I encounter something slightly out of the norm yesterday at the supermarket :P
Well since i got let off earlier from camp to get a well deserved break ... i went to get some groceries for my ice box ... thats including milk . While walking there i had to take the underpass to the supermarket from the train station . Its really a routine when for me when i get home from camp to get some stuff there but then the underpass this time was filled with insurance agents to be i guess . I thought my MAFIA looked could intimidate them but i failed ... they started attacking me with questions T_T suddenly i remember my best weapon , I showed them my hand and say sorry ^^ . Its not that i dislike them but i simply won't be able to keep up with those savings plans ... i do save but having to commit when i had no steady income soon is going to suffocate me from all the mini luxuries i enjoy all along . I can't imagine i had no money for milk , i think it would be a terrible world disaster when that happens .
So after the fight with Miss Agent i went ahead uninjured to do my shopping . While waiting to pay at the cashier . A very young child and his mother was paying for their stuff , however halfway both left the cashier with many items still in their trolley . The cashier did nothing , she just continue to scan the items . After standing there for 2-3 minutes and theres no sign of wonderful MOM returning i decided to unload all her items for her ... -_-||| FINALLY after the last item i placed on the belt for the cashier , the mommy return back and say : " Son ... quickly thank uncle for helping us unloading the items " .... I just smile back . ( I can't just leave things there while the queue behind me pile up .. those aunties behind will chop me up into pieces if the queue don't start moving ... )
I paid for my stuff and quickly head home ... AGAIN i took the underpass ... this time i tried to evade those AGENTS but seems like a new one was there .. She tried to block my path ... and i show her my hand lol ... that made her back off from my path ... i overheard her saying this " sobz .. he just show me his hand " shes pretty cute actually but i'm too tired to entertain her plus the previous agent i just destroyed was around so it wouldn't be very nice :P ... and its HOME SWEET HOME
Alright i know some of my dearest friends has become AGENTS ... even my cousin is one also . I know how the thing works definately and what is best for myself . But don't be discourage just because there are people like me around . For now i may not need it but definately when i start working i will get those plans too . Its a necessary thing to do . So its not time for me yet , but i believe everyday there will be people whose investment plans or saving plans matures and wants to continue so don't give up alright ^^ . My cousin is doing very well now and will also be doing very well in the future i believe , as long as you don't give up ^^ .
Like me ^^ i'm still trying to squeeze into a tuna can ahaha ... caleb call me polar bear trying to squeeze into a tuna can ... WHY ? you ask him yourself &^!@#%^@!%#^@!#
Friday, May 30, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
I am wenhao ...
... Finally my connection becomes stable ... After 1 month :P
So ? Everything's cool ... kenny's back in singapore ... Nigel never came out today ... i also have no idea ... i "thought" there was suppose to be a gathering thingy but turns out i asked the folks out for movie ... what happen ??? No idea ...
Oh ... My disruption was approved ... ^^ July 27th ORD ! i will return my remaining army days when holiday comes ... so yup ... going back to student life ... can't wait ... this time i'm not going to just go to school and study ... better sign myself up for activities ... poly was a bit of screwed up ... i didn't know how to priortize what was important to me ... so i didn't really have a fufilling life back then ... somehow wasted my life LOL ... well at least i did not screw up the tests back then ... People learn right ^^ so i'm learning too haha ...
Now i'm handling all the chores at home ... if i'm not in camp ... sister will leave everything to me ... she can't do laundry properly ... can't fold clothes properly too ... :P i have to clean up all her hair from the sink trap !@#!@#!@# ... When she gets married .. she will be in deep trouble ... I don't do all these stuff willingly last time ... i would be very lazy to get my ass out of the chair to do all these stuff ... but perhaps after going through all the "trainings" in NS made me more responsible for others ... through out all this while i've developed this " If i want something to be done now ... its best to start with myself before seeking others " mentality ... ^^ Just do it :P
Thats right ^^ I am myself ... i have to be a responsible mafia lol ^^
So ? Everything's cool ... kenny's back in singapore ... Nigel never came out today ... i also have no idea ... i "thought" there was suppose to be a gathering thingy but turns out i asked the folks out for movie ... what happen ??? No idea ...
Oh ... My disruption was approved ... ^^ July 27th ORD ! i will return my remaining army days when holiday comes ... so yup ... going back to student life ... can't wait ... this time i'm not going to just go to school and study ... better sign myself up for activities ... poly was a bit of screwed up ... i didn't know how to priortize what was important to me ... so i didn't really have a fufilling life back then ... somehow wasted my life LOL ... well at least i did not screw up the tests back then ... People learn right ^^ so i'm learning too haha ...
Now i'm handling all the chores at home ... if i'm not in camp ... sister will leave everything to me ... she can't do laundry properly ... can't fold clothes properly too ... :P i have to clean up all her hair from the sink trap !@#!@#!@# ... When she gets married .. she will be in deep trouble ... I don't do all these stuff willingly last time ... i would be very lazy to get my ass out of the chair to do all these stuff ... but perhaps after going through all the "trainings" in NS made me more responsible for others ... through out all this while i've developed this " If i want something to be done now ... its best to start with myself before seeking others " mentality ... ^^ Just do it :P
Thats right ^^ I am myself ... i have to be a responsible mafia lol ^^
Saturday, May 17, 2008
The milk's killing me ... ... ... ...
