Kenny seems happy when he gets to eat sweets
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Vivo ? lol
Went to Vivo City yesterday for a stroll . . . with Allan and Yz . . . . i didn't join up with the others for marina steamboat . . . ahah something cock up la . . . lol maybe if David's ice cream girl is going i might consider ahah . . . maybe i'll get a photo of her from him and post it :P ^^ shes single and avaliable ??? Bah . . . i'm not intrested but i've set my eyes on . . . . someone long long ago . . .
Limerence is not going to work in a relationship . . . knowing what you want and whats suitable is a BIG difference . . . and i'm sure you folks know it well . . . so much for this sentence of hidden meanings LoL . . . it might be for you ? Go decipher it . . .
Eh . . . not as wonderful as i though it would be . . . maybe the cinema is grand but oh well nothing much for me at vivo . . .
And i have no idea where N went . . . freaking hell . . . . its like he has disappear into thin air . . . can anyone locate him ?
Almost went crazy last night . . . lol i won't say why . . . my hao jie mei know . . . i don't want to revert back . . . no way am i going to plunge in to that dark abyss again . . . i've reach the limit for that issue !#!@#!@#!@ now its time to get over it once and for all . . . yes i hope it really is once and for all . . . :P
One more thing . . . Simone ! PICTURES ! ! ! i don't have much days left before i get posted to some hell again . . . so hurry hurry send me those photos . . . ^^
You know my initial on the uniform is
"W H AW" . . . . Ah Cong's was " W C AW" people in camp sometime calls me "WOW" and my cousin is called "WAKAO" . . .
Ok enough of the "WOW" and "WAKAO" . . . time to hit the Tracks . . .
Limerence is not going to work in a relationship . . . knowing what you want and whats suitable is a BIG difference . . . and i'm sure you folks know it well . . . so much for this sentence of hidden meanings LoL . . . it might be for you ? Go decipher it . . .
Eh . . . not as wonderful as i though it would be . . . maybe the cinema is grand but oh well nothing much for me at vivo . . .
And i have no idea where N went . . . freaking hell . . . . its like he has disappear into thin air . . . can anyone locate him ?
Almost went crazy last night . . . lol i won't say why . . . my hao jie mei know . . . i don't want to revert back . . . no way am i going to plunge in to that dark abyss again . . . i've reach the limit for that issue !#!@#!@#!@ now its time to get over it once and for all . . . yes i hope it really is once and for all . . . :P
One more thing . . . Simone ! PICTURES ! ! ! i don't have much days left before i get posted to some hell again . . . so hurry hurry send me those photos . . . ^^
You know my initial on the uniform is
"W H AW" . . . . Ah Cong's was " W C AW" people in camp sometime calls me "WOW" and my cousin is called "WAKAO" . . .
Ok enough of the "WOW" and "WAKAO" . . . time to hit the Tracks . . .
Thursday, December 07, 2006
BMT OVER ! ! !
Just a wink . . . 3 months of training just went by . . . sad , happy and lots of mix emotions . . . .
Sad ? I won't be seeing my buddies everday in bunk laughing around . . . prowling around looking for people to blanket . . . running to the shower room as if they are running for the ferry . . .
It certainly was a great time in BMT . . . because i have very good platoon mates which made this possible . . .
I heard from some others who doesn't share my same experience . . . but for me i felt i'm very fortunate . . . fortunate enough to have met them . . . and those who came along my path .
I'm going to miss those guys whom i suffered with during field camp . . . road marches . . . punishment . . . area cleaning . . . they are a great bunch of guys . . .
10 Days block leave ^^ finally i can have a short break and enjoy the life of a temporary civilian . . . away from the daily regimentation . . . area cleaning . . . >.<
Hows everything going on for you my dear silent readers . . . And i HOPE what Dickson says won't come true !@#!@#! . . . . Going for a swim ^^
So long people . . .
Sad ? I won't be seeing my buddies everday in bunk laughing around . . . prowling around looking for people to blanket . . . running to the shower room as if they are running for the ferry . . .
It certainly was a great time in BMT . . . because i have very good platoon mates which made this possible . . .
