I'M HOME AGAIN ! ! !
So for the past 6 days in Camp what have i been doing ?
It was quite bad actually for me . . . .
Because i was assigned to the last bed of the bunk there was basically no fan over me . . . hot ! ! !
Then ! ! ! One guy got bitten by mosquito and ended up in Hospital because of dengue fever . . . SO we were told to put on MOSQUITO NETTING . . . its warm enough for me already but with the net it got worst . . . i was sweating like !#@!#@# . . . first night i slept for like 5 hours ? but as the day pass by the weather got warmer and for 2 days i slept for like 4-6 hours ? Compare to those doing guard duties i got lesser sleep than them . . . then i use a battery operated mini fan and finally i was able to sleep better . . . i was pretty lucky because i got the mini fan from a lecture session LOL . . . anyway that issue is still going to be around until the higher ups give the order not to put on mosquito net . . . well for now i just have to bear with it . . . ENDURE ! ! ! !
Did i get punished ? YES LOL because i was the secion in charge and MY bunk wasn't clean enough so i got punished by doing push up . . . there was once i did 100 -200 push up in a day . . . 20 for not switching off the fans . . . 20 for not clearing arms in a proper manner and .. . . .. . ect
I'm the arms assistant as well . . . .arghhh those holding appointments are held responsible should anything go wrong . . . and the punishment for them is like a lot more . . . no push up ! but WEEK END GUARD DUTIES !!! WHICH MEANS NO BOOKING OUT ! ! ! EQUALS CONFINEMENT ! ! ! One guy from my section got punished because he did submit his report and he got q weekend guard duty . . .
Guard duties is done like this : 2 hours - Prowling 4 hours - Rest
Repeat this for like 4-5 cycles ? about 24 hours in total . . .
Imagine the weekend got burned off for things like that . . .
Assuming this guy got Saturday guard duty it would mean that he can only leave camp on sunday morning and probably reach main land like say 1 pm , then at 7.15pm which is normally our book in time he has to report back as well . . . .6 hours for him ONLY . . . I hope i don't have to do weekend guard duties . . . please~~~~ . . . .
Training tough ? I must say i'm adapting well to their physical training well . In fact i like their physical training best . . . especially Ability Group Run where you run in groups for like 20 - 30 minutes non stop . . . the feeling is WOW . . . very nice ! ! ! very fufilling . . .
"The only easy time is yesterday . . . because its over"
"Smile and let go of those unhappiness "
"Time doesn't stop so we must keep moving on no matter how tough it gets . . . it only make us better"
Got to go ladies and gentlemen . . . i'll see you folks around and stay positive ^^
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
Army ?
Hey ! ! ! i'm back from 14 days confinement ! ! !
I fell real sick ! ! ! on my last 2 days before the confinement period was over but i'm glad i wasn't send home ^^ so i get to stay with those bunk mates of mine . . .
Training can be tough at times . . . and its definately good for us . . .
How did i got sick ? . . . someone pass it on to me . . . i got high fever and LOL i force my self to do the speed training where we sprint around the tracks for 5 times at intervals of 30 seconds with 60 seconds walk . . . then my buddy call me to report sick as the training in the afternoon was combat training which is even more taxing on the body . . . and ended up i had to report sick . . . i don't like to be left out of training actually . . . i wanted in . . .
Being in the army taught me a lot of things . . . though it may be a short 2 weeks . . . but i know theres more to come . . . at the very least i started to take notice of even the smallest thing around me . . .
Did i cry the first night ? Ahaha honestly i almost did . . . when i called my Mum i was OH MY GOD ! ! ! very emotional . . . its tough the first few days . . . couldn't get to sleep . . . i was sleeping in the corner which gets pretty warm at times . . .
Food . . . . u get chicken everyday . . . i got so sick of eating chicken everyday . . . didn't ate anything yesterday lol ! ! ! because no matter what i eat i throw up which was caused by the fever actually . . .
I though i would not be able to pull through the 14 days . . . but i did . . . i want to do as many pull ups as possible to get silver in IPPT ! ! !
Most importantly the guys in army will learn one thing . . . that is to take care of themselves and learn how to care for one another . . . i'm not sure weather they will bring this new formed value with them after they ORD . . . but for me i know i will . . .
I fell real sick ! ! ! on my last 2 days before the confinement period was over but i'm glad i wasn't send home ^^ so i get to stay with those bunk mates of mine . . .