I tried sleeping at 12 last night ... LOL i couldn't sleep at all !!! Went to my fridge ... took out chocolates and milk ... i think i finish 500ml of milk in an instant ... went back and dug out my "treasure box" ... the box where i kept all the letters ... card written to me for the past 22 years ... yes 22 years ... and those small tiny neoprints ! i going to get a new "Treasure box soon" Many many memories inside ... those very old dollar notes i also have ... the rare 20 dollar plastic note was also kept inside ^^
I read through all the cards and letters ... i'm very glad to recieve them ^^ Simone wrote me cards too :P but this year never wirte haha ... then theres some folks whom i sort of drifted apart with ... some who moved away and i've not manage to contact them ... I think the best card was the handmade one by ah ning ... it was many many yearsss ago ... sherrie sent me cards too ... ^^ her handwriting was one of the best back in school ... ^^ mine was first in school too but you have to start counting from the back :P...
but the one that brings lots of smile and tears was obviously "hers"
I would prefer recieving cards as gifts compare to other stuff ... i feel that cards written by people carries a lot more mmm ... weight ... more feelings ...
A gift can be easily forgotten ... but a handwritten card never loses its value ...
^^
I found something intresting too ... last time back in secondary school ... very very long ago when i sit in front of Ah ning ... we use to exchange hand written notes ... I still have them :P ... still good ... except that the pencil marks are slowly fading away ... haha and a lot of my trophies ... ^^ i may not look like it but back in primary school ... i can run fast ... jump high ... :P rope skipping champion too ^^ Javeline 1st in Secondary school :P
But now i very inactive ... hahaha ... i think i better try to take up some activities in Uni ... i'm considering water sports ^^ woot !
Yah .. the milk killed me ... i think i drank too much so when i was sleeping halfway suddenly i get a very bad stomache ...
^^ Thats all for today ^^
I read through all the cards and letters ... i'm very glad to recieve them ^^ Simone wrote me cards too :P but this year never wirte haha ... then theres some folks whom i sort of drifted apart with ... some who moved away and i've not manage to contact them ... I think the best card was the handmade one by ah ning ... it was many many yearsss ago ... sherrie sent me cards too ... ^^ her handwriting was one of the best back in school ... ^^ mine was first in school too but you have to start counting from the back :P...
but the one that brings lots of smile and tears was obviously "hers"
I would prefer recieving cards as gifts compare to other stuff ... i feel that cards written by people carries a lot more mmm ... weight ... more feelings ...
A gift can be easily forgotten ... but a handwritten card never loses its value ...
^^
I found something intresting too ... last time back in secondary school ... very very long ago when i sit in front of Ah ning ... we use to exchange hand written notes ... I still have them :P ... still good ... except that the pencil marks are slowly fading away ... haha and a lot of my trophies ... ^^ i may not look like it but back in primary school ... i can run fast ... jump high ... :P rope skipping champion too ^^ Javeline 1st in Secondary school :P
But now i very inactive ... hahaha ... i think i better try to take up some activities in Uni ... i'm considering water sports ^^ woot !
Yah .. the milk killed me ... i think i drank too much so when i was sleeping halfway suddenly i get a very bad stomache ...
^^ Thats all for today ^^
Friday, May 16, 2008
WOOT
Mafia Hao and J Wong ...
A bit cheapo ... but when walking around the Xi Men Ting area ... the rain become very heavy .. so I bought the cheapo RainCoat LOL .. then the rest also buy ...
Thats Me ^^
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Humans aren't solitary beings ~
Woke up late again ... wasted the whole of my morning sleeping ^^ usual stuff ... breakfast ... milk ... getting the laundry done ... wash dishes ... sweep floor ... fold the laundry ... took me 2 hours to finish those stuff ... I'm the maid for this 2 week ... Mum got a new washing machine ... have to teach her how to use later ... quite complicated ... many temperatures to note >.< when the new maid arrives i think i have to coach her as well ... I use to find doing all these things a hassle ... but its like a routine for me now ... and when i make all my laundry smells like spring WOO HOO i feel very proud of it ...
So so so ... just yesterday night at the chalet ... while during BBQing~ one of my men said that his girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him ... Hes quite a good looking chap ... and her reason of ending the relationship " I'm young , i still wish to play and know more people " He had quite a few drinks there so i don't really know what the real deal was ... But before we went for the overseas trip he sense something was wrong ... and i encourage him to make things better ... he said things became better but ... now -_- things change suddenly ...
( Amazing washing machine !!! ... typing halfway , i went to teach Mum and Dad how to use the washing machine )
Back to the topic ... I sat down and talk to him together with the rest ... I wonder how is he feeling ... Why i asked ... and he just told me what i had stated above .... some of them say its because of being together for too long ... some say the girl doesn't know whats good for her ... Well i guess its really up to individual ... "Medic" then say " Girls will blame the guy , Guys will blame the girl ... true ... Probably when he said that no one even bother about that ... but its a fact which i believe ... when such things happen people would convinently push everything to the other party ...
