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^^ . . . i cleared another anime Uta~Kata ( Bubble ) yesterday . . . Thats Ichika with her "Mirror Costume"( Right ) Yup crying ^^ watch it and you know why . . . and (Left) " Flame Costume "

Mm . . . light hearted anime and quite special . . . the main lead of this anime has 12 different costume throughout the 12 episode . . . ^^ Nice . . . The OP and ED sounds good too ^^ still downloading the OST . . .

Interview . . .

Later must go job interview . . . work as cashier for a minimart ahah . . . aunt ask me go and try cause she told the boss i going down . . .

Oh well lets see how things go . . .

Should i get the job . . . maybe i will work for 2 months . . . then take the last week of my holiday off . . . then i must reschedule all my activities to day time . . . If i don't get it ^^ i'll stick to what i'm doing now . . . still as good ^^

Next week maybe going to eat ^^ so more pictures coming up . . .

2 more months to go ! ! ! Cousin will be sending me off instead of my parents . . . because they not free ^^ but its better . . . later they cry i also don't feel so good right ^^they say going to army changes a person . . . probably . . . some say positive some say no changes but well its different for every individual . . .

Mmm . . . Why ?

Sometimes when things become so destructive its good to let go . . .

Weren't my words true ? It came true isn't it . . . but you made a choice yourself . . .

Then i said you have to be responsible for it . . .

I thought it was fine finally . . . i thought you learn . . . but i have been telling you for years . . .

Its not healthy for you and her in the long run . . . can sense the grudge you hold aganist her . . .

You're not learning . . . after so many years . . . When its time to let go you cry out loud and then you begin the journey of healing . . . that should be the way . . .

I can feel that kind of pain you are feeling now . . . i've been there, done that . . . i even relive that pain over and over in my mind for months . . . locking myself in the past thinking i was the most pitiful person on earth . . . i was so full of self-pity that i didn't see the pain i was bringing to others . . . those around you would feel sad . . . then one day i really really got so sick of this that i decided to stop looking back . . . i rather use this time to think of how i can improve on what i lack of and be nice to people . . . it would be hard for you to see this fact but i really do hope you will see it one day . . . stay positive and be hopeful of tomorrow . . . it will definately brighten even your most darkest hour . . .

Back . . .

Met up with Ah Cong just now . . . we drove to Yishun Chomp Pang to get Lottery Tickets . . . heard that outlet very lucky . . . a lot of winning entries are from there . . .

Then we went to Yishun North point area to eat chicken rice . . . must agree with him that the chicken rice taste very good . . . firstly the rice smells very nice and not oily at all . . . compared to other areas where their rice are either too oily or too dry this one is perfectly ok . . . they don't serve roasted chicken there though . . . 2 person $11 ++ we ordered half a chicken so its pretty ok for that price . . .

Well if you wish to try it be sure to be there early . . . they would probably be closed when dinner time starts . . .

Yishun also got another place which has pretty good Nasi Lemak . . . Esther took me there before but i forgot how to go there . . . Economical and Good . . . i think it was featured on one of the local food variety shows . . . Not bad also

So ah cong send me home before meeting HuiYi at expo and off they go to Bedok 88 to eat the Minced Meat Noodle . . . pretty popular . . . Ah it sure brings back memories , i remember when Jerelyn took me there last time to try the food there . . . i must say its the first time i've been there and its good . . . lots of things to eat there but that time they forgot to serve us our stingray . . .

Thats another nice place for food . . .

Going to meet kenny later . . . Don't know what i'm going to eat again . . . ^^

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Mayauru the fairy lost her memories and was living alone on a hill in the forest. By chance , a lone girl went there and they became friends. Although the girl called many other others along and they all became friends . . . because Mayauru wasn't human, she aged more slowly.

The children grew bigger and bigger . . . eventually they forgot about Mayauru. In the end the only one remaining who remember her was the girl she met first . . .

But that girl became adult and she could no longer carry on playing with Mayauru

Even so that girl could not completely forget about Mayauru and she return to her once again.

And then Mayauru gave the sad looking girl a present "Words of Farewell"

Up until then, Humans didn't know parting words . . . Mayauru was a fairy of farewells and she forgot about that . . . thats why she only had goodbyes for her.

Knowing the words of farewell that girl was able to become the kindest person in the world

Haruka : That is the book of our meeting . . .


That was a short dialogue from Haruka to the male lead in Kimi Ga Nozumu Eien . . .

Nice ^^ A proper farewell wihout tears . . . farewells cannot come with tears . . . it must go with a smile . . . you can shed tears all you want after that . . .

Ok got to go out . . . byee~

AH ! Sharon~ . . .  

Me and Aisha ! Again ! 

ME and Aisha ! 

So this is the setting for the graduation ceremony ! 

