A bit more pictures

I don't know why but he look very pale in this photo ... maybe he cry too much LOL

Wahaha .... I went to simone's blog to steal some photo and post here :P ... I think she miss out some photos when sending me ... !!! Too bad this time all the videos are TOP SECRET ... so there won't be video clips uploaded here ... but ! if you want the videos you can go directly to get it from Simone ... OH YA ! did i mention ! CHRISTINA got read my blog one ! ....

Lets turn time back and i tell you how i know her ... ... as usual, i sit beside her in class lol ! so we talk and talk and talk ... initially same la everyone see me first time sure say i look like gangster or mafia king ... then slowly ! i get to know her ... then become good friends in school ! i must say she impressed me a lot ... and look at her now shes getting married soon ! lol ... time really flies man ! ...

Oh Nigel should be on the sea now ... i hope he doesn't puke ... DUDE can you surf the web onboard ? IF yes tag again ! or you want us to mail you the photos ... ?

PICTURES !

The members from Groupies ... this one not full participation strength ... i got one rare groupies inside this picture ... can you locate her ? YAR .... CHRISTINA !
LoL ... Thats Nigel ... and he will be back after 1 1/2 month time ^^

Thats Me and Ee Mei ^^

... I have no idea what this is but the folks made me do it ... in the middle of Junction 8 so my face a bit red >.<

... so enjoy laughing ! LOL

Take care dude !

So we had Swensens for dinner ! 10 of us ! to give a send off for Nigel for his overseas attachment ! ... And Christina the rare guest has appeared ! ... I WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS SOON ! SOON !

So we won't be seeing him around for 1 1/2 months ... by the time he is back i will be coop up in school preparing for exams as well ... Have a Safe Trip dude ... tag my board if you feel bored onboard the ship ... and send us pictures ! ... I will try to get the pictures from Simone and post them up as well ...

^^ Got videos also but ... the file too big i think ... i thinking for quite a while to get a video camera ... since i love taking videos now and the camera has too little capactiy to house the video files ... So So ! i will be getting one if i have the time ... ^^

Seriously today quite fun ^^ ... we didn't do fasicinating things ... just chatting ... just laughing ... just smiling ... just enjoying ... just remebering ... just wishing ... but all this is good enough ... i suppose everyone is happy today ^^ ...

i record these moments ...
so that whenever you feel sad ... lonely ...
you will just pick me up to your side and show yourself all these ...
i am there to tell you ... you weren't alone to begin with ...
what ever the circumstances might be ... it can be fixed ... it takes time ... it takes effort ... its never an overnight thing that situations changes ... or a mistake which can be corrected ...
and you have to be willing to make the first step ...
because only you can decide what decisions to make ...
i will again just be there by your side ...
and to remind you if you should fall again ... i will still be around ...

what am i ?

ANSWER : VIDEO CAMERA !


mm . . . . . . not catchy enough ... lol i just write the above stuff for fun ... :P ok i think i too tired ... because my foot hurts when i sleep so ... every 2 hours my sleep get disrupted due to the pain ... it was pretty unberable last night at 3 am ... i had to take the painkiller and let it sets in ... to ease the pain a little ... PLEASE walk carefully and not be like me ... take good care folks !

NIGEL BON VOYAGE ... get me some goodies on your way back alright ^^

CNY over...

Eh the Bak Kuas period is over ! >.< ok some still going around to Bai Nian ... but for me it means more quizzes are coming and should start preparing for exam so that when i am serving the army i can have a peace of my mind while waiting for results ...

My foot still not really recovered yet so I CANNOT GO RUNNING .... I want to run .... it has been a week without running ... Just built up the momentum and i had to injured myself -_- . Like what Kenny had for his display name ... : Running makes me feel alive ... ... its pretty true ! In fact it keeps you alive longer ! :P Well i get to think about more stuff and i feel so much better after a run ... ... ...

SO so So .... I can only wait ... i never had a sprain ever since 10 years old ... and now ! its so serious >.< ADDIDAS SUNDOWN MARATHON ... I WILL RUN ! Ding Ding !