Training can be tough at times . . . and its definately good for us . . .
How did i got sick ? . . . someone pass it on to me . . . i got high fever and LOL i force my self to do the speed training where we sprint around the tracks for 5 times at intervals of 30 seconds with 60 seconds walk . . . then my buddy call me to report sick as the training in the afternoon was combat training which is even more taxing on the body . . . and ended up i had to report sick . . . i don't like to be left out of training actually . . . i wanted in . . .
Being in the army taught me a lot of things . . . though it may be a short 2 weeks . . . but i know theres more to come . . . at the very least i started to take notice of even the smallest thing around me . . .
Did i cry the first night ? Ahaha honestly i almost did . . . when i called my Mum i was OH MY GOD ! ! ! very emotional . . . its tough the first few days . . . couldn't get to sleep . . . i was sleeping in the corner which gets pretty warm at times . . .
Food . . . . u get chicken everyday . . . i got so sick of eating chicken everyday . . . didn't ate anything yesterday lol ! ! ! because no matter what i eat i throw up which was caused by the fever actually . . .
I though i would not be able to pull through the 14 days . . . but i did . . . i want to do as many pull ups as possible to get silver in IPPT ! ! !
Most importantly the guys in army will learn one thing . . . that is to take care of themselves and learn how to care for one another . . . i'm not sure weather they will bring this new formed value with them after they ORD . . . but for me i know i will . . .
Friday, September 08, 2006
You . . .
Go army le . . .
Finally my turn . . .
Nothing much to say . . .
I kept thinking what Felicia told me today . . . are you going to call her ?
I want to yet . . . i'm afriad to do so . . . I know i miss your voice , your everything . . .
I'm dying to hear you speak to me yet i just don't wish to put myself through all those felings again . . .
I just miss you a lot . . . you probably won't believe how much i love you . . . and i would probably deny everything if you ask me . . . but here i won't deny it . . .
Jerelyn . . . I'm missing you all this while . . . holding back all my feelings for you . . . i don't dare to express them to you . . . it would probably irritate you or scare you away . . . i just left them as it is since then . . . maybe its not possible anymore . . . but i still hold on to that little hope that one day things might change . . . most importantly take care alright ^^
See You Folks around
Finally my turn . . .
Nothing much to say . . .
I kept thinking what Felicia told me today . . . are you going to call her ?
I want to yet . . . i'm afriad to do so . . . I know i miss your voice , your everything . . .
I'm dying to hear you speak to me yet i just don't wish to put myself through all those felings again . . .
I just miss you a lot . . . you probably won't believe how much i love you . . . and i would probably deny everything if you ask me . . . but here i won't deny it . . .
Jerelyn . . . I'm missing you all this while . . . holding back all my feelings for you . . . i don't dare to express them to you . . . it would probably irritate you or scare you away . . . i just left them as it is since then . . . maybe its not possible anymore . . . but i still hold on to that little hope that one day things might change . . . most importantly take care alright ^^
See You Folks around
Hey Hey
Oh boy . . . been hearing alot about how tough university life is . . .
I can't say much when i don't know how tough it really is to study chemistry as such a deep level or even higher level of engineering principles . . . i really had no clue . . . i only saw Shanyu's lab sheet and i must say it requires a lot of understanding and hardwork . . . the chemicals they use are alien to me . . . even Ryan told me how tough environmental engineering is . . . but i know you folks can cope with it ^^ all the best . . . really . . . take it slow and don't beat up yourselves so much ok . . . there is always a way to everything . . . Yijie stay cheerful ! ! !
Soon i will be going to Tekong for honeymoon . . . after which i will end up like you guys too ^^ from physical torture to mental torture . . . ahah
Even with all the hard things coming at you . . . you folks must stay happy ^^ . . . all the best.
I can't say much when i don't know how tough it really is to study chemistry as such a deep level or even higher level of engineering principles . . . i really had no clue . . . i only saw Shanyu's lab sheet and i must say it requires a lot of understanding and hardwork . . . the chemicals they use are alien to me . . . even Ryan told me how tough environmental engineering is . . . but i know you folks can cope with it ^^ all the best . . . really . . . take it slow and don't beat up yourselves so much ok . . . there is always a way to everything . . . Yijie stay cheerful ! ! !
