Just came back from camp >.< pretty late . . . 11pm . . . now 1 am~
One folk in my bunk just "shotgunned" and hes so lucky to get guard duty this tomorrow but he must accompany his girl for checkup for final confirmation . . . more or less he hit the jackpot man . . . i thought i could be his kid's godfather ^^ but apparently the girl decided to well you know . . . "abo*t*on" . . .
I wonder what will happen to both of them later on . . . did what i could by talking to Mr "shotgunner" hope he resolve all his problem and make sure he reflect on his darn major mistake . . . now there will be one more baby up in God's cradle . . .
Don't ask me why it happen because its damm obvious he didn't use cap . . .
Like i always tell the guys in bunk for training . . . you're asking for trouble when you know whats right and still not do it . . . the same applies for him . . .
So much for that issue . . .
Man ! i clamped my palm accidently today while handling the mortar . . . crapped . . bleed a bit and my palm a bit bruised . . . T_T BUT nvm . . it doesn't kill me lol >.> just a bit painful .
I think i got chance of becoming instructor lol >.< NEXT week course end then i will be posted again ^^
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Momentum
Ayumi Hamasaki - Momentum
The days when I loved you were the last miracle to me
The season when everyone longs to be around people
Has come again this year
With warmth and coldness
I remember the day
When we were too young with no knowledge about the world and walking
Laughing together and hanging on each other
What excuse should I make
For this wave of pain?
Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
My love for you is my last courage
I wonder if I'm so stupid
Just waiting for the time passage
Believing that I'll surely be forgiven some day
I hold the rush of feelings
So that it may not spill down
Until the day our hands reach white snow
My love for you is my last courage
Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
Until the day our hands reach white snow
My love for you is the last forever to me
That I could meet you was the first miracle to me
Nice song isn't it ^^
The days when I loved you were the last miracle to me
The season when everyone longs to be around people
Has come again this year
With warmth and coldness
I remember the day
When we were too young with no knowledge about the world and walking
Laughing together and hanging on each other
What excuse should I make
For this wave of pain?
Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
My love for you is my last courage
I wonder if I'm so stupid
Just waiting for the time passage
Believing that I'll surely be forgiven some day
I hold the rush of feelings
So that it may not spill down
Until the day our hands reach white snow
My love for you is my last courage
Even in the night I'm freezing alone in white snow
Until the day our hands reach white snow
My love for you is the last forever to me
That I could meet you was the first miracle to me
Nice song isn't it ^^
Sick . . . terrible . . .
Argh . . . my whole body aching . . .
Ahah . . . i'm down with cold and fever . . . some dry cough . . . one of the peeps in camp pass it to me . . .
Even when i'm sick i still have to participate in the lesson . . . which includes pushing the 405.5kg weapon for like 3-4km with 5 other guys . . . . . . yes we manhandle the weapon . . .
Now my knees got worned out due to those running . . . my joints are failing because of all those loads i'm carrying . . . i think when i grow old i will be in a very painful state . . .
i think i will get back to sleep . . . ZzzzzzzzZZzzz
Ahah . . . i'm down with cold and fever . . . some dry cough . . . one of the peeps in camp pass it to me . . .
Even when i'm sick i still have to participate in the lesson . . . which includes pushing the 405.5kg weapon for like 3-4km with 5 other guys . . . . . . yes we manhandle the weapon . . .
Now my knees got worned out due to those running . . . my joints are failing because of all those loads i'm carrying . . . i think when i grow old i will be in a very painful state . . .
i think i will get back to sleep . . . ZzzzzzzzZZzzz
Sunday, March 18, 2007
WAA when you turn 21 . . .
Stressful isn't it ? 21 . . . more responsibility . . . more junks in your mailbox . . . more items to pay for . . . life isn't going to go easy on you . . .
In army . . . theres this thing called "toliet project" where they put up meaningful sentences behind every cubicle door . . . so i happen to go to this cubicle everytime and the sentence behind the door reads " Your attitude towards life determine life's attitude towards you " make sense doesn't it ?
