Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Back for a short while gone again . . .

Err . . .

Past few days was damm horrible . . .

Low morale . . . got into this ultra depressive state . . . because the new place is . . . .

Really not much to do . . . lectures lectures lectures . . . . and we have like 4 -5 hours free time in the night ! ! ! Nothing to do seriously . . . Talk ? Sleep ? Eat ? PsP ? Just damm bored . . .

More or less i will be sent to 5 Sir . . . fate sealed . . . no more arguments ^^

I'll just face it ahah . . . after all . . . i have no choice . . .

Sometimes its good that i've been through all this . . . really does change me into a new person . .

No arguments . . . i just listen and execute . . . straightforward huh ^^ i've got a great deal of patience now . . . haha . . . i'm trained to wait for hours sometime . . . then told we don't have to wait anymore . . . i would just give a big "SIGH" "there goes the few hours of my life" and get on with what i have to do next . . .

I've this strong urge to fly to japan now . . . . . . probably after ORD . . . the sakura season is coming ! ! ! APRIL ! ! ! maybe fi you guys are free and have the cash to spare . . . you should go there ^^ i'm definately going man . . . . wait till my hair grow long enough T_T hahaa . . .

Oh well ^^ . . . going back to camp again ahah . . . just 4 hours out of camp for a breather ^^

Seriously hope i'll snapped out of this shitty feeling . . . argh~~

"I think i know why i miss you . . . and its just going to stay this way forever ^^ nevermind even if our path doesn't cross anymore . . . it will just be a warm feeling thats going to keep me going"

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