Woo ...

Woa ...

Took MRT .... one pretty sweet lady sit in front of me ...

saw me with a big bag .... then we keep hearing cat's mewing sound ....

SHE keep staring at me ... OF COURSE NOT BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO KNOW ME ...

She is either thinking i am keeping a cat on me ... or i'm carrying some shiet stuff ....

Why must be me ~ ... the Curry Man beside me also got big bag .... !*&@^#&*@!^#*

But she very sweet looking ~

The End~

The war has begun~

Excellent~ the exam is coming in 2 weeks time ... 40% up to level only ... HOW ?

MUG MUG MUG ...

I need to mug hard for the post exam celebration :P

Tsk Tsk ...

All study hard ... there won't be any people tarpaoing anything this semester ...

How should i term this ...

Things are what it seems to be ...
There seems to be a veil covering every thoughts and action ...
Somehow everything seems to be beautiful ...
But when i peer deeper into this ... its such a disappointment ...
Why does it have to be like this ...
Was it necessary ... if such intention exists then let it made known ...
Its utterly disappointing ... why bother to put a mask on when that mask can be seen through ...
Its just a facade ...

Disappointing ... really ...

More Old Videos

Lets see ... Heres something ~

Heres a story ...

When i was in the army ... i was the sergent for my detachment of 5 guys ... since we must dig this baseplate position ... there is a man allocated to this job ... but you know its hard to dig when so much load on you ... and when you are thin and strengthless ... its even harder ... so who do the job for my 4th man ... ? Me ~ one of the few who dug for their men first ... when we were doing this proficiency test ... i dig with my guys ... since i can land the hits heavier and harder to the soil ... thats my way of telling them ... i'm no different from you all ... just because of the rank i have ... it doesn't mean i will just let you suffer ... Thats not me ... if i can help you ... i will help you ... if i can't help you ... I STILL try to give what i can ... What i don't wish to go through ... i also don't wish to go through , i too don't wish them to go through ... my men didn't give me problems ... maybe some mischief at times but when its time to be serious ... they are very serious ... they cook magee for me ! ~ thats the nicest thing they do for me ... outfield i run here run there ... so i got no time to cook ... then they will cook for me ~ for that ... i had a pretty enjoyable time when serving my days ...

So why ... is the time outside of army so fake ... ? People just like to shield up and not open their arms to others ... why ? ~ i know of some ... who told me that they will never share willingly ... this is the kind of society we are living in ... some tell me i should just rely and don't bother about others ... wth ? ~

.... .... I had a pretty wonderful night ^^ so~ time to sleep~

When the groupies comes together ... a few missing though

The dudes who are always there

The friends who never left my side ^^ a few missing from this picture because of work and projects .. i'll post the rest when we go out for the make up session ...

Kenny i took your cheese cake away first !

Simone thank you for the cheesecake and the hand written parcel ^^

The sunshine girl as usual ^^ Yiting !



Heres a short clip from a year ago in Cambodia ...

When memory fades ...

Its funny ... i didn't have this problem last semester or any years prior to now ... i keep making careless mistakes ... calculator punch wrongly ... values read off wrongly ... made the wrong payment amounts ... and all these are happening too frequently ... just too frequently to be normal ...

Was it really because i was too careless or was it something else ...

Now i'm only moving forward ...

This ... is it ...

Ok anyway ... That lousy post was deleted ~ I did not pass the quiz >.< But i'll do better for the next one ... period ~

Enough sulking ... so ~ just have to keep going ...

Ding Ding ...

Woa ... Was pretty rush today since the Hydraulic Lab ended a bit later ... Rush to get the TUNA SUB and ... wenhao ... wenhao !~

I look around ... WOA its Joanne and Aisha ... was on the way for my next lecture ... so i had to eat the sub on the way ... but i decided to talk to them for a while ^^ ... Both still look very beautiful as time passes ^^ and they graduating next year :P And i will be making some arrangements for some visiting ! ...

So Crystallography has finally ended with me getting a B+ on average i guess ... thats a rough estimate for the 4 quizzes i took over the past 3 months ... and i'm so glad its over ... my GPA like 3.19 only ... unlike the other peeps ...3.5 and above lol ... I AM TRYING HARD TO GET AS MANY As THIS SEMESTER ... so all these need hard work ... no choice ... no one will study for you ... you control every thing you do and you make sure you are good at it . ^^

Back to work ...

Blink Blink ....

Mizuki Nana - Deep Love

Snow falls in the night sky
We drew close and looked up
The warmth as we held hands
Felt so gentle

Will that promise that should have lasted forever
Vanish into the light blue rift between the clouds?

