I had a . . . dream . . . last night . . . wasn't a nightmare
But its just a normal dream . . . it makes me feel so painful though when i woke up . . .
I've no idea how i should go about saying it . . . its just something i wish i won't have to see with my own eyes . . . though i know deep within me someday it will happen but i just don't wish to see it happening right in front of me . . . i just want to ignore this . . . because it doesn't change any part of my life even if it happens . . . its none of my concern . . . but i know i will be affected by it a lot . . . its definately out of my control . . .
I don't understand why i am still able to feel it now . . . maybe its there for life . . . just . . . don't appear in my head anymore . . . sigh~
Friday, July 28, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Headache . . .
I just bought the U ZAP from OSIM . . . not for myself but for my mother . . . because she mention before that the U ZAP might be good . . . "can try", so today i just buy one back . . . Shixiang say that i never even consider about it and just bought one immediately haha as long as i want to give something i don't really care the price since its for someone important to me . . . hope shes happy . . . Haha but she told me don't waste money on such things anymore . . . then she say maybe I Gallop would be good LOL i can't afford that yet . . . but well shes happy overall and thats all that matter to me . . .
. . . .Terrible Headache this few days . . . maybe i didn't sleep enough . . .
Just recall back that Miss Tai my secondary maths teacher well now married but i too use to addressing her in that manner . . . she would call PROFESSOR AW WEN HAO ! WHERES YOUR HOMEWORK ! , " HOWCOME FAIL AGAIN " . . . ahaha everytime she call me that way i would feel so happy . . . though shes scolding me but her tone wasn't and i like her very much . . . i use to fail my additional mathematics a lot back then and there comes a point she ahs to speak to my mum and she says that i'm very good at comforting myself even when i fail so many times . . . as far as i'm concern shes one of the person i would remember for life because she recognise who i really was and for that i'm very happy . . . though i'm the one who talks a lot and get poor grades she didn't treat me like a bad kid . . .
I love the time back in secondary school then where you can be yourself . . . your true self with those trust worthy classmates . . . ^^
Cong drove me home after work and hes going to Hong Kong tomorrow so pass him 4 Chrome Locks and talk about what he would get for me . . .
Very tired . . . Headache . . . but not going to rest . . . must finish my stuff first . . .
Night all . . .
. . . .Terrible Headache this few days . . . maybe i didn't sleep enough . . .
Just recall back that Miss Tai my secondary maths teacher well now married but i too use to addressing her in that manner . . . she would call PROFESSOR AW WEN HAO ! WHERES YOUR HOMEWORK ! , " HOWCOME FAIL AGAIN " . . . ahaha everytime she call me that way i would feel so happy . . . though shes scolding me but her tone wasn't and i like her very much . . . i use to fail my additional mathematics a lot back then and there comes a point she ahs to speak to my mum and she says that i'm very good at comforting myself even when i fail so many times . . . as far as i'm concern shes one of the person i would remember for life because she recognise who i really was and for that i'm very happy . . . though i'm the one who talks a lot and get poor grades she didn't treat me like a bad kid . . .
I love the time back in secondary school then where you can be yourself . . . your true self with those trust worthy classmates . . . ^^
Cong drove me home after work and hes going to Hong Kong tomorrow so pass him 4 Chrome Locks and talk about what he would get for me . . .
Very tired . . . Headache . . . but not going to rest . . . must finish my stuff first . . .
Night all . . .
Sunday, July 23, 2006
^^ . . . ^^
What should i write today ? . . . Nothing special happen during work . . .
I only spend my time reading and chatting with Shixiang . . . sometimes i'll take a walk around and get us some snacks . . . ^^ Both me and him can sit there without talking for hours and just concentrate reading our books . . . i'm glad hes my partner for most of the time . . .
Oh Joanne visited shixiang today and she still look very vibrant to me , most importantly her radiant smile never fails to brighten up my day ^^ . . .
Kenny is suggesting that we go KL or JB to take a walk . . . probably me , him and lim will be going only . . . i'm not sure about the rest though . . .
I'm so lazy to think of anything to write . . . love ? relationship ? marriage ? infidelity ? flings ? breakups ? meaning of life ? . . . . but nah . . . what the point in talking about such topics . . . experiences differ from people to people so its best to leave such topics out . . . for good . . . experience it yourself what it feels like to be betrayed , loved , hated or anything and sadly only you would understand how it feel . . . but the best part is . . . nobody can take away those happy moments from you . . . isn't it good ? Go out and enjoy ^^
As long as you are happy, anything is fine . . .