What i'm more concern ... were the time spent together ... i never really knew the answer to this question i posed to myself ... perhaps to me as the more time a couple spent together ... the more "glue" power it should have ... maybe not to some
The rest told him " you're still young " i hope one day people would dimiss this thing ... time is one of the thing in this world that cannot be reversed ... you are advancing forward , i believe there is no such thing as you're still young ... you still have more time ahead of you ... before you know it .. you're 30 years old :P
He will be fine i guess ... ^^ Ok .. i need to check the laundry ...
So so so ... just yesterday night at the chalet ... while during BBQing~ one of my men said that his girlfriend of 4 years broke up with him ... Hes quite a good looking chap ... and her reason of ending the relationship " I'm young , i still wish to play and know more people " He had quite a few drinks there so i don't really know what the real deal was ... But before we went for the overseas trip he sense something was wrong ... and i encourage him to make things better ... he said things became better but ... now -_- things change suddenly ...
( Amazing washing machine !!! ... typing halfway , i went to teach Mum and Dad how to use the washing machine )
Back to the topic ... I sat down and talk to him together with the rest ... I wonder how is he feeling ... Why i asked ... and he just told me what i had stated above .... some of them say its because of being together for too long ... some say the girl doesn't know whats good for her ... Well i guess its really up to individual ... "Medic" then say " Girls will blame the guy , Guys will blame the girl ... true ... Probably when he said that no one even bother about that ... but its a fact which i believe ... when such things happen people would convinently push everything to the other party ...
What i'm more concern ... were the time spent together ... i never really knew the answer to this question i posed to myself ... perhaps to me as the more time a couple spent together ... the more "glue" power it should have ... maybe not to some
The rest told him " you're still young " i hope one day people would dimiss this thing ... time is one of the thing in this world that cannot be reversed ... you are advancing forward , i believe there is no such thing as you're still young ... you still have more time ahead of you ... before you know it .. you're 30 years old :P
He will be fine i guess ... ^^ Ok .. i need to check the laundry ...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Mmm ....
The day i came back from taiwan i met up with some folks ....
Apart from telling them some trainings i went through ... I also told them how people mistake me for an evil man ....
T_T ... Since we don't know the area well ... and we were looking for a particular street in Taiwan ... i went into one shop managed by a lady ... she was on the phone ... MAYBE ! just maybe because of my hair ... she immediately say ... are you here for money ! T_T I quickly explain to her the situation T_T ... when i told simone and gang this ... they burst out laughing lorrrrrrr~~~*@!&#*(!@&#(!&@*#(&
Then at their night market streets ... because of space limitation its quite hard to move around ... i wanted to cut across path ... a guy was standing in front of me ... i took a step forward ... he too took a step forward ... then he quickly apologise when i look at him ... i said nevermind ... then i took a step again ... he too took a step ... THEN i look at him again .. 2nd time he apologise ... we did this for the 3rd time until i step out of it and told him ... please go ahead .. i'll go after you T_T ... he quickly went away ... LIEW ...
Well ... Theres another thing ... the first impression my men had of me ... ( we did an evaluation of all the commanders ... the men would say how they feel about this commander and so on ... )
Guess what all of them said ! .... I got that fierce look ... some even want to beat me up .... LOL but after knowing me they are ok with that ... sianz ... All the time where ever i go i get the same same first impression ... ZzzzzzZzzzzZZz
.. sad huh ... lol but its pretty useful when i'm shielding my grandmother from the crowds at temple :P ^^
Ok ! Mafia Hao must go Chalet liao ... Bye FOlks
Apart from telling them some trainings i went through ... I also told them how people mistake me for an evil man ....
T_T ... Since we don't know the area well ... and we were looking for a particular street in Taiwan ... i went into one shop managed by a lady ... she was on the phone ... MAYBE ! just maybe because of my hair ... she immediately say ... are you here for money ! T_T I quickly explain to her the situation T_T ... when i told simone and gang this ... they burst out laughing lorrrrrrr~~~*@!&#*(!@&#(!&@*#(&
Then at their night market streets ... because of space limitation its quite hard to move around ... i wanted to cut across path ... a guy was standing in front of me ... i took a step forward ... he too took a step forward ... then he quickly apologise when i look at him ... i said nevermind ... then i took a step again ... he too took a step ... THEN i look at him again .. 2nd time he apologise ... we did this for the 3rd time until i step out of it and told him ... please go ahead .. i'll go after you T_T ... he quickly went away ... LIEW ...
Well ... Theres another thing ... the first impression my men had of me ... ( we did an evaluation of all the commanders ... the men would say how they feel about this commander and so on ... )
Guess what all of them said ! .... I got that fierce look ... some even want to beat me up .... LOL but after knowing me they are ok with that ... sianz ... All the time where ever i go i get the same same first impression ... ZzzzzzZzzzzZZz
.. sad huh ... lol but its pretty useful when i'm shielding my grandmother from the crowds at temple :P ^^
Ok ! Mafia Hao must go Chalet liao ... Bye FOlks
Friday, May 09, 2008
Hahah Environmental Engineer ...
Any idea what i'm pursuing in NTU ? ... some knew some don't ...
I'm going for a degree in Environmental Engineering ... somewhat related to the environment ... at first i thought ... maybe i'm going around to check trees lol ... thats a silly thought ... how can it be so simple right ?
So i read up the course before i decided to accept it ....
It has stuff related to water ... air ... waste treatment ... i'm quite keen on the hydrology part ^^ water supply engineering, wastewater engineering, solid waste engineering and geo-environmental engineering.
