Sunday, November 26, 2006


Can u locate me ? LOL  Posted by Picasa

Waiting for you . . .

Waiting for you to come to my dream . . .

Waiting for you to return . . .

I'm waiting for you . . .

10 more days and i'm out of BMT ! ! ! POP ^^

Hope my company can win the drills competition so we can do fancy drills during POP . . .

So whats next ? ? ? . . .

Got 3 path that is open and i have no idea where they will put me . . .

Man ? School of Infantry Specialist ? Officer Cadet School ?

Most likely i don't get to do 8-5 job~ where i get to go home everyday . . .

Saturday, November 18, 2006

No more MarksMan . . . T_T

SIGH . . .

I thought i could get marksman dring my live range but the night shoot is very bad for me . . . T_T

Out of 32 shots for live range . . . to obtain marksman you need to score 28/32 . . .

Day shoot 16 + Night Shoot 16 . . . . I got 13 for day shoot . . . and T_T i don't even know how many did i hit during the night . . . even my buddy who is one of the best shooter fails to get it in the night . . . he miss 2 shots during the day . . . i miss 3 shots . . . T_T

But nevermind ! ! ! we pass the live range test . . .

Good News ^^ I clear my IPPT . . . Almost got silver . . . but i'm short of one chin up . . .

Come to the army and you can be sure to run under 10 mins for 2.4km if you put in your effort.

Next week . . . Live Grenade Test . . . wahahah i'm afriad of that . . . Graduating soon from BMT

It was tough , dirty , painful and even mind taxing at times but overall BMT is fun up till now . . . though theres much to complain about . . . there is much to be happy about too because as long as you have the right people around you who keep pushing you and cheer you on . . . nothing is impossible . . . we always laugh it off when we get punished lol . . .

Now preparing for graduating parade . . . and SOC course . . .

Till then . . .

Sunday, November 12, 2006


I told her to pose a shot ^^ Posted by Picasa

TaDa Me and Esther at err Bistro for breakfast . . .  Posted by Picasa

Limerence . . .

^^ Limerence . . . search for the meaning of this word . . .

mm . . . people would change over time won't they ? i guess we all do change over time . . . sometimes we do it for ourself sometimes for other reasons but ultimately we change because we allow ourselves to change . . . do you think someone else can really force you to change into another person ? do you think its possible ?

Life is filled with decisions . . . and allowing ourself to change as we grow is part of life's greatest decision . . . my point here is very clear . . . we change because we want to . . . not because we were influenced. . . i believed that everyone has their own stand and their own perception on how their life is going to be . . . ultimately we are the one who calls the shot . ^^

"If everything is moving forward why hold back and cut loose everything . . . ?"

I finished reading a book titled " For One More Day " by Mitch Albom . . .

It creates a big feeling when you read this book . . . How big ? VERY BIG

Very touching ?

Heres one sentence from the book . . . which i like a lot . . .

"When you look at your mother , you are looking at the purest love you will ever know"

True huh ? ^^ Go get the book and start reading ^^ its not a very lengthy book , i finish reading it in less than half a day . . . nice ^^

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Nice View

During the night of Sit Test i was lying on the ground sheet looking up into the sky . . . everynight even in camp i would do this . . . the sky is so clear and full of stars . . . the feeling is very soothing . . .

The reclaim land has a very nice view of Singapore . . . nice ^^

The Sun sets . . . . Sun Rise . . . i've seen all . . . i can't really describe it fully to you guys . . . its better for you to see it for yourself ^^

Back from SIT Test

^^

Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !

Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .

Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .

My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~

The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T

The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .

Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .

Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +

+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .

LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!

Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol

Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .

Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .

Back from SIT Test

^^

Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !

Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .

Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .

My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~

The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T

The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .

Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .

Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +

+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .

LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!

Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol

Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .

Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .

Back from SIT Test

^^

Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !

Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .

Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .

My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~

The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T

The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .

Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .

Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +

+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .

LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!

Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol

Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .

Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .