Its so different

I went for the orientation with Jerry and i saw some familiar faces . Some from camps and some from polys. I didn't manage to talk to many people there as there weren't much interactions. The whole day was a welcoming session for us freshmen and also many experience sharing from the Drs and Profs . Its a totally different experience. The way notes were uploaded online and many learning materials has to be obtained by ourself personally really tells me something. This is different . Different from poly days where i have to go and collect notes on behalf of the class . In a way there isn't much changes with regards to that as it only means i have to be more pro active , more persistent and devoted to this phase of my life. Jerry and the Groupies asked me if i'm going to use this time to find my dream girl. I couldn't ... and i know this isn't the right time . Its obvious since i already priortise what i want , that is able to do well and get the degree .

How did i arrived with this ? I just feel sad for mum and dad having to work such long hours just to put me and sis through all this schools . When i told both of them that i was accepted to do this discipline they were very happy for me . They were happy for me and i don't wish to see them feel sad .

But i too had my fears of not being able to cope . When i glance through the lecture materials and tutorials , i was begining to see stars >.< then i realise i have to make sure i know them well or risk being removed which is not the outcome i want .

The night before QET i did not slept well . I was tossing around worried what would happen if i flunk it >.< but well i think i should be able to make it after sitting through it . I didn't experience sleepless night when i was serving my days during NS . Its a worry free environment .

But oh well since its back to school ... I just have two words for myself .... Persistence and Devotion ...

I may not be smart but i will be as devoted as i can to my studies ^^ and persist even if it gets tough ... Thats my only wish for myself ... don't give up :P

>.< Must go print notes -_-

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I'm Tired .... Sleepzzz

Don't forget because its sad

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/
Its sad ... I hope she will stay strong :)
Its painful to just let things fade away
If you want to keep those memories with you
Its perfectly fine ... and absolutely ok to do so ^^
Treasure it and remember him always ...

Scared ....

Well ... I'm going to sit for my QET tomorrow ... Session 1 .... It requires me to write an essay between two choices. I'm afriad that i may not pass the QET and having to take the English bridging module is pretty scary . Even if you take that module ... you're still required to pass it before you can graduate. Its not that i have no faith in myself , but it has been like 5 years since i last sat for an English paper exam . I'm not very good with essay but nevertheless i will still put in my best in tomorrow's exam. After all i can't just give up and lose all my confidence just because i'm afriad :P

I'm not sure if everyone knows about this , but Mr Nigel Lim ... Yes Mr FIT was hospitalized for like 3 days ? I'm not sure what was wrong with him but he had fever which last for quite a while . No matter what food you gave him , he would just throw it all out . I was there to visit him RIGHT after my parade will all my stuff . I skipped my station and went straight to the hospital to pay him a visit in my uniform because Kenny told me he was in a coma state , initially i thought he was playing a prank on me but i think he would not do such a thing at this age so i took him seriously. I was greeted with funny looks when i reach the hospital and on bed 97 lies Mr Lim smiling at me. But hes well now and had been discharged early this morning.

So ... Thats all for my update ... ... BTW i ord already :P

Meet wenhao ... Ee Mei's Mum say i fat T_T

I love thisssss .....

Woot

I had to carry Miss Leong across .... I also don't know howcome EeMei there >.< Seriously what were you doing ?
Xiang Xiang and Boy
Inside the Ang Kor Wat
ATTENTION !

The end of the fall ....

I love this spot .... Like those GungFu Show ...

I'm a Kung Fu Polar Bear trying to squeeze into a Tuna Can
Beautiful isn't it ... Kenny almost got washed away by the water ....
This is the bottom of the fall ! .... Extremely dangerous to get to our spot ... please go in groups and many guys so they can help the ladies !

The Beginning Of The Fall~

This is awesome !!! We're one with nature !!! I was afriad that my running vest got ripped off by the water ... All of us got wacked by the water T_T
Seems like Puiyee was enjoying herself while i'm suffering LOL !
Meet the lady in green who always without fail bicker with me ... Miss Ee Mei , theres also the Queen Simone behind us .... This was the segment of stream before leading to the waterfall.