Eternity . . . Best Friends

Found a job . . . but decided to turn it down . . . though i'm quite in need of money for outings but i just don't feel like working such short hours . . . 6.50/hr work from 5-9pm promoting beer . . . Ya a guy promting beer . . . i don't drink beer . . . i drink milk . . . beer stinks . . . and i don't see whats so nice about beer . . . makes you feel bloated easily . . . tried that before . . . and the manner i got employed makes me feel rather insecure . . . no interview no nothing . . . all i have to do is attend a briefing and off i would be sent to work . . . funny . . . but well i don't like to be such an irresponsible person so i decided to call the lady up and tell her i'm rejecting her offer . . .

So . . . lately there has been lots of talks about best friends . . . understanding each other and many many more . . .

Do you have a best friend ? . . . Whats a best friend ? Must they have certain qualities ? Must they understand you better compared to the rest of your friends ?

Me : I don't consider myself to have a bestfriend . . .
I have good friends . . . those whom i can talk to are my good friends . . . you would surely ask if i had any special ones among those good friends . . . then perhaps Esther or My cousin would be the special one but i won't use the term "best friend" . . . guess i would only use it on the one who would end up with me till the end of time . . . but how would i know right ^^

So those who understand you well . . . are they your bestfriend ? Maybe ? Maybe not . . . Perhaps the person who dislike you most can understand you better . . .

Well . . . i'm not sure but i guess there is this special someone other than your GF/BF in each and everyone of you . . .

Thats the end of "Best Friend" . . . .

"YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND ME" sounds familiar ?
I'm sorry if i had said it to you . . . because i shouldn't have said that . . .

I can't expect you to know what i'm thinking every second every minute everytime of the day . . . its a selfish act of mine . . .

I feel that only myself can understand myself best . . . and it would be unfair to say it to anyone
so why should i blame anyone for things they might not know . . . its wrong thing to do and its definately hurtful to that person when they are trying their best to listen or talk to you . . . then again its a painful fact . . .

Polar Bear ? 

Some very old pictures 

Taking a long break is bad . . .

4 mths . . . thats how long i have been slacking around . . . it wasn't so bad during the first 3 months where i had driving lessons to pick up . . .

God ! Now . . . i'm so free . . . Singapore mm . . . not many places to visit also . . . almost been to every corner already . . . If only i'm in class now . . . I want to go back to school ~~~

Tried find work . . . but once the guy interviewing me knew i was 20 . . . they would ask NS soon right ! There goes the job . . . T_T I don't mind the pay at all . . . just want to learn things . . . To stop learning is !@#!@#!@# . . . i feel like wasting my time around . . . like a piece of trash . . . I don't know how some of my friends can do nothing for years and they enjoy it . . . taking a break is great but too long a break is bad . . . Guess i'll endure another 2 months more then i will enter army . . . maybe i'll go overseas with cousin if i can get a few folks to go along . . .

Sleep . . . everyday i sleep for 13 hours . . . maybe more but i don't know anymore, time seems to lost its importance to me yet sometime i'm so afriad to lose it . . yes its contradicting . . . sometimes i forget what day is toady but luckily i wear my watch always to remind myself . . .

Maybe years after i will look back at this entry and laugh . . . which i usually do with my old old entries . . . sometimes i type very childish things . . . things which doesn't make sense at all but still i do it . . . maybe at that time i'm just too emotional . . . Oh well . . . I'm thinking too much . . .

Dreaming. . . .

Mindy. . . . i dream of her . . . a crush i had in primary school . . . ya that was like 10 years ago . . .

I still remember her . . . sometimes i saw her while taking bus home when i was still schooling in NYP . . . Not much changes . . . long hair . . . fair and tall . . . back then there was a lot of competition for her . . . her class guys , my class guys and even some of my friends took fancy of her . . . i'm not sure how many got her number but i definately was the one who call her frequently . . . still could remember how childish i was . . . some stupid jokes . . . -_- i doubt they were jokes . . . i got into fights with a friend because of her . . . back then she stay a few blocks away from me so i would go to her block and stay at the playground to look at her . . . she stay on the 3rd storey and yes she would be standing there looking from her window . . . sometimes she would drop little notes down and i would pick it up . . . because once my friend tried to take it from me to read out loud ! i went and fought with him . . . well ^^ i pinned him down and luckily i did not lay my fist on him . . . just got too angry with him . . . so he finally return it to me . . .

So what was the dream about ? ^^ its warm and comforting . . . it has been a while since i felt this way . . . so real that i wish i don't wish to be awaken . . .

mindy . . .

How ?

LOL 3 post in one day . . . really got too much time to spare . . .

When the person you took granted for . . . disappear from your side , a big hole is created within you . . . I'm thinking . . . is it possible for us not to feel so sad when that person leaves ?

When the one you cared for the most suddenly leave your side is it really because you took them for granted ? . . . . . . Or was it that deep within you , you made a wish for them to be with you for eternity . . . yes for eternity . . .

