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Err . . . i almost wanted to give up on the first day when i went in to SISPEC . . . probably because of the environment . . . We didn't get scolded , didn't get punished but it just felt so uneasy . . . very uneasy . . . i just don't feel that i can get through all this . . . basically i got no confidence in myself . . . but as the days pass by i slowly adpated to the way of life there . . . i'm not sure what my second week is going to be like but i guess i will just hang on for 8 more weeks till i graduate ^^ . . . Pretty stressful when you become the Section Commander . . . responsible for everyone's existence . . . Oh well . . . The physical training there is WOA ! Up 10 levels compared to BMT -_-

Yesterday i did the 4 km Endurance run with Boots and Vest only . . . about few hundreds metre to the end i started to walk LOL . . . i can't keep up with their pace because the front man is running too fast than he should be !#!@#!@#! mind you its not a straight road . . . its full of up slope and down slope . . . but still manage to finish it because Lenard keep urging me to go on . . . its funny when you can run faster in IPPT but when it comes to Endurance Run i can't keep up . . . LOL have to admit i'm not combat fit T_T

But well ^^ What doesn't kills you only makes you stronger right ^^ . . . In Sispec we must start to use our rusty brain lol . . . Lots of lectures and physical training awaits . . . not to forget COUNTLESSS OF OUT FIELD TRAINING . . . PLEASE STOP RAINING ITS GOING TO GET REAL MUDDY . . . don't wish to crawl in mud . . . T_T centipedes would be swimming into my shirt T_T . . . HELPPPP !!! LOL

Are you guys well ? Its rainy season and i think most of the people would start catching colds . . . stay healthy ^^ and enjoy this coming Christmas and New Year ^^ . . .

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year people ^^

So whats my wish for christmas ? Mm . . . To be extremely happy on that day ^^