ... and then he goes " because i'm back !!! " lol so we met up in the night for dinner ^^ ...
one day he would get a ring for someone who ask for a ring last night
^^ alright ... Nigel became a physical trainer trainee ^^ good luck to you dude !
I'm going back to school soon !!!! ^^ can't wait ...
Oh did i mention it ? I'm going to go for bike licence after i return from taiwan ... easy travelling to school ... i'm still thinking, should i stay in the hostel there ? ... Sis is trying every means to stay there forever lol~ ... too much hunks and babes there lol~ ... ^^
mm ....
i still remember you , would love to see your smile once more ... i think i miss you ~
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Short Breather ...
Yay ... a short breather before i go taiwan ... heng chun camp i heard ... and also mei ling camp .... i don't care the condition ... i've been through a lot of worse living condition so as long as there is a bed ! it is good enough .
Soon ... the men together with me will be walking towards our own path in life ... somehow its a bit sad ... when everything seems so impossible ... we would just endure through it together ... no matter how steep the knoll seems we would help one another to reach the top ... ... this kind of bond ... you can't find it if you just slack around in school ... work ... so i guess i would say being an nsf is really an enjoyable experience ... not that the training is easy or the outfield is extremely comfortable ... its the camaraderie ... its really about the guy who walks beside you ... i know its hard for some to experience this ... but i'm glad i did not "smoke" my way through ^^
Mmm . . . I was telling this guy who is in my section ... he got some BGR problem ...don't let go so easily without trying ... love won't come knocking on your door so many times ... i still believe we all have a lot to learn about loving one another ... its a growing thing ... love can be forever ... if we all learn and never stop growing ourselves emotionally ... so really ... its about being yourself and walking along side your partner ... people say tomorrow is a gift ... i would say every next second being alive is a gift .... so why hold back on being nice to the person next to you ^^ ... it doesn't cost a cent to do that :)
Oh~ i got lots of rash over my body .... because of the vegetation i bashed through during the whole of yesterday ... lots of spider drop onto my face and some even crawl into my back .... ZzzzZzzzZzz Zzzz ZZzzZZzzZZzzz thought it would heal but it took a bit longer than usual ... Even Png got it ... -_- ||| Ok sleep ^^ spent the whole day packing my stuff for taiwan ...
I'll let you guys know more ^^
Soon ... the men together with me will be walking towards our own path in life ... somehow its a bit sad ... when everything seems so impossible ... we would just endure through it together ... no matter how steep the knoll seems we would help one another to reach the top ... ... this kind of bond ... you can't find it if you just slack around in school ... work ... so i guess i would say being an nsf is really an enjoyable experience ... not that the training is easy or the outfield is extremely comfortable ... its the camaraderie ... its really about the guy who walks beside you ... i know its hard for some to experience this ... but i'm glad i did not "smoke" my way through ^^
Mmm . . . I was telling this guy who is in my section ... he got some BGR problem ...don't let go so easily without trying ... love won't come knocking on your door so many times ... i still believe we all have a lot to learn about loving one another ... its a growing thing ... love can be forever ... if we all learn and never stop growing ourselves emotionally ... so really ... its about being yourself and walking along side your partner ... people say tomorrow is a gift ... i would say every next second being alive is a gift .... so why hold back on being nice to the person next to you ^^ ... it doesn't cost a cent to do that :)
Oh~ i got lots of rash over my body .... because of the vegetation i bashed through during the whole of yesterday ... lots of spider drop onto my face and some even crawl into my back .... ZzzzZzzzZzz Zzzz ZZzzZZzzZZzzz thought it would heal but it took a bit longer than usual ... Even Png got it ... -_- ||| Ok sleep ^^ spent the whole day packing my stuff for taiwan ...
I'll let you guys know more ^^
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Say something nice to your mum and dad ...
^^ I read the last few post i made ... i guess i was pretty heated up when i wrote them >.< ...
Some of the folks know that i'm into those very sentimental soundtracks ... people often ask my choice of music ... why do i choose them ? I get more feelings from those sentimental tracks ... it calms me down ... ^^ it has more feel ...
I just finished watching "Tokyo Tower , Mum and I , and sometimes Dad " its based on a novel which was published by a japanese author in japan .... i think the title itself tells you what the show is all about ... relationship between mother and child ... quite touching ... if i did not remember wrongly ... the book was written by the author because he miss his deceased mum ... something like his biography ..
Sleepzz
Some of the folks know that i'm into those very sentimental soundtracks ... people often ask my choice of music ... why do i choose them ? I get more feelings from those sentimental tracks ... it calms me down ... ^^ it has more feel ...
I just finished watching "Tokyo Tower , Mum and I , and sometimes Dad " its based on a novel which was published by a japanese author in japan .... i think the title itself tells you what the show is all about ... relationship between mother and child ... quite touching ... if i did not remember wrongly ... the book was written by the author because he miss his deceased mum ... something like his biography ..
Sleepzz
Thursday, March 13, 2008
What is this ....
Pissed off at those with "power"
Mentally worn out ... we're doing stupid things ....
Is it necessary to do it everyday ...
Think !!! will it bear fruit ??? ... somehow i feel what we are doing is futile ...
Let us go ... just let us return to normal routine ... i'm tired ... going to fly off and we have to do this ...
Hope it will be over soon ...
And to the "God Knows Where You Are" .... please go eat shit and die ... "YOU" are causing major INCONVINENCE to everyone ...
Mentally worn out ... we're doing stupid things ....
Is it necessary to do it everyday ...
Think !!! will it bear fruit ??? ... somehow i feel what we are doing is futile ...
Let us go ... just let us return to normal routine ... i'm tired ... going to fly off and we have to do this ...
Hope it will be over soon ...
And to the "God Knows Where You Are" .... please go eat shit and die ... "YOU" are causing major INCONVINENCE to everyone ...
Friday, February 29, 2008
i'm back from tekong
Just came back from another 6 days no shower place ... stink like cow dung ... i think its even worst this time ... ... ...
I didn't do much during the 6 days there ... except i sleep in the open forest ... couldn't sleep LOL ... tasked with the role of enemy ... i was deployed and i must sit alone and wait till dawn >.< can rest but lol scary ... because i got no shelter ... those big spider lurking around T_T but either way still got to find ways to endure through it ... so count stars and talk to my men lor ahahah at the same time try to think of people i miss ... it helps when you're out alone in the dark chilly forest ... take away all the fear in you ... I do feel afriad when i go for those night navigation ... those extremely dense forest where no sunlight can penetrate through ... when night falls ITS OMG INSIDE ... you vs nature ... i hope it won't be too cold in taiwan's forest ...
Oh one of my men saw spirits again ... and it sounds pretty scary ... then we all began telling ghost stories lol ... stuff like organs from a servicemen was ripped out and arranged properly inside his cupboard ... i told them something i heard ... it goes like this ... there this group of troops walking to their destination and their leader told them should they break contact from each other they should stay calm and not wander off . They were told to stay put and wait for rescue . Then as the sky gets darker one of the guy break contact from the main group. He did as what was intsructed to him ... but he got afriad of being alone in the forest and started seeing things ... he remembered that one of his seniors told him to chant prayers shold he "see" anything and tie a black cloth to cover his eyes... he started to chant prayers he could remembered and hope for the best ... during the march the main group realise this particular guy was missing and started to search for him. The main group could not locate him until dawn came ... they found the guy kneeling in a prayer posture with tree vines imapled through him ... i don't know if its real or not lol but i feel scared when i was told this lol ... it was during one of my outfield sommore T_T ... even as i type now i can feel the chills lol ...
Alright 30 days more to taiwan ^^ see you folks soon :P
I didn't do much during the 6 days there ... except i sleep in the open forest ... couldn't sleep LOL ... tasked with the role of enemy ... i was deployed and i must sit alone and wait till dawn >.< can rest but lol scary ... because i got no shelter ... those big spider lurking around T_T but either way still got to find ways to endure through it ... so count stars and talk to my men lor ahahah at the same time try to think of people i miss ... it helps when you're out alone in the dark chilly forest ... take away all the fear in you ... I do feel afriad when i go for those night navigation ... those extremely dense forest where no sunlight can penetrate through ... when night falls ITS OMG INSIDE ... you vs nature ... i hope it won't be too cold in taiwan's forest ...
Oh one of my men saw spirits again ... and it sounds pretty scary ... then we all began telling ghost stories lol ... stuff like organs from a servicemen was ripped out and arranged properly inside his cupboard ... i told them something i heard ... it goes like this ... there this group of troops walking to their destination and their leader told them should they break contact from each other they should stay calm and not wander off . They were told to stay put and wait for rescue . Then as the sky gets darker one of the guy break contact from the main group. He did as what was intsructed to him ... but he got afriad of being alone in the forest and started seeing things ... he remembered that one of his seniors told him to chant prayers shold he "see" anything and tie a black cloth to cover his eyes... he started to chant prayers he could remembered and hope for the best ... during the march the main group realise this particular guy was missing and started to search for him. The main group could not locate him until dawn came ... they found the guy kneeling in a prayer posture with tree vines imapled through him ... i don't know if its real or not lol but i feel scared when i was told this lol ... it was during one of my outfield sommore T_T ... even as i type now i can feel the chills lol ...
Alright 30 days more to taiwan ^^ see you folks soon :P
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Blue Jazz ...
^^ No big parties no big event ^^
I prefer something light ^^
Not bad though ... blue jazz .... good place to chill ... live band ... can drink all you like ... nope ^^ i didn't got for alcohol but puiyee did get her beer lol ... i had something called ... chimichunga ??? lol can't remember but its nicee!!
Think it has been ages since i last had a decent chat with anyone ... so its rather nice ^^
We talk a lot ... lol ... just like old times ... and she give me that shocking face when i told her its my birthday lol ... too busy to remember ^^ thats what happens when you get too busy with work and studies ... hope she gets what she wanted ^^
I'm not really bothered if no one remember my birthday ...to be honest i can't remember everyone's birthday ... i can only remember some ... ... to be remembered is sufficient for me ... for either the bad or the good ... eventually i would just become a memory to others ... birth date won't matter by then ... its about just being remembered by someone ...
"Oh ! The folks in camp !!! don't come and "TAU POK" me ... i will definately kick you in the face ... plus countless guard duties !!! orders from SGT Aw ~ "
MM . . . . nothing much to say LOL ... Sleep~
I prefer something light ^^
Not bad though ... blue jazz .... good place to chill ... live band ... can drink all you like ... nope ^^ i didn't got for alcohol but puiyee did get her beer lol ... i had something called ... chimichunga ??? lol can't remember but its nicee!!
Think it has been ages since i last had a decent chat with anyone ... so its rather nice ^^
We talk a lot ... lol ... just like old times ... and she give me that shocking face when i told her its my birthday lol ... too busy to remember ^^ thats what happens when you get too busy with work and studies ... hope she gets what she wanted ^^
I'm not really bothered if no one remember my birthday ...to be honest i can't remember everyone's birthday ... i can only remember some ... ... to be remembered is sufficient for me ... for either the bad or the good ... eventually i would just become a memory to others ... birth date won't matter by then ... its about just being remembered by someone ...
"Oh ! The folks in camp !!! don't come and "TAU POK" me ... i will definately kick you in the face ... plus countless guard duties !!! orders from SGT Aw ~ "
MM . . . . nothing much to say LOL ... Sleep~
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I'm not the same anymore ^^
Hey i'm back from outfield ^^ :P after 5 days without shower i'm finally freed from that exercise ... a week of rest has been granted before i depart to another small island for another week without shower T_T ... leaving that aside ... let me share something with you people ^^ ...
