Blank ~ ?

Just feel like writing something ... something emotional ... but i've no idea what to write ...

I'm doing the usual stuff ... anime , games , running , skipping , movies , swimming , pushups , cooking , sleeping , hanging out with the folks .... but still if feels like something is lacking in my life ... girlfriend ? don't think so ... that isn't a priority yet ... still need to get myself into better shape before i embark into that >.< ... just can't figure it out ...

Had a dream last night ... a very wonderful dream ... don't laugh please ... i've no idea how it began but the dream began with a lady holding my arm ... shes wearing a green dress and has long wavy hair ... but i didn't see her face ... she just walk besides me and we're on the way to this wedding gown fashion show ... we're like deciding what to get .... then i woke up ...

Hahah i was smiling when i woke up lol ... just a pity i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her face ... maybe its meant to be that way ... but i feel like 28 years old in that dream ... i wonder ... what would happen when i've turn 28 ... its not a very distant thing ... i'm turning 22 soon ...

I've only one wish ... that i don't have to feel .. .. ... ...