2nd Set of 10

No space so ... Kenny and Uncle me have to squeeze behind the boot
What more can i say ?
Stones and Stones and MORE stones !!!
First time on Tuk Tuk ?
Ee Mei and Princess enjoying the food :P

Up the hill we go !!!
This is one of the best dinner ^^
Surprisingly they weren't afriad of me
RICE PLANTING
Let me give it a shot too ...arghz~ my back

Some Random Photos ^^

Meet The Host ^^ Kosom ... I hope i got her name right :P Shes nicknamed Princess ^^ Her first impression of me ? 26 year old man T_T

On the way back ...this morning ^^ Kenny and Nigel and 26 year old Wenhao
Miss Py and Uncle WenHao
Shes trying to give me food :P
Drinking on top of a watch tower ^^ Its a fabulous chillout place ... But many mozzies lol

I got too much pictures on me .... plus i have yet to recieve photos from the rest of the peeps ... i'll just throw in random pictures and if possible add some videos too if i have sufficient space ... Theres a limit to how many photos i can upload apparently so no choice T_T

Run Run Run ....

Its almost time to bid goodbyes to those in camp ... actually i've been having lots of off days and those peeps were in camp doing work . Their saturdays were burn for NDP duties while i'm at home enjoying . I wanted to participate but the higer ups never gave me my shirt and the security pass . For once i felt so left out . Don't really have much time to talk to them . The bunk back there is sort of a second home to me i guess . Not much time left ^^ guess i'll just have to make do. Except for the Cambodia Trip i'm most likely going to forfeit the rest of my off days so i can join the whole platoon to work for the last few time. Its not the organisation that i've take a liking to . Its those moments which i had with the guys , no doubt some of those moment were harsh and punishing but at the end of the road its always a very happy moment. In a way ... It wasn't really a boring, time wasting experience . It was memorable ...

I think i should place creating memorable memories as one of my goals in life.

Not to forget i have to start running now ... I'm rather late . Its a tough thing to maintain the discipline to run alone ... But its always the first step that is the hardest ^^ Once you run ... you can't stop . But i hate running in circles ... Tried that on tuesday ... its way too boring and easy to give up . So i decided to go back to running around the area ^^ ... No Destination ... Only keep running ahead ^^

Bye Folks ~

Routine ? CHANGE IT !

Wahaha I should be sleeping though ... 3.30am but i just want to enjoy the peaceful night ^^ ... listening to SORROWFUL SONGS ... Mr Lim and Mr Kenny says i'm into sorrowful stuff ... i must agree LOL ... but i think sorrowful stuff allows me to appreciate the happier moments even better ... afterall without sadness can there be happiness ? Unlikely ... because of the comparison between good and bad .... we get sadness and happiness ... so its a two way thing ... you need to have both ! Of course i'm not saying that you must be sad to feel happy ... i'm saying you must understand what sadness is about before you can really appreciate the good things about life ... so sorrowful stuff is actually a reminder to me that i shouldn't take things or people for granted ... because if i do ! i will again be terribly upset ... so thats Mr SorrowFluny for you ...

I went to read read Simone's entry ... LOL ... THE FISHES TICKLISH RIGHT ! i'm not scared but it WAS TOO ITCHY la ! ... Something caught my attention in her blog ... other than me being a scaredy cat ... ROUTINE ! R/S Routine ! ... Marriage being Routine ... Ms PY also said it ...

Lets see my point about it ... Routine ... I think we can't really move away from settling down with a spouse ... have kids ... blablabla ... but how we going about doing it will be very different ... afterall ... this Routine is dictate by yourself and your darlings ... of course sometime it may be affected by your surroundings ... so i believe this routine can be a very good one ... afterall its up to you to change it ... routine can be change isn't it ... do you really have to follow what the general population do ? Well where i am today wasn't planned based on the general population ... i choose what i like ... even a routine was made by choice, which i believed ... so if you don't like it ? CHANGE IT ! I know ... "wenhao you talk easy only , you try la!" I did try making changes slowly ... changing my routine ... i use to sleep and do nothing ! Just enjoy myself ... now i do all the housework ... i go for long runs in the night ... i call people up to go for lunch ... or waste money in lan shop ... or if you ever need a coach for bicycle please call 1800-wenhao-nigel .... We're good you know ^^ Kenny learn how to ride a bicycle in 1 hour ... Ah yes routine ... so ! take control ! really ... i'm like 22 now ... life is not going to wait for me or going to change things for me ... unless I make the choices to make many different ROUTINES for different days ! ... could be phases of life like what Simone said ... but it could be different from everyone ... because we're individuals ... everyone's special in their own way so ... when two people comes together ... you really won't know what ROUTINE you will form ^^ some may like it and stay with it ... some may not and decides to find another one to make new ROUTINE ... but i believe routine can be change without changing partners ... its really all about wanting to change it yourself ... you have to give it sometime before you see the effect ... ^^

TIRED LIAO .... sleep ...