I've a guy who is under my charge ... hes those with fragile feelings ... i think because hes too pampered by his parents ... i'm not sure about that ... the incident was that i tasked him to get the rest to take over sentry duties and he came back sulking claiming that the guys shouted at him ... it was like 9 pm in the night ... without light ... and i stink like shit because of all the outfield thing ... naturally i'm rather pissed off with the guys who shouted at him ... he ran off sat at one corner and start to become " emo~ " just like those horror flick movie you see where the ghost kid would sit in one corner of the room ... he did that at the drain ... end up when the whole thing was settled ... minor issue actually ... its not over !!! he then said that he feel useless within the team ... i never tasked him duties ... he made it sound like i'm responsible for his feelings !!! i almost wanted to punish him earlier on for almost getting Matthew into trouble but i let it slide and now !!! I was like OMG LOR ... i never face him directly i just stood there and spoke ... " you hold certain appointments within the ranks and you are given certain jobs , i can't possibly assign you other people job ... i have to follow the code ... allowing you to rest is part of the code " ... he sulk -_- my boss heard it ... and he repeated what i said to him again ... and he said he want to feel important -_- i was damm amazed by him la~ my boss then made him his runner and tell him to get some sleep ... finally case close ...I never tired to pacify this guy who is under me because firstly i want him to understand that i'm not there to make him feel like hes godly or whatever ... hes responsible for that ... and also not everyone in the society is kind enough to even bother about him ... my role is to make sure he goes home safely ... feelings are beyond my control ... of course i never tell him that ... i think if i preach on he might just cry there -_- i can be very nice to him and soothe him but it will be very difficult for me to get work done like this ... thats why i never do it ... i just explain and scold ...
Then the other peeps started to say SGT AW you never give him fatherly love la~
Theres something i want to say here is ... self worth doesn't comes from other people's acknowledgement ... there are times when no one will acknowledge you then what happens ? You fail ? NO ... THATS A BIG NO ... each and everyone of us are responsible for ourselves ... its very unfair to depend on others to make ourself feel better ... do you guys think its a right thing to do ? How we feel are affected largely by how we think about ourselves ... we live only once and theres no reason to think so lowly about ourselves ... each and everyone is special and unique ... everyone is capable of something someone else isn't capable of ... diligence will pay off in due time ... believe in that ^^
mm . . . Might be a bit too late for this but HAPPY BELATED LOVEY LOVEY Valentine Day to all couples ^^ and also the singles ^^
I've a guy who is under my charge ... hes those with fragile feelings ... i think because hes too pampered by his parents ... i'm not sure about that ... the incident was that i tasked him to get the rest to take over sentry duties and he came back sulking claiming that the guys shouted at him ... it was like 9 pm in the night ... without light ... and i stink like shit because of all the outfield thing ... naturally i'm rather pissed off with the guys who shouted at him ... he ran off sat at one corner and start to become " emo~ " just like those horror flick movie you see where the ghost kid would sit in one corner of the room ... he did that at the drain ... end up when the whole thing was settled ... minor issue actually ... its not over !!! he then said that he feel useless within the team ... i never tasked him duties ... he made it sound like i'm responsible for his feelings !!! i almost wanted to punish him earlier on for almost getting Matthew into trouble but i let it slide and now !!! I was like OMG LOR ... i never face him directly i just stood there and spoke ... " you hold certain appointments within the ranks and you are given certain jobs , i can't possibly assign you other people job ... i have to follow the code ... allowing you to rest is part of the code " ... he sulk -_- my boss heard it ... and he repeated what i said to him again ... and he said he want to feel important -_- i was damm amazed by him la~ my boss then made him his runner and tell him to get some sleep ... finally case close ...I never tired to pacify this guy who is under me because firstly i want him to understand that i'm not there to make him feel like hes godly or whatever ... hes responsible for that ... and also not everyone in the society is kind enough to even bother about him ... my role is to make sure he goes home safely ... feelings are beyond my control ... of course i never tell him that ... i think if i preach on he might just cry there -_- i can be very nice to him and soothe him but it will be very difficult for me to get work done like this ... thats why i never do it ... i just explain and scold ...
Then the other peeps started to say SGT AW you never give him fatherly love la~
Theres something i want to say here is ... self worth doesn't comes from other people's acknowledgement ... there are times when no one will acknowledge you then what happens ? You fail ? NO ... THATS A BIG NO ... each and everyone of us are responsible for ourselves ... its very unfair to depend on others to make ourself feel better ... do you guys think its a right thing to do ? How we feel are affected largely by how we think about ourselves ... we live only once and theres no reason to think so lowly about ourselves ... each and everyone is special and unique ... everyone is capable of something someone else isn't capable of ... diligence will pay off in due time ... believe in that ^^
mm . . . Might be a bit too late for this but HAPPY BELATED LOVEY LOVEY Valentine Day to all couples ^^ and also the singles ^^
Monday, February 04, 2008
What would i say ?
Thought i could beat the stomach flu by myself ... eventually i still went to see the doctor LOL ... need medication to remove virus ... otherwise the toliet will be my next best friend T_T but oh well ... i'm partly to blame for this so >.< time to move on ...
Just feel like writing this ...
Its like ... many years have pass
But in actual fact its just merely a few years
Yet you know whats the scary part ?
Its as if i've never met you before at all ...
The memories are fading ... the mind treat it as if you where just a dream and when the next sun rises you will disappear ... dreams weren't meant to be permanent ...
I'll probably find it difficult to converse with you directly if we were to meet ...
It seems silly to say all this but thats what i realise ...
The deep wound cause by your absence will never be healed completely
Even with myself knowing it would only bring greater pain with you around
Its not a fault cause by you ... its a pain my heart chooses to relive everytime
But eventually time heals all wound leaving behind a scar as a form of remembrance
You were my dream ...
Sometimes when i sleep at night ...
I wish i could dream a dream again...
^^ Nice~ Something emo lol ~ ~
Happy Chinese New Year Folks~ ^^
Just feel like writing this ...
Its like ... many years have pass
But in actual fact its just merely a few years
Yet you know whats the scary part ?
Its as if i've never met you before at all ...
The memories are fading ... the mind treat it as if you where just a dream and when the next sun rises you will disappear ... dreams weren't meant to be permanent ...
I'll probably find it difficult to converse with you directly if we were to meet ...
It seems silly to say all this but thats what i realise ...
The deep wound cause by your absence will never be healed completely
Even with myself knowing it would only bring greater pain with you around
Its not a fault cause by you ... its a pain my heart chooses to relive everytime
But eventually time heals all wound leaving behind a scar as a form of remembrance
You were my dream ...
Sometimes when i sleep at night ...
I wish i could dream a dream again...
^^ Nice~ Something emo lol ~ ~
Happy Chinese New Year Folks~ ^^
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Mm . . . .M.. .. .
Sometimes i just can't be bothered with the title for my entries so i just go mmm... mmm ...
I was out with allan shopping for PS3 ... guess what ... the consoles are out of stock !!! -_- allan was so anxious to get his rockband set as well ... but nevermind we try looking somewhere when we are free >.<
Bla~ Bla~
Simone leaving for london ... to meet Kenny ^^ too bad when he return during april i'm not in Singapore .... argh~~ nevermind ^^
Theres plenty of opportunities ^^
Happy Chinese New Year People ^^
Where are you !!!! Don't know why suddenly can start to miss you for no reason ... maybe its starting to feel a bit lonely ... just maybe
I was out with allan shopping for PS3 ... guess what ... the consoles are out of stock !!! -_- allan was so anxious to get his rockband set as well ... but nevermind we try looking somewhere when we are free >.<
Bla~ Bla~
Simone leaving for london ... to meet Kenny ^^ too bad when he return during april i'm not in Singapore .... argh~~ nevermind ^^
Theres plenty of opportunities ^^
Happy Chinese New Year People ^^
Where are you !!!! Don't know why suddenly can start to miss you for no reason ... maybe its starting to feel a bit lonely ... just maybe
Friday, February 01, 2008
>.< Ugu~uu~~
I think it has been quite a while since i fall sick ... judging by the mild fever , nauseating feeling , dizziness symptons .... i believe i've been hit by stomach flu~
Haha i wonder how i get it .... its a viral infection ... >.< ... Either way i just have to rest enough ahaha ^^ if i still get that bitter taste in the mouth i'll probably visit the doctor ^^ ...
Now Sis came back ... i believe i got it from her !!! shes ok orledi~ @!@#@!# now its my turn ...
Must be the food she ask me to finish it up for her .... argh~H~H~H~
Never mind ... it won't kill me ... just hate that weak achy feeling all over my body >.<
I wanted to blog something else but too tired to continue .. i'll sleep for now
Haha i wonder how i get it .... its a viral infection ... >.< ... Either way i just have to rest enough ahaha ^^ if i still get that bitter taste in the mouth i'll probably visit the doctor ^^ ...
Now Sis came back ... i believe i got it from her !!! shes ok orledi~ @!@#@!# now its my turn ...
Must be the food she ask me to finish it up for her .... argh~H~H~H~
Never mind ... it won't kill me ... just hate that weak achy feeling all over my body >.<
I wanted to blog something else but too tired to continue .. i'll sleep for now
Monday, January 28, 2008
Blank ~ ?
Just feel like writing something ... something emotional ... but i've no idea what to write ...
I'm doing the usual stuff ... anime , games , running , skipping , movies , swimming , pushups , cooking , sleeping , hanging out with the folks .... but still if feels like something is lacking in my life ... girlfriend ? don't think so ... that isn't a priority yet ... still need to get myself into better shape before i embark into that >.< ... just can't figure it out ...
Had a dream last night ... a very wonderful dream ... don't laugh please ... i've no idea how it began but the dream began with a lady holding my arm ... shes wearing a green dress and has long wavy hair ... but i didn't see her face ... she just walk besides me and we're on the way to this wedding gown fashion show ... we're like deciding what to get .... then i woke up ...
Hahah i was smiling when i woke up lol ... just a pity i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her face ... maybe its meant to be that way ... but i feel like 28 years old in that dream ... i wonder ... what would happen when i've turn 28 ... its not a very distant thing ... i'm turning 22 soon ...
I've only one wish ... that i don't have to feel .. .. ... ...
I'm doing the usual stuff ... anime , games , running , skipping , movies , swimming , pushups , cooking , sleeping , hanging out with the folks .... but still if feels like something is lacking in my life ... girlfriend ? don't think so ... that isn't a priority yet ... still need to get myself into better shape before i embark into that >.< ... just can't figure it out ...
Had a dream last night ... a very wonderful dream ... don't laugh please ... i've no idea how it began but the dream began with a lady holding my arm ... shes wearing a green dress and has long wavy hair ... but i didn't see her face ... she just walk besides me and we're on the way to this wedding gown fashion show ... we're like deciding what to get .... then i woke up ...
Hahah i was smiling when i woke up lol ... just a pity i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her face ... maybe its meant to be that way ... but i feel like 28 years old in that dream ... i wonder ... what would happen when i've turn 28 ... its not a very distant thing ... i'm turning 22 soon ...
I've only one wish ... that i don't have to feel .. .. ... ...
Friday, January 25, 2008
The last stretch ....
Finally .... or should i say .... its going to be over real soon .
We've handed over the ops duty 2 days back ^^ luckily nothing happen, which is a blessing for everyone. For that ops duty ... "No News equates to Good News"
I shall not bore you about the duties we carry out there ...
