Busy in camp ? Most big events are ending so ! ! ! Next big thing is next April . . . and then comes ORD LOH ! ! ! I know i'm miles away still but if i keep moving forward ( not that i've got a choice )it will come one day ^^ Just be more patient . . .
U know~ we're all growing up right~ and sometimes we worry about things . . . like not having a good job . . . am i able to support a family . . . would i get a degree . . . would i be able to live a life like now . . . I've talk to many and somehow i feel . . . is it necessary to worry so much about all this ?
Worrying about the future because you want to have a better life is good . . . it will make you want to do better . . . but sometimes humans don't just stop worrying . . . it gets deeper and deeper . . . where does it end ? People start to feel demoralise and afriad that their future is "doomed" . . . affecting their drive at the present . . .
People ! Do you know ~ i also worry about all this . . . but then i choose not to brood over all this so much . . . i can only say that i will do my very best at what i am doing . . . thats all i can do , theres nothing i can do about whats going to happen in the future . . . after all you won't know whats going to happen anyway.
Don't let it affect you . . . my "boss" say my bed going to collapse because i slack around too much . . . he said it after reprimanding us for not assisting each other . . . it was meant to cheer up everyone by using me as a joke but it does hit me . . . sort of saying i'm lazy and not doing anything . . . deep down it kind of hurt because i trained the men to the best i can and i do what i have to do first before i lie on bed and start to read . . . feeling shitty because i took it the wrong way, i decided to go around spreading this to my men lol ! I made a joke out of it and everyone come make more funny shit remarks ~ there ^^ you got another livelier day . . . everyone laughs at it and its another pleasant day . . .
Sometimes when i look at my family members . . . i feel that i'm not as hardworking as them . . . it feels like a let down . . . so i keep telling myself i must do what i can to keep things positive and don't sink into those bad thoughts which can cripple even the most capable person on earth . . .
Everyone is capable of something . . . you may not be good with this but you can be good in another areas . . . don't be sad about it . . . focus on your good points and eventually you will shine ^^ . No one is lousy . . . no one . . .
I have men who can't perform better than others but i make sure he can be at his best when hes executing that task . . . then i would give him that big grin and say " SEE ! ! ! YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT , IF YOU CANNOT THEN I MAKE YOU DO 10 MORE TIMES " They will go " Sgt Sgt . . . i comfirm can ! " I once competed with all of them digging holes in the field . . . because of my mm . . LoanShark built , i'm definately a better digger than them . . . BUT i tell them they can do it if they put their mind to it . . . though they don't achieve the same result as me . . . they achieve the best they could ^^ i still applaud them for taking up my challange . . . for i know its not right to void their effort just because of their end result . . .
Enough said . . . i must go do some other things ^^ btw i made creamy mushroom pasta with HAM . . . wahahahaha ! ! ! ! Excellent la~ ^^Next time i try making lasagne WOOT !
LIFE IS GOOD . . . EVERY MOMENT . . . EVERY BIT OF IT . . . ITS GOOD ! ! !
So what are you wishing for yiting ^^
I think we're short of a few people here but never mind , say CHEESE ! ! !
READY ~GO ~~~ I keep losing this game LOL~
Oh and heres mmm . . . . Shuning~>.< ^^
Look at our one and only Ck~ . . . . Attached with Jasmine ^^ They make a great couple~
