Mezame . . .

I guess its enough thinking about getting or not . . . like what cousin said " NO BIG " don't get bogged down by this . . . search for an alternative path . . . stupid system of admission , i will prove to them that grades don't matter in this world . . . grades does not equates to success . . .

Anyway if it comes it comes , let time unfold everything . . .

For now i'm learning driving ^^ Amazing

1st lesson review :

Pretty nervous . . . first time behind the driver seat . . . the car number i had was 94 and a rather not talkative instructor . . . because my legs are too long i had some trouble controlling the clutch well T_T and the clutch is too soft , so when i have to release to the " biting point " i often stalled the car's engine . . . this happens 2-3 times lol . . . and 2 times i slam the brake too hard causing the car's engine to stall as well . . . didn't get much scolding lol . . .

2nd lesson review :
Cool today was a breeze . . . when moving off i always have this problem of jerky car . . . again because of my clutch being release too fast . . . after a few times i manage to get the hang of it . . . a few rounds around the circuit and its very easy to cope . . . THEN ! one car in front of me STOP SUDDENLY ! so i slam the brake again BUT I FORGOT MUST CLUTCH IN FIRST . . . the car jerk like mad . . . now i know how it feels like if couples do kinky stuff in their cars . . . the instructor still laugh . . . i freak out because the car in front too close . . . he had his foot placed on the brakes as well . . . T_T GIRLS ~ drive slow . . . sudden stopping -_- omg~ but i at fault also haha . . . because i forgot the step :P ^^ but i'm given to OK sign to go on road tomorrow ^^

"I cannot let go of this feeling for you . . up till now . . . "