After handing over the duties our big big boss planned a retreat at loyang chalet for us commanders ... we dread going there seriously because the men gets to enjoy their long weekend and here we have to attend this retreat ... but when we reach there for the 2 days 2 nights activity ... i think it wasn't so bad afterall ...
The fights at the pool .... dragging each and everyone off their beds and throwing them into the pools ... we even have the scouts executor who keeps ripping off underwears ... i've no idea how many pieces of underwear alan ripped off from some of the guys there ... he shows no mercy !!! Johnathan's undies was ripped off when he entered their bunk last few days ... SACRY !!!
Since we're at changi area ... we visited the "bapoks" of the village ... men who undergo sex operations to become women. I must say ... some look very beautiful ... some even sound like a real woman ... one of them chatted up with allan ... and we manage to know abit of their lifestlye ...
Old Changi Hospital .... since majority rented bikes overnight .... we decided to visit that damm place ... we were not properly equipped .... no torchlight .... we only got handphones !!! .... when we reach there we went through the 1st level only to reach a dead end ... the lights from the handphone barely gives us sufficient vision to walk around ... quite a bit of blood stains on the floor ... glasses ... syringes .... we're at the place with 7 storey .... i think its the ward section ... Caleb said that he once went up to 2nd level and was unable to get out ... we didn't not went further in .... theres another group of people with us ... 2 girls 4 guys they went up all the way ... together with "Tall Men" and Johnathan Shen .... While waiting for them .... Allan and Matthew told us they heard grunting noises behind them at the other entrance but when they look around they saw nothing ... I was like !@#@!#@! ~~~ We're not afriad of the dark but the place together with the combination of full moon gives off a very creepy feeling ... We left after the group came back ....they say nothing happen .... maybe you guys want to try going there ... End~
I'm covered with sunburns all over my body .... alright ^^ 1 more month and i'll be gone for the final exercise .... Stage 2 evaluation and a brigade level exercise ...
I'll be getting back my Pink IC soon ^^
We've handed over the ops duty 2 days back ^^ luckily nothing happen, which is a blessing for everyone. For that ops duty ... "No News equates to Good News"
I shall not bore you about the duties we carry out there ...
After handing over the duties our big big boss planned a retreat at loyang chalet for us commanders ... we dread going there seriously because the men gets to enjoy their long weekend and here we have to attend this retreat ... but when we reach there for the 2 days 2 nights activity ... i think it wasn't so bad afterall ...
The fights at the pool .... dragging each and everyone off their beds and throwing them into the pools ... we even have the scouts executor who keeps ripping off underwears ... i've no idea how many pieces of underwear alan ripped off from some of the guys there ... he shows no mercy !!! Johnathan's undies was ripped off when he entered their bunk last few days ... SACRY !!!
Since we're at changi area ... we visited the "bapoks" of the village ... men who undergo sex operations to become women. I must say ... some look very beautiful ... some even sound like a real woman ... one of them chatted up with allan ... and we manage to know abit of their lifestlye ...
Old Changi Hospital .... since majority rented bikes overnight .... we decided to visit that damm place ... we were not properly equipped .... no torchlight .... we only got handphones !!! .... when we reach there we went through the 1st level only to reach a dead end ... the lights from the handphone barely gives us sufficient vision to walk around ... quite a bit of blood stains on the floor ... glasses ... syringes .... we're at the place with 7 storey .... i think its the ward section ... Caleb said that he once went up to 2nd level and was unable to get out ... we didn't not went further in .... theres another group of people with us ... 2 girls 4 guys they went up all the way ... together with "Tall Men" and Johnathan Shen .... While waiting for them .... Allan and Matthew told us they heard grunting noises behind them at the other entrance but when they look around they saw nothing ... I was like !@#@!#@! ~~~ We're not afriad of the dark but the place together with the combination of full moon gives off a very creepy feeling ... We left after the group came back ....they say nothing happen .... maybe you guys want to try going there ... End~
I'm covered with sunburns all over my body .... alright ^^ 1 more month and i'll be gone for the final exercise .... Stage 2 evaluation and a brigade level exercise ...
I'll be getting back my Pink IC soon ^^
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Oh My God ~~~~
>.< It has been a while since i last saw any of the guys or the ladies ...
I on duty ... guarding some .... important place ...
Do day shift 12 hours .... night shift also 12 hours ... those dead people roaming around hours .... 10 pm to 10 am !@#!@#!@#!@#
Today i almost puked LOL ... two nights in a row i helped my friend because hes not those who can take night duties well ... waa i slept for only 4 hours during the period of 48 hours !!! When i was standing guard at 6 am i really cannot take it ... luckily i got many sweets with me ...
At some point of time when i can get a rest, i even took a quick nap but .... i cannot lie down ... must sit down and sleep !@#!@#!@!@ its an ORDER !!! To hell with that .... i immediately fell asleep lol ... woke up my left side of the body all became numb .... because the flow of blood was blocked !#@!#!@#
So bored and grouchy during duty ... not enought sleep .... i still got 4 more duties to finish before the main group comes and take over ... i miss my weekends ... i've lost track of time T_T ... So sleepy ...
I on duty ... guarding some .... important place ...
Do day shift 12 hours .... night shift also 12 hours ... those dead people roaming around hours .... 10 pm to 10 am !@#!@#!@#!@#
Today i almost puked LOL ... two nights in a row i helped my friend because hes not those who can take night duties well ... waa i slept for only 4 hours during the period of 48 hours !!! When i was standing guard at 6 am i really cannot take it ... luckily i got many sweets with me ...
At some point of time when i can get a rest, i even took a quick nap but .... i cannot lie down ... must sit down and sleep !@#!@#!@!@ its an ORDER !!! To hell with that .... i immediately fell asleep lol ... woke up my left side of the body all became numb .... because the flow of blood was blocked !#@!#!@#
So bored and grouchy during duty ... not enought sleep .... i still got 4 more duties to finish before the main group comes and take over ... i miss my weekends ... i've lost track of time T_T ... So sleepy ...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Body Clock Messed Up~
... 8 pm to 12 noon ... duty ... sleep till 6 ... 8 pm go duty again ...same thing repeats T_T
Now my body clock is so messed up that i couldn't tell if i'm tired or not ...
Just feel so sick~ ... headache ... T_T i try not to nap so much when i come home but its almost 24 hours since i last had a proper rest ... T_T if i sleep now ... i will tune my body to active during silent hours ... >.<
Can't say what i'm doing now but .... its a so call real thing~ even as i am typing now ... people are doing their duty ... ZzzZzzz ZzzzZzzz
Before i forget ... Hao Jie Mei Esther gave me this to try ...
4 cup Japanese rice
4 medium chicken thighs or 2 large chicken breasts
1 onion
2 cups soup stock (dashi)
10 tbsp soy sauce
5 tbsp mirin
5 tbsp sugar
4 eggs
Hope i dun mess this up .... shall try this soon !!!
Now my body clock is so messed up that i couldn't tell if i'm tired or not ...
Just feel so sick~ ... headache ... T_T i try not to nap so much when i come home but its almost 24 hours since i last had a proper rest ... T_T if i sleep now ... i will tune my body to active during silent hours ... >.<
Can't say what i'm doing now but .... its a so call real thing~ even as i am typing now ... people are doing their duty ... ZzzZzzz ZzzzZzzz
Before i forget ... Hao Jie Mei Esther gave me this to try ...
4 cup Japanese rice
4 medium chicken thighs or 2 large chicken breasts
1 onion
2 cups soup stock (dashi)
10 tbsp soy sauce
5 tbsp mirin
5 tbsp sugar
4 eggs
Hope i dun mess this up .... shall try this soon !!!
Sunday, January 06, 2008
What would you do ?
Recently i heard the news about "mc king" died ... i saw him few weeks back at mac donald ...
Today Nigel reminded me about it ... then there was this cute baby sitting near us ... suddenly i thought ... life ~ is it so unpredictable ... so much that we won't know whats going to happen the next moment ? It feels frightening when i had that initial thoughts ... but then again i've no power over it so why should i fear it ... if it comes suddenly then i got no choice ... but the depressing part is , am i able to do what i want to do before i leave this world ? Then again , if a date was told to you that on this very day your life will end ... will your actions change ? Will you do anything thats on your mind ? What will you do ?
What will i do ? ... In fact ... i will probably give one final hug to those whom i know ... i will want to see them one last time ... thats for me ^^
If a date is set for you ...
What will you do from now on ...
Today Nigel reminded me about it ... then there was this cute baby sitting near us ... suddenly i thought ... life ~ is it so unpredictable ... so much that we won't know whats going to happen the next moment ? It feels frightening when i had that initial thoughts ... but then again i've no power over it so why should i fear it ... if it comes suddenly then i got no choice ... but the depressing part is , am i able to do what i want to do before i leave this world ? Then again , if a date was told to you that on this very day your life will end ... will your actions change ? Will you do anything thats on your mind ? What will you do ?
What will i do ? ... In fact ... i will probably give one final hug to those whom i know ... i will want to see them one last time ... thats for me ^^
If a date is set for you ...
What will you do from now on ...
Monday, December 31, 2007
New Year
New year coming loh !!! 2008 ^^
More money ...
No extras ...
No duty on Chinese New Year and weekends >.< ...
Clear SOC ...
Disruption for studies approved ...
Perfect the skill in making Tamago ...
Start investment ...
Repair my knee ... gone case for this one ... my knee beyond repair i think
MMM ....
WIN THE TOTO ON CNY !!!
Hope money drop from sky then i can get car :P nah~ i'll be trying for bike this year ^^ car ... -_- the maintainance fee is horrible ... can buy but no money to maintain also no point ... bike ftw !!! Mr Png always say bike is like body armor for metal lol ...
Mm... got to run !!!
More money ...
No extras ...
No duty on Chinese New Year and weekends >.< ...
Clear SOC ...
Disruption for studies approved ...
Perfect the skill in making Tamago ...
Start investment ...
Repair my knee ... gone case for this one ... my knee beyond repair i think
MMM ....
WIN THE TOTO ON CNY !!!
Hope money drop from sky then i can get car :P nah~ i'll be trying for bike this year ^^ car ... -_- the maintainance fee is horrible ... can buy but no money to maintain also no point ... bike ftw !!! Mr Png always say bike is like body armor for metal lol ...
Mm... got to run !!!
Monday, December 24, 2007
Experiment ^^
Few weeks back . . . i tried making my own Pasta sauce . . .
Bought the wrong ingredients . . . and i made tomato soup . . . T_T
Should have bought tomato PASTE . . . and not Puree . . . I have not learned how to use tomato puree . . . but it certainly taste tomatoish~ lol~
Most of the time i just buy of those premade sauce in jars and dump them onto the pasta ... seems like making instant noodles . . . so i decided i had enough of those jar stuff. I tried combining cream of mushroom (chicken flavour)2000++mg sodium content with milk and simmer it for 10 minutes ... WOA i get creamy mushroom sauce !!! So if you use one can of that !!! it should be for 2 person servings ... if i did not remember wrongly a human intake of sodium is about 2000++mg sodium too ... must stay healthy ^^
I also bought some chicken breast meat ... didn't have mch time to marinate so i just cook it with olive oil ... i cut them into very thin pieces ... but i left one big chunk on purpose ... i flip it over and over over medium flame and the meat came out very TENDER !!!
TO make my sauce more mushroomy ... i bought more mushroom LOL !!! actually i wanted to use shitake but i just try button mushroom ... those canned mushroom got a funny taste to it ... i've yet to find a way to get rid of it ... next time i will slice it very thin so that it blends with the pasta ^^
While simmering the sauce i dump the chicken slices in ... to get the taste ... haha it turn out very well but i think i should add some water or maybe milk to it because the sauce not enough for the pasta !!!
