Can see the one in green at the FarFAR back ? Thats PuiHan the Goddess~ Ace all her papers de ~ Simply amazing ...~ The guy in orange "Max" also another one who aces the exam ~Tuesday, April 28, 2009
End of Year 2 Sem 2
Tada ! Exam Over ! Lets take a look ... at the peeps involved for the mugging~ .... It has been a pretty long journey of mugging and coffee and ENDLESS junk food ... but everybody should be alright when the results come out ... PASS CAN LIAO ....
Can see the one in green at the FarFAR back ? Thats PuiHan the Goddess~ Ace all her papers de ~ Simply amazing ...~ The guy in orange "Max" also another one who aces the exam ~
Can see the one in green at the FarFAR back ? Thats PuiHan the Goddess~ Ace all her papers de ~ Simply amazing ...~ The guy in orange "Max" also another one who aces the exam ~Tuesday, April 21, 2009
MM . . . warm ~
The weather lately isn't very conducive for exam preparation ... well ... last minute preparation ...
Process ... was quite a bit of stunning ... definately made mistakes and some of the questions was really beyond my scope of understanding ...
But its over ... and I HOPE to pass it ... >.<
Tomorrow is Microbiology ... I am hopping to ace this paper ... or rather the paper i had put a lot of effort in ... But i expect the paper to be difficult ... Its like ... ya~ Going to go for a cold shower before i revise my work again ... Had to ace it no matter what >.< ...
Process ... was quite a bit of stunning ... definately made mistakes and some of the questions was really beyond my scope of understanding ...
But its over ... and I HOPE to pass it ... >.<
Tomorrow is Microbiology ... I am hopping to ace this paper ... or rather the paper i had put a lot of effort in ... But i expect the paper to be difficult ... Its like ... ya~ Going to go for a cold shower before i revise my work again ... Had to ace it no matter what >.< ...
Friday, April 17, 2009
The day ...
Since when is computational methods so tough ... for the past 6 semester the exam papers are rather similar but this semester IS TOTALLY NEW ... brand new questions .... I hard a tough time ... was struggling with myself not to give up ... ... i thought i had sufficient preparation ... or thats my own wishful thinking ...
Almost walk out halfway ... i couldn't see myself passing ... that paper crushed my hope ... i had thought that the paper shouldn't be that difficult ... well at least not to the extend that you can't do it ... but zzz ... i paused for 5 minutes and calm myself ... i had a lot to lose if i don't overcome this so i decided to give it all i've got ... i may not be able to solve the question but i never leave any blank ... even when i know i am bullshitting for some of the questions ... i just write something ... i was that desperate ... i really hate this feeling ... why after sitting for exams so many years and now i felt this kind of desperation .... its only in Uni~ argh ... i did study ... and i study very hard for it ... maybe i'm not inclined towards this >.< BUT never mind ... i just want to vent here ... if not i got no other channels to speak out ... everyone is feeling pretty low so its not wise to trouble them ... tsk ... i hope there will be moderation .... if not i cannot gurantee my pass ...
It was bad ... and when i think about you ... i'm even more worried >.< . NVM next coming paper ... Environmental Process ... .... another killer ... Paper set by 1 Prof and a Dr~
This is crazy !!!!
Almost walk out halfway ... i couldn't see myself passing ... that paper crushed my hope ... i had thought that the paper shouldn't be that difficult ... well at least not to the extend that you can't do it ... but zzz ... i paused for 5 minutes and calm myself ... i had a lot to lose if i don't overcome this so i decided to give it all i've got ... i may not be able to solve the question but i never leave any blank ... even when i know i am bullshitting for some of the questions ... i just write something ... i was that desperate ... i really hate this feeling ... why after sitting for exams so many years and now i felt this kind of desperation .... its only in Uni~ argh ... i did study ... and i study very hard for it ... maybe i'm not inclined towards this >.< BUT never mind ... i just want to vent here ... if not i got no other channels to speak out ... everyone is feeling pretty low so its not wise to trouble them ... tsk ... i hope there will be moderation .... if not i cannot gurantee my pass ...