I only spend my time reading and chatting with Shixiang . . . sometimes i'll take a walk around and get us some snacks . . . ^^ Both me and him can sit there without talking for hours and just concentrate reading our books . . . i'm glad hes my partner for most of the time . . .
Oh Joanne visited shixiang today and she still look very vibrant to me , most importantly her radiant smile never fails to brighten up my day ^^ . . .
Kenny is suggesting that we go KL or JB to take a walk . . . probably me , him and lim will be going only . . . i'm not sure about the rest though . . .
I'm so lazy to think of anything to write . . . love ? relationship ? marriage ? infidelity ? flings ? breakups ? meaning of life ? . . . . but nah . . . what the point in talking about such topics . . . experiences differ from people to people so its best to leave such topics out . . . for good . . . experience it yourself what it feels like to be betrayed , loved , hated or anything and sadly only you would understand how it feel . . . but the best part is . . . nobody can take away those happy moments from you . . . isn't it good ? Go out and enjoy ^^
As long as you are happy, anything is fine . . .
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Friday, July 14, 2006
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
Pretty right ^^ Very nice Anime which i just finish watching ! ! !
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya , quite confusing if you don't remember all the episode as they are mm . . . mixed up . . . The one on the right is Haruhi Suzumiya ! ! ! and the Left is Mikuru Asahina ^^ . . .
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Thomson . . . Families . . .
This work i'm doing now is . . . mm . . . boring ? in a way because it gets pretty quiet where there is no one . . .
Good PART : I saw "Apple Hong" the 9 pm drama actress . . . hope i get her name right . . . and some other actors and actress . . . and pretty girls ^^ See no touch . . .
The worst part . . . Loving MARRIED couples KEEP APPREARING in front of me . . . Now it really sink me in . . . LOL . . . I'M SINGLE ! GOD !!!!!!! Yes . . . it makes me think of many stuff again . . . T_T
When will my future bride to be appear ? Guess it won't appear if i don't work hard to find her
. . . Maybe i'll bump into her someday . . . But i cannot imagine myself getting married . . . being a father and having to work like mad just to keep my familiy alive . . . i can't see it happening . . .
Mmm . . . Dread having one yet yearn to have one . . . when i have it i didn't know how to take care of it . . . then when its gone i start to think of it . . . wanting it . . . Guess i'll leave it at that . . .
Maybe because recently i keep listening to Li Sheng Jie - Chong Lai . . . To start over again . . .
LoL not possible . . . it never was . . . hated that fact . . . !@#!@#!@ . . .
Guess i still . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ ~ ~
Good PART : I saw "Apple Hong" the 9 pm drama actress . . . hope i get her name right . . . and some other actors and actress . . . and pretty girls ^^ See no touch . . .
The worst part . . . Loving MARRIED couples KEEP APPREARING in front of me . . . Now it really sink me in . . . LOL . . . I'M SINGLE ! GOD !!!!!!! Yes . . . it makes me think of many stuff again . . . T_T
When will my future bride to be appear ? Guess it won't appear if i don't work hard to find her
. . . Maybe i'll bump into her someday . . . But i cannot imagine myself getting married . . . being a father and having to work like mad just to keep my familiy alive . . . i can't see it happening . . .
Mmm . . . Dread having one yet yearn to have one . . . when i have it i didn't know how to take care of it . . . then when its gone i start to think of it . . . wanting it . . . Guess i'll leave it at that . . .
Maybe because recently i keep listening to Li Sheng Jie - Chong Lai . . . To start over again . . .
LoL not possible . . . it never was . . . hated that fact . . . !@#!@#!@ . . .
Guess i still . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ ~ ~
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Selling Books At Thomson Plaza
Past 2 days working at thomson . . . selling books . . . Only a temporary job now cause shixiang and LaiYuan the full time people there so only when Shixiang wants to take a break then i take over . . . YUP Then maybe 21st onward me and shixiang left cause LaiYuan go NS . . . so i work everyday till september . . .
Rest for 9 days then i cut my hair and become monk . . .
^^ Very simple job but pay well . . . get to interact with lots of Parents and Kids . . . the best selling books happens to be the kids section . . .
