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It has been a long time since my last entry . . .

Had a dream . . . a real funny one . . . I was in one of the role play games and i entered a dark place . . . suddenly i turn back the floor starts to cave in . . . quickly and desperately trying to save my life i look around and saw some ancient egyptian markings and i step on them . . . the caving in of the floors stop . . . as i move forward the scene change . . . .

A bangala security guard was sleeping . . . then he woke up upon my arrival . . .wihout him saying anything i use the torchlight in my hand to knock the daylight out of him . . . Alarm began to sound everywhere . . . i started to run . . . the whole place seems like a huge museum but i had to run as a lot of guards are chasing me . . . when i exited the place ! Jacky Chan appear beside me . . . WHAT ????? He was like " LETS RUN " . . . so both of us ran and ran . . . then seems like we both became crimminals or something . . . the police over the country began to search for us . . . it was like Thailand . . . so i was reallly hopping i could get out of that place . . .

Suddenly Ah Lim called lol thus waking me up from this funny dream . . . I must say this is one of the weirdest dream i ever had . . .

Normally my dreams are so sad . . . so sad because dreams reflects something inside you . . . it may not be true but sometimes its reflects how you feel . . . the dream formed because of your feelings at times . . . ^^ a way the mind tries to heal . . . i use to dream of "her" all the time even now at times and i must say while dreaming its a happy thing reality becomes a harsh fact . . .

Howcome ?

I took home a lot of anime from cousin and i finished watching one of them titled "Chrono Crusade" An anime with a bit of stuff like "Mary Magdalene" , "Stigmata" which is related to Christianity , about the things which may happen in the future and stuff.

The ending really sets me in a depressing mood for like 2 days already -_- i thought it was suppose to be some kind of action adventure anime but they added "Love" inside. The male lead "Chrono" a devil and the female lead "Rosette Christopher" a sister both had a pact together. Because of this pact Chrono is able to return to his orginal form at the expense of Rosette's life span. A lot of selfless acts in the anime which really make me feel so *ouch*.

Seriously the ending is too upsetting T_T But that kind of love and bond they share in the anime can never happen in reality i guess . . . after all anime is just a fantasy like how Final Fantasy a game which protrays romance and love. It doesn't really happen in reality . . . maybe it does but not that i know of. But i hope it would happen . . .

Sometimes when i hear couples breaking up . . . . quarreling on the roadside or shopping malls it is as though they are denying what precious things they had together before . . . are they not worth just because they happen in the past ? Maybe i should slap some sense into them . . .

"Don't deny even the good things , please don't make it so that even the precious things didn't exist"

Understand the meaning ? ^^

Results out

Finally the results are out . . . ^^

Here they are

Rotating Equipment : A
Industrial Safety : C+
Advanced Instrumentation And Control : B+
Good Manufacturing Practices : B
PetrolChemical Process : B
Process Operation and Optimization: B

GPA dropped because of insufficient B+ but well i still feel quite satisfied with the grades overall because i did not get more than 1 C .

Lately there are no entries from me because i have been doing the same thing again and again . . .

I went to visit my Grandparents yesterday and Grandpa is getting very very bad tempered . For no reason he would flare at the maids and bang on tables . I think the time he spend in the hospital changed him or rather because of the environment ?

Well at least he can still remember me now . . . Spend some time talking to cousin about the various university and seek some advice from him so i guess i should apply for SMU ? Mmm. . . but its a bit tedious as you need to submit a 300 word essay which is about your achievement and stuff. Guess i will do it soon as the application closes in 10 more days.

Guess thats about it . . . still waiting for the letter from army to come . . .

Crystal Energy~

Woke up early . . . called NUS to check about something but it was answered by automatic answer machine where you have to press number to get the respective help . But well i solved the issue of the e-mail thing and i mail my document again to NUS because it has to reach them by Friday otherwise my application is consider invalid.

Took a long day to do this because of some problems with the e-mail part. Kenny asked me out to PlazaSing but because of this we had to reschedule it to another day.