If you take things negatively . . . things will always without fail look gloomy to you but if you take it the positive way . . . no matter where you walk you won't feel despair over things that may not happen in the way you want . . . SO always always take it positive . . . i was like feeling very negative about my posting but after a few days of trying to snapped out of this shit , i managed to done it . . . i gave myself reasons to take it postively . . . theres always two side to a matter . . . "one good , one bad" which one you choose to carry with you determine how you feel later on . . .
Heres some conversation in bunks ^^ By the way theres only 6 guys including myself in this bunk. One of the sergent sleep in the same bunk as us BUT hes 1 year younger than us . . . quite handsome . . . all the abs and nice body contour BUT hes damm worried about being single . . . his name is Germane by the way
Me : Don't have to worry about not being able to find a mate . . .
Germane : Hai . . .
Me : So what you look for in a girl ?
Germane : Mmm . . . At least must look like a model . . .
After some chats . . . found out he go for looks in a lady . . . then i tell him . . .
Me : ! ! ! A nice girl will be the one who will really stick by you . . . why put looks as priority . . .
The rest of the guys in the bunk all say : Germane you still young la . . . go out and have fun
ZhengQuan : We intro you to those "KTV" got the kind you looking for . . .
Germane : I want to keep my first time for my girlfriend . . .
Hahah hes still quite conservative but well maybe because hes from JC and previously from an all boys school environment . . . so he only had 2 years to interact with girls during JC . . . maybe one day he would find the real girl hes looking for . . . apparently he found this hot babe during clubbing last week i think and he went up and ask for the number . . . this hot babe gave him his number and agreed to hang out with him . . . i wonder how his date turn out yesterday ahah ^^ maybe all will turn well for him . . .
Sometimes its all really about fate isn't it . . . but its just only a saying i guess . . . after all , our actions determine the outcome in whichever path we undertake during our life . . . so make your decision wisely ^^ . . . if in doubt ASK ! It never hurts to gather some suggestion when you want to do something . . .
In army . . . theres this thing called "toliet project" where they put up meaningful sentences behind every cubicle door . . . so i happen to go to this cubicle everytime and the sentence behind the door reads " Your attitude towards life determine life's attitude towards you " make sense doesn't it ?
If you take things negatively . . . things will always without fail look gloomy to you but if you take it the positive way . . . no matter where you walk you won't feel despair over things that may not happen in the way you want . . . SO always always take it positive . . . i was like feeling very negative about my posting but after a few days of trying to snapped out of this shit , i managed to done it . . . i gave myself reasons to take it postively . . . theres always two side to a matter . . . "one good , one bad" which one you choose to carry with you determine how you feel later on . . .
Heres some conversation in bunks ^^ By the way theres only 6 guys including myself in this bunk. One of the sergent sleep in the same bunk as us BUT hes 1 year younger than us . . . quite handsome . . . all the abs and nice body contour BUT hes damm worried about being single . . . his name is Germane by the way
Me : Don't have to worry about not being able to find a mate . . .
Germane : Hai . . .
Me : So what you look for in a girl ?
Germane : Mmm . . . At least must look like a model . . .
After some chats . . . found out he go for looks in a lady . . . then i tell him . . .
Me : ! ! ! A nice girl will be the one who will really stick by you . . . why put looks as priority . . .
The rest of the guys in the bunk all say : Germane you still young la . . . go out and have fun
ZhengQuan : We intro you to those "KTV" got the kind you looking for . . .
Germane : I want to keep my first time for my girlfriend . . .
Hahah hes still quite conservative but well maybe because hes from JC and previously from an all boys school environment . . . so he only had 2 years to interact with girls during JC . . . maybe one day he would find the real girl hes looking for . . . apparently he found this hot babe during clubbing last week i think and he went up and ask for the number . . . this hot babe gave him his number and agreed to hang out with him . . . i wonder how his date turn out yesterday ahah ^^ maybe all will turn well for him . . .
Sometimes its all really about fate isn't it . . . but its just only a saying i guess . . . after all , our actions determine the outcome in whichever path we undertake during our life . . . so make your decision wisely ^^ . . . if in doubt ASK ! It never hurts to gather some suggestion when you want to do something . . .
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Tired tired . . . headache . . .
