Mmm . . . Why ?

Sometimes when things become so destructive its good to let go . . .

Weren't my words true ? It came true isn't it . . . but you made a choice yourself . . .

Then i said you have to be responsible for it . . .

I thought it was fine finally . . . i thought you learn . . . but i have been telling you for years . . .

Its not healthy for you and her in the long run . . . can sense the grudge you hold aganist her . . .

You're not learning . . . after so many years . . . When its time to let go you cry out loud and then you begin the journey of healing . . . that should be the way . . .

I can feel that kind of pain you are feeling now . . . i've been there, done that . . . i even relive that pain over and over in my mind for months . . . locking myself in the past thinking i was the most pitiful person on earth . . . i was so full of self-pity that i didn't see the pain i was bringing to others . . . those around you would feel sad . . . then one day i really really got so sick of this that i decided to stop looking back . . . i rather use this time to think of how i can improve on what i lack of and be nice to people . . . it would be hard for you to see this fact but i really do hope you will see it one day . . . stay positive and be hopeful of tomorrow . . . it will definately brighten even your most darkest hour . . .