Today got one little girl trying to get books out of the book cover . . . she is only up to my knee in height . . . and she is extremely bubbly . . . yes i know . . .you guys must be thinking i scare her off right !*&@#^*!&@^#!*&@^#*&!^@ . . . apparently i walk over and squat down beside her teaching her how to take out the books and how to open them . . .
So i ask : MeiMei now you know how to open ?
Her: Nods her head and smile happily ^^
Me : later you put the books back properly ok ?
Her: Nods her head and proceed to another book with a lot of stickers . . .
Another small girl reading some fables . . . so i smile at her . . .
Then she giggle back . . . then i smile again . . . then she giggle again . . . lol . . . Laiyuan say later i make her cry then i will be in deep shit . . . but HAHAHA . . . thats not going to happen . . . kids are easy to bribe . . . last time i bought a lot of lolipops and visit this orphanage . . . and the moment i took them out, all the kids swarm around me . . . ahah and i was very happy to give out my candies to them ^^
I don't like small boys though . . . extremely playful . . .
Sunday shixiang working . . . will only be covering his monday duties so should be having breaks till he inform me . . .
Rest for 9 days then i cut my hair and become monk . . .
^^ Very simple job but pay well . . . get to interact with lots of Parents and Kids . . . the best selling books happens to be the kids section . . .
Today got one little girl trying to get books out of the book cover . . . she is only up to my knee in height . . . and she is extremely bubbly . . . yes i know . . .you guys must be thinking i scare her off right !*&@#^*!&@^#!*&@^#*&!^@ . . . apparently i walk over and squat down beside her teaching her how to take out the books and how to open them . . .
So i ask : MeiMei now you know how to open ?
Her: Nods her head and smile happily ^^
Me : later you put the books back properly ok ?
Her: Nods her head and proceed to another book with a lot of stickers . . .
Another small girl reading some fables . . . so i smile at her . . .
Then she giggle back . . . then i smile again . . . then she giggle again . . . lol . . . Laiyuan say later i make her cry then i will be in deep shit . . . but HAHAHA . . . thats not going to happen . . . kids are easy to bribe . . . last time i bought a lot of lolipops and visit this orphanage . . . and the moment i took them out, all the kids swarm around me . . . ahah and i was very happy to give out my candies to them ^^
I don't like small boys though . . . extremely playful . . .
Sunday shixiang working . . . will only be covering his monday duties so should be having breaks till he inform me . . .
Friday, July 07, 2006
Time is flying . . .
LOL i'm so afriad that i overslept and forget to turn up for Shixiang's job . . . because i'm such a pig you see . . . sleep at 3 am wake up at 3 pm . . . now closing to 2 am and i'm not asleep yet . . . and i have to turn up for work at 9am . . .
But well ^^ i set 3 alarms on my cell so i should wake up . . . unless . . . it rains like today . . .
The job is a bit on and off for now . . . cause i will be rotating with shixiang . . . so if he wants to spend some lovey lovey time with Joanne i will gladly take over his work for that day . . . till the other guy who is going for NS stop working then maybe i become full time till MY turn . . .
I will become a monk at the Shaolin Camp in Tekong this Sep 9 like Esther said , !*&^#!*&@^ i will be enlighten when i go there . . . LoL I'm looking forward what they can do to me . . .
I saw quite a few lecturers today and they were quite surprise why i was still around . . . I suppose thats my last visit to NYP . . . perhaps ^^
I like this phrase taken from "School Rumble's Yakumo"
<Rather than regretting not doing something , just do it and regret later>
Yeah its like if you want to befriend a pretty girl from taiwan who speaks good english just follow this ^^ lol . . . Don't smack me dude . . . but MAN you got to do it ! you will soon become a monk like me too ! so don't waste this opportunity when you have it . . . don't be shy ! ! !
The right "timing" to do certain things are very critical in life's phase . . . like people always say once you miss it theres no second chance , even if there is it isn't the same . . . so grab it when you have it . . .
I ALSO RUNNING OUT OF TIME . . . 74 DAYS LEFT T_T not enough . . .
But well ^^ i set 3 alarms on my cell so i should wake up . . . unless . . . it rains like today . . .
The job is a bit on and off for now . . . cause i will be rotating with shixiang . . . so if he wants to spend some lovey lovey time with Joanne i will gladly take over his work for that day . . . till the other guy who is going for NS stop working then maybe i become full time till MY turn . . .
