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I think every now and then there would be articles or something written on the day where the earth will get destroyed or humans become extinct ...~ Then after reading them you would start to wonder what you will do if it happens ... After a few days later you will soon forget about it and carry on with your daily life ... shopping , movies , working , gossips with friends ... ect. ect.

If you ask me ...

I would really love to live everyday to my fullest just so that i won't regret any moments later on in life but sometimes its just so difficult ... your boss starts to yell at you when you enter the office ; the train & buses gets so packed with "Ah Nehs" who doesn't give a sh*t when told to move inwards, indirectly causing you to be late then you get another earful of musics from your boss AGAIN ... ... The tranquility i had would soon disappear ~... End up i would waste my time complaing about this and that ... The morning traffic for public transport is really really cannot make it ... not sure about the roads since i don't have a car ...

Maybe just maybe i can make use of the time to say better things rather than complaining about things i cannot change ... just so that i can live my day to the fullest WITH only positive stuff .~ But i guess its not really possible ... since complaing is like part of human's nature ... seriously ! are there any one out there who doesn't complain ? Maybe ... I'm not sure about that ... but i sure complain a lot ...

Maybe i'm not a very positive kid to begin with so its hard for me to live my day with no regrets because i forget things pretty easily and read things pretty negatively ... ask Qianying and she will give you a big Yes~ Quite tough for me to remain on that " Live life as if today was your last or tomorrow is dooms day " track .

Probably once a while i try to remind myself i have to take things with stride and accept things that comes along ... squeezing with "Ah Nehs" is part of life and your boss was just having a bad day ...

But one thing i do keep in mind ... i won't live forever so certain things i have to let go therefore i can move on with life ... no point holding on to things that happend already or people's opinion of you, well because theres really nothing you can do about it ...

Don't confess when its too late ... how about confessing now ? Just do it ... ! Take this as a reminder from me for today ...

Have a great Sunday people~