Just feel like writing something ... something emotional ... but i've no idea what to write ...
I'm doing the usual stuff ... anime , games , running , skipping , movies , swimming , pushups , cooking , sleeping , hanging out with the folks .... but still if feels like something is lacking in my life ... girlfriend ? don't think so ... that isn't a priority yet ... still need to get myself into better shape before i embark into that >.< ... just can't figure it out ...
Had a dream last night ... a very wonderful dream ... don't laugh please ... i've no idea how it began but the dream began with a lady holding my arm ... shes wearing a green dress and has long wavy hair ... but i didn't see her face ... she just walk besides me and we're on the way to this wedding gown fashion show ... we're like deciding what to get .... then i woke up ...
Hahah i was smiling when i woke up lol ... just a pity i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her face ... maybe its meant to be that way ... but i feel like 28 years old in that dream ... i wonder ... what would happen when i've turn 28 ... its not a very distant thing ... i'm turning 22 soon ...
I've only one wish ... that i don't have to feel .. .. ... ...
Monday, January 28, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
The last stretch ....
Finally .... or should i say .... its going to be over real soon .
We've handed over the ops duty 2 days back ^^ luckily nothing happen, which is a blessing for everyone. For that ops duty ... "No News equates to Good News"
I shall not bore you about the duties we carry out there ...
After handing over the duties our big big boss planned a retreat at loyang chalet for us commanders ... we dread going there seriously because the men gets to enjoy their long weekend and here we have to attend this retreat ... but when we reach there for the 2 days 2 nights activity ... i think it wasn't so bad afterall ...
The fights at the pool .... dragging each and everyone off their beds and throwing them into the pools ... we even have the scouts executor who keeps ripping off underwears ... i've no idea how many pieces of underwear alan ripped off from some of the guys there ... he shows no mercy !!! Johnathan's undies was ripped off when he entered their bunk last few days ... SACRY !!!
Since we're at changi area ... we visited the "bapoks" of the village ... men who undergo sex operations to become women. I must say ... some look very beautiful ... some even sound like a real woman ... one of them chatted up with allan ... and we manage to know abit of their lifestlye ...
Old Changi Hospital .... since majority rented bikes overnight .... we decided to visit that damm place ... we were not properly equipped .... no torchlight .... we only got handphones !!! .... when we reach there we went through the 1st level only to reach a dead end ... the lights from the handphone barely gives us sufficient vision to walk around ... quite a bit of blood stains on the floor ... glasses ... syringes .... we're at the place with 7 storey .... i think its the ward section ... Caleb said that he once went up to 2nd level and was unable to get out ... we didn't not went further in .... theres another group of people with us ... 2 girls 4 guys they went up all the way ... together with "Tall Men" and Johnathan Shen .... While waiting for them .... Allan and Matthew told us they heard grunting noises behind them at the other entrance but when they look around they saw nothing ... I was like !@#@!#@! ~~~ We're not afriad of the dark but the place together with the combination of full moon gives off a very creepy feeling ... We left after the group came back ....they say nothing happen .... maybe you guys want to try going there ... End~
I'm covered with sunburns all over my body .... alright ^^ 1 more month and i'll be gone for the final exercise .... Stage 2 evaluation and a brigade level exercise ...
I'll be getting back my Pink IC soon ^^
We've handed over the ops duty 2 days back ^^ luckily nothing happen, which is a blessing for everyone. For that ops duty ... "No News equates to Good News"
I shall not bore you about the duties we carry out there ...
After handing over the duties our big big boss planned a retreat at loyang chalet for us commanders ... we dread going there seriously because the men gets to enjoy their long weekend and here we have to attend this retreat ... but when we reach there for the 2 days 2 nights activity ... i think it wasn't so bad afterall ...
The fights at the pool .... dragging each and everyone off their beds and throwing them into the pools ... we even have the scouts executor who keeps ripping off underwears ... i've no idea how many pieces of underwear alan ripped off from some of the guys there ... he shows no mercy !!! Johnathan's undies was ripped off when he entered their bunk last few days ... SACRY !!!
Since we're at changi area ... we visited the "bapoks" of the village ... men who undergo sex operations to become women. I must say ... some look very beautiful ... some even sound like a real woman ... one of them chatted up with allan ... and we manage to know abit of their lifestlye ...
Old Changi Hospital .... since majority rented bikes overnight .... we decided to visit that damm place ... we were not properly equipped .... no torchlight .... we only got handphones !!! .... when we reach there we went through the 1st level only to reach a dead end ... the lights from the handphone barely gives us sufficient vision to walk around ... quite a bit of blood stains on the floor ... glasses ... syringes .... we're at the place with 7 storey .... i think its the ward section ... Caleb said that he once went up to 2nd level and was unable to get out ... we didn't not went further in .... theres another group of people with us ... 2 girls 4 guys they went up all the way ... together with "Tall Men" and Johnathan Shen .... While waiting for them .... Allan and Matthew told us they heard grunting noises behind them at the other entrance but when they look around they saw nothing ... I was like !@#@!#@! ~~~ We're not afriad of the dark but the place together with the combination of full moon gives off a very creepy feeling ... We left after the group came back ....they say nothing happen .... maybe you guys want to try going there ... End~
I'm covered with sunburns all over my body .... alright ^^ 1 more month and i'll be gone for the final exercise .... Stage 2 evaluation and a brigade level exercise ...