I will become a monk at the Shaolin Camp in Tekong this Sep 9 like Esther said , !*&^#!*&@^ i will be enlighten when i go there . . . LoL I'm looking forward what they can do to me . . .
I saw quite a few lecturers today and they were quite surprise why i was still around . . . I suppose thats my last visit to NYP . . . perhaps ^^
I like this phrase taken from "School Rumble's Yakumo"
<Rather than regretting not doing something , just do it and regret later>
Yeah its like if you want to befriend a pretty girl from taiwan who speaks good english just follow this ^^ lol . . . Don't smack me dude . . . but MAN you got to do it ! you will soon become a monk like me too ! so don't waste this opportunity when you have it . . . don't be shy ! ! !
The right "timing" to do certain things are very critical in life's phase . . . like people always say once you miss it theres no second chance , even if there is it isn't the same . . . so grab it when you have it . . .
I ALSO RUNNING OUT OF TIME . . . 74 DAYS LEFT T_T not enough . . .
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Something new about Kenny . . .
LOL i know you will read this but i'm serious . . .
I miss out something earlier on . . . until i had my apple i remember just now at NTUC . . .
Kenny : I'm getting some fruits for my parents . . .
Me : Oh ok . . .
So i was telling him about apples while he was looking . . . and telling me about his parents . . . the mother especially . . .
Heres my thought about him . . .
Good friend . . . definately . . . now i'm thinking hes going to be a fillial son . . . not that the rest of you aren't fillial . . . but seldom i get to see that side unless i happen to be in situations like what happen now . . . so ya back to kenny . . . we got some apples already then Kenny said he wants his fruit dish to be more colourful with a variety of fruits . . .
Mm . . . thoughtful . . . hes not being the funny kenny when he says that so i could tell hes serious . . . Kenny can be serious when hes into something . . .
Kenny : I take more notice of my parents now . . . .
Me : I suppose as we age we do notice how they aged too . . .
Inside Me : ( Your parents are lucky to have you )
Ding Ding plus points for you . . .
Mm . . . Great guy . . . He was like saying i'm shopping like an UNCLE !!! lol oh well ^^ i'll try to do something about it . . .
Thats all . . .
Tomorrow must go visit 2nd aunt in hospital . . . she had a surgery to remove something BAD inside the stomach . . . Then i must go school to get my cert . . . Then . . . training . . .
So fast another week going by . . . No time to waste anymore . . .
I miss out something earlier on . . . until i had my apple i remember just now at NTUC . . .
Kenny : I'm getting some fruits for my parents . . .
Me : Oh ok . . .
So i was telling him about apples while he was looking . . . and telling me about his parents . . . the mother especially . . .
Heres my thought about him . . .
Good friend . . . definately . . . now i'm thinking hes going to be a fillial son . . . not that the rest of you aren't fillial . . . but seldom i get to see that side unless i happen to be in situations like what happen now . . . so ya back to kenny . . . we got some apples already then Kenny said he wants his fruit dish to be more colourful with a variety of fruits . . .
Mm . . . thoughtful . . . hes not being the funny kenny when he says that so i could tell hes serious . . . Kenny can be serious when hes into something . . .
Kenny : I take more notice of my parents now . . . .
Me : I suppose as we age we do notice how they aged too . . .
Inside Me : ( Your parents are lucky to have you )
Ding Ding plus points for you . . .
Mm . . . Great guy . . . He was like saying i'm shopping like an UNCLE !!! lol oh well ^^ i'll try to do something about it . . .
Thats all . . .
Tomorrow must go visit 2nd aunt in hospital . . . she had a surgery to remove something BAD inside the stomach . . . Then i must go school to get my cert . . . Then . . . training . . .
So fast another week going by . . . No time to waste anymore . . .
Yawn~
Couldn't sleep last night . . . end up 6 am then i fell asleep . . . because i slept for like 18 hours before i woke up yesterday . . . pretty amaze with myself . . . lol and i got myself a bit of headache . . .
So 9 am the alarm rings . . . Ah must meet kenny at YCK for swimming . . . Was thinking maybe i should continue sleeping but well . . . how can i put him aeroplane ??? Later he sent his dog after me lol . . .
So i never swim in the end . . . only kenny swim . . . i was sleeping in the pool lol . . .
Went to eat . . . KFC~ . . . then ! We go s-11 , Kenny ate roti prata also . . . plus TEH . . . i also drink TEH . . .!#!@#! i ordered wrongly . . . should be TEH OOOOOOO . . . everytime order wrong . . .