It was bad ... and when i think about you ... i'm even more worried >.< . NVM next coming paper ... Environmental Process ... .... another killer ... Paper set by 1 Prof and a Dr~
This is crazy !!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Tsk ... My 10 went to kitty's side ...~
Liew Careless careless ...
Today exam was in my opinion ... doable ... but I MADE HELL LOTS OF CARELESS MISTAKES ... suppose to divide by 100 i went to divide by 10 ... THIS KIND of mistakes should happen in primary school only ! why is it i am also letting it happen ... MINUS SIGN FORGOT TO PUT ... this one very classic ... EVERYTIME ...~
But i think and i hope i can pass today's Structures 1 exam ... Next paper ... Computational Methods ... Let all of us make it through this semester again ... i don't wish to see anyone or myself to tarpao~ ...
Best of luck ... ^^
Today exam was in my opinion ... doable ... but I MADE HELL LOTS OF CARELESS MISTAKES ... suppose to divide by 100 i went to divide by 10 ... THIS KIND of mistakes should happen in primary school only ! why is it i am also letting it happen ... MINUS SIGN FORGOT TO PUT ... this one very classic ... EVERYTIME ...~
But i think and i hope i can pass today's Structures 1 exam ... Next paper ... Computational Methods ... Let all of us make it through this semester again ... i don't wish to see anyone or myself to tarpao~ ...
Best of luck ... ^^
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Mmm . . . .
Today AutoCad drawing quiz over ! Was pretty simple ~ and i must say very lucky~ . Grandma's ring got bring me luck ! ... So exam i comfirm wear it ! But of course i must be as prepared as i can so that i won't be shocked . Wednesday the first paper will begin ...
Best of luck people ... and to you too love ^^ ~
Best of luck people ... and to you too love ^^ ~
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Ding Ding ... Tsk Tsk ...
When the fish meets the lion ...~ the fish kidnapped the LION ! :P
Out of ABC liao ^^ .... Nigel GAMBATAE ~ ....
I think we both want this to be rather low profile ? When the time is right the news will come ...
So~ Stay tune for this special news >.< made be rather elated ~ lol
So today was the BIO 2nd QUIZ ... i wore the ring Grandma gave me ... while travelling to school i saw a couple . An old couple , the grandfather .. grandmother kind ... the grandmother seems a bit lost in her thoughts due to her aged but the grandfather still held onto her hands guiding her to the busstop ... when he let go and let her to walk she just stood there not knowing what to do ... he prompt her to go over to him ... but still as lost ( due to old aged i guess ) ... he went over and held onto her ... That was extremely touching ... they seems to be going to shop for groceries and my question is ... So peeps out there ... pls hold hand till the time you can't don't let go when she/he can't remember who you are because somewhere within them they still remember your warmth ^^ ... Thats the love story part i witness ...
QUIZ WAS GOOD ! Thanks to the ring Grandma gave me ! Brings me a lot of luck ! Quiz was in my opinion very easy ... since its not MCQ where i tend to doubt myself ... but a lot of essasy to write ... and i hit the jackpot for the calculations ... woot ... brezze through the paper and i can still smile at the professor at the end of the quiz ^^ I SUPPOSED and i hope this marks will elevate the pass failure i had for this Zzz Bio~
SO its exam next week ... preperation still going on ^^ .... can't give up~ :P or else someone might stuff me with Tuna ... or lipids~
Out of ABC liao ^^ .... Nigel GAMBATAE ~ ....
I think we both want this to be rather low profile ? When the time is right the news will come ...
So~ Stay tune for this special news >.< made be rather elated ~ lol
So today was the BIO 2nd QUIZ ... i wore the ring Grandma gave me ... while travelling to school i saw a couple . An old couple , the grandfather .. grandmother kind ... the grandmother seems a bit lost in her thoughts due to her aged but the grandfather still held onto her hands guiding her to the busstop ... when he let go and let her to walk she just stood there not knowing what to do ... he prompt her to go over to him ... but still as lost ( due to old aged i guess ) ... he went over and held onto her ... That was extremely touching ... they seems to be going to shop for groceries and my question is ... So peeps out there ... pls hold hand till the time you can't don't let go when she/he can't remember who you are because somewhere within them they still remember your warmth ^^ ... Thats the love story part i witness ...