Just being by your side, that was all I needed
Before I knew it, my dream had grown larger than reality

No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Even if passion dyes the ordinary things
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching

Will the words and time we exchanged alter its shape?
The moon’s tears melted down its white cheeks

“Don’t go, stay a little longer,” I start to say again and again
“We can see each other anytime,” I tell myself again and again

We suddenly began to run
Headed in different directions, we can’t be stopped
The silence tears me apart more than I imagined
If I can be allowed a single wishI want to say, “I’m sorry”

No matter how much I feel for you, you won’t know
I have to say it, I have to start moving
Our secret will remain hidden
And just be forgotten, won’t it?
So…please, come here right now…

Just being by your side, that was all I needed
If we meet again, I wonder if we can share even more laughter

No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Melt me with a body temperature hotter than passion
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching

...........................................................................................................Nice ... and Its just so nice ...

Ding Ding ^^

Yesterday night went out for dinner with Zhiyang and Weiyang ... and we tried our luck with those UFO catcher ... seriously 3 23 yr old guys playing with those machine ... you must be thinking whats on our mind ... and Zy and Me caught something ... :P Weiyang gave up ~ Then they decided to watch "Coming Soon" ... I am very bad with these kinds of movie ... but i know someone who is extremely good at this ... So i got some shock of my life last night ... T_T yes the whole chair shook when i jump >.<

Just cleared 1 tutorials ... and i had still had 4 more to go ... 10% of a formal report left to write ... and revision for exam ... Did i mention that my exams is next month ? ... The pace is WOW amazing ... but I WILL MAKE IT ! No buts ~ so good luck to the rest of the peeps as well ... Then if all things goes well ... I WILL BECOME A YEAR 3 STUDENT ... sounds great huh ... yeah I also hope so too ! ^^

So i'm just waiting for Nigel's return ... and Kenny's return ... When nigel return ... the folks will meet up one time ... a big one i thing ... then i will go into my cave and study ... you probably won't see me blog at all for like 2 months ? Kenny will return during my 3 month holiday ... and woo more outings ... i probably find some crap jobs to kill time and earn a bit of money ... because i will be going back to finish up the 1 month NSF liability ... So EVERYONE in school ... HANG IN THERE ! :P

Just push yourself ... today quite good ... 4 hours do 5 question ... LOL ... yesterday even better 5 hours write a few pages of report only ... its camping in school for me ... i'm more productive in school ... maybe i write too slow ... and my fingers too fat to press calculator in a fast way ... theres this goddess in school who MIGHT just impart me her skills lol ...

She watch horror movie not scared ... seldom got much opinions ... pretty kind ... pretty patient when coaching me stuff ... not afriad that i will sell her ... in fact i won't ... err when you look at her you think she looks like a block of ice ... but no ...~ you will be sooo wrong if you think shes a block of ice ... and her memory is incredible ... she can remember i dun like bitter gourd but i still eat it anyway ... oh ! when she drink water ... her face change colours ! quite sensitive to heat ba i guess ... and SHE BLUSHES ... ... ... ... she probably tsk at me when she read this lol ...

Ok i'm in a rush for time ... need to go grandmother's house ^^ I'll catch you folks in 2 months time alright :P In the meanwhile ...stay happy stay cheerful ... don't let the heat get into you ... drink more water ...

The only time when you truly fail is the time when you give up ...

Reflection ...

I didn't stay back with the folks in school to deal with those remaining online lectures since i had an appointment for my ankle . I was just on time and after i submitted my documents i only had to wait for like 15 minutes and it was my turn to see the doctor . Basically he twist my ankle in various angles to check if my ligaments are back in place and told me that the reason why its still painful is probably due to the damaged done to the muscles . He just caution me to be careful with my activities and allow more time to set in so that the muscles and ligament will heal .

Then i made my way home ...

I always think a lot during the journey back home but i never manage to write down what my thoughts were during those times ... since i just finish listening to the online synchronous tutorial i thought i should just write something here before i go and clear up my work again ...

Have you ever had situations where you stand back and look at yourself and say " what am i doing here ? " "What was all these about " "Were they even necessary? " Its a pretty strange thing .

As for myself , i don't really understand what i'm going through now . Then i look back and look at all the mistakes i've done , pondering about the love that left me ... and it does bring a tinged of sadness to the heart . Then all those " was that necessary ? " " why did that even happen ? " pop into my mind and i would picture that whole "what if" thing again . Call that daydreaming and it might probably fit that category ... probably my reflection time ^^ a reminder to myself i guess .

Was that a reason why sometimes people look back to their past and have those very nostalgic moments ... sometimes i asked, why do people have to go through so much emotional rides in life just so that they truly appreciate what they have ... why can't it be an innate ability ? Was this the only way for people to mature ... was this the only way for us to remember ...

