The day ...

Since when is computational methods so tough ... for the past 6 semester the exam papers are rather similar but this semester IS TOTALLY NEW ... brand new questions .... I hard a tough time ... was struggling with myself not to give up ... ... i thought i had sufficient preparation ... or thats my own wishful thinking ...

Almost walk out halfway ... i couldn't see myself passing ... that paper crushed my hope ... i had thought that the paper shouldn't be that difficult ... well at least not to the extend that you can't do it ... but zzz ... i paused for 5 minutes and calm myself ... i had a lot to lose if i don't overcome this so i decided to give it all i've got ... i may not be able to solve the question but i never leave any blank ... even when i know i am bullshitting for some of the questions ... i just write something ... i was that desperate ... i really hate this feeling ... why after sitting for exams so many years and now i felt this kind of desperation .... its only in Uni~ argh ... i did study ... and i study very hard for it ... maybe i'm not inclined towards this >.< BUT never mind ... i just want to vent here ... if not i got no other channels to speak out ... everyone is feeling pretty low so its not wise to trouble them ... tsk ... i hope there will be moderation .... if not i cannot gurantee my pass ...

It was bad ... and when i think about you ... i'm even more worried >.< . NVM next coming paper ... Environmental Process ... .... another killer ... Paper set by 1 Prof and a Dr~

This is crazy !!!!