I heard from some others who doesn't share my same experience . . . but for me i felt i'm very fortunate . . . fortunate enough to have met them . . . and those who came along my path .
I'm going to miss those guys whom i suffered with during field camp . . . road marches . . . punishment . . . area cleaning . . . they are a great bunch of guys . . .
10 Days block leave ^^ finally i can have a short break and enjoy the life of a temporary civilian . . . away from the daily regimentation . . . area cleaning . . . >.<
Hows everything going on for you my dear silent readers . . . And i HOPE what Dickson says won't come true !@#!@#! . . . . Going for a swim ^^
So long people . . .
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Friday, December 01, 2006
POP . . . . passing out ~~
Few more days to go and i will pass out from BMT ! ! !
Just cleared my 24k road march . . . Not very tough but u get tons of bubbles on your feet . . . and some abrasion . . . which can be very nasty
. . .
Bad news this morning . . . i was ranked 5th in the platoon of 47 men and guess what . . . because of that ! ! ! Mr 1st and 2nd has to rehearse for the prize presentation so they are EXCUSED from guard duty so MR 3rd , 4th and 5th HAS TO DO GUARD DUTY . . . ZzzzZzzz . . .
Luckily i cleard my IPPT test otherwise i don't get to book out today which means my weekend is burned ! ! !
Oh well . . . . i'll be loading some pictures up pretty soon i guess . . .
Just cleared my 24k road march . . . Not very tough but u get tons of bubbles on your feet . . . and some abrasion . . . which can be very nasty
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Bad news this morning . . . i was ranked 5th in the platoon of 47 men and guess what . . . because of that ! ! ! Mr 1st and 2nd has to rehearse for the prize presentation so they are EXCUSED from guard duty so MR 3rd , 4th and 5th HAS TO DO GUARD DUTY . . . ZzzzZzzz . . .
Luckily i cleard my IPPT test otherwise i don't get to book out today which means my weekend is burned ! ! !
Oh well . . . . i'll be loading some pictures up pretty soon i guess . . .
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Waiting for you . . .
Waiting for you to come to my dream . . .
Waiting for you to return . . .
I'm waiting for you . . .
10 more days and i'm out of BMT ! ! ! POP ^^
Hope my company can win the drills competition so we can do fancy drills during POP . . .
So whats next ? ? ? . . .
Got 3 path that is open and i have no idea where they will put me . . .
Man ? School of Infantry Specialist ? Officer Cadet School ?
Most likely i don't get to do 8-5 job~ where i get to go home everyday . . .
Waiting for you to return . . .
I'm waiting for you . . .
10 more days and i'm out of BMT ! ! ! POP ^^
Hope my company can win the drills competition so we can do fancy drills during POP . . .
So whats next ? ? ? . . .
Got 3 path that is open and i have no idea where they will put me . . .
Man ? School of Infantry Specialist ? Officer Cadet School ?
Most likely i don't get to do 8-5 job~ where i get to go home everyday . . .
Saturday, November 18, 2006
No more MarksMan . . . T_T
SIGH . . .
I thought i could get marksman dring my live range but the night shoot is very bad for me . . . T_T
Out of 32 shots for live range . . . to obtain marksman you need to score 28/32 . . .
Day shoot 16 + Night Shoot 16 . . . . I got 13 for day shoot . . . and T_T i don't even know how many did i hit during the night . . . even my buddy who is one of the best shooter fails to get it in the night . . . he miss 2 shots during the day . . . i miss 3 shots . . . T_T
But nevermind ! ! ! we pass the live range test . . .
Good News ^^ I clear my IPPT . . . Almost got silver . . . but i'm short of one chin up . . .
Come to the army and you can be sure to run under 10 mins for 2.4km if you put in your effort.
Next week . . . Live Grenade Test . . . wahahah i'm afriad of that . . . Graduating soon from BMT
It was tough , dirty , painful and even mind taxing at times but overall BMT is fun up till now . . . though theres much to complain about . . . there is much to be happy about too because as long as you have the right people around you who keep pushing you and cheer you on . . . nothing is impossible . . . we always laugh it off when we get punished lol . . .
Now preparing for graduating parade . . . and SOC course . . .
Till then . . .