Basically it taste much much better than the sauce i always bought off the shelf.
^^ I haven't tried putting cheese ... but i think its not required lol ... shall perfect this ^^ then i can cook for mm... if i have a wife next time but for now ! i cook for myself ... Sis don't eat pasta but she alway goes WAA when i dish out the stuff on the table ... she doesn't know that sometimes i don't even dare to eat what i cook LOL ... she likes to make cookies though ... she made a lot yesterday for x`mas gift and i must say shes good with the cookies ... taste like those from subway ... but shes not very good with chocolate chunks ... i alwayws tell her its TOO SWEET then i give her that " being forced look " when i eat ... but you know the brother always eat whatever the sister cook ... i always finish what she make without her knowing , she probably though someone else in the family ate it haha ... afterall she put in the effort so theres no way i should deny it ^^
But i had enough of chocolate lol :P back to my pasta ... next up ! i should try beefball pasta sauce ... i'm going to make the beefball myself !!! :P Maybe next time i take the pictures lol~
Alright MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE ... HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^ HOPE your wishes all come true in the coming new year and ... MANY MANY more good thing to come your way ...
My goal ! MORE anime ! ! ! and ... learn more about being myself ... so that i will be ready for mm... perhaps a relationship ... MAYBE only ~ ^^ Peace~
Bought the wrong ingredients . . . and i made tomato soup . . . T_T
Should have bought tomato PASTE . . . and not Puree . . . I have not learned how to use tomato puree . . . but it certainly taste tomatoish~ lol~
Most of the time i just buy of those premade sauce in jars and dump them onto the pasta ... seems like making instant noodles . . . so i decided i had enough of those jar stuff. I tried combining cream of mushroom (chicken flavour)2000++mg sodium content with milk and simmer it for 10 minutes ... WOA i get creamy mushroom sauce !!! So if you use one can of that !!! it should be for 2 person servings ... if i did not remember wrongly a human intake of sodium is about 2000++mg sodium too ... must stay healthy ^^
I also bought some chicken breast meat ... didn't have mch time to marinate so i just cook it with olive oil ... i cut them into very thin pieces ... but i left one big chunk on purpose ... i flip it over and over over medium flame and the meat came out very TENDER !!!
TO make my sauce more mushroomy ... i bought more mushroom LOL !!! actually i wanted to use shitake but i just try button mushroom ... those canned mushroom got a funny taste to it ... i've yet to find a way to get rid of it ... next time i will slice it very thin so that it blends with the pasta ^^
While simmering the sauce i dump the chicken slices in ... to get the taste ... haha it turn out very well but i think i should add some water or maybe milk to it because the sauce not enough for the pasta !!!
Basically it taste much much better than the sauce i always bought off the shelf.
^^ I haven't tried putting cheese ... but i think its not required lol ... shall perfect this ^^ then i can cook for mm... if i have a wife next time but for now ! i cook for myself ... Sis don't eat pasta but she alway goes WAA when i dish out the stuff on the table ... she doesn't know that sometimes i don't even dare to eat what i cook LOL ... she likes to make cookies though ... she made a lot yesterday for x`mas gift and i must say shes good with the cookies ... taste like those from subway ... but shes not very good with chocolate chunks ... i alwayws tell her its TOO SWEET then i give her that " being forced look " when i eat ... but you know the brother always eat whatever the sister cook ... i always finish what she make without her knowing , she probably though someone else in the family ate it haha ... afterall she put in the effort so theres no way i should deny it ^^
But i had enough of chocolate lol :P back to my pasta ... next up ! i should try beefball pasta sauce ... i'm going to make the beefball myself !!! :P Maybe next time i take the pictures lol~
Alright MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE ... HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^ HOPE your wishes all come true in the coming new year and ... MANY MANY more good thing to come your way ...
My goal ! MORE anime ! ! ! and ... learn more about being myself ... so that i will be ready for mm... perhaps a relationship ... MAYBE only ~ ^^ Peace~
Saturday, December 15, 2007
>.< Merry Merry Christmas ^^
Yay~ Monday off day ... can rest a bit longer . . .
Quite worned out after few events in camp . . . I ran the company event for 2 days straight . . . because i volunteer to cover JJ's duty as he wanted to take leave ^^ ... for the two days i'm basically the boss !!! The bosses were away on course or some important matters so they pratically just tell me what has to be done and i run the show with the rest of the sergents ^^ Its quite fufilling though i hate it at some point of time when instructions were messed up midway . . . but overall its good experience !!! ...
The year is coming to an end soon ... I'm going to turn 22 ~ and finally i can say that ord is near ... think i might cry when i say goodbye to those peeps in camp as i'm going to leave earlier than them for studies ... you may think why the hell am i crying when i often grumble about NS ... its true when people say army is tough and complaints are never enough but theres this bond between men in there ... when you fell down into rivers , drains ... or get into deep troubles ... theres always someone whose wearing the same uniform as you pulling you out of that problem ... outside there who would even lend you a helping hand so easily ... no matter how tired everyone is ... chances are a buddy will come along and pull you with him ... thats our journey ... thats how i feel ...
So~ ... New Year Resolution !!! Hope i won't get any extras ... haha !!! I've still maintained the zero extra record since enlistment and i want it to remain that way !!! ...
Btw~ Ning !!! Please blog ~~~~~~~
Quite worned out after few events in camp . . . I ran the company event for 2 days straight . . . because i volunteer to cover JJ's duty as he wanted to take leave ^^ ... for the two days i'm basically the boss !!! The bosses were away on course or some important matters so they pratically just tell me what has to be done and i run the show with the rest of the sergents ^^ Its quite fufilling though i hate it at some point of time when instructions were messed up midway . . . but overall its good experience !!! ...
The year is coming to an end soon ... I'm going to turn 22 ~ and finally i can say that ord is near ... think i might cry when i say goodbye to those peeps in camp as i'm going to leave earlier than them for studies ... you may think why the hell am i crying when i often grumble about NS ... its true when people say army is tough and complaints are never enough but theres this bond between men in there ... when you fell down into rivers , drains ... or get into deep troubles ... theres always someone whose wearing the same uniform as you pulling you out of that problem ... outside there who would even lend you a helping hand so easily ... no matter how tired everyone is ... chances are a buddy will come along and pull you with him ... thats our journey ... thats how i feel ...
So~ ... New Year Resolution !!! Hope i won't get any extras ... haha !!! I've still maintained the zero extra record since enlistment and i want it to remain that way !!! ...
Btw~ Ning !!! Please blog ~~~~~~~
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Its . . . madness~
Wake up brush teeth . . . change . . . take 1 hour ++ journey to some place for some lecture which i think even primary school kids can understand it within 2 days . . .
Sit there from 8 am to 5.50 pm~ really . . . i doze off . . . not because i don't bother about it . . . but the notes were simply printed out and so simplified . . . yet the presenter just read from the slides again . . . in my point of view its a waste of time . . . precious time which could gain better benefits else where . . . simply wastage of time . . .
Then~ travelling back is hell~ . . . waiting for train with those working people . . . they just squeeze and squeeze . . . like i'm a hamburger -_- sometimes i just stand there and let them go in first . . . either way i don't know what they rushing for ~ . . .
Must do my NS disruption soon . . . letter came from NTU to do medical checkup . . . for a while i realise that i'm going to finish serving my NS in a moment . . . have i learn anything ? I think i did . . . a lot a lot . . . in some ways . . . and i've come to know myself better ^^
Looking at my sis bank account growing bigger and bigger . . . i can't help but tell myself . . . i better catch up with her so Mom and Dad can just start a cookie shop business and enjoy their time ^^
Still~ its nice to enjo every moment now ^^
Sit there from 8 am to 5.50 pm~ really . . . i doze off . . . not because i don't bother about it . . . but the notes were simply printed out and so simplified . . . yet the presenter just read from the slides again . . . in my point of view its a waste of time . . . precious time which could gain better benefits else where . . . simply wastage of time . . .
Then~ travelling back is hell~ . . . waiting for train with those working people . . . they just squeeze and squeeze . . . like i'm a hamburger -_- sometimes i just stand there and let them go in first . . . either way i don't know what they rushing for ~ . . .
Must do my NS disruption soon . . . letter came from NTU to do medical checkup . . . for a while i realise that i'm going to finish serving my NS in a moment . . . have i learn anything ? I think i did . . . a lot a lot . . . in some ways . . . and i've come to know myself better ^^
Looking at my sis bank account growing bigger and bigger . . . i can't help but tell myself . . . i better catch up with her so Mom and Dad can just start a cookie shop business and enjoy their time ^^
Still~ its nice to enjo every moment now ^^
Thursday, November 29, 2007
More pictures ^^
So what are you wishing for yiting ^^
I think we're short of a few people here but never mind , say CHEESE ! ! !
READY ~GO ~~~ I keep losing this game LOL~
Oh and heres mmm . . . . Shuning~>.< ^^(I know Simone must be smiling when she read this caption~)
Look at our one and only Ck~ . . . . Attached with Jasmine ^^ They make a great couple~
Look at our one and only Ck~ . . . . Attached with Jasmine ^^ They make a great couple~Sunday, November 25, 2007
>.< What Should I DOOOOO ? ? ?
Guys and Yiting ^^
Simone And Me~
Ah ning~ and Me with balloons~
Group Photo~ Once more ^^
Waa thats the roses Yiting recieved from Edmund ^^ Nice Right~Mm . . . . i need to find a place where i can host all my pictures ~~~
where where where . . .
Blogger has a 1GB limit . . . . . . . . . .
-_- . . .
Can't upload the Pictures from Ting's Birthday~ . . .
Heres some for preview
where where where . . .
Blogger has a 1GB limit . . . . . . . . . .
-_- . . .
Can't upload the Pictures from Ting's Birthday~ . . .
Heres some for preview
Friday, November 23, 2007
Waaa Long Long ^^
Long Long no write blog . . .
Eh~. . . . Nothing to write . . . ?
Camp Stuff ?
Hahaha Nah~ . . . MM . . . .
Maybe if i get my camera back i will get photos tomorrow den see if i can post them up a ^^
DInner with Ah Ning ^^ ~ wootz~
Eh~. . . . Nothing to write . . . ?
Camp Stuff ?
Hahaha Nah~ . . . MM . . . .
Maybe if i get my camera back i will get photos tomorrow den see if i can post them up a ^^
DInner with Ah Ning ^^ ~ wootz~
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
ELATED . . . IMPRESSED ~ OMG ! ! !
TODAY ! went to East Coast Park to do our 10km combat skill badge run . . .
Timing to meet - 65 mins to complete the whole thing~ . . . .
I finish it with 55 minutes . . . woohoo ! ! ! first ever in my life i ran non stop and its even faster than my previous 6km run which takes me about 40 minutes -_- ..
Since i cleared the 32km Road March , River Crossing , Live Range , almost all the normal normal stuff . . . SO ! I GET MY combat skill badge ! ! ! ! wahaha ^^
Luckily i don't have to do those things again . . . because if you fail you must retake them >.<
Not easy~ especially the road march . . .
Say Say SAY ! ~ Bit of crap happen within the Commanders Corp~ Kinda messy with bad feelings towards each other . . . BUT ALL will be fine ^^ As long as clarity is maintained then we won't take things the wrong way right Zheng Quan ? I know you reading wahahah . . .
I've learn something more about human relationship . . . i revisited some of the books i've finished reading and did some thinking . . . and finally ^^ i absorbed some of the key points that are essential for a happy relationship . . . I really enjoy studying all this ^^ though i don't know if others find it a waste of time to study all this . . .
Ok . . .heres something from me . . .
If you put more effort in building a better present relationship with your love ones don't you think it has a better chance in becoming a better future for the both of you . . .
Timing to meet - 65 mins to complete the whole thing~ . . . .
I finish it with 55 minutes . . . woohoo ! ! ! first ever in my life i ran non stop and its even faster than my previous 6km run which takes me about 40 minutes -_- ..
Since i cleared the 32km Road March , River Crossing , Live Range , almost all the normal normal stuff . . . SO ! I GET MY combat skill badge ! ! ! ! wahaha ^^
Luckily i don't have to do those things again . . . because if you fail you must retake them >.<
Not easy~ especially the road march . . .
Say Say SAY ! ~ Bit of crap happen within the Commanders Corp~ Kinda messy with bad feelings towards each other . . . BUT ALL will be fine ^^ As long as clarity is maintained then we won't take things the wrong way right Zheng Quan ? I know you reading wahahah . . .
I've learn something more about human relationship . . . i revisited some of the books i've finished reading and did some thinking . . . and finally ^^ i absorbed some of the key points that are essential for a happy relationship . . . I really enjoy studying all this ^^ though i don't know if others find it a waste of time to study all this . . .
Ok . . .heres something from me . . .
If you put more effort in building a better present relationship with your love ones don't you think it has a better chance in becoming a better future for the both of you . . .
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Whats up ! ! !
Busy in camp ? Most big events are ending so ! ! ! Next big thing is next April . . . and then comes ORD LOH ! ! ! I know i'm miles away still but if i keep moving forward ( not that i've got a choice )it will come one day ^^ Just be more patient . . .
U know~ we're all growing up right~ and sometimes we worry about things . . . like not having a good job . . . am i able to support a family . . . would i get a degree . . . would i be able to live a life like now . . . I've talk to many and somehow i feel . . . is it necessary to worry so much about all this ?
Worrying about the future because you want to have a better life is good . . . it will make you want to do better . . . but sometimes humans don't just stop worrying . . . it gets deeper and deeper . . . where does it end ? People start to feel demoralise and afriad that their future is "doomed" . . . affecting their drive at the present . . .
People ! Do you know ~ i also worry about all this . . . but then i choose not to brood over all this so much . . . i can only say that i will do my very best at what i am doing . . . thats all i can do , theres nothing i can do about whats going to happen in the future . . . after all you won't know whats going to happen anyway.
Don't let it affect you . . . my "boss" say my bed going to collapse because i slack around too much . . . he said it after reprimanding us for not assisting each other . . . it was meant to cheer up everyone by using me as a joke but it does hit me . . . sort of saying i'm lazy and not doing anything . . . deep down it kind of hurt because i trained the men to the best i can and i do what i have to do first before i lie on bed and start to read . . . feeling shitty because i took it the wrong way, i decided to go around spreading this to my men lol ! I made a joke out of it and everyone come make more funny shit remarks ~ there ^^ you got another livelier day . . . everyone laughs at it and its another pleasant day . . .
Sometimes when i look at my family members . . . i feel that i'm not as hardworking as them . . . it feels like a let down . . . so i keep telling myself i must do what i can to keep things positive and don't sink into those bad thoughts which can cripple even the most capable person on earth . . .
Everyone is capable of something . . . you may not be good with this but you can be good in another areas . . . don't be sad about it . . . focus on your good points and eventually you will shine ^^ . No one is lousy . . . no one . . .
I have men who can't perform better than others but i make sure he can be at his best when hes executing that task . . . then i would give him that big grin and say " SEE ! ! ! YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT , IF YOU CANNOT THEN I MAKE YOU DO 10 MORE TIMES " They will go " Sgt Sgt . . . i comfirm can ! " I once competed with all of them digging holes in the field . . . because of my mm . . LoanShark built , i'm definately a better digger than them . . . BUT i tell them they can do it if they put their mind to it . . . though they don't achieve the same result as me . . . they achieve the best they could ^^ i still applaud them for taking up my challange . . . for i know its not right to void their effort just because of their end result . . .
Enough said . . . i must go do some other things ^^ btw i made creamy mushroom pasta with HAM . . . wahahahaha ! ! ! ! Excellent la~ ^^Next time i try making lasagne WOOT !
LIFE IS GOOD . . . EVERY MOMENT . . . EVERY BIT OF IT . . . ITS GOOD ! ! !
U know~ we're all growing up right~ and sometimes we worry about things . . . like not having a good job . . . am i able to support a family . . . would i get a degree . . . would i be able to live a life like now . . . I've talk to many and somehow i feel . . . is it necessary to worry so much about all this ?
Worrying about the future because you want to have a better life is good . . . it will make you want to do better . . . but sometimes humans don't just stop worrying . . . it gets deeper and deeper . . . where does it end ? People start to feel demoralise and afriad that their future is "doomed" . . . affecting their drive at the present . . .
People ! Do you know ~ i also worry about all this . . . but then i choose not to brood over all this so much . . . i can only say that i will do my very best at what i am doing . . . thats all i can do , theres nothing i can do about whats going to happen in the future . . . after all you won't know whats going to happen anyway.
Don't let it affect you . . . my "boss" say my bed going to collapse because i slack around too much . . . he said it after reprimanding us for not assisting each other . . . it was meant to cheer up everyone by using me as a joke but it does hit me . . . sort of saying i'm lazy and not doing anything . . . deep down it kind of hurt because i trained the men to the best i can and i do what i have to do first before i lie on bed and start to read . . . feeling shitty because i took it the wrong way, i decided to go around spreading this to my men lol ! I made a joke out of it and everyone come make more funny shit remarks ~ there ^^ you got another livelier day . . . everyone laughs at it and its another pleasant day . . .
Sometimes when i look at my family members . . . i feel that i'm not as hardworking as them . . . it feels like a let down . . . so i keep telling myself i must do what i can to keep things positive and don't sink into those bad thoughts which can cripple even the most capable person on earth . . .
Everyone is capable of something . . . you may not be good with this but you can be good in another areas . . . don't be sad about it . . . focus on your good points and eventually you will shine ^^ . No one is lousy . . . no one . . .
I have men who can't perform better than others but i make sure he can be at his best when hes executing that task . . . then i would give him that big grin and say " SEE ! ! ! YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT , IF YOU CANNOT THEN I MAKE YOU DO 10 MORE TIMES " They will go " Sgt Sgt . . . i comfirm can ! " I once competed with all of them digging holes in the field . . . because of my mm . . LoanShark built , i'm definately a better digger than them . . . BUT i tell them they can do it if they put their mind to it . . . though they don't achieve the same result as me . . . they achieve the best they could ^^ i still applaud them for taking up my challange . . . for i know its not right to void their effort just because of their end result . . .
Enough said . . . i must go do some other things ^^ btw i made creamy mushroom pasta with HAM . . . wahahahaha ! ! ! ! Excellent la~ ^^Next time i try making lasagne WOOT !
LIFE IS GOOD . . . EVERY MOMENT . . . EVERY BIT OF IT . . . ITS GOOD ! ! !
Friday, October 26, 2007
WOOO . . . i'm bad a wrapping gifts . . .
MAN~ it took me a lot of work to wrap something so simple . . . but ok la ^^ its the effort . . . hope that somebody like it . . . nothing much ^^ just a gift :P
SO~ Mum . . . was pretty surprise to see me home so early lol . . . so we talk for a while . . . seems qutie happy when i joke around with her . . .guess she kinda miss my pressence :P
Want to hear my story ? ? ?
I often stick around my mother when i was young . . . she was a seamstress back then ... working hard at home, while i was at tution. When i return from school there is always a meal prepared at home . . . her cooking was very good . . . i would finish what ever she cook . . . She would bring me to the wet market on somedays and i love it ^^ because i get to eat out with her and sis ^^ a small gathering for the little kids i guess . When i fall sick . . . she knew i hate medicine so sometimes she would buy me toy gun or remote cars to tempt me into taking the medication . . . Do you know . . . though my Mum isn't very educated . . . she still coach me those basic long division when i was in lower primary school . . . i would sit at the dinning table solving questions she gave me while she continue to prepare dinner . . . not long after Dad got her to help him out and i don't get to spend time with her anymore . . . wihout her around i would often cry myself to sleep because i would run to her room with my sister to sleep with her when i was young . . . Haha . . . thats my childhood . . . theres also my Grandmother , the maids who took care of me . . . if you ask me if i feel sad about not having enough childhood time with my mum . . . i would say not really . . . it may be a bit pity that i can only spend a short time with her when i was young but it can't be help right ^^ so shouldn't i start to treasure the moment now rather than feeling sorry about the past ? ? ?
I think we all should treasure the time with our parents ^^ My folks at home may not be the elites of the society in terms of status but i can tell you one thing . . . they are better than some of them in providing the best for their child . . . i'll probably break those a*sEho*l who dare to make fun of my parents . . . I'm sure you folks would give everything to protect them from harm like how they protect you ^^
Christmas coming ^^ Whats your wish going to be ? ? ?
Let me win New Year TOTO wahahah~
SO~ Mum . . . was pretty surprise to see me home so early lol . . . so we talk for a while . . . seems qutie happy when i joke around with her . . .guess she kinda miss my pressence :P
Want to hear my story ? ? ?
I often stick around my mother when i was young . . . she was a seamstress back then ... working hard at home, while i was at tution. When i return from school there is always a meal prepared at home . . . her cooking was very good . . . i would finish what ever she cook . . . She would bring me to the wet market on somedays and i love it ^^ because i get to eat out with her and sis ^^ a small gathering for the little kids i guess . When i fall sick . . . she knew i hate medicine so sometimes she would buy me toy gun or remote cars to tempt me into taking the medication . . . Do you know . . . though my Mum isn't very educated . . . she still coach me those basic long division when i was in lower primary school . . . i would sit at the dinning table solving questions she gave me while she continue to prepare dinner . . . not long after Dad got her to help him out and i don't get to spend time with her anymore . . . wihout her around i would often cry myself to sleep because i would run to her room with my sister to sleep with her when i was young . . . Haha . . . thats my childhood . . . theres also my Grandmother , the maids who took care of me . . . if you ask me if i feel sad about not having enough childhood time with my mum . . . i would say not really . . . it may be a bit pity that i can only spend a short time with her when i was young but it can't be help right ^^ so shouldn't i start to treasure the moment now rather than feeling sorry about the past ? ? ?
I think we all should treasure the time with our parents ^^ My folks at home may not be the elites of the society in terms of status but i can tell you one thing . . . they are better than some of them in providing the best for their child . . . i'll probably break those a*sEho*l who dare to make fun of my parents . . . I'm sure you folks would give everything to protect them from harm like how they protect you ^^
Christmas coming ^^ Whats your wish going to be ? ? ?
Let me win New Year TOTO wahahah~
Don't shout at AW ! ! ! lol
Funny title to begin with :P remember i got into a heated quarrel with one of the folks in my bunk ? Thats what he wrote in his notebook " Don't shout at Aw ". The rest of the guys got hold of this they start to poke fun at me lol . . . but oh well ^^ i'll leave it as it is . . .
Recently people whom i talk to in a long time OFTEN ask me this question " Have you got yourself a girlfriend ? " . . .
