If you're sad don't keep it to yourself . . .

While having lunch few days back in school . . . a conversation started . . .
" i did tried suicide before " " i did think about it "
Its not me who said that . . . but lets not bother about who said it . . . one school mate of mine actually drank insecticide before . . . lucky he was still here chatting with me . . . reason ? Stress . . . Sadness . . . Depression . . .

Oh i remember how it began . . . one of them was saying that herself has a bit of depression . . . so i asked her did you thought of killing yourself ? Well thats a sign of depression if you ever think about it . . . So another one mention he drank insecticide before to himself . . . the conversation was short as we skip to another topic . . . taking your own life away by yourself . . . i never thought they would think of it . . . in my eyes they were leading good life . . . perhaps i don't know the downside in their life . . . so i told one of them if your sad just let it out . . . i myself experience extreme emotional pain before . . . and i thought dying is the easiest way out . . . it remove all void in your heart . . it stop your tears . . . time will stop for you , your time that is . But it doesn't change anything . . . you will be pushed back behind other memories in other people as time passes . . . be it BGR problem , Financial problem , Health Problem , Family Woes ect ect ect . . .

To stop living is to give up hope totally . . . because when life end there is nothing which can be done to alter the future . . . because each and everyone of us has the ability to impact the future . I still remember the teenager who killed himself because the girl broke up with him . . . i do feel sad for him . . . but i wish he could have hang on a bit longer and see what the future holds for him . . . who knows what is going to happen 10 years down the road ^^ So if you're feeling low find someone to talk to . . . perhaps someone could even help you to clear up your troubles . . . there is always a solution which is far better than giving up living . . .

Being alive is hope itself ^^ Understand ?

By the way . . . Movie : Fun With Dick And Jane not really very humorous . . . maybe i'm too dense to understand the joke . . .

Goodnight folks >.<