Those having exams ~ HANG IN THERE ! and STUDY HARD !
I stay in school till 11pm everynight ! reach home 00.30 am ! ~ i still read till 2.30 am ~
So if you think its hard and want to give up ! DON'T ! Just do it ! your effort will be paid off !
I know those in NTU now some of you have difficulties in completing your work and finding time to even start revision ! I ALSO ! BUT i just shrugged those worries off and push on !
Just use your time to think about your work and don't let your worries bother you ... your best solution to all these is continue to revise your work and make sure you put all your effort in ... i got tons of stuff i've yet to know ! and exam is like in 2 weeks ? LOL but NO TIME FOR WORRIES ! so go on ! give it your best shot ~ life is finite ! don't waste it on worrying !
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
? ? ?
F = MA
Continuity Equation = Q in = Q out
Momentum Equation => F net = M in - M out
Laminar Flow Re < 2100
Turbulent Flow Re > 2100
The list goes on ...~ thats like a chapter in one of my fluid mechanics course only >.<>.< if i add up all the hours i study in this semester ... its more than the time i use in 3 years poly ~ and after my paper ~ i comfirm post a picture of how high my notes and tutorials can stack up~ ... you would be amazed~
Continuity Equation = Q in = Q out
Momentum Equation => F net = M in - M out
Laminar Flow Re < 2100
Turbulent Flow Re > 2100
The list goes on ...~ thats like a chapter in one of my fluid mechanics course only >.<>.< if i add up all the hours i study in this semester ... its more than the time i use in 3 years poly ~ and after my paper ~ i comfirm post a picture of how high my notes and tutorials can stack up~ ... you would be amazed~
Monday, October 27, 2008
I want a change ...(edited)
Studying has become an addiction. Never mind if i don't do well in quizzess or exams though the feeling sucks, but for me its only going to last a while and i will get over it. Because deep down i've already did my best and if its not sufficient to get what i want. I just have to do even better. I enjoy the studying process now and i love it.
I may not know a damm thing but if i am willing to take a step forward and ask questions to clarify my doubts, at the end of the day i will learn something. I've been studying late into the night with friends and also finishing my work together with them. Its a new begining for me as i used to be someone who study alone. Knowing that i had to make changes or i risk not having what i want . I decided to get out of my usual routine to give it a shot. Its not the final grades that matter. I just don't want to sit for a paper and write nothing . I will write something ... it may not be right sometimes but as long as i understand what i am writing , i am confident i will not get zero. I want to finish this degree ... honours or no honours ...~ never mind ~ Its the process of getting it that makes the whole journey worth while.
I tell myself that no matter what happens i must be able to accept failure. I am lucky to have a comfortable life without having to go through what those less fortunate people has to , but because of this i am always weaker when it comes to certain issues . I feel that those who went through the tough part in life are the ones who are able to pick themselves up and emerge stronger
Until we fall ... we won't know how strong and how capable we are ... how a person become stronger has somewhat link with the amount of failure he/she had went through. Failure isn't there to stop you , it is there to teach you a lesson which you must be able to accept and make the correct changes. It is a reminder that we are not perfect as humans and we must not give up in trying to reach what we want.
Sometimes i also feel sad becuase i did badly ... but then ^^ i have limited time on earth so ... i can choose to pity myself over it or do something about it ... so i choose to do something about it ^^ . So why complain ? when you can do something about it ... and why complain when you can't do anything about it ? Just shrugged it off :P
http://download.srv.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/ check this link out about "The Last Lecture"
I find it very good ... and it IS very good ... Its about computer science professor Randy Pausch at Carnegie Mellon University delivering a last lecture called “Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams.” And if you want to know why its titled as'The Last Lecture" .. go check out ^^ you won't be disappointed ^^
I may not know a damm thing but if i am willing to take a step forward and ask questions to clarify my doubts, at the end of the day i will learn something. I've been studying late into the night with friends and also finishing my work together with them. Its a new begining for me as i used to be someone who study alone. Knowing that i had to make changes or i risk not having what i want . I decided to get out of my usual routine to give it a shot. Its not the final grades that matter. I just don't want to sit for a paper and write nothing . I will write something ... it may not be right sometimes but as long as i understand what i am writing , i am confident i will not get zero. I want to finish this degree ... honours or no honours ...~ never mind ~ Its the process of getting it that makes the whole journey worth while.
