Saturday, July 04, 2009

Now i must use another method to upload photos ~

We travel to Whampo Blk 90 to eat ... Basically its around Kenny's old home suppose to try the food from Yummy Guides but the stalls were either close or just starting up ... But either way I try to get some of the better ones ahah so to feed her properly ...~
Smile Smile only haha~
All the food for less than 8 Bucks ^^ Enough to feed 2 person to full though ahah




There we are ^^ At night while on the way to get her home haha ... I wonder why she look so pale in this picture ... If you click her blog you will see the pig face tsk~
Theres a BBQ going on during Monday and Tomorrow will be Oliver's Party ... i wonder what are we having for steamboat ...
I've been having headaches on the left side behind the ear ... its like some strain or pulling force there ... couldn't get rid of it . Since the holiday starts ... it comes and goes ... and i doubt its migraine ... I don't have it and for someone so relaxing now ... why is that even possible haha ... It drains my energy ~ everytime i have it ... and i must sleep to get rid of it ... maybe when you pass the age of 21 all sorts of nonsense comes to you ... your knee starts to ache ... your shin hurts after running too long ... you get headaches for no reason ... you lose intrest in things you like to do when you were younger ... i cannot stick to watching tv or playing games for more than 1 hour ... i will either get bored or feel very tired ahaha ... mind you i do run 2-3 times a week so not exercising isn't the cause ... i drink milk everyday ... and eat apples every night ... apart from those food tours with my girl there ... i never eat much at home ... mostly is cooked by mum for dinners or else i cook pasta myself ... Lack of vitamins ? Lack of water ? can't be ... I ruled out eveyr possible reasons haha except that shit happens when you grow older ... Maybe its time to go for a check up to iron out the issues ... And if i haven't been seeing you peeps for a while please forgive me if i forget your name ... its either i am suffering from dementia or i brain is seriously not working right ... i cannot remember the names of the people whom i use to know ... scary huh ... maybe i might forget yours one day ... don't be angry because i didn't mean to ... lots of white hair coming out as well ... tsk ... whats going on really ... i will have to find out for myself ...
Grandma hasn't been well since i haven't visit her for 2 weeks ... from walking to being wheeled chair bound ... imagine that ... T_T her body so frail and thin that it hurts to even hold her hand ... she barely remember me even though she seem me quite frequently ... the Doctor says she lack of nutrients ... but well she can't consume much due to her past operation which removes a porttion of her stomach away due to cancer ... the adsorption rate is lower despite the food she gets ... no oily stuff for her as it will give her very bad diahrrea ... Luckily everyone takes time off to visit her to make sure she doesn't feel lonely ... watching tv with her or just talking to her ... its all that matters .
Again all these just remind us that time doesn't wait for you ... they don't give you the chance to redo things once you've done it ... if there are things you need to do and there are things you need to correct ... do it now or you may never have the chance . Make the decision that you feel is right for you ... and not base on others decision or influence ... its your life ... you only get to live once ... i always try to remind myself this so that i don't do stupid things or say unecessary things to people ... if its not beneficial then it probably won't be in the future ...
have you been smiling ? or have you been crying ...

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