QUIZ WAS GOOD ! Thanks to the ring Grandma gave me ! Brings me a lot of luck ! Quiz was in my opinion very easy ... since its not MCQ where i tend to doubt myself ... but a lot of essasy to write ... and i hit the jackpot for the calculations ... woot ... brezze through the paper and i can still smile at the professor at the end of the quiz ^^ I SUPPOSED and i hope this marks will elevate the pass failure i had for this Zzz Bio~
SO its exam next week ... preperation still going on ^^ .... can't give up~ :P or else someone might stuff me with Tuna ... or lipids~
Thursday, April 02, 2009
mm .... ....
I think i'm at my limits ... guess i need to sleep a bit more early ... the headache is getting a bit on my nerves ...
So exam is just 1 week plus later and ... i'm not very certain how i will fare this time round ... doesn't seems to be very well prepared yet ...
Structures 1 : 15th april
Computational Methods : 17th April
Environmental Process : 20th April
Environmental Microbiology : 22th April
Hydrology : 27th April
5 Exams this time round ... and so far i flunk Microbiology quiz ... theres another upcoming quiz next week which I WILL use it to make up for my past failure ...~
The failing rate for Structures 1 is pretty high according to seniors and even the professors themselves ... 4 question 2hr 30 mins ... Might sounds a bit too long for you peeps but ITS not enough ... i think should give like 3 hours ...
mm . . . I need like 90% luck this time round ... i don't know if what i am doing is sufficient ... i'm just trying ... putting in whatever time i have ... simply just to make it through ... clear this year i will be in year 3 ... there is only one semester for year 3 and the other half is industrial attachment .... year 4 is pretty much a give away ... this semester results is very crucial ... nevermind the honors rating ... just let me pass ~~ B min~ lol~ not very much to ask for !
Best of luck to everyone for the exams ... i hope i'll be around next semester ^^
So exam is just 1 week plus later and ... i'm not very certain how i will fare this time round ... doesn't seems to be very well prepared yet ...
Structures 1 : 15th april
Computational Methods : 17th April
Environmental Process : 20th April
Environmental Microbiology : 22th April
Hydrology : 27th April
5 Exams this time round ... and so far i flunk Microbiology quiz ... theres another upcoming quiz next week which I WILL use it to make up for my past failure ...~
The failing rate for Structures 1 is pretty high according to seniors and even the professors themselves ... 4 question 2hr 30 mins ... Might sounds a bit too long for you peeps but ITS not enough ... i think should give like 3 hours ...
mm . . . I need like 90% luck this time round ... i don't know if what i am doing is sufficient ... i'm just trying ... putting in whatever time i have ... simply just to make it through ... clear this year i will be in year 3 ... there is only one semester for year 3 and the other half is industrial attachment .... year 4 is pretty much a give away ... this semester results is very crucial ... nevermind the honors rating ... just let me pass ~~ B min~ lol~ not very much to ask for !
Best of luck to everyone for the exams ... i hope i'll be around next semester ^^
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Woo ...
Woa ...
Took MRT .... one pretty sweet lady sit in front of me ...
saw me with a big bag .... then we keep hearing cat's mewing sound ....
SHE keep staring at me ... OF COURSE NOT BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO KNOW ME ...
She is either thinking i am keeping a cat on me ... or i'm carrying some shiet stuff ....
Why must be me ~ ... the Curry Man beside me also got big bag .... !*&@^#&*@!^#*
But she very sweet looking ~
The End~
Took MRT .... one pretty sweet lady sit in front of me ...
saw me with a big bag .... then we keep hearing cat's mewing sound ....
SHE keep staring at me ... OF COURSE NOT BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO KNOW ME ...
She is either thinking i am keeping a cat on me ... or i'm carrying some shiet stuff ....
Why must be me ~ ... the Curry Man beside me also got big bag .... !*&@^#&*@!^#*
But she very sweet looking ~
The End~
Friday, March 27, 2009
The war has begun~
Excellent~ the exam is coming in 2 weeks time ... 40% up to level only ... HOW ?
MUG MUG MUG ...
I need to mug hard for the post exam celebration :P
Tsk Tsk ...