I've come to realise something today ... that the eyes speak a lot when you look carefully at them . Then i realise what happen then ... its a bit late to realise it but i still want to know everything ... i'm constantly searching for an answer ... not to feel better ... i just want to know why things turn out in that manner ... i know the fault lies in me ... but i want to correct it ... not because things may return to the way it was ... i just want to stop making the same mistakes again ...

^^

Woot ... Dinner at Grandma house ... But somehow ! atmostphere not there when i was there in the earlier afternoon ... The motherly figure wasn't around ... My grandma was ill ... she was a bit sick so she was sleeping during the afternoon ... but when night comes she wants to make sure everything was taken care off and of course to give out Ang Baos to her dearest grandchildrens ... I sat beside her and took video of the whole scene where she give the Ang Baos to each of them ... and at the end ... she had one Ang Bao left ... then everyone started asking ... did anyone forget to come ? I switched off my camera and stood up ! ^^ Its me ... My grandmother has great memories ... so its impossible for her to forget anyone ... She gives strength and is the pillar which brings the family together . Everyone wishes her good health and hope she recovers soon ... she couldn't call my name because she had a sore throat ... but i know how it sounds like and what she will want to tell me ... "WenHao Ah ! Go have your dinner !" And even though she has so many grandchildren and seen so much of life ! shes still camera shy ^^ Well i'll be hanging around her more till she recovers ^^

Shes the one who told me " As long as you study hard , you won't fail "

Grandma~

I hope this coming year you will be even more happy and always stay healthy ^^

Wenhao

With Love~

Welcome the OX !

Happy Chinese New Year peeps ! ...

Er i hope you guys have a wonderful weekend and don't get depression on Tuesday Night ...

I bought Ip Mun and let my Mum and Dad watch it on their only holiday ... So its really a time where they had a chance to really rest a full day ... they work 364 days a year and i hope they will always be healthy and i hope i will graduate smoothly so i can let them enjoy their golden years ~ ...

Those still studying like me ... i hope you all will do well in your exams this whole year and have the endurance to last through the tough times ...

Working ones ? mmm ... i hope you get promotion ! then remember to treat me ya ! ...

Those out of love ~ ... better luck this year ! try harder ...

Ok .. i'm pretty bad with wishes ... but i hope you all will just be happy ... and smile !

Eat more Bak Kua ! Drink more Tea ! ... Oh boy i'm going to eat all the pistachios WAHAHAH !

Oh boy ...

So today went to do volunteer work with a feet like a pig's trotter ... No idea why it swell so big and the brusies keep coming up ... maybe because i removed the cast and i move too much when i'm not supposed to ... because it might irritate some parts of the bones to secrete fluids which bloat up my foott ... Nigel can't even see the viens on my foot ... but oh well i shall sleep with my leg elevated tonight ... and if things doesn't get well i think i must go back to see my doctor again because i scared the bruising will cover all my toes and i don't wish anything worst to happen . So today we help clean up a house and its pretty rewarding to see them feel happier ... actually i'm more intrested in making the baby smile ^^ ... the baby did smile after i play the chiffon cake with him but earlier on no matter what tricks i use ! it doesn't work ... if only i can carry that child ahaha but cannot la ... stink like shit after all the moving ... maybe next time ^^ . Must thanks the peeps , Kaiwen , Qian Ying , and Jian Ming for coming to help out despite their busy schedule !

Oh boy .. Nigel is leaving this coming saturday ! and there will be on less happy soul to ask to eat with me during my b`day ! Actually i don't really celebrate my birthday ... and it doesn't really matters to me if i celebrate it or not ... but it still feels nice to have someone to celebrate it with you ... Puiyee where is my custom made T-shirt ! ... i still waiting ! 2 years soon !!! ... Card !? Wheres my CarD ? ! ... ... ... ...


If only ~

Memories : a simple ramen ... a pair of movies ticket ... and a simple hug ... a simple tug on my hand ... a card written with your well wishes and that smile of yours .... that was my best birthday gift. That very day seems like i was born to meet you ... i will always remember you ... for you are one of those who had taught me some of life's very valuable lesson ....