Soon i will be going to Tekong for honeymoon . . . after which i will end up like you guys too ^^ from physical torture to mental torture . . . ahah
Even with all the hard things coming at you . . . you folks must stay happy ^^ . . . all the best.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
^^ Short Entry
Met up with Ah Ning today ^^ to have lunch ! ! ! at PS . . . so both me and her had no idea what to eat and we both don't really like Cafe Cartel so we end up trying the Market Fish Restaurant . . . seriously its quite similar to Fish & Co except the Calamari part . . . their calamari is mmm . . . a bit salty and comes in huge quantiy but small in size . . .
After which we walk around and she got her Mum a packet of dried Cranberries . . . so the lady gave me a handful to try and its pretty good . . . guess i'll be getting it the next time . . . i like cranberry and white grape juice ^^ NICE ! Full of vitamins and its VERY VERY NICE . . . make sure you try it . . . after which we continue to walk and our last stop is at her bus stop ^^After seeing her off . . . i pass by Tiffany & Co . . . was so tempted to go in and get a cuff ring lol but i gave up the idea ^^ . . . Maybe i get a pendent from there some other time ^^ their design are cool . . . i would get their bracelet and necklace for my girl for sure . . . but no girl now LOL . . . maybe get them as a gift for some very special friends ^^
Oh my . . . its TV time ^^ I shall make one last post tomorrow before i get enlisted ^^
After which we walk around and she got her Mum a packet of dried Cranberries . . . so the lady gave me a handful to try and its pretty good . . . guess i'll be getting it the next time . . . i like cranberry and white grape juice ^^ NICE ! Full of vitamins and its VERY VERY NICE . . . make sure you try it . . . after which we continue to walk and our last stop is at her bus stop ^^After seeing her off . . . i pass by Tiffany & Co . . . was so tempted to go in and get a cuff ring lol but i gave up the idea ^^ . . . Maybe i get a pendent from there some other time ^^ their design are cool . . . i would get their bracelet and necklace for my girl for sure . . . but no girl now LOL . . . maybe get them as a gift for some very special friends ^^
Oh my . . . its TV time ^^ I shall make one last post tomorrow before i get enlisted ^^
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Some more days to enjoy
When ever i have those relationship genre conversation with people . . . some would tell me why they had not met their current love ones so that they don't have to go through those heartbreaking seasons with their exes . . . i say current love beacause i cannot say its forever . . . it may be forever to one party or both party but anything can happen ^^ yes accept this cruel fact . . . i read before that love will fade in 1-2 years time . . . the feeling of closeness and warmth will last that long because of " body chemistry " even shixiang agrees with me . . . go read up if you don't believe . . . i'm not going to say anything on how to have long lasting love or forever and ever stuff . . .
Err where was i . . . yes , so i don't really agree with " if only i had met him earlier " you say THIS because your situation is happy now . . . what if things took a turn and went downwards ? Love blinds and everyone knows that but when in love they lose their sane self , honestly thats not the thing which is going to keep u together for the next 50 years . . . its something else . . .
Probably those who said that never took into account the " lessons " the past relationship had taught them . . . you don't really grow if you don't accept that fact that what you have today was also cause by what happen back then . . . maybe the past relationship taught you not to be so picky with certain issues or to show more appreciation with simple care . . .
I once told a lady that the 3 words work wonders ( long enough for you to tackle the real issues ) when using it to assure the guys when they are feeling insecure about the relationship . . . She doesn't believe it and she text this 3 words plus some of her own feelings in . . . it worked .
I'm not suggesting that you use it everytime ! You use it to ease his/her anxiety THEN YOU and HIM/HER must MAKE sure to tackle the real issues which lead to the insecurities in this relationship . . . simple to understand yet it take quite some time to really get all the things work out . . .
I told Felicia . . . " Sadness comes before Happiness "
Would you know how Happiness taste like if you never taste Sadness ? Don't tell me you know bcause i probably would tell you that you are bull shitting . . . i am sure somewhere in your life something has brought you down and then something good happens down the path which enables you to feel happier . . . you won't feel happy if you don't feel sadness . . . life is simple , so simple that even i myself tend to think of it as hard. . . what for i make myself so miserable right ^^ ? Just embrace everything that comes your way . . .
Err where was i . . . yes , so i don't really agree with " if only i had met him earlier " you say THIS because your situation is happy now . . . what if things took a turn and went downwards ? Love blinds and everyone knows that but when in love they lose their sane self , honestly thats not the thing which is going to keep u together for the next 50 years . . . its something else . . .
