A night of memory

It was a night. . . which i had not enjoyed for a long time . . . a chat , a flashback of what life is all about . Usual chat about girls and hows school life at MacDonald but we soon immerse into a chat which only old friends understand. . . perhaps they understood everything about each other.

As we shifted our location to an open area i lay down with my eyes locked into the skies. It wasn't clear as there were still clouds at midnight but as it reaches 1 - 2 am the skies started to clear and stars starting to appear. . . our conversation become more heart felt . . . Ignorance is bliss thats what we agreed on after some stories from everyone . Even i felt that way . . . when you are so high up in the sky you tend to see things which you wish you didn't know . . . i wished i was in the lower sky where everything still seems so beautiful. Knowing too much isn't so good either . . . perhaps thats why people tell lies to cover the truth but can they keep it forever ?

Strange after 3 hours of staring at the sky there was no sight of any falling stars . . . howcome ? But my heart felt a pain somehow . . . who was it for . . . who was i thinking of . . . i did not search into my heart for the answer . . . i know if i search for the answer i would end up being miserable again . . . i decided to let things go with time . . . i asked this buddy of mine can you find anyone similiar to us in your class ? his reply was a firm no . . . i guess its true . . . neither can i find anyone similiar to my old friends in my class . . . so much things which cannot be changed . . . so much things i wish to change but yet reality is cruel . . . it will never let you undone anything . . . life is not a show . . . there is only one take . . . once you done it means it cannot be changed . . . it will be marked not anywhere but in you . . . an ugly scar if it was a bad thing . . . a beautiful mark if it was a good thing . . . how many scar have you caused to others ? how many mark have you given to others ? Each and everyone of you affects one another life . . . do not think that you did not . . . even if saying a thank you to someone whom you don't know might change his mood for the day . . . perhaps even cheer him up.

Still . . .

Well its late i shall stop here . . . need to sleep have to practice my item tomorrow . . . will be performing at Toa Pa Yoh "don't know where" at the moment but i guess a big hall i think during July . . .

Sweet Dreams Every One . . . . You only get to rest in your dream . . .