Its a sad ending ....

Maybe some of you won't agree with what i want to say about this issue but ... i somehow still want to defend this guy to a certain extend ... at least that his driving force for such action was out of desperation .

You guys should be aware that some shit incident happen in school .. A prof got hurt and a student died . I'm am in no way connected to any of them and what i'm about to say IS JUST PURE REMARKS ... I REPEAT "PURE OPINIONS OF MY OWN" !!! DON'T SUE ME !!! JUST TELL ME TO TAKE DOWN THIS POST BUT MAFIA FLUNY HERE STILLS WANTS TO VOICE HIS THOUGHTS ... NOTHING MALICE !!!

I think he probably is either very sad because of grades or projects and all these drove him into desperation . And i am very sure he realise his mistake after that ... and hes sure that what he has done will stripped him off everything he had work so hard for the past few years. For someone to carry out such choice ... his heart and world must have be terribly shattered into pieces . No amount of comfort or care can bring relieve to him ... depressed ? This incident made me recall something , i once heard over the FM that a guy killed himself over a breakup by jumping down at the ex-girlfriend's house .

I remember my aunt once says ...

Aunt : don't think i don't know , guys sometimes say to the girl when they breakup , "if i die , how would you feel"

Me : just want to know how important they are to them ma ...

Aunt : precisely ! you all love to hear lies !

Me : at least that is a last piece of comforting thing that meant they were important to their exes before ... and sometimes ! girls just take these too seriously .... -_-

Me : IF the guy die ... he is stupid ! because he cannot improve himself anymore ! ... he won't get to love or date anymore ... don't even talk about marriage ... when a person die ... there is NOTHING to be done anymore ... all is gone ... SO why should people be so silly to choose this way out ? ... It may take freaking long years to change ... it may take decades to get hitched again BUT you're alive and YOU'RE doing something !

Aunt : I'm happy you know this !

Me : I'm not that stupid ...

So i say no sane person would want to end their life like this ... Depressed , sad, feeling hopeless and all this negative thoughts can drive sane people to do that . But what made me wonder was ... why no one notice it ? People simply don't bother ? I won't say the fault is entirely his ... because no one is born to hurt others ... no one ... his logical thoughts gave way to his emotions and probably he lost control of himself ... Yes indeed we cannot condone such action and i am not saying it is ok to cause physical harm to others ... What i am saying is before you blame and condem such people and their actions ... pause and ask why do they do it ... every cause has it reasons ... the reasons may not seem plausible to you but to the people at those critical moment ... for example ~ you don't get angry just by standing around , someone has to trigger that "angry" button in you for that to happen ... its sad that he choose that way out ... and very wasted because hes going to graduate soon ... Why, i wonder ? ... and of course its unjust for the professor too .