I tell myself that no matter what happens i must be able to accept failure. I am lucky to have a comfortable life without having to go through what those less fortunate people has to , but because of this i am always weaker when it comes to certain issues . I feel that those who went through the tough part in life are the ones who are able to pick themselves up and emerge stronger
Until we fall ... we won't know how strong and how capable we are ... how a person become stronger has somewhat link with the amount of failure he/she had went through. Failure isn't there to stop you , it is there to teach you a lesson which you must be able to accept and make the correct changes. It is a reminder that we are not perfect as humans and we must not give up in trying to reach what we want.
Sometimes i also feel sad becuase i did badly ... but then ^^ i have limited time on earth so ... i can choose to pity myself over it or do something about it ... so i choose to do something about it ^^ . So why complain ? when you can do something about it ... and why complain when you can't do anything about it ? Just shrugged it off :P
http://download.srv.cs.cmu.edu/~pausch/ check this link out about "The Last Lecture"
I find it very good ... and it IS very good ... Its about computer science professor Randy Pausch at Carnegie Mellon University delivering a last lecture called “Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams.” And if you want to know why its titled as'The Last Lecture" .. go check out ^^ you won't be disappointed ^^
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Speechless
Stats quiz ... 2 question ... first Q i think i only got like 60% right ... should be ablet o get the whole thing correct one ! but TMD careless ...~ multiply wrong formula ...
2nd question ... stun ... totally don't know how to do ... ~ study like shit ... quiz like that ... but its ok ... i'm happy that i put in effort ... thats all i want to say to myself ... i did my best ... for this paper ... i just learn from this mistake ... and move on ^^
2nd question ... stun ... totally don't know how to do ... ~ study like shit ... quiz like that ... but its ok ... i'm happy that i put in effort ... thats all i want to say to myself ... i did my best ... for this paper ... i just learn from this mistake ... and move on ^^
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Holy Cow ... Mugging can be addictive ..~
Holy cow ... today Prof went through the quiz questions ... i did a tabulation of the question i got correct ... its close to 10/20 or maybe 9/20 or 11/20 but thats a very good news for me already ... the fact that i got so stressed out i forgot to write my name on the paper ... and i can only comfirm 4 question i can do ... getting that mark was a good thing ... the mean grades for this quiz was 9-11 ... and 1 guy score perfect ...a handful got 16 and above .. so i belong to the average group ... consider safe ... so but i can't be bothered with that now ... i have been mugging for tomorrow quiz for the past 2 nights ... my time in school stretched from 9 am to 10 pm ... woot ... same for today and i'm going to continue till 3 am ... otherwise i cannot finish everything ... hell~
Examination preperation had begun ... 3 more weeks to paper ... NOT ENOUGH TIME BUT ... i will make time !!! for the time i fail is the time i stop trying ...
Examination preperation had begun ... 3 more weeks to paper ... NOT ENOUGH TIME BUT ... i will make time !!! for the time i fail is the time i stop trying ...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Woa~ Thank you
I was feeling like shit yesterday ... woke up in the middle of the night ... only to realise i forgot to write my name and matric number on my test paper before i submitted it ... immediately i wrote an E-mail to my Prof ...~ citing the reasons and apologising ... today went to school to find him and phew ... set my mind at ease ...
^^ Never mind for the chem quiz ... this thursday i got Stats ... ~ so ya~ studying for it like never before ...
Weiliang gave me lots of motivation when he told me of stories he heard and his own life experiences ...
A friend of his : Whats 99 x 0 equals to ?
Him : Zero
A friend of his : Whats 99 x 1 equals to ?
Him : 99
If you do nothing ( zero ) no matter how many chances ( 99 ) i can present to you ,you will still end up with nothing ...
It brings back to one of the things which i mention before ... where you are today is what you did back then ... so where i will be in the next few years time will be the results of what i do now ... the past the present and the future has but a very fine thread of existence inbetween . I can say honestly ... i am very motiviated again thanks to him ...
If you have the time to feel sad ... it means your situation isn't very bad ... go do something about it ...
^^ Never mind for the chem quiz ... this thursday i got Stats ... ~ so ya~ studying for it like never before ...
Weiliang gave me lots of motivation when he told me of stories he heard and his own life experiences ...
A friend of his : Whats 99 x 0 equals to ?
Him : Zero
A friend of his : Whats 99 x 1 equals to ?
Him : 99
If you do nothing ( zero ) no matter how many chances ( 99 ) i can present to you ,you will still end up with nothing ...
It brings back to one of the things which i mention before ... where you are today is what you did back then ... so where i will be in the next few years time will be the results of what i do now ... the past the present and the future has but a very fine thread of existence inbetween . I can say honestly ... i am very motiviated again thanks to him ...
If you have the time to feel sad ... it means your situation isn't very bad ... go do something about it ...
Monday, October 20, 2008
>..<
GOD ! ~just when i feel that i did not bad for technical communication ... i flunk my chemistry like WOA ...