I thought i could get marksman dring my live range but the night shoot is very bad for me . . . T_T
Out of 32 shots for live range . . . to obtain marksman you need to score 28/32 . . .
Day shoot 16 + Night Shoot 16 . . . . I got 13 for day shoot . . . and T_T i don't even know how many did i hit during the night . . . even my buddy who is one of the best shooter fails to get it in the night . . . he miss 2 shots during the day . . . i miss 3 shots . . . T_T
But nevermind ! ! ! we pass the live range test . . .
Good News ^^ I clear my IPPT . . . Almost got silver . . . but i'm short of one chin up . . .
Come to the army and you can be sure to run under 10 mins for 2.4km if you put in your effort.
Next week . . . Live Grenade Test . . . wahahah i'm afriad of that . . . Graduating soon from BMT
It was tough , dirty , painful and even mind taxing at times but overall BMT is fun up till now . . . though theres much to complain about . . . there is much to be happy about too because as long as you have the right people around you who keep pushing you and cheer you on . . . nothing is impossible . . . we always laugh it off when we get punished lol . . .
Now preparing for graduating parade . . . and SOC course . . .
Till then . . .
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Limerence . . .
^^ Limerence . . . search for the meaning of this word . . .
mm . . . people would change over time won't they ? i guess we all do change over time . . . sometimes we do it for ourself sometimes for other reasons but ultimately we change because we allow ourselves to change . . . do you think someone else can really force you to change into another person ? do you think its possible ?
Life is filled with decisions . . . and allowing ourself to change as we grow is part of life's greatest decision . . . my point here is very clear . . . we change because we want to . . . not because we were influenced. . . i believed that everyone has their own stand and their own perception on how their life is going to be . . . ultimately we are the one who calls the shot . ^^
"If everything is moving forward why hold back and cut loose everything . . . ?"
I finished reading a book titled " For One More Day " by Mitch Albom . . .
It creates a big feeling when you read this book . . . How big ? VERY BIG
Very touching ?
Heres one sentence from the book . . . which i like a lot . . .
"When you look at your mother , you are looking at the purest love you will ever know"
True huh ? ^^ Go get the book and start reading ^^ its not a very lengthy book , i finish reading it in less than half a day . . . nice ^^
mm . . . people would change over time won't they ? i guess we all do change over time . . . sometimes we do it for ourself sometimes for other reasons but ultimately we change because we allow ourselves to change . . . do you think someone else can really force you to change into another person ? do you think its possible ?
Life is filled with decisions . . . and allowing ourself to change as we grow is part of life's greatest decision . . . my point here is very clear . . . we change because we want to . . . not because we were influenced. . . i believed that everyone has their own stand and their own perception on how their life is going to be . . . ultimately we are the one who calls the shot . ^^
"If everything is moving forward why hold back and cut loose everything . . . ?"
I finished reading a book titled " For One More Day " by Mitch Albom . . .
It creates a big feeling when you read this book . . . How big ? VERY BIG
Very touching ?
Heres one sentence from the book . . . which i like a lot . . .
"When you look at your mother , you are looking at the purest love you will ever know"
True huh ? ^^ Go get the book and start reading ^^ its not a very lengthy book , i finish reading it in less than half a day . . . nice ^^
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Nice View
During the night of Sit Test i was lying on the ground sheet looking up into the sky . . . everynight even in camp i would do this . . . the sky is so clear and full of stars . . . the feeling is very soothing . . .
The reclaim land has a very nice view of Singapore . . . nice ^^
The Sun sets . . . . Sun Rise . . . i've seen all . . . i can't really describe it fully to you guys . . . its better for you to see it for yourself ^^
The reclaim land has a very nice view of Singapore . . . nice ^^
The Sun sets . . . . Sun Rise . . . i've seen all . . . i can't really describe it fully to you guys . . . its better for you to see it for yourself ^^
Back from SIT Test
^^
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Back from SIT Test
^^
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Back from SIT Test
^^
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Yo hoo ! ! ! ! 4 more weeks to go and i will be out of BMT ! ! ! !
Just came back from another Field Activity : Situational Test where external officers will rate our capability in becoming a junior commander . . . be it specialist or officers . . .