Just came home not long ago from Guard Duty . . . time to relax ^^ should be catching on some sleep since i did not slept well last night because of those "turn up" being chase by dogs while walking to duty point ect ect ect . . . . . .
I just found out recently one of my friend actually spent 1 whole month in Japan for holiday~ . . . so i try to seek more information from him . . .
Me : WAA "J J" not ex meh you stay so long ?
J J : Alright only la . . . you don't have to stay in hotel mah . . . you can get SGD30 /Day lodging there
J J : One more thing to note, the air fare also quite cheap . . . try to go for transit flight or ANA .
Me: Oh . . . .then how you communicate there ?
J J : Apparently every train station in Japan has those tourist phamplet printed in English and also a information counter for tourist . Its easy to get around actually . . .
J J : AND ~~~ THE FOOD THERE IS GOOD . . . you don't get to eat "lousy" food there . . . no matter where you go the food is good unlike here for example you eat prata at this place , you find the food bad and some other place which taste better .
Me : WAHAHAHA serious !
Zhen Quan and Matthew overheard out conversation then they both join in . . . . WAHAHAHA
Matthew is another guy who travel quite frequently lol . . . so !!!!! AFTER we go "unit" we decided to go Japan for a while . . . wahaha travel mates . . . at least i won't get lost there . . .
. . . . . . . . .
Yiting came over with Edmund . . .she drove to my house and hand me my b`day pressy~ waa thank you so much ^^ its was great seeing you again ^^ . . .
Haven seen some folks lately . . . was suppose to have lunch at vivo with Aishah and Shanyu . . . at err Fig and Olive ? ? ? Hope i get it right ahah but was canceled due to some unforseen circumstances but nevermind ^^ theres always a time for it . . . wedding preperation comes first :P
OK ENOUGH SAID . . . i didn't write much about what i do in camp because its just the same old thing again ahaha . . . i'll write more about other stuff i've question my friends ^^ ubt thats for next entry ahaha ...ZzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzz
I just found out recently one of my friend actually spent 1 whole month in Japan for holiday~ . . . so i try to seek more information from him . . .
Me : WAA "J J" not ex meh you stay so long ?
J J : Alright only la . . . you don't have to stay in hotel mah . . . you can get SGD30 /Day lodging there
J J : One more thing to note, the air fare also quite cheap . . . try to go for transit flight or ANA .
Me: Oh . . . .then how you communicate there ?
J J : Apparently every train station in Japan has those tourist phamplet printed in English and also a information counter for tourist . Its easy to get around actually . . .
J J : AND ~~~ THE FOOD THERE IS GOOD . . . you don't get to eat "lousy" food there . . . no matter where you go the food is good unlike here for example you eat prata at this place , you find the food bad and some other place which taste better .
Me : WAHAHAHA serious !
Zhen Quan and Matthew overheard out conversation then they both join in . . . . WAHAHAHA
Matthew is another guy who travel quite frequently lol . . . so !!!!! AFTER we go "unit" we decided to go Japan for a while . . . wahaha travel mates . . . at least i won't get lost there . . .
. . . . . . . . .
Yiting came over with Edmund . . .she drove to my house and hand me my b`day pressy~ waa thank you so much ^^ its was great seeing you again ^^ . . .
Haven seen some folks lately . . . was suppose to have lunch at vivo with Aishah and Shanyu . . . at err Fig and Olive ? ? ? Hope i get it right ahah but was canceled due to some unforseen circumstances but nevermind ^^ theres always a time for it . . . wedding preperation comes first :P
OK ENOUGH SAID . . . i didn't write much about what i do in camp because its just the same old thing again ahaha . . . i'll write more about other stuff i've question my friends ^^ ubt thats for next entry ahaha ...ZzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzz
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Back for a short while gone again . . .
Err . . .
Past few days was damm horrible . . .
Low morale . . . got into this ultra depressive state . . . because the new place is . . . .
Really not much to do . . . lectures lectures lectures . . . . and we have like 4 -5 hours free time in the night ! ! ! Nothing to do seriously . . . Talk ? Sleep ? Eat ? PsP ? Just damm bored . . .