Not feeling sad but rather ... can i really finish this ... semester ... I KNOW ! don't think just study ... ~ learn from mistakes ... really feel like go back finish my NSF liability which is like 1 month then i go become fireman .... SONG BO~ i really got that sudden surge ...
>.< today i gave my presentation i and i think not bad ! manage to get everybody's attention and made them laugh a bit ... so the whole thing won't be so boring . They tell me i can go sell stuff ... just like back then in poly ... the lecturer also commented that i would make a good salesperson ... holy~ now i really don't know what i'm good at ... i just want a normal job la~ normal salary ... normal life ... so that should one day i get a girlfriend ... i can ask " would you marry me ", she won't think twice before answering me because of my income ... ~ i don't feel confident if i don't land a proper job .... i don't feel confident of making her happy ... reality is reality ... bread and butter issuses is one thing i don't want it to end up on the list of worries ... in fact ! i don't want to have any worries ... i just want simple life la !!! so hard ma~ ... whats with the degree ... WHY WHY WHY ... no degree means not capable ma ? we all know its not true ... but why like that ... i'm doing what i can ~ i really am ... still it did not end up the way i hope it would ... so whats in store for me ... i wish to know ...
Not feeling sad but rather ... can i really finish this ... semester ... I KNOW ! don't think just study ... ~ learn from mistakes ... really feel like go back finish my NSF liability which is like 1 month then i go become fireman .... SONG BO~ i really got that sudden surge ...
>.< today i gave my presentation i and i think not bad ! manage to get everybody's attention and made them laugh a bit ... so the whole thing won't be so boring . They tell me i can go sell stuff ... just like back then in poly ... the lecturer also commented that i would make a good salesperson ... holy~ now i really don't know what i'm good at ... i just want a normal job la~ normal salary ... normal life ... so that should one day i get a girlfriend ... i can ask " would you marry me ", she won't think twice before answering me because of my income ... ~ i don't feel confident if i don't land a proper job .... i don't feel confident of making her happy ... reality is reality ... bread and butter issuses is one thing i don't want it to end up on the list of worries ... in fact ! i don't want to have any worries ... i just want simple life la !!! so hard ma~ ... whats with the degree ... WHY WHY WHY ... no degree means not capable ma ? we all know its not true ... but why like that ... i'm doing what i can ~ i really am ... still it did not end up the way i hope it would ... so whats in store for me ... i wish to know ...
What is this ...
Seriously i think i'm very stupid ...~
20 chemistry question i can only comfirm i got 4 correct ... i am so disappointed ... i thought i was fully prepared .. but ... 20 MCQ i cannot even do ...
I wonder whats really at the end of of this semester for me ...
Its so tough to continue ...
20 chemistry question i can only comfirm i got 4 correct ... i am so disappointed ... i thought i was fully prepared .. but ... 20 MCQ i cannot even do ...
I wonder whats really at the end of of this semester for me ...
Its so tough to continue ...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Video and PIctures
The job market now very bad so Nigel no choice ... must work as an excavator operator ... 
Simone also out of job at the moment T_T
OEI NIGEL WHAT YOU DOING !
Cool design for a garden right ^^
Fun ^^ It was a very fun day ^^ For more information please visit Simone's blog ... if you're not invited to read her blog then sorry >.< :P More events coming up so ! ! ! i think i should start looking for a better camera !
TADA
Southern Ridges walk ... 9 km ... i uploaded some photos so take a look ^^ more will be coming !
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Woot
Today quiz's was screwed up ... maybe i got it like 60% right only >.< but i like this professor very much ... the way he teach is much better than sitting through 3 hours of lecture ... in short he summarised 3 chapters worth of materials in 20 minutes ... but his quiz would also required us to finish it with lightining speed ... Ladies and Gentlemen ! you have 5 minutes to finish this ... Question flashed ... ~ my heart pumped like its going to jump out ... i raced though my thoughts to start finding the solution ... 10 seconds and my hand start moving ... but i'm still shivering with a bit of fear ... my hand keeps shaking T_T and i told myself to calm down and i started to calculate ... LOL but i made one careless mistake in subtracting a value so my diagram was off for a region ... i wasn't sad ... because i know my level of understanding is there !! just that too careless so with that i know what i have to look out for in exam ... ^^ the quiz holds about 10% for the final grade but its alright ^^
Thats all for school ...
