THIS IS MY CLASS !  

Me and Wiro !  

Mm . . .

Before we pen the ending of our story
Please listen to our melody for the last time
As happiness drift away from me , my heart beats weaker
The echos of our melody lingers around even after our song end

After our relationships end ,
Freedom becomes a torture to the me
I feel lonely at times which shouldn't be

To be revive from the depth of sorrow
Only to realise that our love fades with time

Since that day i had forgiven you
I never celebrate valentine's day
For i no longer dream about the future
The bond between us has been shattered

And everyday i think of you in the season of sorrow
Even though i don't see you
It doesn't mean i don't miss you

You used to be my forever , forever by my side
Since the day i let go of your hand
I will never celebrate valentine's day
Unless love comes knocking again
How do i walk out of the days when i think of you
I wish this is the last time i say goodbye to someone so dear
And i wish it will be forever when when somenoe like you comes by again

Continue . . .

After DND . . . a few of us decided to go watch movie . . . actually i would prefer drinking . . . but well in the end a few of us didn't watch the movie . . .

So Shixiang and Joanne went of first followed by me and fazli . . .

Initially wanted to take train back home . . . but when we reach orchard MRT ( we could have just walk to the station behind Cineleisure . . . ok nevermind ) the station operator said there is no more trains . . . T_T so i walk with fazli to find the taxi stand behind HMV then we saw Shixiang and Joanne . . . walking to take the night rider and we bid goodbye to them once again . . .

So we walk and walk . . . seems like we got a lot of time to spare . . . then me and fazli decided to walk around . . . we walk and talk . . . talk and talk . . . talk and talk . . .

First stop . . . we walk until GreatWorld City . . . -_- pretty shocking . . . talk somemore walk somemore . . . we reach the KTV where the murder of the owner happen just recently ( remember the one eyed gunman barge into the house and shot the man 7 times ) . . . then we walk further and further . . . talk somemore . . . got some drinks at 7-11 . . . and we realised we reached Outram MRT station -_- . . .

Walk somemore talk somemore . . . we reach chinatown . . . . LOL think a fire broke out there or something . . . we saw fire trucks and police cars there . . . so we walk somemore and talk somemore . . . then we reach . . . Clark Quay . . . (THIS REMINDS ME OF NIGEL, i walk with Nigel from Chinatown till Esplande as well ) Yes and our end point is at Esplanade . . .

Talk and rest for a while . . . beside us was some guy who is soo drunk that he has difficulty walking straight . . . then suddenly he stood up with the help of his girlfriend i think . . . he began to unzip . . . yes under bright lighting . . . he started to pee on the bushes . . . i would be extra careful when i walk near there . . .

So we left after a while ^^ a long walk . . . about 3 hours ? or 4 . . . nevermind about it . . .

So what did 2 guys talk about ? LOL what else can I TALK ABOUT ? We share our problems and listen mm . . . i didn't know he has problems too but well , which man on Earth has no worries or problems ? I guess i got to know him better ^^ . . .

"You look so beautiful that night . . . "

I get to take a picture with the hunk . . . very friendly and sporting when i was told to invite him up the stage for games . . . he agreed immediately ^^ and Felicia wasn't spared either ^^ 

Timothy and Felicia ! Yandao and Meinu 

Funny Dudes . . . Think we pose for like 5 minutes before every camera has taken our pictures . . .  

Ding Ding ! Meet pretty girl TianLing . . .  

Its my honour to sit beside her . . . . guess whats the drink in our glasses . . . plain water -_-||| no alcohol was serve to us but i think the lecturers got it 

Sharon ^^ MeiNu~ 

Yijie and Justin ^^ So matching ^^ 

Ryan and YanLing . . . its like their wedding night ^^ They look very good  

FAZLI AND ME at the lobby area 

Joanne and Sharon ^^ Pretty right haha ^^ 

This is how the place looks like ! A bit small but just enough for everyone of us ^^ 

Dinner And Dance

SO HOW WAS IT ?

GOOD ! ! ! WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY ! ! ! With so many pretty babes and hunks how can the night not be memorable . . . the MC was very humorous . . .

I will be posting pictures slowly ^^ too many of them . . .