More or less i will be sent to 5 Sir . . . fate sealed . . . no more arguments ^^
I'll just face it ahah . . . after all . . . i have no choice . . .
Sometimes its good that i've been through all this . . . really does change me into a new person . .
No arguments . . . i just listen and execute . . . straightforward huh ^^ i've got a great deal of patience now . . . haha . . . i'm trained to wait for hours sometime . . . then told we don't have to wait anymore . . . i would just give a big "SIGH" "there goes the few hours of my life" and get on with what i have to do next . . .
I've this strong urge to fly to japan now . . . . . . probably after ORD . . . the sakura season is coming ! ! ! APRIL ! ! ! maybe fi you guys are free and have the cash to spare . . . you should go there ^^ i'm definately going man . . . . wait till my hair grow long enough T_T hahaa . . .
Oh well ^^ . . . going back to camp again ahah . . . just 4 hours out of camp for a breather ^^
Seriously hope i'll snapped out of this shitty feeling . . . argh~~
"I think i know why i miss you . . . and its just going to stay this way forever ^^ nevermind even if our path doesn't cross anymore . . . it will just be a warm feeling thats going to keep me going"
Past few days was damm horrible . . .
Low morale . . . got into this ultra depressive state . . . because the new place is . . . .
Really not much to do . . . lectures lectures lectures . . . . and we have like 4 -5 hours free time in the night ! ! ! Nothing to do seriously . . . Talk ? Sleep ? Eat ? PsP ? Just damm bored . . .
More or less i will be sent to 5 Sir . . . fate sealed . . . no more arguments ^^
I'll just face it ahah . . . after all . . . i have no choice . . .
Sometimes its good that i've been through all this . . . really does change me into a new person . .
No arguments . . . i just listen and execute . . . straightforward huh ^^ i've got a great deal of patience now . . . haha . . . i'm trained to wait for hours sometime . . . then told we don't have to wait anymore . . . i would just give a big "SIGH" "there goes the few hours of my life" and get on with what i have to do next . . .
I've this strong urge to fly to japan now . . . . . . probably after ORD . . . the sakura season is coming ! ! ! APRIL ! ! ! maybe fi you guys are free and have the cash to spare . . . you should go there ^^ i'm definately going man . . . . wait till my hair grow long enough T_T hahaa . . .
Oh well ^^ . . . going back to camp again ahah . . . just 4 hours out of camp for a breather ^^
Seriously hope i'll snapped out of this shitty feeling . . . argh~~
"I think i know why i miss you . . . and its just going to stay this way forever ^^ nevermind even if our path doesn't cross anymore . . . it will just be a warm feeling thats going to keep me going"
Saturday, March 03, 2007
? ? ?
Probably i will lead 4 men under my me . . . for the rest of my NS life . . .
I'm classified as combat-support unit . . . mortar detachment . . .
I'm the one who will shoot at enemies without looking at them . . . and the enemies will have to run from me . . . for i rain hell on them . . .
T_T but man~ its cool to be under artillery trained . . . but i will be posted . . . i think not as an instructor but as a sergent to a active combat unit at bukit panjang . . . actually i wasn't so worried about the distance and the men there . . i'm more concern weather i have time to come out and take my driving test . . . i'll have to make a trip to brunei from what i heard from on of the higher ups in that combat unit during june for 2 weeks ? i've been holding the test back for quite a while . . . hope i get the lisence the next test lol . . .
Ah mann~~~~ just hope i get to stay back as instructor
Enough grumbling . . .
I'm classified as combat-support unit . . . mortar detachment . . .
I'm the one who will shoot at enemies without looking at them . . . and the enemies will have to run from me . . . for i rain hell on them . . .
T_T but man~ its cool to be under artillery trained . . . but i will be posted . . . i think not as an instructor but as a sergent to a active combat unit at bukit panjang . . . actually i wasn't so worried about the distance and the men there . . i'm more concern weather i have time to come out and take my driving test . . . i'll have to make a trip to brunei from what i heard from on of the higher ups in that combat unit during june for 2 weeks ? i've been holding the test back for quite a while . . . hope i get the lisence the next test lol . . .
Ah mann~~~~ just hope i get to stay back as instructor
Enough grumbling . . .
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