Probably those who said that never took into account the " lessons " the past relationship had taught them . . . you don't really grow if you don't accept that fact that what you have today was also cause by what happen back then . . . maybe the past relationship taught you not to be so picky with certain issues or to show more appreciation with simple care . . .
I once told a lady that the 3 words work wonders ( long enough for you to tackle the real issues ) when using it to assure the guys when they are feeling insecure about the relationship . . . She doesn't believe it and she text this 3 words plus some of her own feelings in . . . it worked .
I'm not suggesting that you use it everytime ! You use it to ease his/her anxiety THEN YOU and HIM/HER must MAKE sure to tackle the real issues which lead to the insecurities in this relationship . . . simple to understand yet it take quite some time to really get all the things work out . . .
I told Felicia . . . " Sadness comes before Happiness "
Would you know how Happiness taste like if you never taste Sadness ? Don't tell me you know bcause i probably would tell you that you are bull shitting . . . i am sure somewhere in your life something has brought you down and then something good happens down the path which enables you to feel happier . . . you won't feel happy if you don't feel sadness . . . life is simple , so simple that even i myself tend to think of it as hard. . . what for i make myself so miserable right ^^ ? Just embrace everything that comes your way . . .
Sunday, September 03, 2006
^^ . . .
You held my hand before . . . when i came to look at you once more . . . i felt so painful for you . . . i sat beside you . . . so you could take a closer look at me . . . you may have forgotten me but i know you remember my touch . . . you carried me when i was an infant . . . you doted on me when i was young . . . i remembered . . . i never forget any of it . . . i couldn't sit beside you so long . . . you know why ? because i know i will cry . . . i know i shouldn't . . . i can't hold your hand for too long because it really hurts me a lot to see you like that . . . i just don't wish to shed tears in front of you . . . please keep up the good job now . . . i'll visit you when i'm out of camp . . . i had wanted to hug you . . . but i'm afriad it will cause you more pain . . . be well . . .
So well . . .
Like my new hair cut ? Cool huh . . . going in this saturday . . . tons of things to pack up . . . tons of people to meet up . . . i'm not forgotten . . . and i did not forget any of you . . . ^^
I was at my grandparent's house earlier on , so i was speaking to some of my little cousins who don't really do well in their studies . . . well i know i'm not that smart to start lecturing them but anyway who cares ! so i began my lectures about LIFE ! i have not been through a lot of things which others have been through but i share with those little cousins what i myself understood about LIFE . . .
We live once . . .
We don't have time to regret . . .
We can be sad but we must move on . . .
We can remember sad things or hurtful memories but still we must believe tomorrow is going to be better
If your girlfriend leave you . . . start thinking what you can change for the better . . . ( i'm still doing that )
You can continue to love your ex but don't expect the same from her/him . . .
Know what you are doing . . . and treasure people . . . ( how to achieve that ? ) ^^
Have lots of compassion . . . be kind . . .
( For myself ) Continuing to think of her . . . ~
Obviously i did not speak of those to them ! ! ! it would probably be too hard for them to understand . . . well i hope they will have their own experience and find out what really LIFE means . . . for me the major part would be feelings . . .
So well . . .
Like my new hair cut ? Cool huh . . . going in this saturday . . . tons of things to pack up . . . tons of people to meet up . . . i'm not forgotten . . . and i did not forget any of you . . . ^^
I was at my grandparent's house earlier on , so i was speaking to some of my little cousins who don't really do well in their studies . . . well i know i'm not that smart to start lecturing them but anyway who cares ! so i began my lectures about LIFE ! i have not been through a lot of things which others have been through but i share with those little cousins what i myself understood about LIFE . . .
We live once . . .
We don't have time to regret . . .
We can be sad but we must move on . . .
We can remember sad things or hurtful memories but still we must believe tomorrow is going to be better
If your girlfriend leave you . . . start thinking what you can change for the better . . . ( i'm still doing that )
You can continue to love your ex but don't expect the same from her/him . . .
Know what you are doing . . . and treasure people . . . ( how to achieve that ? ) ^^
Have lots of compassion . . . be kind . . .
( For myself ) Continuing to think of her . . . ~
Obviously i did not speak of those to them ! ! ! it would probably be too hard for them to understand . . . well i hope they will have their own experience and find out what really LIFE means . . . for me the major part would be feelings . . .
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