All study hard ... there won't be any people tarpaoing anything this semester ...
MUG MUG MUG ...
I need to mug hard for the post exam celebration :P
Tsk Tsk ...
All study hard ... there won't be any people tarpaoing anything this semester ...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
How should i term this ...
Things are what it seems to be ...
There seems to be a veil covering every thoughts and action ...
Somehow everything seems to be beautiful ...
But when i peer deeper into this ... its such a disappointment ...
Why does it have to be like this ...
Was it necessary ... if such intention exists then let it made known ...
Its utterly disappointing ... why bother to put a mask on when that mask can be seen through ...
Its just a facade ...
Disappointing ... really ...
There seems to be a veil covering every thoughts and action ...
Somehow everything seems to be beautiful ...
But when i peer deeper into this ... its such a disappointment ...
Why does it have to be like this ...
Was it necessary ... if such intention exists then let it made known ...
Its utterly disappointing ... why bother to put a mask on when that mask can be seen through ...
Its just a facade ...
Disappointing ... really ...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Lets see ... Heres something ~
Heres a story ...
When i was in the army ... i was the sergent for my detachment of 5 guys ... since we must dig this baseplate position ... there is a man allocated to this job ... but you know its hard to dig when so much load on you ... and when you are thin and strengthless ... its even harder ... so who do the job for my 4th man ... ? Me ~ one of the few who dug for their men first ... when we were doing this proficiency test ... i dig with my guys ... since i can land the hits heavier and harder to the soil ... thats my way of telling them ... i'm no different from you all ... just because of the rank i have ... it doesn't mean i will just let you suffer ... Thats not me ... if i can help you ... i will help you ... if i can't help you ... I STILL try to give what i can ... What i don't wish to go through ... i also don't wish to go through , i too don't wish them to go through ... my men didn't give me problems ... maybe some mischief at times but when its time to be serious ... they are very serious ... they cook magee for me ! ~ thats the nicest thing they do for me ... outfield i run here run there ... so i got no time to cook ... then they will cook for me ~ for that ... i had a pretty enjoyable time when serving my days ...
So why ... is the time outside of army so fake ... ? People just like to shield up and not open their arms to others ... why ? ~ i know of some ... who told me that they will never share willingly ... this is the kind of society we are living in ... some tell me i should just rely and don't bother about others ... wth ? ~
.... .... I had a pretty wonderful night ^^ so~ time to sleep~
When i was in the army ... i was the sergent for my detachment of 5 guys ... since we must dig this baseplate position ... there is a man allocated to this job ... but you know its hard to dig when so much load on you ... and when you are thin and strengthless ... its even harder ... so who do the job for my 4th man ... ? Me ~ one of the few who dug for their men first ... when we were doing this proficiency test ... i dig with my guys ... since i can land the hits heavier and harder to the soil ... thats my way of telling them ... i'm no different from you all ... just because of the rank i have ... it doesn't mean i will just let you suffer ... Thats not me ... if i can help you ... i will help you ... if i can't help you ... I STILL try to give what i can ... What i don't wish to go through ... i also don't wish to go through , i too don't wish them to go through ... my men didn't give me problems ... maybe some mischief at times but when its time to be serious ... they are very serious ... they cook magee for me ! ~ thats the nicest thing they do for me ... outfield i run here run there ... so i got no time to cook ... then they will cook for me ~ for that ... i had a pretty enjoyable time when serving my days ...
So why ... is the time outside of army so fake ... ? People just like to shield up and not open their arms to others ... why ? ~ i know of some ... who told me that they will never share willingly ... this is the kind of society we are living in ... some tell me i should just rely and don't bother about others ... wth ? ~
.... .... I had a pretty wonderful night ^^ so~ time to sleep~
When the groupies comes together ... a few missing though
Thursday, March 19, 2009
When memory fades ...
Its funny ... i didn't have this problem last semester or any years prior to now ... i keep making careless mistakes ... calculator punch wrongly ... values read off wrongly ... made the wrong payment amounts ... and all these are happening too frequently ... just too frequently to be normal ...
Was it really because i was too careless or was it something else ...
Now i'm only moving forward ...
Was it really because i was too careless or was it something else ...
Now i'm only moving forward ...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
This ... is it ...
