Waaa .... Working is tiring ...

Hello people ^^

Industrial attachment is like .... zzz zzz zzz sometimes you get things to do sometimes you got nothing to do ... and people like to find problem with you ... because you got nothing to do ... and they never fail to think that there are only so much we can do ...



Because of the working hours ... i tend to spend my time a lot more carefully ... dinner with qy when ever possible and of course our own time together ... be it going to shopping malls ... or staying home to cook ... or going to parks for some sun ... have to manage it properly ^^



Nigel is working as property agent ... thats what i know so far ... have yet to see him ... so nothing much to update ... its work ... weekend ... work .... weekend ... seriously under paid for the time i spend working ... best of all the travel time is quite a killer ... but well i can only say ... i'm running almost everyday so that i won't become an uncle with a pot belly ...

So even if you are working ! please make sure you exercise ... though its tired ... i know it myself ... 6 am wake up 7.30 pm reach home ... where got the energy to run or exercise right ? but just 30 mins is enough ... for me ... i just make sure i can step out of the door step and i will continue to do the 30 mins routine ... running ... ~ otherwise ... tsk tsk it will be very unhealthy ...

Helloz ...

Sorry peeps ...~ most likely won't be updating for 6 months ... unless i free ... because now i'm doing Industrial Attachement ... wake up 6 am ... come back almost 8 pm ... go for my 30 minute run ... come back dinner ... 1 hr rest ... then its bed time ... a bit sad life huh ... tsk ... better get a car next time ... so i got more TIME ... to sleep and to rest and ... to spend with people ~

FireWorks

Phuket II

Resting peacefully huh

you know those fishes that eat your feet ... fish spa ? we try the cheapo kind ... 4 SGD about 15 mins the lady cleaning weiyang's feet ...

Dinner time !!!

Erm ... No comment

Our Drinks ... Lemon Tea ...Fanta Orange ... Orange ... Pineapple

Phuket II

This is just some of their donuts ... still got another 50% more types

Mmm ... custard shop... something like the donuts shop in Sg .... but its way way way cheaper

Nothing much here .. except our goodies


Thats Zhiyang with Weiyang counting our money left ...

This shop isn't selling hokkien mee ... Its actually PRAWN noodle shop ...

Phuket I

Patong Beach ... Scorching Sun ... and Costly Sea Activities ^^
Tuk Tuk ... most often you would see red Tuk Tuk only ... and this one is special ^^ Depending on the distance you travel and how you haggle ... the charges varies ...

Thats our buffet breakfast at patong beach lodge ^^

Ah~ Problem at hotel ...~

Our Arrival at the airport greeted by TAXI TAXI TAXI .... MINBUS SIR ?~ CHEAP CHEAP TAXI ... cheap my arse ...~ all want to "tok" us ... took a cab to beach lodge 600 baht ... and i sit in front with the drivier driving at 160km/h luckily nothing happen ... the driver drove us not to our hotel straight away but to some travel agency which i believe he has links to so that the sales person there can promote stuff to us ... as usual ... i do the talking .... and the lady got no choice but to let us go ... when i ask her do i look like a liar ? she say yes ! Seriously do i look like i'm lying when i say i will return ? ... lol she say ... YA ... I think they should choose their client properly ... people like us ... most often had places in mind already when we board the plane ... so why would i listen to your plan ... ? But well thanks to her ... i got a new name "George Lim"

It was very funny ... If only i had record the whole process down ...

More to come ... Apparently ... they say i am the father of the 3 sons ... Nigel Zhiyang Weiyang ... Seriously do i look like their father ...~ You should see my nemo cap picture ... tsk ... stay tune ^^

Ding Ding

Very long no blog ... results out ... A bit unexpected ...



Structure Design A
Gene R Us Pass
Water Supply Engineering B+
Wastewater Engineering B-
Solid Waste Management A-
Gen Environmental Engineering B+
Hydraulics A-

And .... this pulls me into the 2nd lower honors Yay ^^ qianying got 2nd upper honors ^^ and the rest of the peeps did very well ...

Will be uploading photos for trips to phuket ... and i will be starting my Industrial attachement in 2 weeks time ^^ after that i will be in my Final Year ... YES ! Finally ... And peeps please check your mail ... for gathering updatess .... yiting la ... simone la... and many more ... please check your mail ... i need comfirmation ~

Alright Wait for the photos ...

Exam Over ...

Exam over ! Industrial Attachment Result Out ^^

Ermm ... hope i don't fail any of the subjects ... Time to catch up with the holidays ...

Will be going to phuket on 23-28th .... Exam Results out on the 30th ...

Need to catch up with a dinner together with Simone and peeps ...

And .... What else ... ?

Haha i am Uncle already ^^ got a very cute nephew ^^ have yet to go and carry him ...

And this week is movie craze ... Mulan , Zombie Land , Ninja Assassin and FengYun tomorrow ...

Peeps want anything from Phuket ? Mail me ...~

Does it matter ... yes it does ..