Our task ? to clear 12 mission in 2 days . . . .
My appointment ?
Charlie : Navigator . . . Yup i'm the Nav together with another guy who lead the detail from point to point . . . and sometimes lol we got lost~
The tester task was to make us SHAGGED ! ! ! REALLY SHAGGED ! ! ! Its to a point where u get mental blocked~ . . . a.k.a STONNING
Out of this 12 mission 2 of them was casualty evacuation . . . . i was the 2nd in command . . . T_T
The IC tell me he got sore throat &!@#!@# so all the orders came from me . . . the moment at casualty was declared . . . i was barking commands like mad dog to all my team mates . . . mission is to evacuate the injured as far as possible to safety . . . T_T its very tiring when u're carrying so much stuff with you and you have to help carry the causalty . . .
Theres once where i was pushing the whole team forward without realising another man was declared dead T_T . . . i was like WTF ! ! ! so i have to split the guys up into 2 teams and evacuate them together !@#!@#!@#!@ . . . . i really have no idea what i was doing except to get the f**k out of there . . . then the second team fell behind . . . . way far back because everyone was so tired that they can't run fast enough . . . i was told by the officer one team was lagging behind while running with my back facing foward to give commands LOL freaking hell i fell down . . . i actually sat on the floor stunned . . . crapped~ so i ran back to aid the last few guys . . . and throught out the whole thing the IC never help me relay commands even though he should be the one giving them . . . T_T my joints are all sore from the carrying . . .
Theres this part where we have to build bridges on some stone pedestal like . . . so you have to move your man across the river and anyone who falls into the river gets wash away immediately . . . = + = +
+ represent the stone pedestal
= represent logs . . .
LOL i was carrying the first log to place in on the 1st + . . . we have 4 ! ! ! and i drop 2 of them ! ! ! . . . its damm heavy . . . after placing the remaning 2 logs i was standing on the 1st pedestal then the second man must come over so we could continue the chain to get across . . . haha but when he reach the pedestal where i was standing . . . we could barely balance because it was too small to hold 2 man . . . so WE HUG TOGETHER for like 5 minutes on that rock ! ! !? ? ? wtf~ the tester was laughing !@#!@#!@!
Tester : Ah what a sight~ lol
Even i find it funny :P so we tried to shift ourself so he could get across me to the other rock BUT ! ! ! i fell into the river . . . . so i was declared dead . . . while the rest of the guys continue . . .
Though its tiring . . . but its very fun . . . its more engaging compared to field camp . . .
Sunday, October 29, 2006
^^
Angel : "You're holding on to something that has disappeared long ago and you're making it bigger than ever . . . its never going to be the same . . . and its not going to be like how you had imagine its going to be . . . "
Angel : " let go truly , stop yearning and start living"
me :"I don't know what to say"
And so she insert the kiss icon on msn . . . " I know you don't "
She knew my thoughts . . . or rather she knew how i felt . . .
"Start living and stop yearning" . . . i like this ahah . . . isn't it true ? you don't move when all you do is wish and hope . . . nothing change when you are not doing anything . . . so start living . . .
Had a long chat with Nigel last night as well . . . but i will post that another day . . . after i return from my situational test . . .
Heres something from a book i borrowed from Nigel
" Its better to regret what you have done rather than what you haven't "
Kenny and Nigel read my blog but they never tag at all -_- tag la ! ! ! so empty there . . . .
Angel : " let go truly , stop yearning and start living"
me :"I don't know what to say"
And so she insert the kiss icon on msn . . . " I know you don't "
She knew my thoughts . . . or rather she knew how i felt . . .
"Start living and stop yearning" . . . i like this ahah . . . isn't it true ? you don't move when all you do is wish and hope . . . nothing change when you are not doing anything . . . so start living . . .
Had a long chat with Nigel last night as well . . . but i will post that another day . . . after i return from my situational test . . .
Heres something from a book i borrowed from Nigel
" Its better to regret what you have done rather than what you haven't "
Kenny and Nigel read my blog but they never tag at all -_- tag la ! ! ! so empty there . . . .
Friday, October 27, 2006
Back Again ! ! !
