Fluny~

So today what did i do ?

Met up with Kenny , Nigel , Ck to feast at Sakae Sushi . . . and it was nice ^^ Very nice to have them sit down and eat together . . . actually we are doing that every weekend but well its a change of atmostphere so its good too. We ate till we all almost throw up and the waitress serve us extra food . . . maybe she find kenny too handsome so she forgot the right servings.

Then ? Kenny went home . . . Ck got over night soccer so we called Allan out for movie . . . "Underworld Evolution" so . . . not so bad i guess the movie . . . not much comments about it ^^.

So ? there goes my whole day . . .

So how do i feel about finishing my polytechnic studies . . . well its pretty fast for 3 years to go by and i do feel some kind of attachement to the place and some of the people there . It has been a place where i got to learn a lot . . . studies . . . relationship . . . friendship . . . ect . ect Quite fun to study also . . . if you think about it . . . school is indeed a wonderful place because when you wake up all you have to do is prepare for school and nothing else so those who are still studying please enjoy the time there . . . should i talk about "her" ? I guess there isn't much to say about that matter because how i feel will stay the way i feel initially . . . nothing changes except i learn how to deal with things better now . . . i'm still me . . . i'm still missing "her" at times . . . i still wish at times . . . if the feeling is here to stay then it will stay but the chapter is closed . . . it will just be some bitter sweet memories i had which i will still cry over . . . laugh over . . . and perhaps wish a happy ending for it sometimes . . . because i know i still love "her" . . . don't ask me why i cannot let the feeling go so easily after so long, because i'm just being true to myself . . . i know waiting is futile but loving isn't a waste of time because sometimes you really cannot choose who you want to love . . . it just happen but when it happen don't let your emotion sway just because someone tempt your heart . . . you will only end up hurting someone who had comitted to you whole heartedly . . . i love you still . . . it still aches at time but i never hated you . . .

GoodGame tonight Nigel and Zhiyang ^^
Can't wait to test the brownie the two JieMei of mine made . . . ^^

How can there be hate in love ? You can be angry with someone you love but you can never hate them if you love them . . . unless love is gone then perhaps you might hate them. Humans are too kind to hate each other . . . because they know sadness