Looks very dry ... but i think its important ... i feel that everyone need those things ... water ... air .... getting rid of waste ... if one day stuff like clean water and clean air become inaccessible to us ... what would we become ? I'm not sure but already its happening in other undeveloped countries where clean water is a big issue ... maybe just maybe ... i hope i can do something about it ^^ .
Can't imagine one day i got no chocolate milk to drink ... because all the cows died from drinking dirty water ... -_- nooo~~~ ...
I'm not a green person ... i'm pretty evil actually ... but well ... for the sake of milk ... wahaha ... ok enough nonsense :P Hope i make it ^^ so so so ....
I'm going for a degree in Environmental Engineering ... somewhat related to the environment ... at first i thought ... maybe i'm going around to check trees lol ... thats a silly thought ... how can it be so simple right ?
So i read up the course before i decided to accept it ....
It has stuff related to water ... air ... waste treatment ... i'm quite keen on the hydrology part ^^ water supply engineering, wastewater engineering, solid waste engineering and geo-environmental engineering.
Looks very dry ... but i think its important ... i feel that everyone need those things ... water ... air .... getting rid of waste ... if one day stuff like clean water and clean air become inaccessible to us ... what would we become ? I'm not sure but already its happening in other undeveloped countries where clean water is a big issue ... maybe just maybe ... i hope i can do something about it ^^ .
Can't imagine one day i got no chocolate milk to drink ... because all the cows died from drinking dirty water ... -_- nooo~~~ ...
I'm not a green person ... i'm pretty evil actually ... but well ... for the sake of milk ... wahaha ... ok enough nonsense :P Hope i make it ^^ so so so ....
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Say~
I wonder if i am silly to wait for time to pass,always hoping that even if i'm not your first love but i will someday be your last. That night when i held you was the last ever miracle to me. Without you i am like a caged bird waiting for my next love to come and set me free.
Anyone notice this header ? ... i wonder how many realise this ...
When i was in taiwan ... i had to be vehicle commander ... from destination to destination the ride was about 12 hours .... sounds crazy but yes .... i manage to catch a clear night sky filled with stars ... then one silly questions came to my head ...
What does caring for someone means ?
I gave it a very long thought ... then i came up with a very long answer ...
I can't really translate it into words ... but its about being attentive to the person ... as in paying attention when they require you to ... giving them the support they need ... respect them for who they are .... never critcise them or their dreams ( be supportive man ) .... always ask about their well being ... the list goes on ... can't remember my full answer ... i only know that i was sort of enlightened lol ...
I wonder if i'm right or not .... but i think its not a very sloppy answer though its not perfect either ...
What do you think ?
Anyone notice this header ? ... i wonder how many realise this ...
When i was in taiwan ... i had to be vehicle commander ... from destination to destination the ride was about 12 hours .... sounds crazy but yes .... i manage to catch a clear night sky filled with stars ... then one silly questions came to my head ...
What does caring for someone means ?
I gave it a very long thought ... then i came up with a very long answer ...
I can't really translate it into words ... but its about being attentive to the person ... as in paying attention when they require you to ... giving them the support they need ... respect them for who they are .... never critcise them or their dreams ( be supportive man ) .... always ask about their well being ... the list goes on ... can't remember my full answer ... i only know that i was sort of enlightened lol ...
I wonder if i'm right or not .... but i think its not a very sloppy answer though its not perfect either ...
What do you think ?
..... HOLY
Took me 3 hours to do the laundry ....
OMG ~
Ok i need a break now ....
Oh Simone too has return from Japan ... NICE ! i tried the chewing gum she got from there ... waaa very nice packaging ... and the ciggs she got from there WOO ... nice scent ...
Oh i went to NTU this morning to get my medical stuff done ... ITS A NEW BEGINNING SOON ... Zhiyang also manage to get an offer from NTU ... now he choosing between SMU and NTU ... i think NUS is going to offer him a place too ...
OMG ~
Ok i need a break now ....
Oh Simone too has return from Japan ... NICE ! i tried the chewing gum she got from there ... waaa very nice packaging ... and the ciggs she got from there WOO ... nice scent ...
Oh i went to NTU this morning to get my medical stuff done ... ITS A NEW BEGINNING SOON ... Zhiyang also manage to get an offer from NTU ... now he choosing between SMU and NTU ... i think NUS is going to offer him a place too ...
What was i thinking ......
Argh ... Jiathi had already return to her home country ... so whose going to do all the laundry ???
Me ...~~~
Guess what i just destroyed two of my shirts .... One from Nike ... One from Topshop ... why ? Because i forgot to seperate the laundry !!! ... Both were whites and they ended up with colours after a wash ...
My army uniforms and all the army stuff can be wash together ... but T_T i forgot about the normal clothing ...they can't be mixed .... i better take extra care next time ... until the new maid arrives ... i'll be doing most of the household chores i guess ... ahhh ... my shirts ... ~
Me ...~~~
Guess what i just destroyed two of my shirts .... One from Nike ... One from Topshop ... why ? Because i forgot to seperate the laundry !!! ... Both were whites and they ended up with colours after a wash ...