I was planning to get a new camera ... to snap photos of new friends in school and also to capture my good old friends happiest moments ^^ i have this wish ... that when i grow old one day i will still be able to show them all these photos ... in fact ... i have those developed photos with me ... Pictures with Yiting ... Puiyee ... Edmund .... Chalet times ... when Nigel and Allan hair was very long ... Moments like these are hard to keep in our head ... so i want to take them down ! make an album if i can ! and one day when its so full ... i can show it to them ... ^^ woot ~
If i grow old ... i want to sit on a rocking chair and tell stories ... of all my friends .. to my grandchildren ... for they are precious people in my life ^^
Thats all for school ...
I was planning to get a new camera ... to snap photos of new friends in school and also to capture my good old friends happiest moments ^^ i have this wish ... that when i grow old one day i will still be able to show them all these photos ... in fact ... i have those developed photos with me ... Pictures with Yiting ... Puiyee ... Edmund .... Chalet times ... when Nigel and Allan hair was very long ... Moments like these are hard to keep in our head ... so i want to take them down ! make an album if i can ! and one day when its so full ... i can show it to them ... ^^ woot ~
If i grow old ... i want to sit on a rocking chair and tell stories ... of all my friends .. to my grandchildren ... for they are precious people in my life ^^
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I still love this ...
I wonder if i am silly to wait for time to pass,always hoping that even if i'm not your first love but i will someday be your last. That night when i held you was the last ever miracle to me. Without you i am like a caged bird waiting for my next love to come and set me free.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
>.<
Pretty normal day for me ... did not manage to drive more stuff into my brain this weekend again ... somehow i'm wondering what am i doing sometimes ... do i really know my work ? some i force myself to memorize ... There are quiz almost every week ... and really ... i don't know whats the outcome ... i'm prepared to spend the next few weeks in school ... till 9.30 pm unless i have reports to do at home ... had to cut myself away from all the temptation at home ... everything ... feel so pressured to pass ... ya perhaps i really am under a lot of stress ... still have so much i've yet to know ... or really understand ...
I often escape away from all these by enjoying myself ... paying visits to grandma house ... hanging out with the groupies ... this saturday i think we going for the 9km walk i guess ...
Today ... lol i went to find grandma~ just because i want to feel safer ... i'm just feeling so scared ... its hard to describe my fear here ... i went and i tell her .. i'm so afriad i fail ... while sitting there she just tell me ... study hard and you won't fail ... go have your dinner ~ usual smile usual warmth ...
Though we don't talk much ... but she took care of me for years .... she took care of me and my sister in place of my working parents since young ... i must say ... she dote on me a lot ... what she has given me ... its a lot which i cannot return ... shes just there ... holding my hand to cross the road ... making sure our meals are taken care of ... taking us for walks ... not much of words between us ... just plenty of smiles ... plenty of holding each other hands ... now she has aged more ... when we visit temples together with my cousin ... either him or me will make sure we hold her hand ... for she has been holding ours for a long long time ... its the least we can do for her ... to let her know that we are always around ... and that we know since then she has always been there for us ... ^^ i just have to believe her and do my best ... not thinking of other thing else ... hang in there ... bite burn eat all the books if i have to ... i'll just give it a shot ...
I often escape away from all these by enjoying myself ... paying visits to grandma house ... hanging out with the groupies ... this saturday i think we going for the 9km walk i guess ...
Today ... lol i went to find grandma~ just because i want to feel safer ... i'm just feeling so scared ... its hard to describe my fear here ... i went and i tell her .. i'm so afriad i fail ... while sitting there she just tell me ... study hard and you won't fail ... go have your dinner ~ usual smile usual warmth ...
Though we don't talk much ... but she took care of me for years .... she took care of me and my sister in place of my working parents since young ... i must say ... she dote on me a lot ... what she has given me ... its a lot which i cannot return ... shes just there ... holding my hand to cross the road ... making sure our meals are taken care of ... taking us for walks ... not much of words between us ... just plenty of smiles ... plenty of holding each other hands ... now she has aged more ... when we visit temples together with my cousin ... either him or me will make sure we hold her hand ... for she has been holding ours for a long long time ... its the least we can do for her ... to let her know that we are always around ... and that we know since then she has always been there for us ... ^^ i just have to believe her and do my best ... not thinking of other thing else ... hang in there ... bite burn eat all the books if i have to ... i'll just give it a shot ...
Friday, October 10, 2008
... Friday Night
Commitment ... Passion ... Intimacy
Factors that are crucial for Successful Marriage or Relationship ~
Agreee ? Don't Agree ?
I got that from a book which i got recently which talks about marriage ... must upgrade myself to understand marriage issues ... so i can help provide a listening ear to those married ^^
All 3 are equally important ... and i think commitment is ONE big factor ...
Factors that are crucial for Successful Marriage or Relationship ~
Agreee ? Don't Agree ?