I'll be getting back my Pink IC soon ^^
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Oh My God ~~~~
>.< It has been a while since i last saw any of the guys or the ladies ...
I on duty ... guarding some .... important place ...
Do day shift 12 hours .... night shift also 12 hours ... those dead people roaming around hours .... 10 pm to 10 am !@#!@#!@#!@#
Today i almost puked LOL ... two nights in a row i helped my friend because hes not those who can take night duties well ... waa i slept for only 4 hours during the period of 48 hours !!! When i was standing guard at 6 am i really cannot take it ... luckily i got many sweets with me ...
At some point of time when i can get a rest, i even took a quick nap but .... i cannot lie down ... must sit down and sleep !@#!@#!@!@ its an ORDER !!! To hell with that .... i immediately fell asleep lol ... woke up my left side of the body all became numb .... because the flow of blood was blocked !#@!#!@#
So bored and grouchy during duty ... not enought sleep .... i still got 4 more duties to finish before the main group comes and take over ... i miss my weekends ... i've lost track of time T_T ... So sleepy ...
I on duty ... guarding some .... important place ...
Do day shift 12 hours .... night shift also 12 hours ... those dead people roaming around hours .... 10 pm to 10 am !@#!@#!@#!@#
Today i almost puked LOL ... two nights in a row i helped my friend because hes not those who can take night duties well ... waa i slept for only 4 hours during the period of 48 hours !!! When i was standing guard at 6 am i really cannot take it ... luckily i got many sweets with me ...
At some point of time when i can get a rest, i even took a quick nap but .... i cannot lie down ... must sit down and sleep !@#!@#!@!@ its an ORDER !!! To hell with that .... i immediately fell asleep lol ... woke up my left side of the body all became numb .... because the flow of blood was blocked !#@!#!@#
So bored and grouchy during duty ... not enought sleep .... i still got 4 more duties to finish before the main group comes and take over ... i miss my weekends ... i've lost track of time T_T ... So sleepy ...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Body Clock Messed Up~
... 8 pm to 12 noon ... duty ... sleep till 6 ... 8 pm go duty again ...same thing repeats T_T
Now my body clock is so messed up that i couldn't tell if i'm tired or not ...
Just feel so sick~ ... headache ... T_T i try not to nap so much when i come home but its almost 24 hours since i last had a proper rest ... T_T if i sleep now ... i will tune my body to active during silent hours ... >.<
Can't say what i'm doing now but .... its a so call real thing~ even as i am typing now ... people are doing their duty ... ZzzZzzz ZzzzZzzz
Before i forget ... Hao Jie Mei Esther gave me this to try ...
4 cup Japanese rice
4 medium chicken thighs or 2 large chicken breasts
1 onion
2 cups soup stock (dashi)
10 tbsp soy sauce
5 tbsp mirin
5 tbsp sugar
4 eggs
Hope i dun mess this up .... shall try this soon !!!
Now my body clock is so messed up that i couldn't tell if i'm tired or not ...
Just feel so sick~ ... headache ... T_T i try not to nap so much when i come home but its almost 24 hours since i last had a proper rest ... T_T if i sleep now ... i will tune my body to active during silent hours ... >.<
Can't say what i'm doing now but .... its a so call real thing~ even as i am typing now ... people are doing their duty ... ZzzZzzz ZzzzZzzz
Before i forget ... Hao Jie Mei Esther gave me this to try ...
4 cup Japanese rice
4 medium chicken thighs or 2 large chicken breasts
1 onion
2 cups soup stock (dashi)
10 tbsp soy sauce
5 tbsp mirin
5 tbsp sugar
4 eggs
Hope i dun mess this up .... shall try this soon !!!
Sunday, January 06, 2008
What would you do ?
Recently i heard the news about "mc king" died ... i saw him few weeks back at mac donald ...
Today Nigel reminded me about it ... then there was this cute baby sitting near us ... suddenly i thought ... life ~ is it so unpredictable ... so much that we won't know whats going to happen the next moment ? It feels frightening when i had that initial thoughts ... but then again i've no power over it so why should i fear it ... if it comes suddenly then i got no choice ... but the depressing part is , am i able to do what i want to do before i leave this world ? Then again , if a date was told to you that on this very day your life will end ... will your actions change ? Will you do anything thats on your mind ? What will you do ?
What will i do ? ... In fact ... i will probably give one final hug to those whom i know ... i will want to see them one last time ... thats for me ^^
If a date is set for you ...
What will you do from now on ...
Today Nigel reminded me about it ... then there was this cute baby sitting near us ... suddenly i thought ... life ~ is it so unpredictable ... so much that we won't know whats going to happen the next moment ? It feels frightening when i had that initial thoughts ... but then again i've no power over it so why should i fear it ... if it comes suddenly then i got no choice ... but the depressing part is , am i able to do what i want to do before i leave this world ? Then again , if a date was told to you that on this very day your life will end ... will your actions change ? Will you do anything thats on your mind ? What will you do ?
What will i do ? ... In fact ... i will probably give one final hug to those whom i know ... i will want to see them one last time ... thats for me ^^
If a date is set for you ...
What will you do from now on ...
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