My army uniforms and all the army stuff can be wash together ... but T_T i forgot about the normal clothing ...they can't be mixed .... i better take extra care next time ... until the new maid arrives ... i'll be doing most of the household chores i guess ... ahhh ... my shirts ... ~
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Back Home ... ... With many changes ^^
I'm back ...~ But my house maid is leaving tomorrow ...
Sister just came back from Pattaya too ... except that hers was a short trip away from home ...
Mum and Dad was quite surprised to see me back home at 4 am ... i'm rather tired though but its nice to see them again ... wanted to do some laundry but i guess i leave it till tomorrow ...
So hows Taiwan ? ... I must say ... the ladies there in majority ... quite pretty and sweet looking ...
Ha!!! You folks must be thinking ... what the hell .... you came back after 30++ days just to say the ladies over there are pretty ?
Wait till i get the photos first ok ^^ i never brought my camera there so instead of using words to describe the 30++ days ... i try to get some pictures to do the talking ....
I still miss home .... all the while i wanted to come back badly ...
Oh i manage to clock a new record 9 days no shower ! lol ... the field exercise stretched too long .... some of the guys who went out earlier broke my record ... 10 days no shower !!! Just imagine -_- |||
Ok enough for now ... i need to sleep ... many things to attend to tomorrow :P
Sister just came back from Pattaya too ... except that hers was a short trip away from home ...
Mum and Dad was quite surprised to see me back home at 4 am ... i'm rather tired though but its nice to see them again ... wanted to do some laundry but i guess i leave it till tomorrow ...
So hows Taiwan ? ... I must say ... the ladies there in majority ... quite pretty and sweet looking ...
Ha!!! You folks must be thinking ... what the hell .... you came back after 30++ days just to say the ladies over there are pretty ?
Wait till i get the photos first ok ^^ i never brought my camera there so instead of using words to describe the 30++ days ... i try to get some pictures to do the talking ....
I still miss home .... all the while i wanted to come back badly ...
Oh i manage to clock a new record 9 days no shower ! lol ... the field exercise stretched too long .... some of the guys who went out earlier broke my record ... 10 days no shower !!! Just imagine -_- |||
Ok enough for now ... i need to sleep ... many things to attend to tomorrow :P
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Byeeee .... ....
First of all ... thanks for reading my blog .... to all those who does lol ...
and ... Ok byebye ^^ I'm off to taiwan .... for training ... last hurdle before i ORD ya !!!
I see many people stop blogging .... see many people stop after a while ... maybe writing your thoughts online isn't so good afterall ... maybe ... just maybe
So put that aside ... i'm not sure if i will come back in one piece lol ... but i hope so la ... later one bird crash into the bunk ... then its byebye to me LOL ...
Ya ... so mm... i met up with this very very important person few days back ... and i must say ... it was very very comfortable to talk with her ... she still got that smile ... that "shuddup~" ... still its her ^^ someone who can sense my emotion well ... i have to thank the heaven for letting me know her ahaha ... simone is going to be angry lol .... but nevermind ... she know who i refering to and YES YOU probably know who u are ... so don't smile smile there ....
What amazed me most is ... she has learn a lot ... in a way i'm glad she does ... afterall its good for her in the long run ... oh and ya ... you said don't miss you ahaha ... i haven't tell you this ... yes i will miss you ^^ ... i will look up to the sky like you told me ... but by now you should know ... i prefer the night sky more than anything ... total opposite from you ^^ ...
mmm .. .. ... . sia ting ting !!!! ello ello ~~~ when i come back i will ask you out first ^^ ....
and and ... one last thing ....
Life is really about choices .... perspective ( ya you taught me that ) .... and having a big heart for everything .~
Bye people i will be back on May~ ...
and ... Ok byebye ^^ I'm off to taiwan .... for training ... last hurdle before i ORD ya !!!
I see many people stop blogging .... see many people stop after a while ... maybe writing your thoughts online isn't so good afterall ... maybe ... just maybe
So put that aside ... i'm not sure if i will come back in one piece lol ... but i hope so la ... later one bird crash into the bunk ... then its byebye to me LOL ...
Ya ... so mm... i met up with this very very important person few days back ... and i must say ... it was very very comfortable to talk with her ... she still got that smile ... that "shuddup~" ... still its her ^^ someone who can sense my emotion well ... i have to thank the heaven for letting me know her ahaha ... simone is going to be angry lol .... but nevermind ... she know who i refering to and YES YOU probably know who u are ... so don't smile smile there ....
What amazed me most is ... she has learn a lot ... in a way i'm glad she does ... afterall its good for her in the long run ... oh and ya ... you said don't miss you ahaha ... i haven't tell you this ... yes i will miss you ^^ ... i will look up to the sky like you told me ... but by now you should know ... i prefer the night sky more than anything ... total opposite from you ^^ ...
mmm .. .. ... . sia ting ting !!!! ello ello ~~~ when i come back i will ask you out first ^^ ....
and and ... one last thing ....
Life is really about choices .... perspective ( ya you taught me that ) .... and having a big heart for everything .~
Bye people i will be back on May~ ...
Friday, March 21, 2008
Sky of love~ ( Listening Heart )
^^ I just watched Koizora ( Sky Of Love ) with Py~ Nice !!! I heard from her that its a novel based on a true story ... catch it while the cinema is still showing it ok ! If you got boyfriend or girlfriend i think it would even be better ... but if you are still single like me lol just catch it anyway ... the girls sitting beside me all cried ... i've seen shows which are more touching that this but oh well ^^".