Want to see me with crutches ?

We had Steamboat in School ... and yes thats me ! ... thanks to these folks in school who help me around ! lol otherwise i don't know how to move around ... Many thanks to them ^^ Help me buy food ... carry my bag .... help me refill water ... ... AND thats one day ... but i took the cast off already so ! ^^ Its so much better ! although it still hurts a bit ... but it will be well soon ... ^^ Just have to be more careful :P

Cast removed ! :P

Ok~ the cast is out of place ... so had to remove it ... guess i move around too much ... i just can't keep still ... the 14 days medical leave should be having me resting at home ... but i went to school in crutches ... crutches aren't for long distances ... and i had bruises on my palms now , my shoulders are pretty worn out too ... At least now i can put my weight on my injured ankle but i'll try not to since i don't have a cast to keep the joints in place to allow the ligaments to heal . Its really a tough day ... i took 20 mins just to get to my bus stop and 15 minutes just to walk over the the train station ... If you think using the crutches is like breeze ... try doing it for hours and long distance ... its terrible ... Your hands will not be free to do anything ... and your uninjured leg will bear all the weight ... your gluten will feel very sore ... and you just feel like sitting down forever and not move ... But i had class to attend ... even if you give me 1 day medical leave i will also go to class ...

No , I'm not trying to be hardworking or trying to be a hero ... I just can't afford to miss a class , i can't afford not to attend tutorial sessions ... I can't ... Its important for my leg to heal ... but then again theres so much i have to do ...

^^ I'll go get a ankle guard and be more careful ! Maybe i'll go get a bandage again ^^ BUT no more crutches ~ ...

I got big A BIG BAO ON MY ANKLE ...

Yeah i'm on crutches for 2 weeks + hope i can push my ortho appointment to the afternoon . I got quiz on Feb 4 and appointment is like at 11.45am ...

Why am i on crutches ! ... Because my a segment of my leg and ankle is wrapped up like chicken foldover. Because i miss a step while answering a call from Sis ... Because i went for chinese massage which made matter worst ! ... Ligament all torn ... fluid between bones ... the doctor still tell me ! Hey its good because ligaments are the first line of defence before my bones take the beating ...

I couldn't walk after i got off the cab to go to this chinese massage . After the massage it was worst ... i couldn't lift my leg ... i sat down for 45 mins before i force myself to jump on one leg to the main road ... where i really cannot move anymore . I called for help ! I manage to get hold of my Aunt who ring my cousin Pauline ... who was back for vacation from Australia Studies .... and she drove me all the way to Tan Tock Seng Hospital ... Push me around in wheel chair ... and help me with everything ... I'm so thankful to her ... if not i'll probably still be at the road side . Quite a nasty sprain ... which torn everything ~ I hope i still can run Sundown ... so it will be slow jogging when i can move again ... HAI ! Why like that !

How much time ?

Lab session was pretty fun yesterday ... Running around with measuring stuff to measure the ground level above mean sea in the school ... I hope i made some impact LOL ... some folks are still pretty scared of me ! Those JC girls and some guys ... Oh well takes a bit of warming up from my side so they won't be so afriad of me ... First one to finish all the measurement ... mayb because i've use the equipments before but the version was slightly older .

I'm turning 23 soon ... Jerry notice my white hair already ... Its like OMG ! Soon every strands will become white ... Those clear pearly white hair on your grandfolks ! I'm like having some kind of premature aging syndrome ... probably if i run some test on myself my organs might be 50 years old ? Who knows ... but i remember reading somewhere if you don't have an active life style and like to sleep late ... your organs aged faster ... Everything can aged ! But not my heart ! .... So 23 now ... estimation of my life span is about 80 plus ... 40 years of working life ... i should be about 68 years old .... remaining 12 years i want to live happily and enjoy what i use to do in my younger days ...