I shouldn't be blogging now ... but oh well ... i mugged heavily for the past few weeks ... to prepare for the exam ... which i think i am pretty confident with ... but i was wrong ... 4 question 2 hrs 30 min ... i had to struggle ... struggle because i had to make sure i pass ... the question was out of the norm ... Should have expected that but the vast disparity was overwhelming ... I had that feeling of walking out during the examination ... this is the only 2nd paper ... i had 5 more to go and its going to be tougher ... I hope i don't have to repeat this module ... the whole 2 hours leave me badly battered mentally ... just feel like giving up ... but i can't ... i know i can't give up ... theres too much on the other end of the scale ... this is like the last semester where i had to study like no tomorrow ...

I hope can clear ^^ ....

all is not lost ...

1.25 months to go !

>.< EXAMS ARE COMING WOOT !

1.25 MONTHS TO GO .... and this semester will end happily i guess ... hope i won't screw up and the revision starts now ...

Its quite a tough 3 month this time ... though i was expecting it to be slightly lighter than last semester but it turns out to be twice the workload ...

Hope i pull through again ^^ and it will be HOLIDAYS YEAH !

Until then i probably don't have much to write here ... wait for the holidays again ^^

^^ take care people and keep fit ok !

You never change your views ?

We had our obligations and you had yours ... why can't you understand something as simple as that ? Are the rest giving you pressure ? If so why can't you tell us ? It isn't fair to you but that doesn't mean you should be unfair to us . You don't have to be the one taking the hit , i am old enough to protect you from anything ... just tell me . Theres reason for us not being able to go yet u simply brush our reasons aside accusing us of having fun . It only proves to us one thing ... we never grew up in your eyes and the same for the rest too . What about the rest ? those who couldn't go ? Do they HAVE better reasons then us both ? I don't wish to compare or get into an argument with you because there is nothing to gain from it . We had choices in life and we simply choose to move forward and take care of the important things first ... please understand .

mm . . . .

I often see people say the more failure you encounter the better you become in dealing with future encounters . What if all your encounters were doomed to fail ? Will you still be optimistic about your future ?

I supposed that sometimes we say such things, the main purpose is to pacify our troubled minds. Otherwise how do we continue moving on right ? But then again , if shits happen more than you can take i doubt it will be sufficient .

Sometimes my mind wanders off and then i start thinking ... why are certain people so oblivious to others feelings . Do you encounter such people in your daily life ? Don't you feel like giving them the shit they are doing to you ? I do feel like giving them a piece of my mind but i doubt they can take it ... and its probably not beneficial for me to do that ... If i was 8-10 years younger i might throw a chair at them ^^ . Will be turning 24 in like less than 6 months ... looking back at the time i throw the chair at Daniel and the me now ... woa still look as fierce but no more fire -_- sometimes its rather pointless to get mad at something when you have no control over it ... just walk away ... just keep quiet ... just think about other things ^^

But then again ... why are certain people so oblivious to others ?? Don't they have feelings ? Probably they have yet to experience shit ... Perhaps down the road they will understand one day ... I suppose this is part of growing up ... part and parcel of life ~

Goodbye my beloved Grandma~

She passed away last Saturday ... a few hours before we could all celebrate my nephew's 1 month old. She had lived her life to the fullest without regrets . Despite the pain she was going through ,her last moment was a peaceful painless one ... everyone was beside her .

Today she was cremated and i'm feeling a bit empty ... its hard for me to accept the fact that my Sundays would be different from now on. Its hard in everyway ... but all i can say is if she was around, she will always tell me " Its alright ... nevermind about it ^^ "

I don't need sympathy from anyone, because its unlikely anyone will have the same feelings as what i am feeling now ... I'm not trying to be mean here, but i think you all should know it that unless you are the one going through the actual situation, its almost impossible to share the same feeling as the person ... All i am asking is ... don't ask me about it and don't tell me to take care ... i don't think its necessary ... everyone is being kind and i know that ... the reason why i never tell many people is because i just want to go through this quietly ... its nothing glamarous , its nothing much to brag about ...

So peeps out there , thank you for showing your concern ... ^^ i know you peeps care but its enough ... let me come to terms with it myself ... ^^ only i know whats best for myself ^^ .

Have a nice weekend people ... and don't tag my board for this entry .

Still the same ^^

Sharon got married just recently .... ^^ Grats Grats :P 09092009 Check out the facebook if you aren't aware .

So who is going to be next in line ^^

Mm... whats going on lately for me ... its still the same old mugging every single day . Except i take a break once a while to sleep longer to watch movies with the peeps or qianying ... other than that ... it will be books books and more books ... can't seem to get anything right at this moment ... i guess its pretty normal since this is my 3rd semester in school ...

Haven seen some of the folks for a while already ... just a bit more and its holiday ^^ 8 more weeks to go and exam will begin ^^

Week 2 End ...~ Current week 3

I'm not very free to blog or write anything here ... because 90% of my time were spent in school doing tutorials and trying to understand what the Drs~ are teaching .

So week 3 now ... 10 more weeks to exam ... University life is very hectic ..~ the moment you slow down you will be overwhelmed easily or if you are unlucky crushed by those strange formulas ...

