2 weeks more

Argh 2 more weeks and school term will begin ... after a long 3 month ++ break for almost everyone except me . Because i had to go back and finish my term in the army so now i only get to enjoy 1 month of undisrupted break ... which is going to end .

Running ... movies ... going out with the folks ... I find that my time pass by pretty fast . But i guess all these aren't important eventually ...

I've come to realise something which i regret a lot ... i should have capture more videos of my visit to Grandma house ... the people there and most importantly her . Shes pretty ill now ... unable to even sit on wheelchair ... shes still healthy but weaken a lot due to age ... 80++ there are no underlying sickness or anything ... more time will be spent over there for me ... because she has taken very good care of me all these years ... ^^ Won't go much into that because it will become very emo for me haha ...

I suppose i will update more in the next entry after ... some outings ^^ I wonder will there be a steamboat coming up ?

Car Boot Sale

This is the carboot sale at the BIG SPLASH . Zhiyang and Nigel selling their transformers . Zhiyang's Sister and Cousin selling their clothing and accessories.

Qian Ying came to give support and take a look too ^^ and also let me ferry her around the ECP in the double seater bicycle.

Ernest and Emeris came halfway to give their support . They left a while later to go for their blading session .

Hengky and Weiyang join us for dinner in the evening ... ^^

mmm ...

Well ... ^^ I've been at my grandma house the past few days ... pop in to see her ... After the morning session with Qianying ... i went to accompany her ... while walking in ... i saw aunt pushing her around the estate ... she became wheelchair bound 3-4 weeks ago ... the pain in her leg made walking impossible . Her will to live seems going downslope as observed by cousin ... so everyday someone will be visiting her ... cooking her porridge ... getting what she wants .

She love to walk ... she love to be occupied but being bounded onto a wheelchair takes everything away ... she become more weak and frail as time passes ... she keeps looking down all the time ... so we try to talk to her ... to keep her going . Her main worries will still be her children and grandchildren ... hope she will get better ^^ theres still a lot of things to be done ~

80% Groupies BBQ session

Why titled as 80% ? because we are short of 20% attendence ... and i'm deeply sorry for those who were not called up ... because this session was decided very last minute and not that you are forgotten but don't worry there will be another steamboat session organise by Nigel ...~

Zhiyang , Puiyee , Ee Mei , Allan and Me went earlier with all the prepared stuff for this BBQ session ~ ... Actually we had a lot of food wastage and Ernest even brought along 4 big Durians ^^ It was pretty good ~

Kenny feeling guilty for not being of much help so he took up the role to take over BBQing the food~

The Organizerzzz for this session ... Uncle Aw and Ee Mei ~

The ladies who attended this session ^^

Pretty Fun~Lets have another gathering with everyone in it ... ~ this one not enough haha ~

Oliver's 23rd Birthday Steamboat ^^

Some of the pictures for Oliver's 23rd Birthday which takes place at his condo function room ...

These are the Peeps from NTU ... Mainly some random Photos taken from all the shots you can view most of them on my face book ^^

Steamboat ^^

Lesle drag the whole dustbin into the function room

Don't ask me why i take a picture with Qianying together with a dustbin beside me ...

Oliver the Birthday Man ~

Now i must use another method to upload photos ~

We travel to Whampo Blk 90 to eat ... Basically its around Kenny's old home suppose to try the food from Yummy Guides but the stalls were either close or just starting up ... But either way I try to get some of the better ones ahah so to feed her properly ...~

Smile Smile only haha~

All the food for less than 8 Bucks ^^ Enough to feed 2 person to full though ahah

There we are ^^ At night while on the way to get her home haha ... I wonder why she look so pale in this picture ... If you click her blog you will see the pig face tsk~

Theres a BBQ going on during Monday and Tomorrow will be Oliver's Party ... i wonder what are we having for steamboat ...

I've been having headaches on the left side behind the ear ... its like some strain or pulling force there ... couldn't get rid of it . Since the holiday starts ... it comes and goes ... and i doubt its migraine ... I don't have it and for someone so relaxing now ... why is that even possible haha ... It drains my energy ~ everytime i have it ... and i must sleep to get rid of it ... maybe when you pass the age of 21 all sorts of nonsense comes to you ... your knee starts to ache ... your shin hurts after running too long ... you get headaches for no reason ... you lose intrest in things you like to do when you were younger ... i cannot stick to watching tv or playing games for more than 1 hour ... i will either get bored or feel very tired ahaha ... mind you i do run 2-3 times a week so not exercising isn't the cause ... i drink milk everyday ... and eat apples every night ... apart from those food tours with my girl there ... i never eat much at home ... mostly is cooked by mum for dinners or else i cook pasta myself ... Lack of vitamins ? Lack of water ? can't be ... I ruled out eveyr possible reasons haha except that shit happens when you grow older ... Maybe its time to go for a check up to iron out the issues ... And if i haven't been seeing you peeps for a while please forgive me if i forget your name ... its either i am suffering from dementia or i brain is seriously not working right ... i cannot remember the names of the people whom i use to know ... scary huh ... maybe i might forget yours one day ... don't be angry because i didn't mean to ... lots of white hair coming out as well ... tsk ... whats going on really ... i will have to find out for myself ...

Grandma hasn't been well since i haven't visit her for 2 weeks ... from walking to being wheeled chair bound ... imagine that ... T_T her body so frail and thin that it hurts to even hold her hand ... she barely remember me even though she seem me quite frequently ... the Doctor says she lack of nutrients ... but well she can't consume much due to her past operation which removes a porttion of her stomach away due to cancer ... the adsorption rate is lower despite the food she gets ... no oily stuff for her as it will give her very bad diahrrea ... Luckily everyone takes time off to visit her to make sure she doesn't feel lonely ... watching tv with her or just talking to her ... its all that matters .

Again all these just remind us that time doesn't wait for you ... they don't give you the chance to redo things once you've done it ... if there are things you need to do and there are things you need to correct ... do it now or you may never have the chance . Make the decision that you feel is right for you ... and not base on others decision or influence ... its your life ... you only get to live once ... i always try to remind myself this so that i don't do stupid things or say unecessary things to people ... if its not beneficial then it probably won't be in the future ...

have you been smiling ? or have you been crying ...

Ding Ding

Ah~ I tried to upload photos but i not sure why it didn't appear at all ...

Ok i try to get the photos up before i blog >.<