Me and Mr Ong slacking around during work WAHAHAH
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
The one that got away . . .
I just finish another book . . .
Lost count of how many books i read . . .
I started this morning and i finish it by 7pm . . .
Didn't talk much with Michelle today . . . by the way shes the Boss's daughter who took Shixiang's place today . . . so i just concentrate on finishing my book . . .
Title : The one that got away . . .
Nice BOOK ! ! ! Tells the real life story of the author on how he actually contacted his ex-girlfriend of almost 23 or 25 ? well its about that range . . . and how he finally let go of her from his heart allowing him to move on wihout baggage . . . its a great book . . . heres something from the book . . . can't remember it very well but somewhere similiar " the one you marry or married to may not be your soulmate "
The ex-girlfriend's soulmate was " the one that got away" the author himself . . . ^^ Digest abit.
Yesterday i finish reading "Letter to Jennifer"
That was good as well . . .
Errr ... nothing to say
Maybe i got . . . "F**K THE DAMM POLE ! ! ! ! " When i think about yesterday PARALLEL PARKING POLE i get REAL fustrated and sad . . . because its going to be SO BLOODY troublesome to get out of army to TAKE THE DAMM TEST . . . !*&^#*&@ okay enough ranting here . . .
Lost count of how many books i read . . .
I started this morning and i finish it by 7pm . . .
Didn't talk much with Michelle today . . . by the way shes the Boss's daughter who took Shixiang's place today . . . so i just concentrate on finishing my book . . .
Title : The one that got away . . .
Nice BOOK ! ! ! Tells the real life story of the author on how he actually contacted his ex-girlfriend of almost 23 or 25 ? well its about that range . . . and how he finally let go of her from his heart allowing him to move on wihout baggage . . . its a great book . . . heres something from the book . . . can't remember it very well but somewhere similiar " the one you marry or married to may not be your soulmate "
The ex-girlfriend's soulmate was " the one that got away" the author himself . . . ^^ Digest abit.
Yesterday i finish reading "Letter to Jennifer"
That was good as well . . .
Errr ... nothing to say
Maybe i got . . . "F**K THE DAMM POLE ! ! ! ! " When i think about yesterday PARALLEL PARKING POLE i get REAL fustrated and sad . . . because its going to be SO BLOODY troublesome to get out of army to TAKE THE DAMM TEST . . . !*&^#*&@ okay enough ranting here . . .
Friday, August 25, 2006
WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TODAY
Tester : Turn Right . . . TURN RIGHT . . .
Me : ( NNB WHERE ? ) Err . . . ( Looking around )
Tester : NUMBER 22 TURN RIGHT . . .
Me : (NNB now then say the number !@#!@#!@# almost over shoot turning point )
Tester : Go directional change there . . . Eh got people . . . This fella so slow . . . never mind lets move off . . . we do parallel parking . . .
Me : ( WAAAA GAN JIONG SPIDER LIAO )
Car: Reverse Reverse . . . .Beep Beep Beep . . . . Ok i got in . . .
Tester : Ok now move out . . .
Car: Vroom Vroom . . . BOINK ! ! !
ME : OMFG . . . OMFG ! ! ! THE F**KING POLE JUST FELL . . . DID I SEE WRONGLY ! ! !
Tester : What happen ah~ ( Took out paper minus 10 points ) ( 20 Points deducted = fail )
Me : ( Lets see when should i book my next test date ) ( SIAN 1/2 LIAO )
You can guess what happens later on . . . lots of mistakes because i dwell on this . . . total demerit points i got is 24 . . . 14 on road due to safety . . . AND DAMM IT ! ! ! IF THE POLE DID NOT DROP I WILL GET MY LISENCE . . . FIRST TIME I HIT THE POLE
On the main road . . .
Tester: U turn in front
Me : Ok
Traffice comes to a stop . . . waiting for green light . . .
Ok Green light comes on . . .
2 cars made a right turn . . . and i think i was dreaming . . . i followed them . . .
Tester: ( Laughing ) I thought . . . i said U turn ?
Me : OH SHIT . . . sorry . . .
Hai . . . i failed because of that damm pole . . . i thought i was a goner but the tester said i did not fail inside the circuit . . . but sigh . . . i was just too demoralise to carry on . . .
Me : ( NNB WHERE ? ) Err . . . ( Looking around )
Tester : NUMBER 22 TURN RIGHT . . .
