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I often see people say the more failure you encounter the better you become in dealing with future encounters . What if all your encounters were doomed to fail ? Will you still be optimistic about your future ?

I supposed that sometimes we say such things, the main purpose is to pacify our troubled minds. Otherwise how do we continue moving on right ? But then again , if shits happen more than you can take i doubt it will be sufficient .

Sometimes my mind wanders off and then i start thinking ... why are certain people so oblivious to others feelings . Do you encounter such people in your daily life ? Don't you feel like giving them the shit they are doing to you ? I do feel like giving them a piece of my mind but i doubt they can take it ... and its probably not beneficial for me to do that ... If i was 8-10 years younger i might throw a chair at them ^^ . Will be turning 24 in like less than 6 months ... looking back at the time i throw the chair at Daniel and the me now ... woa still look as fierce but no more fire -_- sometimes its rather pointless to get mad at something when you have no control over it ... just walk away ... just keep quiet ... just think about other things ^^

But then again ... why are certain people so oblivious to others ?? Don't they have feelings ? Probably they have yet to experience shit ... Perhaps down the road they will understand one day ... I suppose this is part of growing up ... part and parcel of life ~

Goodbye my beloved Grandma~

She passed away last Saturday ... a few hours before we could all celebrate my nephew's 1 month old. She had lived her life to the fullest without regrets . Despite the pain she was going through ,her last moment was a peaceful painless one ... everyone was beside her .

Today she was cremated and i'm feeling a bit empty ... its hard for me to accept the fact that my Sundays would be different from now on. Its hard in everyway ... but all i can say is if she was around, she will always tell me " Its alright ... nevermind about it ^^ "

I don't need sympathy from anyone, because its unlikely anyone will have the same feelings as what i am feeling now ... I'm not trying to be mean here, but i think you all should know it that unless you are the one going through the actual situation, its almost impossible to share the same feeling as the person ... All i am asking is ... don't ask me about it and don't tell me to take care ... i don't think its necessary ... everyone is being kind and i know that ... the reason why i never tell many people is because i just want to go through this quietly ... its nothing glamarous , its nothing much to brag about ...

So peeps out there , thank you for showing your concern ... ^^ i know you peeps care but its enough ... let me come to terms with it myself ... ^^ only i know whats best for myself ^^ .

Have a nice weekend people ... and don't tag my board for this entry .

Still the same ^^

Sharon got married just recently .... ^^ Grats Grats :P 09092009 Check out the facebook if you aren't aware .

So who is going to be next in line ^^

Mm... whats going on lately for me ... its still the same old mugging every single day . Except i take a break once a while to sleep longer to watch movies with the peeps or qianying ... other than that ... it will be books books and more books ... can't seem to get anything right at this moment ... i guess its pretty normal since this is my 3rd semester in school ...

Haven seen some of the folks for a while already ... just a bit more and its holiday ^^ 8 more weeks to go and exam will begin ^^