Ok anyway ... That lousy post was deleted ~ I did not pass the quiz >.< But i'll do better for the next one ... period ~
Enough sulking ... so ~ just have to keep going ...
Enough sulking ... so ~ just have to keep going ...
Ding Ding ...
Woa ... Was pretty rush today since the Hydraulic Lab ended a bit later ... Rush to get the TUNA SUB and ... wenhao ... wenhao !~
I look around ... WOA its Joanne and Aisha ... was on the way for my next lecture ... so i had to eat the sub on the way ... but i decided to talk to them for a while ^^ ... Both still look very beautiful as time passes ^^ and they graduating next year :P And i will be making some arrangements for some visiting ! ...
So Crystallography has finally ended with me getting a B+ on average i guess ... thats a rough estimate for the 4 quizzes i took over the past 3 months ... and i'm so glad its over ... my GPA like 3.19 only ... unlike the other peeps ...3.5 and above lol ... I AM TRYING HARD TO GET AS MANY As THIS SEMESTER ... so all these need hard work ... no choice ... no one will study for you ... you control every thing you do and you make sure you are good at it . ^^
Back to work ...
I look around ... WOA its Joanne and Aisha ... was on the way for my next lecture ... so i had to eat the sub on the way ... but i decided to talk to them for a while ^^ ... Both still look very beautiful as time passes ^^ and they graduating next year :P And i will be making some arrangements for some visiting ! ...
So Crystallography has finally ended with me getting a B+ on average i guess ... thats a rough estimate for the 4 quizzes i took over the past 3 months ... and i'm so glad its over ... my GPA like 3.19 only ... unlike the other peeps ...3.5 and above lol ... I AM TRYING HARD TO GET AS MANY As THIS SEMESTER ... so all these need hard work ... no choice ... no one will study for you ... you control every thing you do and you make sure you are good at it . ^^
Back to work ...
Monday, March 09, 2009
Blink Blink ....
Mizuki Nana - Deep Love
Snow falls in the night sky
We drew close and looked up
The warmth as we held hands
Felt so gentle
Will that promise that should have lasted forever
Vanish into the light blue rift between the clouds?
Just being by your side, that was all I needed
Before I knew it, my dream had grown larger than reality
No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Even if passion dyes the ordinary things
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching
Will the words and time we exchanged alter its shape?
The moon’s tears melted down its white cheeks
“Don’t go, stay a little longer,” I start to say again and again
“We can see each other anytime,” I tell myself again and again
We suddenly began to run
Headed in different directions, we can’t be stopped
The silence tears me apart more than I imagined
If I can be allowed a single wishI want to say, “I’m sorry”
No matter how much I feel for you, you won’t know
I have to say it, I have to start moving
Our secret will remain hidden
And just be forgotten, won’t it?
So…please, come here right now…
Just being by your side, that was all I needed
If we meet again, I wonder if we can share even more laughter
No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Melt me with a body temperature hotter than passion
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching
...........................................................................................................Nice ... and Its just so nice ...
Snow falls in the night sky
We drew close and looked up
The warmth as we held hands
Felt so gentle
Will that promise that should have lasted forever
Vanish into the light blue rift between the clouds?
Just being by your side, that was all I needed
Before I knew it, my dream had grown larger than reality
No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Even if passion dyes the ordinary things
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching
Will the words and time we exchanged alter its shape?
The moon’s tears melted down its white cheeks
“Don’t go, stay a little longer,” I start to say again and again
“We can see each other anytime,” I tell myself again and again
We suddenly began to run
Headed in different directions, we can’t be stopped
The silence tears me apart more than I imagined
If I can be allowed a single wishI want to say, “I’m sorry”
No matter how much I feel for you, you won’t know
I have to say it, I have to start moving
Our secret will remain hidden
And just be forgotten, won’t it?
So…please, come here right now…
Just being by your side, that was all I needed
If we meet again, I wonder if we can share even more laughter
No matter when or where
Hold me in your arms tightly, tightly
Melt me with a body temperature hotter than passion
These feelings for you are my everything
I believe they’ll never end
You’re the one I’ll always be watching
...........................................................................................................Nice ... and Its just so nice ...