For now ! Enjoy the school life i have because i won't have a chance to return to this time and age again ! It will be a once in a life time moment everyday ... Crystal quiz will becoming up next wednesday 25% of Continual Assessment ... the professor says students normally find it tough for the first quiz ... BUT I WANT TO DEBUFF THIS MYTH ! Not that i'm good ... I believe if i did my best i should not be talk down into believing it will be tough. In University level which subject not tough ? Everything here comes with a certain level of difficulty . If you don't practice and clarify as you proceed ... eventually everything will seems impossible ...

LoL i keep preaching to some of the peeps in school about starting early with revision work . And i always tell them ... if you don't want to drown when the flood comes , then start to learn swimming early ! Being prepared is better than not preparing at all . Still remember the equation i quoted from Weiliang ?

99 Chances x 0 Effort = NOTHING

1 Chances x 1 Effort = Something

You want something or nothing ?

Where you are today is because of something you had done back then ... so where you are in the future could also be due to some decision you made now ... there is some link somewhere ... start moving ... stop waiting ... i also moving ! maybe a bit slow but i'm moving ! ^^

Chinese New Year coming ! maybe i'll hit ChinaTown to get some stuff ...

Random Grumblings ... of an Old Man

Had a little car accident eariler today . Jerry's car had a little bump with a Suzuki Swift in the schools car park ... and the rest are history >.< A bad start for a day in school. Hes feeling pretty low about it and it sucks to feel like that . Should be fine tomorrow morning after a night rest .

Oh ! and in the last tutorial for the day . The professor was late for the class due to some hold up and while we were discussing the questions. I was standing up while doing the discussion . At first we thought that the professor wasn't coming at all so to check with the other peeps in the class . Since University has no fix classes , almost all are strangers to me .

Me : Hey ! You guys here for the crystal lecture ?

Girl : Oh so you are the professor !

Me : Oh no no no . I'm just checking if you're in for the crystal tutorial session .

Girl : ( Giggling with friends ) Oh ! Ya Ya ...

I tell you ! Uncle Aw got something else in his mind when he was replying to her ! i was thinking of asking her : DO I LOOK THAT OLD ? Holy ... Alright i admit i'm old and forgetful ... I even forgot to bring my phone to school today . How bad can things get ? But on the other side i should be honoured to be mistaken as a professor . ( I better check if i'm balding or not ) . One thing for sure is that my hair is turning white ... and its like OMG ! I'm like 23 this year and i can see WHITE HAIR ! ...

So after the class ... Another group of peeps was standing beside my friends ...

Girl : ( Looking at me and saying to friend ) : Don't want ! He look very fierce !

Me : ( You have to be kidding me ... looking at me in the eye and telling that to your friend is like such a big mistake ? )

Girl : ( Looking at me again ! )

Me : ( I gave her my classic eyebrow movement Wink Wink ! ) Yes ?

Girl : Oh can i ask you guys something ? ( She seems like very stressed )

Then she proceed on to ask the questions .

IN one class ... I became a fierce grumpy professor ... such wonderful events ... Excellent right ! If like the groupies said ... If i were to get a tatoo like Weiyang ! I will be COMPLETE !

What complete ? COMPLETE LOCAL AH LONG LOOK A LIKE !

Alright ... Check mail and go for my run !

Ermm . . . .

Kenny house is big ... damm big ... when holiday comes again ... i go visit him and take more photos ok !

And Kenny ! I finish watching the Band Of Brothers you lend me already !
I love this phrase ! " We stand alone ... together " !!!

Ermm ...

Don't know what to say tonight ... maybe because i'm too tired ?

Well take care and lets all enjoy the coming Chinese New Year ok !

Red Cliff ...

Red Cliff 2 is a must watch ...

And something weird happen on my way home ...

Just a few steps from reaching my door ... about 0030 Hrs

My phone ring ...

Male Voice : Theres someone in front of your door !!!

Me : Huh ? ( WTF ! i almst freak out because i'm 4 steps from my door )

Male Voice : Theres someone at your door steps , She can't enter the house .