So after all the stuff . . . i went to NTUC to get my week's cooking material . . . i bought minced beef , chicken drumstick , milk , some pasta sauce , mushroom. I'm wondering how should i cook my chicken drumstick . . . and i saw Christine at NTUC . . . she really change a lot but well because shes's with a friend and i'm too shy to go over to say "Hi" so i left without saying anything to her . . . i think she did not see me too . ^^ Oh well its such a small world . . .

Looking for a song call Crystal Energy ^^ currently and tons of anime to burn out for Shixiang

Finally. . . .

Finished watching all 11 episode of " 1 Litre of Tears "

Aya could no longer speak , walk , or eat properly at times . . . she passed away at age 25

T_T try watching it . . . i'm sure 1 litre of tears is not enough for you . . . that is if you have a heart . . .

Sun with Moon

Not enough sleep ~ because i slept too late and had to wake up early in the morning to meet up with Jie Mei. Here begins the Sunday trip . . . .

Esther and I went to see the gown Sherri going to put on when her elder sister get married so we took some photos and i already posted them . . . quite a long stay there but it was an eye opener for me because the whole street was full of botiques selling wedding packages . . . Jie Mei was too attractive today partly because shes too outstanding with her hair and a very nice hairpin . . . so people keep offering her pacakges and i play along saying shes getting married. Pretty funny . . .

So after the "wedding" session we cab the way down to catch "My Girl and I" a korean movie at Cineleisure . . . was touching and people are crying in the cinema while i actually yawned not that i'm not touched but its just that i'm too tired . . . not a bad movie trying catching it if you are free . . .

Then we went to "Sun With Moon" at wheelock place to dine . . . i already posted the pictures of the place and food up ^^ the unagis there are much tasty ^^

An enjoyable day . . .

Tired . . . should be catching "The Dorm" this week with the Bachelors

I'm waiting for you guys to get married ^^ maybe Chris or Simone will start the ball rolling first ^^

Sleep~

So here is the bride to be LOL nah . . .Her elder sister is getting married so she is trying out the gown 

There you go Birthday Girl ^^ Hope you have a nice day 

Sherri And Esther  

Sherri's Younger sister with boyfriend 

Tofu Cheese Cake 

Another desert 

Some of the Deserts we ordered 

Forgot the name of this dish . . . crab something 

Best sushi ever 

Sun with Moon 

Lyana and FAzli 

Hes collecting something lol 

Me and Lyana 

Ding Ding 

Whats wrong ? 

Sipderman ? 

Heres a picture of the actress sawajiri-erika acting as Aya in 1 Litre of tears 

Episode 1 of 1 Litre No Namida

Just watch episode 1 of "1 Litre of Tears"

Base on a true story where a typical girl (which in this show is named Aya) entering high school was diagnosed with a special illness, Ataxia or Cerebellar/Spinocerebellar Degeneration.

Everything about her seems normal but Aya has been experiencing many accidents lately in which she accidentally drops tofu while helping out her dad, has trouble picking things up with chopsticks, has blurry view of words, or trips and falls sometimes. One day while setting off for school she had a terrible fall on the street just outside her house and she hurt her chin badly. Her mum quickly took her to a hospital to have the wound treated when she notice her palm wasn't hurt. Normally when we all had a fall we would use our hands to cushion the fall but on her case she did not. Sensing something was definately not right the mother decided to get Aya for a checkup with a Neurologist. Then everything unfolds slowly as Aya penned down what she feel everyday . . . knowing well that her body degenerates with time and nothing could be done.

At the end of episode 1 there were real pictures of "Aya" when she was still well and slowly wheel chair bound.

Quite sad . . . could almost feel the sad part already just by watching episode 1 . . . to see yourself degenerate slowly not being able to speak and move . . . is the worst thing that can happen . . . its like being alive and not being able to do anything but lie on the bed . . . vegetative state . . .

So thats about it . . . i booked my driving lessons already and they start in April and by May i will finish because i took classes everyday so i hope i can get afternoon shift work . . .

Been enjoying life at home ^^ so not really boring actually since i can do so much things . . . though i want to go out sometimes but most of the folks are in army or school . . . so as usual weekend outings only ^^

The girls 

Some warm up is good 

?? ?? 

Wiro~ Getting ready 

Wiro ^^ 

Aishah and Liyana 

All of them looking at the hunks by our side 

Whats Shanyu and Lili looking at