My last saturday burn because kenna call back to do ippt ~ I CLEAR LIAO LOR ... silver some more ... but some itchy backside must call us all back ... waste time ... but i still clear it 2nd time with a silver again ... this time i clock 10.37 second ^^ for 2.4km~ 10 seconds faster than my previous run but well its not gold so the incentives won't come ... unless i can shave that 45 seconds away lol ... but quite impossible unless i train everyday >.< never mind ... that can be shelved aside ...

Currently is busy with school work mainly >.<

Why my holiday soooo short ~

School has begun ~

Week 1 will end when you read this ... yup 13 weeks of school and exam ...

My 1 semester before i go for attachment and then return for the final year ...

I wish this semester will pass quickly and painlessly ...

I'm taking 7 subjects ... and tough luck 6 cores are all calculation intensive ... all about water engineering stuff ...

So its work again ^^ but its better to suffer now than regret for life ...

i just want to finish this ^^

So i probably won't be posting anymore post here for a while ...

And my blogger seems to return to normal already ^^

I try to upload photos during the weekends ba .~

Doesn't work ~

Something is pretty wrong with my blogger ... but oh well ...

Pretty busy ! ... Stayed at Gleneagles hospital overnight to be nightwatch for Grandma because apparently only the maid and me quite free to do so ... everyone was afriad the cancer had return but the CT scan showed every part of her is healthy , her heart specialist also say her heart is in very healthy condition . Overall to say she is healthy ... the fact she cannot walk and weaken so much is because of age and the rate of nutrient loss is too fast . So she will be returning today and tomorrow i will be going over to see her . Because she has always been walking a lot thats why only now her muscle mass starts to decrease at such an alarming rate ... Trust me if you don't exercise and take ur fitness now for granted i bet that you won't be able to walk very well at age 60 onwards . Not to mention other shitty old aged illness that comes along with age . Grandma eat very lightly and at age 80++ going to hit 90 soon the blood vessels are 68% clogged . To think her diet from young till now was vegetables and fish ... and she exercise a lot ... it can still be clogged ~ . The doctor says u can eat right exercise right ... but the vessels will be clogged over the years no matter what ... not eating right will just speed up the clogging process .

Quite true ... Its like a pipe line ... over months and years the pipe surface will be deposited with bacteria cells which will grow .... algae and stuff ... the difference is ... its easier to clean a pipe than blood vessles ... She has to take special protein supplement and other nutrients drink . Maybe will be installing some exercising machine for her at home too .

... i couldn't stand watching the nurse draw blood from her ... the agony shown on her face was quite painful to me ... i had to walk away ... just to wipe those tears away ... and when she can't get to sleep i will just go next to her and hold her hands ... she will frown at me and say " hao~ your hands very cold " , I just told her to get some sleep even though its at 3 am~ ... time doesn't seems to matter much now ...

If you ask me does she have any regrets ? I will say she has none ... and shes still worried if i had eaten or not ...

If you ask me ... do i have any regrets ? I will tell you i have a very big one ... that is not recording more videos of her ...

2 weeks more

Argh 2 more weeks and school term will begin ... after a long 3 month ++ break for almost everyone except me . Because i had to go back and finish my term in the army so now i only get to enjoy 1 month of undisrupted break ... which is going to end .

Running ... movies ... going out with the folks ... I find that my time pass by pretty fast . But i guess all these aren't important eventually ...

I've come to realise something which i regret a lot ... i should have capture more videos of my visit to Grandma house ... the people there and most importantly her . Shes pretty ill now ... unable to even sit on wheelchair ... shes still healthy but weaken a lot due to age ... 80++ there are no underlying sickness or anything ... more time will be spent over there for me ... because she has taken very good care of me all these years ... ^^ Won't go much into that because it will become very emo for me haha ...

I suppose i will update more in the next entry after ... some outings ^^ I wonder will there be a steamboat coming up ?

Car Boot Sale

This is the carboot sale at the BIG SPLASH . Zhiyang and Nigel selling their transformers . Zhiyang's Sister and Cousin selling their clothing and accessories.

Qian Ying came to give support and take a look too ^^ and also let me ferry her around the ECP in the double seater bicycle.

Ernest and Emeris came halfway to give their support . They left a while later to go for their blading session .

Hengky and Weiyang join us for dinner in the evening ... ^^

mmm ...

Well ... ^^ I've been at my grandma house the past few days ... pop in to see her ... After the morning session with Qianying ... i went to accompany her ... while walking in ... i saw aunt pushing her around the estate ... she became wheelchair bound 3-4 weeks ago ... the pain in her leg made walking impossible . Her will to live seems going downslope as observed by cousin ... so everyday someone will be visiting her ... cooking her porridge ... getting what she wants .

She love to walk ... she love to be occupied but being bounded onto a wheelchair takes everything away ... she become more weak and frail as time passes ... she keeps looking down all the time ... so we try to talk to her ... to keep her going . Her main worries will still be her children and grandchildren ... hope she will get better ^^ theres still a lot of things to be done ~