So ... After the movie ... we went for dinner and talk for a bit before we head home ...
Then something pop into my head ... maybe its the movie ... maybe its the conversation i had with py ... maybe all along i wanted to type this ... finally i had the mood to write this haha ...
Say ... we all have the ability to listen isn't it ... yet do you all think that everyone is making use of our ears carefully ?
I'm talking about listening to people when they need you to ... without judging or trying to give them unthoughtful advices ...
I feel ... that many people wants to be heard ... but not many are willing to listen ... why ? Selfish ? ... I believe that everyone should learn how to listen to one another without saying a word ... yes just sitting there quietly listening to someone else talk ... The more you listen , the more you learn about the other person's feeling . Relationships is one which requires a lot of listening but very often it isn't balanced ... there is always one party which listens most of the time and one which talks the most of the time ... the one who listens most of the time too has feelings don't you agree ? ... without being heard , feelings get suppressed causing unwanted resentment towards the other .
Do you all agree ? At certain times you wish someone could just listen to you but you couldn't find that person ... then you wonder who really cares about you .. sometimes certain group of people who only wants to be heard should really do some soul searching ... shouldn't they listen with an open heart too ?
Sometimes its just that simple to nurse someone's trouble heart ... sit beside them and just listen .... there is no need for comments .... no need for advices .... nothing .... listening to them is a very strong indication to people that you care ... and that i believe is what people are truly seeking for when they are looking for someone to listen to them
Mum just held my hand and listen to me when i cried years back ... nothing else ... and that was enough ...
When a baby cries, you hold them close to you and they would stop crying ...
When a heart is crying out ... listen to them ....
So ... After the movie ... we went for dinner and talk for a bit before we head home ...
Then something pop into my head ... maybe its the movie ... maybe its the conversation i had with py ... maybe all along i wanted to type this ... finally i had the mood to write this haha ...
Say ... we all have the ability to listen isn't it ... yet do you all think that everyone is making use of our ears carefully ?
I'm talking about listening to people when they need you to ... without judging or trying to give them unthoughtful advices ...
I feel ... that many people wants to be heard ... but not many are willing to listen ... why ? Selfish ? ... I believe that everyone should learn how to listen to one another without saying a word ... yes just sitting there quietly listening to someone else talk ... The more you listen , the more you learn about the other person's feeling . Relationships is one which requires a lot of listening but very often it isn't balanced ... there is always one party which listens most of the time and one which talks the most of the time ... the one who listens most of the time too has feelings don't you agree ? ... without being heard , feelings get suppressed causing unwanted resentment towards the other .
Do you all agree ? At certain times you wish someone could just listen to you but you couldn't find that person ... then you wonder who really cares about you .. sometimes certain group of people who only wants to be heard should really do some soul searching ... shouldn't they listen with an open heart too ?
Sometimes its just that simple to nurse someone's trouble heart ... sit beside them and just listen .... there is no need for comments .... no need for advices .... nothing .... listening to them is a very strong indication to people that you care ... and that i believe is what people are truly seeking for when they are looking for someone to listen to them
Mum just held my hand and listen to me when i cried years back ... nothing else ... and that was enough ...
When a baby cries, you hold them close to you and they would stop crying ...
When a heart is crying out ... listen to them ....
Thursday, March 20, 2008
mm . . . . kenny has return ....
I bet simone know this first ... lol
well~ ^^ he came back after 6 months plus ... was chatting halfway with him when he suddenly told me he knew its raining almost everyday here ... and then he goes " because i'm back !!! " lol so we met up in the night for dinner ^^ ...
one day he would get a ring for someone who ask for a ring last night
^^ alright ... Nigel became a physical trainer trainee ^^ good luck to you dude !
I'm going back to school soon !!!! ^^ can't wait ...
Oh did i mention it ? I'm going to go for bike licence after i return from taiwan ... easy travelling to school ... i'm still thinking, should i stay in the hostel there ? ... Sis is trying every means to stay there forever lol~ ... too much hunks and babes there lol~ ... ^^
mm ....
i still remember you , would love to see your smile once more ... i think i miss you ~
well~ ^^ he came back after 6 months plus ... was chatting halfway with him when he suddenly told me he knew its raining almost everyday here ... and then he goes " because i'm back !!! " lol so we met up in the night for dinner ^^ ...
one day he would get a ring for someone who ask for a ring last night
^^ alright ... Nigel became a physical trainer trainee ^^ good luck to you dude !
I'm going back to school soon !!!! ^^ can't wait ...
Oh did i mention it ? I'm going to go for bike licence after i return from taiwan ... easy travelling to school ... i'm still thinking, should i stay in the hostel there ? ... Sis is trying every means to stay there forever lol~ ... too much hunks and babes there lol~ ... ^^
mm ....
i still remember you , would love to see your smile once more ... i think i miss you ~
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Short Breather ...
Yay ... a short breather before i go taiwan ... heng chun camp i heard ... and also mei ling camp .... i don't care the condition ... i've been through a lot of worse living condition so as long as there is a bed ! it is good enough .