I got that from a book which i got recently which talks about marriage ... must upgrade myself to understand marriage issues ... so i can help provide a listening ear to those married ^^
All 3 are equally important ... and i think commitment is ONE big factor ...
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
What hearts ? what coach ?
LOL sorry i'm dumb when it comes to those branded stuff ... because i got no fashion sense ... and i have the typical LoanShark wear on me all the time ... pouch and berms and anyhow T-shirts ...
Because its comfty ! I can run and move around in the most comfortable manner ... i believe brands are like ... for people with that particular charm to bring out the brand ... if your attitude like fiak ... no matter what you wear or carry ... you will still be a fiak ... for example like me ... i wear what also look like loanshark ... i got no choice ... but if your attitude good ... you wear what or carry what normal bag people will also love you ... if not ! you better dump your branded stuff because it will be branded as fakes ~ ...
Lets touch on some issues that might be close to your heart ... ever wonder how you rank in your friend's heart ? I seriously don't know for my case ... but i know ! if i am physically around them and anybody try to pick a fight with them ... i will join in and beat the shit out of the troublemaker ... but i also make sure they start first so i can defend myself when police come lol ... if i cannot be bothered with you ... i will still help you ... but i just shout for police ... LOL if police never come ... i must say sorry to you ... ~ Ok enough with that ...
I also not very sure on this segment of friends stuff ... because i've heard of so called best friends backstabbing each other ... so i cannot make judgement on this ... i might have to go and poll in school and ask around first .... until i reach a conclusion ... think about it ...
Because its comfty ! I can run and move around in the most comfortable manner ... i believe brands are like ... for people with that particular charm to bring out the brand ... if your attitude like fiak ... no matter what you wear or carry ... you will still be a fiak ... for example like me ... i wear what also look like loanshark ... i got no choice ... but if your attitude good ... you wear what or carry what normal bag people will also love you ... if not ! you better dump your branded stuff because it will be branded as fakes ~ ...
Lets touch on some issues that might be close to your heart ... ever wonder how you rank in your friend's heart ? I seriously don't know for my case ... but i know ! if i am physically around them and anybody try to pick a fight with them ... i will join in and beat the shit out of the troublemaker ... but i also make sure they start first so i can defend myself when police come lol ... if i cannot be bothered with you ... i will still help you ... but i just shout for police ... LOL if police never come ... i must say sorry to you ... ~ Ok enough with that ...
I also not very sure on this segment of friends stuff ... because i've heard of so called best friends backstabbing each other ... so i cannot make judgement on this ... i might have to go and poll in school and ask around first .... until i reach a conclusion ... think about it ...
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Woot
Simone's blog is very intresting ~ but sorry not all gets to read it ... MAYBE i should lock my blog also but this depressive blog about life in school not worth locking up ...
School is going to end in a month time and its EXAM ... well i'm preparing myself to start doing past year paper and SERIOUSLY i am feeling so scared everyday that i will fail the exams ... i know ! i must have confidence ! but still scared ~ i'm not afriad of the jungle the darkness ... but i am scared of exams . Simply cannot overcome it ... i just had to remind myself everytime its going to be ok and the folks all "see me up" ( got confidence in me ) ...
So ~ Giving myself a break first before i lock myself in the room till 9 pm ... ... and seriously i learn quite a lot from the 3 ladies whom i and Nigel hang out with till 6 am in the morning ... now i know WHAT WORDS CAN'T BE USED in certain situation ! But i also explain the underlying meaning of certain words which weren't what it seems to be ... Its the Mars Vs Venus thing ~ ... but i accept their reasoning and it will really help in the future ! ^^ Woot~
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School is going to end in a month time and its EXAM ... well i'm preparing myself to start doing past year paper and SERIOUSLY i am feeling so scared everyday that i will fail the exams ... i know ! i must have confidence ! but still scared ~ i'm not afriad of the jungle the darkness ... but i am scared of exams . Simply cannot overcome it ... i just had to remind myself everytime its going to be ok and the folks all "see me up" ( got confidence in me ) ...
So ~ Giving myself a break first before i lock myself in the room till 9 pm ... ... and seriously i learn quite a lot from the 3 ladies whom i and Nigel hang out with till 6 am in the morning ... now i know WHAT WORDS CAN'T BE USED in certain situation ! But i also explain the underlying meaning of certain words which weren't what it seems to be ... Its the Mars Vs Venus thing ~ ... but i accept their reasoning and it will really help in the future ! ^^ Woot~
For more information please join us for Coffee Talks ~ Please contact Nigel if you wish to participate ... participation fee is Free but please bring your own cash for what ever stuff you might be having ...
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