I watch Mai Hime today and i completed the whole 26 episode which last 25 mintes per episode today . . . was suppose to meet up with MingHui and the rest for her birthday celebrationg but someone the others couldn't make it last minute so its was postphoned.
After finish watching the anime i start to think is death a frightful thing ? If we worry about dying won't we be wasting our time . . . I keep thinking how does it feels like if you are dead . . . Can you still feel ? Can you still think ? Are you even aware of anything ? Is the feeling like being asleep without dreams ? How is it like ? Don't get me wrong i'm not trying to kill myself . . . Its just something i have been trying to find an answer to . . . I think when you got too much free time your brain starts to wander off . . . well thats me . I feel that death itself isn't fearful . . . there is nothing frightful about death . . . the frightening part is when you realise that what you do in day to day live will never be possible again . . . that is the most frightening part . . .
Being unable to call your friends , unable to think of someone you miss dearly , unable to feel , unable to watch your favourite tv shows , unable to taste , unable to do anything . . . that is frightening . . . perhaps that is why people say live your life to the fullest and never have regrets but humans alive doesn't really think of that most of the time . . . because when i suddenly have this thought then i realise for a long time i thought everything was going to be forever . . . which isn't at all . . . just like how plants and animals pass away when the time comes , people also will come to pass . . . i really don't like this thought because it leaves me wanting to remembering everything , wanting to do all i can . . . life is short as some would say and its true . . . without realising the precious meaning of being alive i doubt one can live a meaningful life . . .
Being able to feel make us alive . . . even if they are painful , bitter , sweet , regardless of what its a good thing to be alive . . . though one day everything has to go but when things last . . . make sure you really treasure it . . . don't waste time regretting it . . . just remember the good times , even if someone broke your heart . . . if you still love them still . . . you can continue to do so . . . its your life after all . . . cherish whatever you have . . . one day it will all become memories to others . . .
Does this entry sounds a bit mm . . . negative and dark ? But don't take it that way i'm not trying to inject fear into people who read this entry . . . thats not my purpose . . . its a positive thing i'm trying to say but i hope it will be discovered by your own self . . .
I have a nice album to introduce . . . if you like musical instruments pieces please buy
"Winter Story" by Eric Chriyoku . . . Well if you wish to listen to it before considering please visit the link here
http://www.soundclick.com/pro/view/01/default.cfm?bandid=251849&content=main&songid=0
Have a nice day ^^
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