I'm pretty happy being me now . . . i do want someone to share my happiness at times but all this really takes time . Some things just can't be rush or its just not meant to be . . . i'm not reprimanding those who have asked me . . . just saying how i felt about this issue . . . I still think i'm not very mature in handling all this i guess . . . i have a lot more to learn about life and how to love someone . . . when the right person turns up and its at the right moment . . . then i'll be attached i guess ^^ If its meant to be . . . it will be . . . don't you think so ah ning~
Mm . . . lots of things to do this weekend . . . go down post office to get my liscence . . . buy this buy that . . . check ticket to hong kong . . . . Japan's trip ticket overpriced~ !@#!@#!@#!@ so not going there . . .
I'm not sure if all these will help you but i hope you give it some thought . .
Couples often have things they dislike about each other and its all about accepting it and adapting to changes . . .
There are definately some issues which are very difficult to iron it out . . . but honestly when you sit down and give it a thought . . . don't you realise that often some issues came from ourselves instead of our partner ? Its often what we seek and those they can't give that results in resentment towards the relationship . . .
I'm not sure if he has really accepted who you really are or was he trying to change you into someone you don't wish to be . . . if you feel insecure about his commitment . . . its more likely to be the past you knew and probably your own past experiences . . . i've often tell people to put down their past baggages and move forward . . . start everything a new and take this new relationship as a fresh start without any judgements . . .
Once the "honeymoon" period ends . . . it often spells trouble . . . lovey dovey feelings won't bind 2 person together forever . . . its something else . . . i'm sure those who are married for years will tell you the same thing . . . being together and starting to live together as a couple is not easy . . . your partner is just like a book . . . but this book has unlimited amount of pages . . . everday they will change . . .
Do you really think this will work out in the long run ?
Are you happy with your current situation ?
Just a night ago . . . My commanding officer ask us a question " What would a dying person give to live just another day " Weijie answer " Everything "
You know his answer made me think a bit deeper . . . a person would give up eveyrthing just to live another day . . . i feel that its because saying goodbye to someone you love is hard . . . even one more day you won't find it sufficient . . . humans neglected the fact that one day life will end . . .
You love him don't you . . . tell him again . . . its alright to feel sad . . . but don't just stop there . . . the one who can make you feel better yourself . . . do what you have to do . . . i'm sure you will be happier in time to come . . . take control and do something ^^ write a note or letter . . . sms . . . anything is fine as long as you don't just stop there . . .
There wno't be any effect if there aren't any changes ^^ right people ? :) Jia You~
I'll be around still . . . so don't worry ok ^^ I'm the safety net ~
Recently people whom i talk to in a long time OFTEN ask me this question " Have you got yourself a girlfriend ? " . . .
I'm pretty happy being me now . . . i do want someone to share my happiness at times but all this really takes time . Some things just can't be rush or its just not meant to be . . . i'm not reprimanding those who have asked me . . . just saying how i felt about this issue . . . I still think i'm not very mature in handling all this i guess . . . i have a lot more to learn about life and how to love someone . . . when the right person turns up and its at the right moment . . . then i'll be attached i guess ^^ If its meant to be . . . it will be . . . don't you think so ah ning~
Mm . . . lots of things to do this weekend . . . go down post office to get my liscence . . . buy this buy that . . . check ticket to hong kong . . . . Japan's trip ticket overpriced~ !@#!@#!@#!@ so not going there . . .
I'm not sure if all these will help you but i hope you give it some thought . .
Couples often have things they dislike about each other and its all about accepting it and adapting to changes . . .
There are definately some issues which are very difficult to iron it out . . . but honestly when you sit down and give it a thought . . . don't you realise that often some issues came from ourselves instead of our partner ? Its often what we seek and those they can't give that results in resentment towards the relationship . . .
I'm not sure if he has really accepted who you really are or was he trying to change you into someone you don't wish to be . . . if you feel insecure about his commitment . . . its more likely to be the past you knew and probably your own past experiences . . . i've often tell people to put down their past baggages and move forward . . . start everything a new and take this new relationship as a fresh start without any judgements . . .
Once the "honeymoon" period ends . . . it often spells trouble . . . lovey dovey feelings won't bind 2 person together forever . . . its something else . . . i'm sure those who are married for years will tell you the same thing . . . being together and starting to live together as a couple is not easy . . . your partner is just like a book . . . but this book has unlimited amount of pages . . . everday they will change . . .
Do you really think this will work out in the long run ?
Are you happy with your current situation ?
Just a night ago . . . My commanding officer ask us a question " What would a dying person give to live just another day " Weijie answer " Everything "
You know his answer made me think a bit deeper . . . a person would give up eveyrthing just to live another day . . . i feel that its because saying goodbye to someone you love is hard . . . even one more day you won't find it sufficient . . . humans neglected the fact that one day life will end . . .
You love him don't you . . . tell him again . . . its alright to feel sad . . . but don't just stop there . . . the one who can make you feel better yourself . . . do what you have to do . . . i'm sure you will be happier in time to come . . . take control and do something ^^ write a note or letter . . . sms . . . anything is fine as long as you don't just stop there . . .
There wno't be any effect if there aren't any changes ^^ right people ? :) Jia You~
I'll be around still . . . so don't worry ok ^^ I'm the safety net ~
Monday, October 15, 2007
What a nice rainy day . . .
Feeling so happy for the past few days . . . ^^
Maybe because i get to rest a bit longer since the previous week was so hectic ^^
I finish watching "Hot Man" ^^ A MUST WATCH J DRAMA . . . Go get it ^^ A very heart warming show about family ^^ . . .
Oh~ i drove home yesterday using Cong's car . . . ahaha for the first time after so long . . . its my turn to drive him around . . . went up expressway . . . try parking in the lots outside . . . parking seems easier outside LOL . . . went up to Seng Kang . . . Yishun . . . Thomson~ but because i drove during 2 am ? I don't see much cars around . . .
It was great ^^ Rainy day~ . . .
I feel even happier when i still get to talk so long with you . . . that was a nice converstation ^^
Maybe because i get to rest a bit longer since the previous week was so hectic ^^
I finish watching "Hot Man" ^^ A MUST WATCH J DRAMA . . . Go get it ^^ A very heart warming show about family ^^ . . .
Oh~ i drove home yesterday using Cong's car . . . ahaha for the first time after so long . . . its my turn to drive him around . . . went up expressway . . . try parking in the lots outside . . . parking seems easier outside LOL . . . went up to Seng Kang . . . Yishun . . . Thomson~ but because i drove during 2 am ? I don't see much cars around . . .
It was great ^^ Rainy day~ . . .
I feel even happier when i still get to talk so long with you . . . that was a nice converstation ^^
Saturday, October 13, 2007
^^ Sand Smoke . . . Shares . . .
Its quite a waste of my time to book into camp ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY to witness mortar impact on ground . . . We were given the orders to return to witness the SANDY event -_- basically i would classify that as wasting of resources . . .
Oh well . . . I'm tired but best not to rest too much at home . . . must relax and enjoy the time being at home . . . no one to disturb you . . . its just so peaceful . . .
The rigger's course . . . ( more like curse ) is over ! ! ! we are qualified as SHOP FINAL ( i have absolutely no idea why we're labeled as "SHOP FINAL" what the heck does it mean ? Final Shopping ? ) . . . that is to lead a team of men to RIG vehicles . . . ammo boxes and mortars . . .
My mailbox are flooded with annual reports from companies for shareholders -_- my Mom and Dad are buying shares . . . YET they tell me :" No la we see see only " . . . They don't want to teach me . . . BUT NEVERMIND !! i got someone else to teach me ^^
Ah~ whats next . . . OH ! i lost weight man ! normally the weighing machine at my home give me a horrible digit but surprisingly i lost weight . . . GOOD ! but i did too much running till my knees couldn't take it . . . LOL next week its back to running again . . . since i've stop for a week already . . .
EH~ Ok i must go out to enjoy my peace time already . . . sleep tight folks
Oh well . . . I'm tired but best not to rest too much at home . . . must relax and enjoy the time being at home . . . no one to disturb you . . . its just so peaceful . . .
The rigger's course . . . ( more like curse ) is over ! ! ! we are qualified as SHOP FINAL ( i have absolutely no idea why we're labeled as "SHOP FINAL" what the heck does it mean ? Final Shopping ? ) . . . that is to lead a team of men to RIG vehicles . . . ammo boxes and mortars . . .
My mailbox are flooded with annual reports from companies for shareholders -_- my Mom and Dad are buying shares . . . YET they tell me :" No la we see see only " . . . They don't want to teach me . . . BUT NEVERMIND !! i got someone else to teach me ^^
Ah~ whats next . . . OH ! i lost weight man ! normally the weighing machine at my home give me a horrible digit but surprisingly i lost weight . . . GOOD ! but i did too much running till my knees couldn't take it . . . LOL next week its back to running again . . . since i've stop for a week already . . .
EH~ Ok i must go out to enjoy my peace time already . . . sleep tight folks
Saturday, October 06, 2007
YOU KNOW WHAT ! ! !
For my 3rd attempt at TP . . .
I FINALLY MADE IT WITH 16 pts ! ! !
SEEMS A LOT ! ! ! but 6 points are made inside circuit >.< almost bang kerb BUT PHEW~ 10 points outside mostly on blindspot . . . other than that WAHAHA ...
Damm funny ~
1st TP - 24 pts . . . shld have passed that time but becoz of stupid poles
2nd TP - 44 pts . . . i speed too fast , brake too hard , landed on marking twice . . . so i don't bother and just drive "anyhow" ~
3rd TP - 16 pts . . . WAHAHA i drive like turtle and i PASS . . .
Must move on to bike soon . . .
Initially i thought i cannot make it because i had quite a deep cut on my hand and its quite painful when i spread my palm to hold something , a small area of my skin was ripped off by the elevating gears of the mortar tube . . . ( yeah , i was trying to show my men that they can turn it very fast so . . . i was careless and "OUCH" )
Next week very busy~
I need to do live firing on 2 days . . . attend Rigger Course . . . Rigger course very tough ! We must prepare the mortar loads which will be heliborne into other areas . . . now must attend that course . . . Friday is the actual heli-lift . . . hope i don't get blown away by the down wash from the helicopter should i be chosen as the hook up man . . .
Not enough sleep lately . . . for the first time i've been too busy to sleep . . . so yesterday night when i came home i just dropped my bag , shower and ZzzzZzz all the way ~
LIFE IS good . . . and very messy in camp . . . lots of "wars" raging within and i'm very happy . . . haha howcome i'm happy when people initiate "wars" ? well because it bonds people together . . . to fight for something they believe . . .
I'll just stand by the side and see what the outcome is ^^ . . . After all bad people should be topple down ^^
I FINALLY MADE IT WITH 16 pts ! ! !
SEEMS A LOT ! ! ! but 6 points are made inside circuit >.< almost bang kerb BUT PHEW~ 10 points outside mostly on blindspot . . . other than that WAHAHA ...
Damm funny ~
1st TP - 24 pts . . . shld have passed that time but becoz of stupid poles
2nd TP - 44 pts . . . i speed too fast , brake too hard , landed on marking twice . . . so i don't bother and just drive "anyhow" ~
3rd TP - 16 pts . . . WAHAHA i drive like turtle and i PASS . . .
Must move on to bike soon . . .
Initially i thought i cannot make it because i had quite a deep cut on my hand and its quite painful when i spread my palm to hold something , a small area of my skin was ripped off by the elevating gears of the mortar tube . . . ( yeah , i was trying to show my men that they can turn it very fast so . . . i was careless and "OUCH" )
Next week very busy~
I need to do live firing on 2 days . . . attend Rigger Course . . . Rigger course very tough ! We must prepare the mortar loads which will be heliborne into other areas . . . now must attend that course . . . Friday is the actual heli-lift . . . hope i don't get blown away by the down wash from the helicopter should i be chosen as the hook up man . . .