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Ding Ding ^^
Yesterday night went out for dinner with Zhiyang and Weiyang ... and we tried our luck with those UFO catcher ... seriously 3 23 yr old guys playing with those machine ... you must be thinking whats on our mind ... and Zy and Me caught something ... :P Weiyang gave up ~ Then they decided to watch "Coming Soon" ... I am very bad with these kinds of movie ... but i know someone who is extremely good at this ... So i got some shock of my life last night ... T_T yes the whole chair shook when i jump >.<
Just cleared 1 tutorials ... and i had still had 4 more to go ... 10% of a formal report left to write ... and revision for exam ... Did i mention that my exams is next month ? ... The pace is WOW amazing ... but I WILL MAKE IT ! No buts ~ so good luck to the rest of the peeps as well ... Then if all things goes well ... I WILL BECOME A YEAR 3 STUDENT ... sounds great huh ... yeah I also hope so too ! ^^
So i'm just waiting for Nigel's return ... and Kenny's return ... When nigel return ... the folks will meet up one time ... a big one i thing ... then i will go into my cave and study ... you probably won't see me blog at all for like 2 months ? Kenny will return during my 3 month holiday ... and woo more outings ... i probably find some crap jobs to kill time and earn a bit of money ... because i will be going back to finish up the 1 month NSF liability ... So EVERYONE in school ... HANG IN THERE ! :P
Just push yourself ... today quite good ... 4 hours do 5 question ... LOL ... yesterday even better 5 hours write a few pages of report only ... its camping in school for me ... i'm more productive in school ... maybe i write too slow ... and my fingers too fat to press calculator in a fast way ... theres this goddess in school who MIGHT just impart me her skills lol ...
She watch horror movie not scared ... seldom got much opinions ... pretty kind ... pretty patient when coaching me stuff ... not afriad that i will sell her ... in fact i won't ... err when you look at her you think she looks like a block of ice ... but no ...~ you will be sooo wrong if you think shes a block of ice ... and her memory is incredible ... she can remember i dun like bitter gourd but i still eat it anyway ... oh ! when she drink water ... her face change colours ! quite sensitive to heat ba i guess ... and SHE BLUSHES ... ... ... ... she probably tsk at me when she read this lol ...
Ok i'm in a rush for time ... need to go grandmother's house ^^ I'll catch you folks in 2 months time alright :P In the meanwhile ...stay happy stay cheerful ... don't let the heat get into you ... drink more water ...
The only time when you truly fail is the time when you give up ...
Just cleared 1 tutorials ... and i had still had 4 more to go ... 10% of a formal report left to write ... and revision for exam ... Did i mention that my exams is next month ? ... The pace is WOW amazing ... but I WILL MAKE IT ! No buts ~ so good luck to the rest of the peeps as well ... Then if all things goes well ... I WILL BECOME A YEAR 3 STUDENT ... sounds great huh ... yeah I also hope so too ! ^^
So i'm just waiting for Nigel's return ... and Kenny's return ... When nigel return ... the folks will meet up one time ... a big one i thing ... then i will go into my cave and study ... you probably won't see me blog at all for like 2 months ? Kenny will return during my 3 month holiday ... and woo more outings ... i probably find some crap jobs to kill time and earn a bit of money ... because i will be going back to finish up the 1 month NSF liability ... So EVERYONE in school ... HANG IN THERE ! :P
Just push yourself ... today quite good ... 4 hours do 5 question ... LOL ... yesterday even better 5 hours write a few pages of report only ... its camping in school for me ... i'm more productive in school ... maybe i write too slow ... and my fingers too fat to press calculator in a fast way ... theres this goddess in school who MIGHT just impart me her skills lol ...
She watch horror movie not scared ... seldom got much opinions ... pretty kind ... pretty patient when coaching me stuff ... not afriad that i will sell her ... in fact i won't ... err when you look at her you think she looks like a block of ice ... but no ...~ you will be sooo wrong if you think shes a block of ice ... and her memory is incredible ... she can remember i dun like bitter gourd but i still eat it anyway ... oh ! when she drink water ... her face change colours ! quite sensitive to heat ba i guess ... and SHE BLUSHES ... ... ... ... she probably tsk at me when she read this lol ...