Maybe its the rain ... maybe its the old folks i saw at the hospital that made me wrote this ... Time is escaping through my hand every second every minute ... not looking back at me and say hey " wenhao if you don't hurry and treasure me now , eventually one day i will leave you " Knowing all these ... i still look back at the time that has already left me ... i do look forward to whats coming ahead ... but the looking back thing didn't ceased ... perhaps ... just perhaps i left something back there which i wanted very badly ... ^^ the rain has ceased .. so will this entry ^^

This is purely random thoughts ... so don't go come tag and say wenhao you ok a not ? if i not ok i comfirm call you peeps lol ... alright ... thats all for now ^^ for goodness ! if you do read at least tag "hello" !

Its a sad ending ....

Maybe some of you won't agree with what i want to say about this issue but ... i somehow still want to defend this guy to a certain extend ... at least that his driving force for such action was out of desperation .

You guys should be aware that some shit incident happen in school .. A prof got hurt and a student died . I'm am in no way connected to any of them and what i'm about to say IS JUST PURE REMARKS ... I REPEAT "PURE OPINIONS OF MY OWN" !!! DON'T SUE ME !!! JUST TELL ME TO TAKE DOWN THIS POST BUT MAFIA FLUNY HERE STILLS WANTS TO VOICE HIS THOUGHTS ... NOTHING MALICE !!!

I think he probably is either very sad because of grades or projects and all these drove him into desperation . And i am very sure he realise his mistake after that ... and hes sure that what he has done will stripped him off everything he had work so hard for the past few years. For someone to carry out such choice ... his heart and world must have be terribly shattered into pieces . No amount of comfort or care can bring relieve to him ... depressed ? This incident made me recall something , i once heard over the FM that a guy killed himself over a breakup by jumping down at the ex-girlfriend's house .

I remember my aunt once says ...

Aunt : don't think i don't know , guys sometimes say to the girl when they breakup , "if i die , how would you feel"

Me : just want to know how important they are to them ma ...

Aunt : precisely ! you all love to hear lies !

Me : at least that is a last piece of comforting thing that meant they were important to their exes before ... and sometimes ! girls just take these too seriously .... -_-

Me : IF the guy die ... he is stupid ! because he cannot improve himself anymore ! ... he won't get to love or date anymore ... don't even talk about marriage ... when a person die ... there is NOTHING to be done anymore ... all is gone ... SO why should people be so silly to choose this way out ? ... It may take freaking long years to change ... it may take decades to get hitched again BUT you're alive and YOU'RE doing something !

Aunt : I'm happy you know this !

Me : I'm not that stupid ...

So i say no sane person would want to end their life like this ... Depressed , sad, feeling hopeless and all this negative thoughts can drive sane people to do that . But what made me wonder was ... why no one notice it ? People simply don't bother ? I won't say the fault is entirely his ... because no one is born to hurt others ... no one ... his logical thoughts gave way to his emotions and probably he lost control of himself ... Yes indeed we cannot condone such action and i am not saying it is ok to cause physical harm to others ... What i am saying is before you blame and condem such people and their actions ... pause and ask why do they do it ... every cause has it reasons ... the reasons may not seem plausible to you but to the people at those critical moment ... for example ~ you don't get angry just by standing around , someone has to trigger that "angry" button in you for that to happen ... its sad that he choose that way out ... and very wasted because hes going to graduate soon ... Why, i wonder ? ... and of course its unjust for the professor too .

Rain + Melodies ...

What do you get when you throw me alone at home with + raining heavily + those classicals music ...

You get a reallly soft mafia ... -_- ...

I just poured through my Past year papers for maths and some are pretty tough questions ... tomorrow on i will be camping in school till pretty late ... so i DON'T SLEEP unecessarily ...

I always wake up at 8 .... but i return to sleep after i silence the alarm clock ... I PURPOSELY put extremely far away from my bed so that i will walk a certain distance and it should stop my sleepiness BUT IT FAILED ! .... i drag my self to shower ... AND STILL FAIL ... the only way i can stop it is keep myself away from my room and bed T_T that is to go to school ... luckily today i manage to do some work ... if not i have no idea what will happen to me ...

Seems like my memory is getting very bad ... i keep writing the wrong numbers and my memories are all jumbled up ... maybe not enough practice i guess .

I wonder what got into me this semester ... this is soooo not me ... my focus is totally out !

I think i knew what was going on >.< but how to stop it ! ... Ignore ? Forget ?

I guess i just stay back to study in school ... stay away from my desktop ... stay away from my comfort zone ... i had to do this ... -_- if not ! i comfirm sweep floor next time ...

I'm spending too much time dreaming about unnecessary things ...

23 liao ! still like that ... &*@!^#*&@!#^*& wth ~