Byeeee .... ....

First of all ... thanks for reading my blog .... to all those who does lol ...

and ... Ok byebye ^^ I'm off to taiwan .... for training ... last hurdle before i ORD ya !!!

I see many people stop blogging .... see many people stop after a while ... maybe writing your thoughts online isn't so good afterall ... maybe ... just maybe

So put that aside ... i'm not sure if i will come back in one piece lol ... but i hope so la ... later one bird crash into the bunk ... then its byebye to me LOL ...

Ya ... so mm... i met up with this very very important person few days back ... and i must say ... it was very very comfortable to talk with her ... she still got that smile ... that "shuddup~" ... still its her ^^ someone who can sense my emotion well ... i have to thank the heaven for letting me know her ahaha ... simone is going to be angry lol .... but nevermind ... she know who i refering to and YES YOU probably know who u are ... so don't smile smile there ....

What amazed me most is ... she has learn a lot ... in a way i'm glad she does ... afterall its good for her in the long run ... oh and ya ... you said don't miss you ahaha ... i haven't tell you this ... yes i will miss you ^^ ... i will look up to the sky like you told me ... but by now you should know ... i prefer the night sky more than anything ... total opposite from you ^^ ...

mmm .. .. ... . sia ting ting !!!! ello ello ~~~ when i come back i will ask you out first ^^ ....

and and ... one last thing ....

Life is really about choices .... perspective ( ya you taught me that ) .... and having a big heart for everything .~

Bye people i will be back on May~ ...

Sky of love~ ( Listening Heart )

^^ I just watched Koizora ( Sky Of Love ) with Py~ Nice !!! I heard from her that its a novel based on a true story ... catch it while the cinema is still showing it ok ! If you got boyfriend or girlfriend i think it would even be better ... but if you are still single like me lol just catch it anyway ... the girls sitting beside me all cried ... i've seen shows which are more touching that this but oh well ^^".

So ... After the movie ... we went for dinner and talk for a bit before we head home ...

Then something pop into my head ... maybe its the movie ... maybe its the conversation i had with py ... maybe all along i wanted to type this ... finally i had the mood to write this haha ...

Say ... we all have the ability to listen isn't it ... yet do you all think that everyone is making use of our ears carefully ?

I'm talking about listening to people when they need you to ... without judging or trying to give them unthoughtful advices ...

I feel ... that many people wants to be heard ... but not many are willing to listen ... why ? Selfish ? ... I believe that everyone should learn how to listen to one another without saying a word ... yes just sitting there quietly listening to someone else talk ... The more you listen , the more you learn about the other person's feeling . Relationships is one which requires a lot of listening but very often it isn't balanced ... there is always one party which listens most of the time and one which talks the most of the time ... the one who listens most of the time too has feelings don't you agree ? ... without being heard , feelings get suppressed causing unwanted resentment towards the other .

Do you all agree ? At certain times you wish someone could just listen to you but you couldn't find that person ... then you wonder who really cares about you .. sometimes certain group of people who only wants to be heard should really do some soul searching ... shouldn't they listen with an open heart too ?

Sometimes its just that simple to nurse someone's trouble heart ... sit beside them and just listen .... there is no need for comments .... no need for advices .... nothing .... listening to them is a very strong indication to people that you care ... and that i believe is what people are truly seeking for when they are looking for someone to listen to them

Mum just held my hand and listen to me when i cried years back ... nothing else ... and that was enough ...

When a baby cries, you hold them close to you and they would stop crying ...
When a heart is crying out ... listen to them ....

mm . . . . kenny has return ....

I bet simone know this first ... lol

well~ ^^ he came back after 6 months plus ... was chatting halfway with him when he suddenly told me he knew its raining almost everyday here ... and then he goes " because i'm back !!! " lol so we met up in the night for dinner ^^ ...

one day he would get a ring for someone who ask for a ring last night

^^ alright ... Nigel became a physical trainer trainee ^^ good luck to you dude !

I'm going back to school soon !!!! ^^ can't wait ...

Oh did i mention it ? I'm going to go for bike licence after i return from taiwan ... easy travelling to school ... i'm still thinking, should i stay in the hostel there ? ... Sis is trying every means to stay there forever lol~ ... too much hunks and babes there lol~ ... ^^

mm ....

i still remember you , would love to see your smile once more ... i think i miss you ~

Short Breather ...

Yay ... a short breather before i go taiwan ... heng chun camp i heard ... and also mei ling camp .... i don't care the condition ... i've been through a lot of worse living condition so as long as there is a bed ! it is good enough .

Soon ... the men together with me will be walking towards our own path in life ... somehow its a bit sad ... when everything seems so impossible ... we would just endure through it together ... no matter how steep the knoll seems we would help one another to reach the top ... ... this kind of bond ... you can't find it if you just slack around in school ... work ... so i guess i would say being an nsf is really an enjoyable experience ... not that the training is easy or the outfield is extremely comfortable ... its the camaraderie ... its really about the guy who walks beside you ... i know its hard for some to experience this ... but i'm glad i did not "smoke" my way through ^^

Mmm . . . I was telling this guy who is in my section ... he got some BGR problem ...don't let go so easily without trying ... love won't come knocking on your door so many times ... i still believe we all have a lot to learn about loving one another ... its a growing thing ... love can be forever ... if we all learn and never stop growing ourselves emotionally ... so really ... its about being yourself and walking along side your partner ... people say tomorrow is a gift ... i would say every next second being alive is a gift .... so why hold back on being nice to the person next to you ^^ ... it doesn't cost a cent to do that :)

Oh~ i got lots of rash over my body .... because of the vegetation i bashed through during the whole of yesterday ... lots of spider drop onto my face and some even crawl into my back .... ZzzzZzzzZzz Zzzz ZZzzZZzzZZzzz thought it would heal but it took a bit longer than usual ... Even Png got it ... -_- ||| Ok sleep ^^ spent the whole day packing my stuff for taiwan ...

I'll let you guys know more ^^

Say something nice to your mum and dad ...

^^ I read the last few post i made ... i guess i was pretty heated up when i wrote them >.< ...

Some of the folks know that i'm into those very sentimental soundtracks ... people often ask my choice of music ... why do i choose them ? I get more feelings from those sentimental tracks ... it calms me down ... ^^ it has more feel ...

I just finished watching "Tokyo Tower , Mum and I , and sometimes Dad " its based on a novel which was published by a japanese author in japan .... i think the title itself tells you what the show is all about ... relationship between mother and child ... quite touching ... if i did not remember wrongly ... the book was written by the author because he miss his deceased mum ... something like his biography ..

Sleepzz

What is this ....

Pissed off at those with "power"

Mentally worn out ... we're doing stupid things ....

Is it necessary to do it everyday ...

Think !!! will it bear fruit ??? ... somehow i feel what we are doing is futile ...

Let us go ... just let us return to normal routine ... i'm tired ... going to fly off and we have to do this ...

Hope it will be over soon ...

And to the "God Knows Where You Are" .... please go eat shit and die ... "YOU" are causing major INCONVINENCE to everyone ...