Ok i'm in a rush for time ... need to go grandmother's house ^^ I'll catch you folks in 2 months time alright :P In the meanwhile ...stay happy stay cheerful ... don't let the heat get into you ... drink more water ...
The only time when you truly fail is the time when you give up ...
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Reflection ...
I didn't stay back with the folks in school to deal with those remaining online lectures since i had an appointment for my ankle . I was just on time and after i submitted my documents i only had to wait for like 15 minutes and it was my turn to see the doctor . Basically he twist my ankle in various angles to check if my ligaments are back in place and told me that the reason why its still painful is probably due to the damaged done to the muscles . He just caution me to be careful with my activities and allow more time to set in so that the muscles and ligament will heal .
Then i made my way home ...
I always think a lot during the journey back home but i never manage to write down what my thoughts were during those times ... since i just finish listening to the online synchronous tutorial i thought i should just write something here before i go and clear up my work again ...
Have you ever had situations where you stand back and look at yourself and say " what am i doing here ? " "What was all these about " "Were they even necessary? " Its a pretty strange thing .
As for myself , i don't really understand what i'm going through now . Then i look back and look at all the mistakes i've done , pondering about the love that left me ... and it does bring a tinged of sadness to the heart . Then all those " was that necessary ? " " why did that even happen ? " pop into my mind and i would picture that whole "what if" thing again . Call that daydreaming and it might probably fit that category ... probably my reflection time ^^ a reminder to myself i guess .
Was that a reason why sometimes people look back to their past and have those very nostalgic moments ... sometimes i asked, why do people have to go through so much emotional rides in life just so that they truly appreciate what they have ... why can't it be an innate ability ? Was this the only way for people to mature ... was this the only way for us to remember ...
Maybe its the rain ... maybe its the old folks i saw at the hospital that made me wrote this ... Time is escaping through my hand every second every minute ... not looking back at me and say hey " wenhao if you don't hurry and treasure me now , eventually one day i will leave you " Knowing all these ... i still look back at the time that has already left me ... i do look forward to whats coming ahead ... but the looking back thing didn't ceased ... perhaps ... just perhaps i left something back there which i wanted very badly ... ^^ the rain has ceased .. so will this entry ^^
This is purely random thoughts ... so don't go come tag and say wenhao you ok a not ? if i not ok i comfirm call you peeps lol ... alright ... thats all for now ^^ for goodness ! if you do read at least tag "hello" !
Then i made my way home ...
I always think a lot during the journey back home but i never manage to write down what my thoughts were during those times ... since i just finish listening to the online synchronous tutorial i thought i should just write something here before i go and clear up my work again ...
Have you ever had situations where you stand back and look at yourself and say " what am i doing here ? " "What was all these about " "Were they even necessary? " Its a pretty strange thing .
As for myself , i don't really understand what i'm going through now . Then i look back and look at all the mistakes i've done , pondering about the love that left me ... and it does bring a tinged of sadness to the heart . Then all those " was that necessary ? " " why did that even happen ? " pop into my mind and i would picture that whole "what if" thing again . Call that daydreaming and it might probably fit that category ... probably my reflection time ^^ a reminder to myself i guess .
Was that a reason why sometimes people look back to their past and have those very nostalgic moments ... sometimes i asked, why do people have to go through so much emotional rides in life just so that they truly appreciate what they have ... why can't it be an innate ability ? Was this the only way for people to mature ... was this the only way for us to remember ...
Maybe its the rain ... maybe its the old folks i saw at the hospital that made me wrote this ... Time is escaping through my hand every second every minute ... not looking back at me and say hey " wenhao if you don't hurry and treasure me now , eventually one day i will leave you " Knowing all these ... i still look back at the time that has already left me ... i do look forward to whats coming ahead ... but the looking back thing didn't ceased ... perhaps ... just perhaps i left something back there which i wanted very badly ... ^^ the rain has ceased .. so will this entry ^^
This is purely random thoughts ... so don't go come tag and say wenhao you ok a not ? if i not ok i comfirm call you peeps lol ... alright ... thats all for now ^^ for goodness ! if you do read at least tag "hello" !
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