Me : (NNB now then say the number !@#!@#!@# almost over shoot turning point )
Tester : Go directional change there . . . Eh got people . . . This fella so slow . . . never mind lets move off . . . we do parallel parking . . .
Me : ( WAAAA GAN JIONG SPIDER LIAO )
Car: Reverse Reverse . . . .Beep Beep Beep . . . . Ok i got in . . .
Tester : Ok now move out . . .
Car: Vroom Vroom . . . BOINK ! ! !
ME : OMFG . . . OMFG ! ! ! THE F**KING POLE JUST FELL . . . DID I SEE WRONGLY ! ! !
Tester : What happen ah~ ( Took out paper minus 10 points ) ( 20 Points deducted = fail )
Me : ( Lets see when should i book my next test date ) ( SIAN 1/2 LIAO )
You can guess what happens later on . . . lots of mistakes because i dwell on this . . . total demerit points i got is 24 . . . 14 on road due to safety . . . AND DAMM IT ! ! ! IF THE POLE DID NOT DROP I WILL GET MY LISENCE . . . FIRST TIME I HIT THE POLE
On the main road . . .
Tester: U turn in front
Me : Ok
Traffice comes to a stop . . . waiting for green light . . .
Ok Green light comes on . . .
2 cars made a right turn . . . and i think i was dreaming . . . i followed them . . .
Tester: ( Laughing ) I thought . . . i said U turn ?
Me : OH SHIT . . . sorry . . .
Hai . . . i failed because of that damm pole . . . i thought i was a goner but the tester said i did not fail inside the circuit . . . but sigh . . . i was just too demoralise to carry on . . .
Monday, August 21, 2006
Few more weeks to go . . .
Haha 3 more weeks and i'm off to tekong but before that i'm working for 2 weeks more . . . so my last week will be having "farewell" dinner lol . . .
So allow me to express my inner most feelings here . . . for i'm afriad i may not have the same mindset once i'm out from army . . . even if what i say may seems hopeless , naive or anything you readers can think of . . . its what i felt all along . . .
Yes perhaps some of you could sense it . . . i never allowed myself to erase her from within me .
I would reflect all the wrong moments and try to put myself in her shoes . . . thinking how i myself would feel , thinking what i should have said to her . . .
I can never describe my feelings right with words . . . i should have hug her when i wanted her close by me , instead of asking her to come to my side . . .
Somehow i still reflect back to that moment . . . i wish i had told her this before that "moment"
Me : "I'm sorry , I know i must have disappoint you . . . forgive me . . .
would you be willing to work with me again . . . "
Perhaps when i sense that something was wrong , i shouldn't be questioning her love for me but what have i done to keep us together . . . i didn't question myself at all . . . i was oblivious to my mistakes . . . i was wrong . . . and had i took the steps which i would take now . . . perhaps i would still be holding her . . .
Yes i miss her . . . and i know i still love her . . . ^^ sorry . . . i'm feeling like shit when i had to lie to people that i don't love her when i know i do . . . so don't pair me up with anyone for i don't feel for them like how i feel for her . . .
So allow me to express my inner most feelings here . . . for i'm afriad i may not have the same mindset once i'm out from army . . . even if what i say may seems hopeless , naive or anything you readers can think of . . . its what i felt all along . . .
Yes perhaps some of you could sense it . . . i never allowed myself to erase her from within me .
I would reflect all the wrong moments and try to put myself in her shoes . . . thinking how i myself would feel , thinking what i should have said to her . . .
I can never describe my feelings right with words . . . i should have hug her when i wanted her close by me , instead of asking her to come to my side . . .
Somehow i still reflect back to that moment . . . i wish i had told her this before that "moment"
Me : "I'm sorry , I know i must have disappoint you . . . forgive me . . .
would you be willing to work with me again . . . "
Perhaps when i sense that something was wrong , i shouldn't be questioning her love for me but what have i done to keep us together . . . i didn't question myself at all . . . i was oblivious to my mistakes . . . i was wrong . . . and had i took the steps which i would take now . . . perhaps i would still be holding her . . .
Yes i miss her . . . and i know i still love her . . . ^^ sorry . . . i'm feeling like shit when i had to lie to people that i don't love her when i know i do . . . so don't pair me up with anyone for i don't feel for them like how i feel for her . . .