Soon ... the men together with me will be walking towards our own path in life ... somehow its a bit sad ... when everything seems so impossible ... we would just endure through it together ... no matter how steep the knoll seems we would help one another to reach the top ... ... this kind of bond ... you can't find it if you just slack around in school ... work ... so i guess i would say being an nsf is really an enjoyable experience ... not that the training is easy or the outfield is extremely comfortable ... its the camaraderie ... its really about the guy who walks beside you ... i know its hard for some to experience this ... but i'm glad i did not "smoke" my way through ^^
Mmm . . . I was telling this guy who is in my section ... he got some BGR problem ...don't let go so easily without trying ... love won't come knocking on your door so many times ... i still believe we all have a lot to learn about loving one another ... its a growing thing ... love can be forever ... if we all learn and never stop growing ourselves emotionally ... so really ... its about being yourself and walking along side your partner ... people say tomorrow is a gift ... i would say every next second being alive is a gift .... so why hold back on being nice to the person next to you ^^ ... it doesn't cost a cent to do that :)
Oh~ i got lots of rash over my body .... because of the vegetation i bashed through during the whole of yesterday ... lots of spider drop onto my face and some even crawl into my back .... ZzzzZzzzZzz Zzzz ZZzzZZzzZZzzz thought it would heal but it took a bit longer than usual ... Even Png got it ... -_- ||| Ok sleep ^^ spent the whole day packing my stuff for taiwan ...
I'll let you guys know more ^^
Soon ... the men together with me will be walking towards our own path in life ... somehow its a bit sad ... when everything seems so impossible ... we would just endure through it together ... no matter how steep the knoll seems we would help one another to reach the top ... ... this kind of bond ... you can't find it if you just slack around in school ... work ... so i guess i would say being an nsf is really an enjoyable experience ... not that the training is easy or the outfield is extremely comfortable ... its the camaraderie ... its really about the guy who walks beside you ... i know its hard for some to experience this ... but i'm glad i did not "smoke" my way through ^^
Mmm . . . I was telling this guy who is in my section ... he got some BGR problem ...don't let go so easily without trying ... love won't come knocking on your door so many times ... i still believe we all have a lot to learn about loving one another ... its a growing thing ... love can be forever ... if we all learn and never stop growing ourselves emotionally ... so really ... its about being yourself and walking along side your partner ... people say tomorrow is a gift ... i would say every next second being alive is a gift .... so why hold back on being nice to the person next to you ^^ ... it doesn't cost a cent to do that :)
Oh~ i got lots of rash over my body .... because of the vegetation i bashed through during the whole of yesterday ... lots of spider drop onto my face and some even crawl into my back .... ZzzzZzzzZzz Zzzz ZZzzZZzzZZzzz thought it would heal but it took a bit longer than usual ... Even Png got it ... -_- ||| Ok sleep ^^ spent the whole day packing my stuff for taiwan ...
I'll let you guys know more ^^
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Say something nice to your mum and dad ...
^^ I read the last few post i made ... i guess i was pretty heated up when i wrote them >.< ...
Some of the folks know that i'm into those very sentimental soundtracks ... people often ask my choice of music ... why do i choose them ? I get more feelings from those sentimental tracks ... it calms me down ... ^^ it has more feel ...
I just finished watching "Tokyo Tower , Mum and I , and sometimes Dad " its based on a novel which was published by a japanese author in japan .... i think the title itself tells you what the show is all about ... relationship between mother and child ... quite touching ... if i did not remember wrongly ... the book was written by the author because he miss his deceased mum ... something like his biography ..
Sleepzz
Some of the folks know that i'm into those very sentimental soundtracks ... people often ask my choice of music ... why do i choose them ? I get more feelings from those sentimental tracks ... it calms me down ... ^^ it has more feel ...
I just finished watching "Tokyo Tower , Mum and I , and sometimes Dad " its based on a novel which was published by a japanese author in japan .... i think the title itself tells you what the show is all about ... relationship between mother and child ... quite touching ... if i did not remember wrongly ... the book was written by the author because he miss his deceased mum ... something like his biography ..
Sleepzz
Thursday, March 13, 2008
What is this ....
Pissed off at those with "power"
Mentally worn out ... we're doing stupid things ....
Is it necessary to do it everyday ...
Think !!! will it bear fruit ??? ... somehow i feel what we are doing is futile ...
Let us go ... just let us return to normal routine ... i'm tired ... going to fly off and we have to do this ...
Hope it will be over soon ...
And to the "God Knows Where You Are" .... please go eat shit and die ... "YOU" are causing major INCONVINENCE to everyone ...
Mentally worn out ... we're doing stupid things ....
Is it necessary to do it everyday ...
Think !!! will it bear fruit ??? ... somehow i feel what we are doing is futile ...
Let us go ... just let us return to normal routine ... i'm tired ... going to fly off and we have to do this ...
Hope it will be over soon ...
And to the "God Knows Where You Are" .... please go eat shit and die ... "YOU" are causing major INCONVINENCE to everyone ...
Friday, February 29, 2008
i'm back from tekong
Just came back from another 6 days no shower place ... stink like cow dung ... i think its even worst this time ... ... ...
