Monday, June 06, 2005

2 Wings Above The Clouds

Usual stuff in Jurong Island . . . As i was locating the valves around the plant i stare at the sky again, dark clouds started forming . . . at this moment a fighter plan flew past i . . . i could see the load it was carrying and with the body frame it look like a F-16 to me. In a few moments i could hear the sound from the plane shearing across the sky . . . i love planes in fact i'm very intrested in fighter jets. In the new few minutes another one flew by but i cannot make out what this plane is but it carry too few loads with it. Doesn't seems to have the dog fight ability in the skies, look weak to me.

After the two planes flew past the sky started to weep. Rain . . . it came again, i wonder who is crying again~ . . . it started soft and ended heavily. I wish i can know who was it . . . perhaps someone can go to that person who is crying so hard and give a hug to him/her.

Everyone of you must have cried before isn't it ? Ever since the day you were born. But i'm going into hurting tears. . . yes those tears which you shed when you were hurt so badly. When that kind of tears fell you wish the one who hurt you or the one you love would hug you. Even if someone who doesn't know you that well just sit beside you. . .you will just let everything out . When your heart bleeds too much till it cannot take it anymore you will just have to cry to let all the pain out. When you lose someone you love so much you would cry very hard isn't it . . . or your heart will feel so painful . . . but can tears really bring comfort to your wounded heart ? I believe so . . . because when you cry someone would be beside you at times . . . ever look at the person who just sat there beside you without saying a word ? They still care and love you . . . take a deeper look and you will see how they sat there silently caring for you in silence. Their pressence is very important . . . its not what they say to comfort you, its about being there for you physically and emotionally.

I've been there for someone who cried because they lost someone dear, i know i can never feel their pain i know i can never feel the way they feel but they need someone to just be there. You think they are able to absorb what you say to them ? Sometimes words cannot do anything so just sit there and hold their hand . . . or hug them ( if they allow it ) it would make them feel a bit more safer but expect them to even cry harder when you do that . . . ( i don't know why but it always happen ) my mum did that to me and crap i cried like mad when she did that . It makes u cry harder but it makes you feel so much better .

Just be there for one another . . . . sometimes when you think they don't care about you just think what they have done for you before . . . the past is something worthy of holding on to at times . . . it may not be necessary bad always .

" if you don't have any hope you can never see whats behind your hope "
. . . this sentence i read from a bookmark from a friend of mine although its not really the same but the meaning is there.
Can you get the meaning from it ?

I believe in hope . . .

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