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Ding Ding
When you have it always hold it close to you . . .
You don't have to search for it . . .
It would be attracted by your kindness . . .
Cherish it while it last . . .
When it leaves you . . . always remember the time you had it . . .
Even if it doesn't last . . . it is still a wonderful memory
As for me . . . i would keep it in my heart . . . it is meant to stay there forever
^^
You don't have to search for it . . .
It would be attracted by your kindness . . .
Cherish it while it last . . .
When it leaves you . . . always remember the time you had it . . .
Even if it doesn't last . . . it is still a wonderful memory
As for me . . . i would keep it in my heart . . . it is meant to stay there forever
^^
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
. . .
I want something back . . .
How do i earn it back . . .
Tell me . . . what can i do . . .
I don't know where to begin . . .
Is my end this way . . .
What choices do i have . . .
To get it back . . .
What must i do . . . someone tell me . . .
How do i earn it back . . .
Tell me . . . what can i do . . .
I don't know where to begin . . .
Is my end this way . . .
What choices do i have . . .
To get it back . . .
What must i do . . . someone tell me . . .
Saturday, August 12, 2006
TIme for some depressing stuff again ^^
Just feel like writing something sad . . . 7.16pm now the sky i'm seeing is reddish blue . . . i guess its going to rain pretty soon . . . or perhaps i'm the one weeping here . . .
I realise i wanted you the most . . . but why . . . was it because i wanted someone to hold on to ? or was it because i really love you . . . which one is true ? i can't express my feelings to you very well . . . i can only watch as you walk with your hand held by another person who is not me . . . i gave up my chance which was given to me . . . i'm such a coward . . . what was i feeling afriad of .
I don't know , but it aches deeply within me . . . its like you're gone forever . . . the one whom i gave my heart to . . . i linger around you to ease my pain but only to realise its going to hurt even more . . .
why did i even allow myself to fall in love with you . . . i'm being so unfair to myself . . . locking myself up in my own world where i could only watch as you walk away with him . . . why didn't i do something about it . . . is there even anything i can do to change the fact ? . . . i know its very self defeating to say that to myself but what can i do ? . . . nothing i do which i know off can change it . . .
Ok i'm tired to think about what to continue haha . . . what i written above is just something i wrote for fun . . . nothing above relates to me ahah . . . i saw one of my cousin nick something about he could only watch as she left , so i decided to write some stuff about it here . . .
Anyway . . . BAD NEWS T_T thanks to the new biometric passport , Kenny and me might not be able to go m'sia this weekend ! ! ! OMFG ~~~~ we need 5 days to change our passport and i'm not sure if we can make it in time . . . Kenny got hit the worst . . . he took leave the whole week to travel and now this has to happen . . . i hope it can be done in time . . .
Ok i hafta go now . . . byebye folks
I realise i wanted you the most . . . but why . . . was it because i wanted someone to hold on to ? or was it because i really love you . . . which one is true ? i can't express my feelings to you very well . . . i can only watch as you walk with your hand held by another person who is not me . . . i gave up my chance which was given to me . . . i'm such a coward . . . what was i feeling afriad of .
I don't know , but it aches deeply within me . . . its like you're gone forever . . . the one whom i gave my heart to . . . i linger around you to ease my pain but only to realise its going to hurt even more . . .
why did i even allow myself to fall in love with you . . . i'm being so unfair to myself . . . locking myself up in my own world where i could only watch as you walk away with him . . . why didn't i do something about it . . . is there even anything i can do to change the fact ? . . . i know its very self defeating to say that to myself but what can i do ? . . . nothing i do which i know off can change it . . .
Ok i'm tired to think about what to continue haha . . . what i written above is just something i wrote for fun . . . nothing above relates to me ahah . . . i saw one of my cousin nick something about he could only watch as she left , so i decided to write some stuff about it here . . .
Anyway . . . BAD NEWS T_T thanks to the new biometric passport , Kenny and me might not be able to go m'sia this weekend ! ! ! OMFG ~~~~ we need 5 days to change our passport and i'm not sure if we can make it in time . . . Kenny got hit the worst . . . he took leave the whole week to travel and now this has to happen . . . i hope it can be done in time . . .
Ok i hafta go now . . . byebye folks
Friday, August 11, 2006
Whats happening around the globe ?