I didn't do much during the 6 days there ... except i sleep in the open forest ... couldn't sleep LOL ... tasked with the role of enemy ... i was deployed and i must sit alone and wait till dawn >.< can rest but lol scary ... because i got no shelter ... those big spider lurking around T_T but either way still got to find ways to endure through it ... so count stars and talk to my men lor ahahah at the same time try to think of people i miss ... it helps when you're out alone in the dark chilly forest ... take away all the fear in you ... I do feel afriad when i go for those night navigation ... those extremely dense forest where no sunlight can penetrate through ... when night falls ITS OMG INSIDE ... you vs nature ... i hope it won't be too cold in taiwan's forest ...
Oh one of my men saw spirits again ... and it sounds pretty scary ... then we all began telling ghost stories lol ... stuff like organs from a servicemen was ripped out and arranged properly inside his cupboard ... i told them something i heard ... it goes like this ... there this group of troops walking to their destination and their leader told them should they break contact from each other they should stay calm and not wander off . They were told to stay put and wait for rescue . Then as the sky gets darker one of the guy break contact from the main group. He did as what was intsructed to him ... but he got afriad of being alone in the forest and started seeing things ... he remembered that one of his seniors told him to chant prayers shold he "see" anything and tie a black cloth to cover his eyes... he started to chant prayers he could remembered and hope for the best ... during the march the main group realise this particular guy was missing and started to search for him. The main group could not locate him until dawn came ... they found the guy kneeling in a prayer posture with tree vines imapled through him ... i don't know if its real or not lol but i feel scared when i was told this lol ... it was during one of my outfield sommore T_T ... even as i type now i can feel the chills lol ...
Alright 30 days more to taiwan ^^ see you folks soon :P
I didn't do much during the 6 days there ... except i sleep in the open forest ... couldn't sleep LOL ... tasked with the role of enemy ... i was deployed and i must sit alone and wait till dawn >.< can rest but lol scary ... because i got no shelter ... those big spider lurking around T_T but either way still got to find ways to endure through it ... so count stars and talk to my men lor ahahah at the same time try to think of people i miss ... it helps when you're out alone in the dark chilly forest ... take away all the fear in you ... I do feel afriad when i go for those night navigation ... those extremely dense forest where no sunlight can penetrate through ... when night falls ITS OMG INSIDE ... you vs nature ... i hope it won't be too cold in taiwan's forest ...
Oh one of my men saw spirits again ... and it sounds pretty scary ... then we all began telling ghost stories lol ... stuff like organs from a servicemen was ripped out and arranged properly inside his cupboard ... i told them something i heard ... it goes like this ... there this group of troops walking to their destination and their leader told them should they break contact from each other they should stay calm and not wander off . They were told to stay put and wait for rescue . Then as the sky gets darker one of the guy break contact from the main group. He did as what was intsructed to him ... but he got afriad of being alone in the forest and started seeing things ... he remembered that one of his seniors told him to chant prayers shold he "see" anything and tie a black cloth to cover his eyes... he started to chant prayers he could remembered and hope for the best ... during the march the main group realise this particular guy was missing and started to search for him. The main group could not locate him until dawn came ... they found the guy kneeling in a prayer posture with tree vines imapled through him ... i don't know if its real or not lol but i feel scared when i was told this lol ... it was during one of my outfield sommore T_T ... even as i type now i can feel the chills lol ...
Alright 30 days more to taiwan ^^ see you folks soon :P
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Blue Jazz ...
^^ No big parties no big event ^^
I prefer something light ^^
Not bad though ... blue jazz .... good place to chill ... live band ... can drink all you like ... nope ^^ i didn't got for alcohol but puiyee did get her beer lol ... i had something called ... chimichunga ??? lol can't remember but its nicee!!
Think it has been ages since i last had a decent chat with anyone ... so its rather nice ^^
We talk a lot ... lol ... just like old times ... and she give me that shocking face when i told her its my birthday lol ... too busy to remember ^^ thats what happens when you get too busy with work and studies ... hope she gets what she wanted ^^
I'm not really bothered if no one remember my birthday ...to be honest i can't remember everyone's birthday ... i can only remember some ... ... to be remembered is sufficient for me ... for either the bad or the good ... eventually i would just become a memory to others ... birth date won't matter by then ... its about just being remembered by someone ...
"Oh ! The folks in camp !!! don't come and "TAU POK" me ... i will definately kick you in the face ... plus countless guard duties !!! orders from SGT Aw ~ "
MM . . . . nothing much to say LOL ... Sleep~
I prefer something light ^^
Not bad though ... blue jazz .... good place to chill ... live band ... can drink all you like ... nope ^^ i didn't got for alcohol but puiyee did get her beer lol ... i had something called ... chimichunga ??? lol can't remember but its nicee!!
Think it has been ages since i last had a decent chat with anyone ... so its rather nice ^^
We talk a lot ... lol ... just like old times ... and she give me that shocking face when i told her its my birthday lol ... too busy to remember ^^ thats what happens when you get too busy with work and studies ... hope she gets what she wanted ^^
I'm not really bothered if no one remember my birthday ...to be honest i can't remember everyone's birthday ... i can only remember some ... ... to be remembered is sufficient for me ... for either the bad or the good ... eventually i would just become a memory to others ... birth date won't matter by then ... its about just being remembered by someone ...
"Oh ! The folks in camp !!! don't come and "TAU POK" me ... i will definately kick you in the face ... plus countless guard duties !!! orders from SGT Aw ~ "
MM . . . . nothing much to say LOL ... Sleep~
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