Not enough sleep lately . . . for the first time i've been too busy to sleep . . . so yesterday night when i came home i just dropped my bag , shower and ZzzzZzz all the way ~
LIFE IS good . . . and very messy in camp . . . lots of "wars" raging within and i'm very happy . . . haha howcome i'm happy when people initiate "wars" ? well because it bonds people together . . . to fight for something they believe . . .
I'll just stand by the side and see what the outcome is ^^ . . . After all bad people should be topple down ^^
Sunday, September 30, 2007
HeeHee ^^
HAPPY ^^
Lots of show to watch ^^
I got "Hot Man" < A jap drama about family > , " Secret " , Tons of anime waiting ^^ and best of all ^^ i'm scouting for PS3 wooHOO ! ! ! wait till their games in the aresenl increases i wil get one and make it sit in my room ^^ :P
Bought some more books to read in camp . . .
And . . . i hope the system in camp will change . . .
10 more months to UNI ^^
Kenny has MSNed me from LONDON ^^ HEs doing great . . . lots of pretty blondie there for him . . . lucky arse . . . one day he might just bring one back . . .
Then i must really get my ass to Japan and bring one back too . . .
Lots of show to watch ^^
I got "Hot Man" < A jap drama about family > , " Secret " , Tons of anime waiting ^^ and best of all ^^ i'm scouting for PS3 wooHOO ! ! ! wait till their games in the aresenl increases i wil get one and make it sit in my room ^^ :P
Bought some more books to read in camp . . .
And . . . i hope the system in camp will change . . .
10 more months to UNI ^^
Kenny has MSNed me from LONDON ^^ HEs doing great . . . lots of pretty blondie there for him . . . lucky arse . . . one day he might just bring one back . . .
Then i must really get my ass to Japan and bring one back too . . .
Saturday, September 22, 2007
>.< I lost it~
I almost gave one punch to knock his nose out of place ... but i didn't ...
Alright its my fault for playing a fool when perhaps hes damm pissed off already with the remarks others gave him . . . i guess that was the final limit ...
But don't shake the door so hard man ! ! ! The bosses definately will come ! ! ! True enough they heard the damm commotion and sat outside waiting to see show and waiting to give me extras . . . You snapped and i snapped ... i tried reasoning but it doesn't work so ? Almost bare our fangs at each other ... i had to walk away for i know i would really knock you into hospital if i don't ... i know myself too well ... my rage buttons was all activated ... but i'm damm surprised i held back ... i know i can't work with you ... really ... i felt very restricted and underappreciated when you butt into my work sometimes ... its my job so let me handle it ! ! ! Thanks for your advice but its not your field of expertise ... i know you are trying to be helpful but thanks just stay out of my way ... if i need your aid i would ask ... ok i'm deviating away from the topic ... i want to apologise but the rest urges me don't for it would only worsen the matters because ? you know yourself too ... if reasoning would work for you things won't become like this ... you'er recieving information from the rest of the 9 of us to improve but what most of us feels is that there are no changes from you ... personally you don't have to and you're not obliged to but to work together (perhaps only me ) for the next 10 years or so there is a need to do something to make things more effective for all of us ...
I'm sorry ...
Yeah~ thats what happen last night ... I'm just so disappointed with myself haha ... went back asking people if it was right to become angry ... i've somewhat made myself believe that i don't have a right to be mad a others a long time back whatever the outcome is, they are due to my actions ... ... i can't show i'm angry anymore ... i can't ... it would destroy the peace between people ... would negotiating work ... maybe ... past experiences shows that being angry doesn't work at all and its not beneficial to anyone, sometimes negotiating doesn't work too ... best is keep quiet and let the matter rest ^^ thats a conclusion for me .
Alright its my fault for playing a fool when perhaps hes damm pissed off already with the remarks others gave him . . . i guess that was the final limit ...
But don't shake the door so hard man ! ! ! The bosses definately will come ! ! ! True enough they heard the damm commotion and sat outside waiting to see show and waiting to give me extras . . . You snapped and i snapped ... i tried reasoning but it doesn't work so ? Almost bare our fangs at each other ... i had to walk away for i know i would really knock you into hospital if i don't ... i know myself too well ... my rage buttons was all activated ... but i'm damm surprised i held back ... i know i can't work with you ... really ... i felt very restricted and underappreciated when you butt into my work sometimes ... its my job so let me handle it ! ! ! Thanks for your advice but its not your field of expertise ... i know you are trying to be helpful but thanks just stay out of my way ... if i need your aid i would ask ... ok i'm deviating away from the topic ... i want to apologise but the rest urges me don't for it would only worsen the matters because ? you know yourself too ... if reasoning would work for you things won't become like this ... you'er recieving information from the rest of the 9 of us to improve but what most of us feels is that there are no changes from you ... personally you don't have to and you're not obliged to but to work together (perhaps only me ) for the next 10 years or so there is a need to do something to make things more effective for all of us ...
I'm sorry ...
Yeah~ thats what happen last night ... I'm just so disappointed with myself haha ... went back asking people if it was right to become angry ... i've somewhat made myself believe that i don't have a right to be mad a others a long time back whatever the outcome is, they are due to my actions ... ... i can't show i'm angry anymore ... i can't ... it would destroy the peace between people ... would negotiating work ... maybe ... past experiences shows that being angry doesn't work at all and its not beneficial to anyone, sometimes negotiating doesn't work too ... best is keep quiet and let the matter rest ^^ thats a conclusion for me .
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Extremely Tired But . . . Just Hang On ^^
Today is . . . a rather not normal day . . .
I had to wake up at 4am to do cook house duty . . . >.< but i shall not go into it .
After handing over the duty to Xian Shen i faster pack up and rush to airport . . . because i not enuff cash in wallet so i take train to airport from Chua Chu Kang . . . took me quite a while to get there but luckily i still made it to give Kenny's my best wishes ^^ . . .
He should be landing in London soon . . . probably when i post this up he should have touched down already . . .
Was a rather teary parting . . . I was the video camera man >.< seeing the whole sending off scene made me tear . . . yes i did cry while taking the footage . . .
He was at the departure gate . . . His Granny hugged him . . . said a few words but before she could finish tears start to roll down . . . I think Kenny's heart ache quite a lot . . . We all gave him a hug before he went in . . . i won't go into detail who feels upset the most . . . actually i shouldn't use that word "upset" . . . its just that someone you're close to is going away . . . naturally you feel a sense of loss . . . he must have given it a lot of thinking before he decided to do this . . . thats why i told him . . . hes a very brave guy . . . i'm not sure if i can do that , maybe not .
Nigel has officially become a recruit today . . . but because we had to send Kenny off we couldn't send him to Tekong . . . actually Nigel also want to send Kenny first before he report to camp but thats a bit rush so the idea was call off . . .
So suddenly 2 of my best folks went ahead with their life . . . am i going to just sit and feel loss about it ? >.< Nah~ i feel sad a bit but cannot stay this way forever ^^ while they are doing something for themselves , i too must do something for myself ...
I've been reading a book titled "Choice Theory" by William Glasser ... went around finding his other books but i can't find it ... maybe i go down to Town tomorrow take a look if i manage to wake up early ... i also found out that NTU is offering a 1 day course i think for "Choice Theory" the course fee is about 500++ this coming November . . . i'm thinking weather i should sign up a not . . . i think my intrest really lies in knowing how people think , feel , mm . . . people's emotion ... i want to fix them ... i want to help ... because i don't want to see bad endings ... of course i can't force my will on them ^^ but i always felt that its good to have someone who can listen to you as and when you need ... in the past its hard to get people to listen to my grumbles , troubles . . . no one seems to know what i'm driving at ... i had to find other channels to fix all these myself ... because of this past experience ... i tell myself i must know as much as possible to help make those around me feel better should they feel sad at times ... i'm not very good at it ... but i'll try ^^
What i'm saying here is " I can offer you advice with what i know , i can't make you feel better because there is only one person in this world who can make you feel better and that is yourself "
Good Night Folks
I had to wake up at 4am to do cook house duty . . . >.< but i shall not go into it .
After handing over the duty to Xian Shen i faster pack up and rush to airport . . . because i not enuff cash in wallet so i take train to airport from Chua Chu Kang . . . took me quite a while to get there but luckily i still made it to give Kenny's my best wishes ^^ . . .
He should be landing in London soon . . . probably when i post this up he should have touched down already . . .
Was a rather teary parting . . . I was the video camera man >.< seeing the whole sending off scene made me tear . . . yes i did cry while taking the footage . . .
He was at the departure gate . . . His Granny hugged him . . . said a few words but before she could finish tears start to roll down . . . I think Kenny's heart ache quite a lot . . . We all gave him a hug before he went in . . . i won't go into detail who feels upset the most . . . actually i shouldn't use that word "upset" . . . its just that someone you're close to is going away . . . naturally you feel a sense of loss . . . he must have given it a lot of thinking before he decided to do this . . . thats why i told him . . . hes a very brave guy . . . i'm not sure if i can do that , maybe not .
Nigel has officially become a recruit today . . . but because we had to send Kenny off we couldn't send him to Tekong . . . actually Nigel also want to send Kenny first before he report to camp but thats a bit rush so the idea was call off . . .
So suddenly 2 of my best folks went ahead with their life . . . am i going to just sit and feel loss about it ? >.< Nah~ i feel sad a bit but cannot stay this way forever ^^ while they are doing something for themselves , i too must do something for myself ...
I've been reading a book titled "Choice Theory" by William Glasser ... went around finding his other books but i can't find it ... maybe i go down to Town tomorrow take a look if i manage to wake up early ... i also found out that NTU is offering a 1 day course i think for "Choice Theory" the course fee is about 500++ this coming November . . . i'm thinking weather i should sign up a not . . . i think my intrest really lies in knowing how people think , feel , mm . . . people's emotion ... i want to fix them ... i want to help ... because i don't want to see bad endings ... of course i can't force my will on them ^^ but i always felt that its good to have someone who can listen to you as and when you need ... in the past its hard to get people to listen to my grumbles , troubles . . . no one seems to know what i'm driving at ... i had to find other channels to fix all these myself ... because of this past experience ... i tell myself i must know as much as possible to help make those around me feel better should they feel sad at times ... i'm not very good at it ... but i'll try ^^
What i'm saying here is " I can offer you advice with what i know , i can't make you feel better because there is only one person in this world who can make you feel better and that is yourself "
Good Night Folks
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Perhaps the last . . .
Today is Sunday . . . booking into camp soon . . . but somehow today feels a bit heavier than normal days . . . it feels almost the same as that time . . . like a depth within a heart which can never be filled up . . . tears that would never stop rolling of the cheeks . . .
Perhaps its because i got too much off and booking in now makes me feel a bit depressing . . . but i know my feelings well enough . . . because its not going to be the same when i book out of camp next weekend . . . that gathering could very well be the last for many of us . . . no more Saturday coffee talks . . . no more funny games . . . no more lame jokes . . . no more seeing the smiles on each and everyone's face . . .
Like simone said when she took the photo . . . "We've grown up . . . " We have indeed . . .
What does this normally means ? We have to each move forward but not with everybody . . . maybe once in a while in the far future we would gather once again to see how each and eveyrone of us are doing . . . but between now and then the frequency would be less or close to none . . .