Woo and we also went to get his betting tickets . . . he buy France win . . . i tell him PORT will win . . . somehow thats my gut feel . . . he also buy 1 dollar TOTO . . . so i was like telling him . . . soccer lose nevermind . . . TOTO win can liao . . .
I don't feel any luck today so i never buy . . . No luck No Buy . . . Instead i buy newpaper and read . . . Wasted 70cents !@#!@# today news also nothing . . . should have invested in TOTO . . .
Current anime i watching : SCHOOL RUMBLE ! ! ! Comedy ^^ i laugh like mad everytime i watch . . . quite hilarious . . .
So 9 am the alarm rings . . . Ah must meet kenny at YCK for swimming . . . Was thinking maybe i should continue sleeping but well . . . how can i put him aeroplane ??? Later he sent his dog after me lol . . .
So i never swim in the end . . . only kenny swim . . . i was sleeping in the pool lol . . .
Went to eat . . . KFC~ . . . then ! We go s-11 , Kenny ate roti prata also . . . plus TEH . . . i also drink TEH . . .!#!@#! i ordered wrongly . . . should be TEH OOOOOOO . . . everytime order wrong . . .
Woo and we also went to get his betting tickets . . . he buy France win . . . i tell him PORT will win . . . somehow thats my gut feel . . . he also buy 1 dollar TOTO . . . so i was like telling him . . . soccer lose nevermind . . . TOTO win can liao . . .
I don't feel any luck today so i never buy . . . No luck No Buy . . . Instead i buy newpaper and read . . . Wasted 70cents !@#!@# today news also nothing . . . should have invested in TOTO . . .
Current anime i watching : SCHOOL RUMBLE ! ! ! Comedy ^^ i laugh like mad everytime i watch . . . quite hilarious . . .
Monday, July 03, 2006
^^
Think if i continue to eat supper like now . . . running is pointless lol . . .
3.30am now . . .cleared another anime ^^ nice but not going to post any screenshots of that . . .
. . . was at grandmother house earlier on as usual ^^ cousin drove me to pack supper as usual
Haha . . . this time went to get take aways from thomson road prata house . . . guess you guys have been there already . . .
So nothing much actually . . . Oh i watch superman on saturday with the dudes . . . NOT so bad as i think . . . could be better . . . then talk with them till 4 am before walking home -_- its tough when you got no driving lisence and car . . .
Ahah . . . so am i working? No . . . i'm not going to work . . . i enjoy what i'm doing now because once i enter the army phase, i won't have the luxury of having time pass by idly while i look at the sky and enjoying the breeze . . . its a time to relax relax and relax . . . relax my mind relax everything . . .
Think i wasted quite a lot of time back then to think about useless things lol . . .
And . . . Yes think i repeated a lot of times . . . people keep forgetting that sep 9th i will be enlisted . . . yes yes ^^
2 months . . . think its too fast . . . SLOW DOWN ! T_T No anime No dinner with the dudes . . . No supper with cousin . . . no having jap food with esther and sherri . . . no walking around with kenny . . . so many things i have to stop . . . time its not enough for me . . . time for bed . . .
Night folks . .
3.30am now . . .cleared another anime ^^ nice but not going to post any screenshots of that . . .
. . . was at grandmother house earlier on as usual ^^ cousin drove me to pack supper as usual
Haha . . . this time went to get take aways from thomson road prata house . . . guess you guys have been there already . . .
So nothing much actually . . . Oh i watch superman on saturday with the dudes . . . NOT so bad as i think . . . could be better . . . then talk with them till 4 am before walking home -_- its tough when you got no driving lisence and car . . .
Ahah . . . so am i working? No . . . i'm not going to work . . . i enjoy what i'm doing now because once i enter the army phase, i won't have the luxury of having time pass by idly while i look at the sky and enjoying the breeze . . . its a time to relax relax and relax . . . relax my mind relax everything . . .
Think i wasted quite a lot of time back then to think about useless things lol . . .
And . . . Yes think i repeated a lot of times . . . people keep forgetting that sep 9th i will be enlisted . . . yes yes ^^
2 months . . . think its too fast . . . SLOW DOWN ! T_T No anime No dinner with the dudes . . . No supper with cousin . . . no having jap food with esther and sherri . . . no walking around with kenny . . . so many things i have to stop . . . time its not enough for me . . . time for bed . . .
Night folks . .
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