Its really a night to remember haha . . .

Rain~

Went to Orchard with Kenny yesterday ^^ hopping to catch M.I.3 there but ! the tickets were sold out . . . so we walk around and he got himself a belt from levis because his jeans was a bit loose and it made him rather uncomfortable . . . In the end we had to turn back to Ang Mo Kio to catch the movie . . . not bad ^^ the movie is pack with a lot of actions so i guess its worth watching it . . .

After which Kenny left for his family gathering while i took the train down to North Point to meet Hao Jie Mei to collect back my camera . . . she gave me 3 miss calls until i realise it and suddenly ! i saw someone fair fair on the oppsite escalator . . . ahah there she was trying to get me on my cell . . . had a long chat over dinner and coffee . . . thats about it for friday . . .

While browsing some forums i frequent i saw someone posted this . . .

"Would you want to be with you if you were the other person ?"
"If not , what would you change , what would you improve ?"

It makes sense if you think about it . . . . always improve yourself and become a better person so that you would lead a happier life with that special someone when the time comes ^^

So this is how it was . . .

Found out too much . . . don't feel really good about that . . .

Maybe i should just accept how things are . . .

If people think this way then I can only accept it . . . .

Afterall only you understand yourself best . . . .

There so much things you don't know yet you could claim you know how it felt . . . and even come up with something else . . .

Just die . . . you just didn't know you are doing the same to everyone . . . its a cycle don't you see.

Nice dinner . . .

After getting my stuff in Bugis . . . me and Ah Cong went to Phin's steakhouse to EAT ! . . .

Not a bad place but because we went at a time where no one would patronise them so their air-con was switched off . . . but well overall its not that warm as the palce is quite airy . . . should give ita try sometime if you love steaks . . .

Juciy steaks ^^ too bad i didn't have my camera with me . . . the price is about $30 per person . . we ordered 2 steaks and 1 basket of cheese sticks . . . so total up to $60++

Have yet to try the steakhouse in cineleisure . . . heard from Ah Cong that Outback Steakhouse need bookings to get in so have to go and queue up early before their opening time which i think is 6 pm ? Not very sure but well when i visit there i will post some updates here . . .

Very nice setting ^^ Sourcing new Japanese Restaurant , so far my top list is Sun with Moon . . . try the sushi there and you will understand why . . . Theres one Jap BBQ buffet opp Hereen i think . . . have yet to try it ^^ Next time i drag those folks there . . .

Any nice place for dinning ? if you can find those without service charge tell me ^^ ~ i doubt so actually . . . next up I might run across Singapore to find the best Hawker Centers ^^

Sunday~

ZzzZzz . . .

Me : What you doing ?
Sister : Taking something . . .
Me : ZzzZzzZzz

My sister woke me up when she came into my room to take some stuff . . . the clock reads 12.30 pm . . . i had slept for 8 hours and i still feel so restless . . . check some mails and had some simple breakfast . . . top up the water canteen for my sister's hamster . . . and its already 2pm . . the warm afternoon made me even restless . . . tried to go back to sleep but then my mind suddenly filled with "her" i roll on the bed over and over again but still . . . i can't get to sleep . . .

I actually thought to myself . . . it has been so long since we parted our ways . . . i have not forgotten her one bit . . . not at all . . . 1 year has almost passed by and i'm still alive . . . i'm not sure why i still feel sad every now and then when i think of "her" . . . is she really that important ? i ask myself . . . sometimes i wish i could cry out loud and let those pain flushed out from inside me , but the tears will not fall . . . i can't describe the feeling when it happens . . . its like a vaccuum pulling your heart inwards consuming everything . . . it leaves me feeling so empty suddenly . . . lonliness ? its the warmth thats missing i guess . . . the rainbows are no longer colourful to me . . . its like a grey bridge that spans over the sky when it rains . . . do i even look at the sky now . . .

Sometimes when i think back . . . had i ended my life back then what would happen ? Would it change anything ? I guess not . . . it would only end my life which is quite a stupid thing to do . . . but yet again at least i don't have to feel anything anymore . . .

OK enough rambling . . . time to go out and enjoy ^^