Me : HUH ! HUH ! ( Shit this is freaking me out ... here i am standing in front of my door and wtf is this guy talking about . I dare not reach for my keys to unlock my door incase someone backstab me )

Male Voice : She CAN'T ENTER ! ( Heard some murmur behind him .. a lady voice )

Me : ( This is shit ! )

Lady Voice : ( She speak in hokkien : I CAN'T ENTER ! )

Me : ( HOLY SHIT ! AM I DREAMING OR WHAT ? THERES NO ONE HERE WHAT ! )

Me : Hello ? HELLO ! I think you got the wrong number ! ....

Lady Voice : Oh sorry ... ( Before she hung up ... no la ! you call wrong number )

Me : ( Thank God )~

Anyway .. i'll be going to donate blood now ... so seeya peeps !

Sundown !

ADIDAS SUNDOWN MARATHON 2009

Name to appear in certificate
Gender
NRIC/Passport No
WENHAO AW
Male
S8605130C

Race ID
Race Category
42M5015
Marathon (42.195KM) - Men\'s Open

Its here ! .... Nigel registered us for the run ^^ but he will be leaving for overseas trip for a while so i must find time to train with Weiyang ~

1st week of school

Its the end of first week in school ... some usual faces couldn't be seen anymore ... as what everyone feared most ... they pulled out from the course . What i heard was their result wasn't good enough . What is " not good enough " ? I dare not probe further for fear of making them feel more awful about the situation . I was afriad as well ... they were very hardworking people and such a situation still occurs . Its unbelievable ... but its a reality right in front of me . Ryan is going to graduate soon from my course and i feel so happy for him ... i hope in another 2 years time i will also graduate . Then i can tell myself i've fufilled my part for the education phase .

While on the train home last night ... the thought of her just came to my mind ... someone so very dear to me ... but there will never be a chance of me holding her again ... this is all in the past but its just seems like yesterday when i think about it ... Its silly and probably stupid to think about the "what ifs" but ... i know within , i will be stirred up easily by her pressence again , sometimes when life becomes so unbearable i wish shes around to tell me " everything will be fine de " ... perhaps i should have told her how important such simple things were ... but its rather late i guess , i wasn't matured enough to understand what being in a relationship should be back then and neither am i now ... sometimes i would wonder what she will tell me if i were to tell her things were tough ... perhaps what i really need is not what shes going to say , i guess i just want her ... if only tht is possible ... if i can turn back time ... if only i can undo my wrongs ... if only ... but these "if onlys" was only possible after i realise ....

sometimes i ask myself "why" ... why do i realise it so late ... why ? why i couldn't have the initiative back then to think more throughly ... but i guess it was because i took it for granted that she will always be there ... a fact that cannot be disputed ... but saying all these ... some of you may say it doesn't serve any purposes at all isn't it ... it may be so ... but i just feel like writting it down ... writing out how i feel ... if you're happy to see someone ... don't hesitate to say it ... if i had the chance again ... whenever you're at my doorstep ... i just want to say " i'm very happy to see you " ... its not just plain words ... i cannot describe this "happy" its like a combination of " happy , glad , "wanting to hug you" , the heart is jumping like mad , " its beyond words ... thats all i can say ...

Afterall ... these are all my "if only" ... they exists here and only here ... ^^

Its back to school ...

Holiday was pretty enjoyable apart from the day where the result was released ...

So i managed to survived ... and its no turning back for me ...

School begins tomorrow and most have the stuff will be printed in school and very likely there will be lesser updates here from now on apart from my complains about school work ...

Since i got no soulmate there will be even lesser things to blog about ... ^^ Yes ~ one of my New Year's wish ? Find my special someone ^^

And to those going back to school ... Study Hard ...

Oh Nigel's leaving Sg for overseas attachment so good luck ! By the time you come back it will be around exam's period for me so outing will be less ... ^^ but nevermind ! holiday got plenty of time for that ...

And lets look forward to a better year ^^

Pulau Ubin ...

I'll let picture and the video do the talking so sit back and laugh ... ^^