Its painful to lose someone you love but missing friends is no easy task either ^^ Equally heart wrenching . . . equally painful . . . perhaps even lonlier because the only solace we can find when love abandon you would be the one whom you call friend . . .
Don't forget . . . each other . . . folks . . . :)
Wenhao ^^
Perhaps its because i got too much off and booking in now makes me feel a bit depressing . . . but i know my feelings well enough . . . because its not going to be the same when i book out of camp next weekend . . . that gathering could very well be the last for many of us . . . no more Saturday coffee talks . . . no more funny games . . . no more lame jokes . . . no more seeing the smiles on each and everyone's face . . .
Like simone said when she took the photo . . . "We've grown up . . . " We have indeed . . .
What does this normally means ? We have to each move forward but not with everybody . . . maybe once in a while in the far future we would gather once again to see how each and eveyrone of us are doing . . . but between now and then the frequency would be less or close to none . . .
Its painful to lose someone you love but missing friends is no easy task either ^^ Equally heart wrenching . . . equally painful . . . perhaps even lonlier because the only solace we can find when love abandon you would be the one whom you call friend . . .
Don't forget . . . each other . . . folks . . . :)
Wenhao ^^
Thursday, September 06, 2007
A night to treasure
I try not to make this an emotional entry >.<
But for those who doesn't know ! Kenny is going to UK~ for 4 years T_T There goes a good friend to many of us and best friend to those special ones . . .
A gathering was held . . . many things to talk about . . . some shed tears quietly within their hearts for who would want to see someone so dear leave ? Though everyone's paths are different , i know many would wish he could stay. Hes a very fun person to be with . . . easy going . . . very "steady" too !
I have to type this in advance beacause i may not make it for your flight . . . T_T i try to go ^^ not to see you off forever but i hope you will make the best of everything when you are there . . . Once a while update us on how you are doing there . . . Who knows some of us may pop by London to visit you ^^
I hope you have a safe journey and come back when you are free . . . i still owe you 3 treats :P . . . Maybe by then i strike lottery already ^^ but really . . .you have to take care of yourself . . . get a blondie back ^^
WooO~~ So kenny is going away for quite a while . . . Nigel is going to army . . . with the rest of the peeps starting on their path . . . the "FRIENDS" seems to be growing apart . . . but i don't think so . . . after so long we all still stay as friends means its for eternity . . . its a bit sad . . . i do feel a bit of ache ~ but this is just the begining for everyone . . . ^^
I got gathering photos :P uploading later and some VIDEOS of us doing some err REALLY EMBARASSING STUFF . . . thinking of uploading it BUT NO . . . SIMONE DON'T YOU DARE DO IT ! ! ! Please don't >.< Got Nigel doing belly dance . . . Me DOING striptease ( WTF OMFG >.< i tell you this is the most MOST embarassed moment in my life but for friendship I DO IT )~ many many MANY more >.< BUT SORRY i cannot show you all . . . REALLY :p
But for those who doesn't know ! Kenny is going to UK~ for 4 years T_T There goes a good friend to many of us and best friend to those special ones . . .
A gathering was held . . . many things to talk about . . . some shed tears quietly within their hearts for who would want to see someone so dear leave ? Though everyone's paths are different , i know many would wish he could stay. Hes a very fun person to be with . . . easy going . . . very "steady" too !
I have to type this in advance beacause i may not make it for your flight . . . T_T i try to go ^^ not to see you off forever but i hope you will make the best of everything when you are there . . . Once a while update us on how you are doing there . . . Who knows some of us may pop by London to visit you ^^
I hope you have a safe journey and come back when you are free . . . i still owe you 3 treats :P . . . Maybe by then i strike lottery already ^^ but really . . .you have to take care of yourself . . . get a blondie back ^^
WooO~~ So kenny is going away for quite a while . . . Nigel is going to army . . . with the rest of the peeps starting on their path . . . the "FRIENDS" seems to be growing apart . . . but i don't think so . . . after so long we all still stay as friends means its for eternity . . . its a bit sad . . . i do feel a bit of ache ~ but this is just the begining for everyone . . . ^^
I got gathering photos :P uploading later and some VIDEOS of us doing some err REALLY EMBARASSING STUFF . . . thinking of uploading it BUT NO . . . SIMONE DON'T YOU DARE DO IT ! ! ! Please don't >.< Got Nigel doing belly dance . . . Me DOING striptease ( WTF OMFG >.< i tell you this is the most MOST embarassed moment in my life but for friendship I DO IT )~ many many MANY more >.< BUT SORRY i cannot show you all . . . REALLY :p
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
^^ So So ?
^^ I got only these few pictures :P No choice because i'm not allowed to bring my own so i had to get these pictures from the photographer ^^
Pretty good to have a role in this Urban Operation Show ^^ Though the training we had to go through isn't so simple but well i guess everybody who participated in it feels good . . . why ? Because not everyone gets to have this chance ^^
At least the kids and families appreciate our effort and even when its raining during certain times they brave the rain to take pictures with us too ^^ Feel very honoured ^^ At least i'm making use of my life LOL . . .
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
URBAN OPERATION ! ! ! !
Me and Desmond setting up the ladder to get the guys up to second level ^^
Me : Heavy hor the ladder ! ! ! Desmond have to run with the ladder everytime we rehearse . . . thumbs up for him ^^
The wind direction change T_T all got choke with smoke when running in to storm the building
Sgt Aw coming liao TIME TO MOVE ! ! !
Sgt Allan : Move Move Move ! ! ! Jing Gang Barbie already secured the top level ! ! !DID YOU ALL COME TO ARMY OPEN HOUSE ? ? ?
SOME DID . .. SOME DIDN'T ! ! ! T_T Nevermind >.<>
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Come Come ^^
I think its quite a long time since i write anything long here -_- sorry sorry >.< because i'm busy with many stuff . . . before i write something here are the date for Army Open House 2007
AUG 30th 31st , SEP 1st 2nd 3rd . . . Its located at Pasir Laba Camp . . . Get to Boon Lay Mrt and take a bus from the interchange there and you can reach . . . if you are going in groups i suggest you take cab because if you share the cab fare among the 4 people it will cost about the same as bus fare . . . I'm not very sure what you can see there ! ! ! but i know from my peers you get to have a go at our Virtual Range where msot of us are trained there before we go for live firing . . . Its going to be fun if you've never been there ^^ Freebies will be given out too ^^ I'll be one of the folks who will put up the Urban Ops show there ^^ Only shown ONCE . . . I REPEAT MYSELF . . . ITS ONLY ONCE PER DAY ! ! ! ( If i remember correctly ) SO COME ! ! ! You probably cannot see my face lol . . . i have to camo my face >.<
Got K9 dog show also ! ! ! Kenny's favourite ^^
Of course my weekend burn >.< so that people can enjoy the show BUT its worth it at the end of the day . . . ^^Enuff said :P
How are you all doing ??? I hope you all still doing well . . . Life is like a melody theres always high and low keys ^^ Everything will be fine eventually . . . speak your heart . . . kiss your girl . . . . hug your boyfriend . . . spend some time with your mom and dad . . . life would be happier and more blissful with all this little little warmth ^^ it all adds up ^^
AUG 30th 31st , SEP 1st 2nd 3rd . . . Its located at Pasir Laba Camp . . . Get to Boon Lay Mrt and take a bus from the interchange there and you can reach . . . if you are going in groups i suggest you take cab because if you share the cab fare among the 4 people it will cost about the same as bus fare . . . I'm not very sure what you can see there ! ! ! but i know from my peers you get to have a go at our Virtual Range where msot of us are trained there before we go for live firing . . . Its going to be fun if you've never been there ^^ Freebies will be given out too ^^ I'll be one of the folks who will put up the Urban Ops show there ^^ Only shown ONCE . . . I REPEAT MYSELF . . . ITS ONLY ONCE PER DAY ! ! ! ( If i remember correctly ) SO COME ! ! ! You probably cannot see my face lol . . . i have to camo my face >.<
Got K9 dog show also ! ! ! Kenny's favourite ^^
Of course my weekend burn >.< so that people can enjoy the show BUT its worth it at the end of the day . . . ^^Enuff said :P
How are you all doing ??? I hope you all still doing well . . . Life is like a melody theres always high and low keys ^^ Everything will be fine eventually . . . speak your heart . . . kiss your girl . . . . hug your boyfriend . . . spend some time with your mom and dad . . . life would be happier and more blissful with all this little little warmth ^^ it all adds up ^^
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Take things lightly
Woot. . .
I'm one of the 14 guys performing ^^ so be sure to check it out at Pasir Laba Camp if you have the time to spare . . . apparently i'm acting as section commander . . . nothing much actually . . .
Thought i can become balloon man or candy floss man . . . .but the folks in bunk say if i hand those out to kids they would cry -_- WHAT ! ! ! Think they are too tired of living ahah . . .
LOL . . . i'm not really in the mood to write anything actually because i'm brooding over something >.< HOPPING aganist hope . . . that some shit won't befall on me but HAI~ . . . if it has to be . . . it will be . . .
>.<
I'm one of the 14 guys performing ^^ so be sure to check it out at Pasir Laba Camp if you have the time to spare . . . apparently i'm acting as section commander . . . nothing much actually . . .
Thought i can become balloon man or candy floss man . . . .but the folks in bunk say if i hand those out to kids they would cry -_- WHAT ! ! ! Think they are too tired of living ahah . . .
LOL . . . i'm not really in the mood to write anything actually because i'm brooding over something >.< HOPPING aganist hope . . . that some shit won't befall on me but HAI~ . . . if it has to be . . . it will be . . .
>.<
Monday, August 13, 2007
Come Come
Theres going to be army open house this coming month end . . . i cannot remember the exact date but i know my weekend will get burn because of that . . .
BUT never mind ! . . . Should i be selected to be one of the 14 guys who is going to do the urban warfare simulation . . . its going to be a good thing ^^ Its going to be a Pasir Laba Camp . . .
I heard quite big event so to you folks out there please come support ! ! !
BUT never mind ! . . . Should i be selected to be one of the 14 guys who is going to do the urban warfare simulation . . . its going to be a good thing ^^ Its going to be a Pasir Laba Camp . . .
I heard quite big event so to you folks out there please come support ! ! !
Friday, August 03, 2007
Urban Specialist ?
I think i should join the army or some CID or something . . . though i grumble a lot lol sometimes i do enjoy the army training LOL . . . Today we do urban ops training for Army Open House . . .
You guys want to see me in action LOL ? ? ? COME TO ARMY OPEN HOUSE 2007 WOOTZ . . .
Quite funny for a mortar commander to do unrban warfare lol . . . . but its for open house ^^ to show case how good the army is wahaha . . .
The folks in camp burn my weekend too much . . . till i have to think positively to stay sane LOL . . . tomorrow morning msut go back again for course . . . oh well ^^ just bite 5 minutes off if the future seems so hard to swallow . . .
EHHH . . . . nothing much to say . . . waiting for sister to come back from her hostel life to tell me more wootzz ^^
Hope you guys stay happy ^^
You guys want to see me in action LOL ? ? ? COME TO ARMY OPEN HOUSE 2007 WOOTZ . . .
Quite funny for a mortar commander to do unrban warfare lol . . . . but its for open house ^^ to show case how good the army is wahaha . . .
The folks in camp burn my weekend too much . . . till i have to think positively to stay sane LOL . . . tomorrow morning msut go back again for course . . . oh well ^^ just bite 5 minutes off if the future seems so hard to swallow . . .
EHHH . . . . nothing much to say . . . waiting for sister to come back from her hostel life to tell me more wootzz ^^
Hope you guys stay happy ^^
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