War . . . Terrorist attack . . . natural disaster . . . . bla bla bla bla bla
My opinion . . . "Some humans around the world doesn't recognise the value of life"
Some wanted to take lives of people to obtain their own desire . . . maybe to them they would claim that such small sacrifice is nothing compared to their goal . . . no amount of reasons they give will ever justify that . . . PLAIN BULLSHIT . . .
What are those people thinking ? ? ? They are given a chance to live and yet they want to end theirs and at the same time take life away from others . . . who can solve this problem ? Dont' tell me to pray or what so ever , and hope that something good will happen . . . i just felt damm angry at those bastards who don't give a shit about people's life . . .
If this world were to end . . . it would probably be destroyed by those people who doesn't have brains to think . . . if there is hell on earth . . . it would be best to send them there and burn them for eternity . . . because they took life for granted . . .
My opinion . . . "Some humans around the world doesn't recognise the value of life"
Some wanted to take lives of people to obtain their own desire . . . maybe to them they would claim that such small sacrifice is nothing compared to their goal . . . no amount of reasons they give will ever justify that . . . PLAIN BULLSHIT . . .
What are those people thinking ? ? ? They are given a chance to live and yet they want to end theirs and at the same time take life away from others . . . who can solve this problem ? Dont' tell me to pray or what so ever , and hope that something good will happen . . . i just felt damm angry at those bastards who don't give a shit about people's life . . .
If this world were to end . . . it would probably be destroyed by those people who doesn't have brains to think . . . if there is hell on earth . . . it would be best to send them there and burn them for eternity . . . because they took life for granted . . .
Monday, August 07, 2006
Hello Folks
It has been quite a while since i typed anything here . . .
Hows work ? Good . . .i've been reading almost everyday and sometime when i got the time to spare i would play a few rounds of risk with shixiang . . . hes pretty good at it and i lost to him most of the time . . .
Had lunch with yiting at pizza hut . . . saw kenny , simone , weiyang , zhiyang , norizan , jiayi . . . during the time i work there . . . overall its good although it gets pretty boring at times when i'm not in the mood to read any books .
Oh and i watched CLICK with the Bachelors . . . GOOD . . . its worthy enough for us to spend $9.50 and definately worth our time . . . even though its a midnight show . . . i'm not going to talk about the movie so please watch it yourself . . . shixiang watched the show with joan and he find it good as well . . . so far thats the only movie i would recommend to you . . .
And on the 19th i will be going to M'sia with Kenny , i'm not sure who else is joining though but its going to be one full day i guess . . .
Aug 25th : TPT . . . I must pass my driving test ! Then i will try for class 2A lisence . . .
Sep 9th : I will leave singapore and go to my second home "tekong" . . .
I'm starting to dread that feeling . . . and to think i was complaining how long i have to wait before i get enlisted . . . now i dread to get enlisted . . . well ^^ just for 2 weeks i will be gone . . . not very long . . . i still get to ask everyone out for lunch and dinner as and when i want on weekends . . .
PS : Don't worry ^^ you won't be forgotten . . .
Hows work ? Good . . .i've been reading almost everyday and sometime when i got the time to spare i would play a few rounds of risk with shixiang . . . hes pretty good at it and i lost to him most of the time . . .
Had lunch with yiting at pizza hut . . . saw kenny , simone , weiyang , zhiyang , norizan , jiayi . . . during the time i work there . . . overall its good although it gets pretty boring at times when i'm not in the mood to read any books .
Oh and i watched CLICK with the Bachelors . . . GOOD . . . its worthy enough for us to spend $9.50 and definately worth our time . . . even though its a midnight show . . . i'm not going to talk about the movie so please watch it yourself . . . shixiang watched the show with joan and he find it good as well . . . so far thats the only movie i would recommend to you . . .
And on the 19th i will be going to M'sia with Kenny , i'm not sure who else is joining though but its going to be one full day i guess . . .
Aug 25th : TPT . . . I must pass my driving test ! Then i will try for class 2A lisence . . .
Sep 9th : I will leave singapore and go to my second home "tekong" . . .
I'm starting to dread that feeling . . . and to think i was complaining how long i have to wait before i get enlisted . . . now i dread to get enlisted . . . well ^^ just for 2 weeks i will be gone . . . not very long . . . i still get to ask everyone out for lunch and dinner as and when i want on weekends . . .
PS : Don't worry ^^ you won't be forgotten . . .
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