How to prevent ourself from taking someone for granted ? Assuming we never took them for granted does that mean the loss will be less hurtful ? Does that mean we won't feel sad ? I suppose no one wish to be labelled as someone who took others for granted . . . because i feel that no one is "really" doing that . . . so this guy was told by someone he loves deeply that he took her for granted thats why she left him . . . so , that very day his world came crashing down . He feel terrible . . . he misses her . . . he wish time could change but nothing can be change for the fact is she left him already . . . they call this "Regret" . . .

I think its funny . . . in the first place why should he feel sad or even misses her when it was told he took her for granted ?

Was it Love ? Too dependent on her ? Lonely ? Scared ? Guilt ?

Since she doesn't mean a thing to him why SHOULD he feel all this , he took her for granted . . .

My opinion . . . No one would take another for granted . . . its just that when people got together with someone they love . . . they wished they would be with them forever . . . somehow they got too comfortable without realising that its not going to happen . . . then when the time comes for them to part . . . they felt their heart being sucked into a dark cold place , no matter how much tears they shed and how remorse they felt things would never be the same . . . yes its sad but its sad because they love that someone . . . friends , families , spouse , pets . . . anything . . .

Maybe people should banned the phrase " Took me for granted " because it seems to me this would never occur . . . as far as i believe . . . everyone has a certain values to others . . .

Don't you think so ?

How sad . . .

Just completed watching another Anime : Kima Ga Nozumu Eien

Story : Takayuki Narumi was befriend by Mitsuki Hayase for her best friend Mitsuki's sake , Haruka Suzumiya had a crush on him; however since then. Since then Takayuki's best friend Shinji Taira too started to feel for Mitsuki Hayase. Then one day, Haruka confesses to Takayuki her love for him. Not wanting to hurt her feelings, Takayuki agrees to go out with her. After a dates, their relationship gets intimate, But suddenly, tragedy strikes Haruka and things started to change for the 4 of them . . .

^^ Excellent Anime ^^ 9/10

Very mm . . . heart wrenching . . . THIS IS A MUST WATCH ANIME . . . Ouch . . . but the anime is properly sum up ^^ . . .

Oh well

Not going to get new phone liao . . . since 3 more mths i going army so i just use the old phone of my sis . . . or maybe i go get some cheapo phone before i get into army . . . T_T . . . anyway my contact number remains unchange . . . but i cancel that previous sim card liao . . . ^^ hope tomorrow i win 4D haha . . .

I like that phone very much . . . but oh well got to accept the fact that its lost . . . ^^ just get a new one and put more photos in . . .

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Yeah my Handphone and all my Cash was -_- stolen while i was at the YCK stadium running . . .

Don't call 92970433 anymore . . . getting a new number tomorrow . . . argh ! getting a same model again . . . my N6230 . . .

FUCK IT . . . MY PHOTOS . . . ARGH FUCK IT . . . ALL GONE ! ALL GONE !

I'm so careless . . . i should have carried it with me . . . its not about the money its not . . . if the thief would just answer my call . . . i would pay him twice the amount he sell at second hand shop . . . theres just too much inside . . . too much of my memories . . .

i hope that fucker get knock down by car this moment . . . sigh . . . if only i had pay attention to it . . . oh well nevermind . . . take it as a lesson . . . If i ever know who that fucker is . . . i'm going to break his limb . . . yes i make sure i tear his arm out so he can never NEVER NEVER STEAL AGAIN . . . . God i'm so pissed off now . . .

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Eh just watched "The Omen" i would rate it . . . 1/5

but for the title i would rate it 5/5 . . .

The movie lacks a lot of thing . . . really not up to my expectation . . . i think my own imagination would even be better than that . . . i cannot even think of what to write about the movie . . .

Err to summarise . . . Wife give birth , husband told she had difficulties when giving birth , upon reaching hospital he was told child dead . . . some one suggested to him to tell a lie and hand him a newborn . . . so this newborn is the "bad" one . . . .

Couple raise kid , kid kill both of them . . . father tried to kill him before he become more evil ! but father kenna shot by SWAT ( coz he tooopit go bang his own gates down with a LEXUS ! den kenna his own bodyguards chase thinking some moron was inside that lexus ) . . . and Evil Kid i think kenna adopted by President , so i think hes going to be more evil. . . The End

If you want to watch it . . . by all means, but in my opinion i really feel its not really that great . . .

Even my most boring anime titles is MUCH MUCH better than that . . . . ok thats it

End of our Trip . . . 

Changi Beach .. . . 

Zhiyang lookin at something . .  

On the Ferry . .  

So hot . . . .  

Going back to Singapore  

At Changi Beach 

Stunned at the slope ahead 

Mosquito bitting us 

Jungle Path . . .  

Err I don't know where i am . . .  

Thats Ernest in the suit haha 

Thats Allan in the suit . . . 

Raffles Terrace ^^ 

The Gothic Gate . . .  

R.O.M Everyone will get a chance to be here ^^ 

The excavation site of err "wall" 

Look whose the boss here