>.<
If you have one desire . . . one desire that is logical . . . one desire that is obtainable . . . what would that be . . . in other words . . . what do you want in life ?
Car ? Money ? Family ? Someone ?
ahah think about it . . . i'll let you known mine soon . . .
Recently my platoon has begun the forbidden "BLANKET PARTY" lol . . .
My Section is the one who started it LOL . . .
We as a section of 13 men targetted other section guys . . . . one our guy will grab other section guys to our section and we LOL . . . strip him bare and put tons of stuff all over his bare body . . . camo cream . . . toothpaste . . . muscle ache cream . . . boot kiwi . . . lol . . .
Its a tradition in the army . . . a good thing is that . . my section has all the BIG BOYS so well ^^ we're the one who blanket others :P
So you ask . . . are there spooky stuff in the army ? . . . yes . . . and it happen . . . .
Imagine a bunk where there are only guys . . . short hair . . . all of a sudden u find long hair on the bed after you leave the room . . . happens quite a few time in one of the section . . . its true . . . every night when lights out . . . the wall will give a loud knocking sound . . . sound that comes from mosquito netting rods . . . we checked many times but no one did this on purpose but the sound continues when we put our mosquito nettings . . .
Don't believe ? come see for yourself . . . i can vouch because the sound is just beside me and my buddy wall . . . and EVERY FREAKING NIGHT IT HAPPEN . . . we don't question anything and we just take it as it is . . . . so we live peacefully . . . everynight i listen to radio lol . . . because the sound is . . . sigh terrible . . .
Going for situational test next week . . . that is FIELD CAMP AGAIN . . .zzZZZZzZZZ
I miss you . . .
If you have one desire . . . one desire that is logical . . . one desire that is obtainable . . . what would that be . . . in other words . . . what do you want in life ?
Car ? Money ? Family ? Someone ?
ahah think about it . . . i'll let you known mine soon . . .
Recently my platoon has begun the forbidden "BLANKET PARTY" lol . . .
My Section is the one who started it LOL . . .
We as a section of 13 men targetted other section guys . . . . one our guy will grab other section guys to our section and we LOL . . . strip him bare and put tons of stuff all over his bare body . . . camo cream . . . toothpaste . . . muscle ache cream . . . boot kiwi . . . lol . . .
Its a tradition in the army . . . a good thing is that . . my section has all the BIG BOYS so well ^^ we're the one who blanket others :P
So you ask . . . are there spooky stuff in the army ? . . . yes . . . and it happen . . . .
Imagine a bunk where there are only guys . . . short hair . . . all of a sudden u find long hair on the bed after you leave the room . . . happens quite a few time in one of the section . . . its true . . . every night when lights out . . . the wall will give a loud knocking sound . . . sound that comes from mosquito netting rods . . . we checked many times but no one did this on purpose but the sound continues when we put our mosquito nettings . . .
Don't believe ? come see for yourself . . . i can vouch because the sound is just beside me and my buddy wall . . . and EVERY FREAKING NIGHT IT HAPPEN . . . we don't question anything and we just take it as it is . . . . so we live peacefully . . . everynight i listen to radio lol . . . because the sound is . . . sigh terrible . . .
Going for situational test next week . . . that is FIELD CAMP AGAIN . . .zzZZZZzZZZ
I miss you . . .
Monday, October 23, 2006
Simple Me
Funny Title for this entry . . . but here goes . . .
Was talking with Simone earlier in the afternoon . . . so she actually pasted something i mention to her in her blog . . .
Me : Where you are today is partly because of the decision you made back then , what you decided to do today will affect tomorrow too . . .
True ? Its up to you to decide . . . as for me i find it true . . .
Had a terrible headache when i went over to cousin's house to attend the prayer session for my grandfather . . . then i had to fall out half way because i really had to take a rest . . . i have not fully recovered from the sickness since i enter army . . . but oh well it doesn't really bother me . .
I was sitting around the younger cousins together with wencong and both of us were like telling them to study hard as they are in their secondary school final year . . . at that point i shot out this sentence
Me : What you obtain for secondary school will somehow seal the future options for you . . . certain options in life will no longer be avaliable to you . . .
What do you guys think ? Somehow i personally feel it is true . . . its like a bus thats approaching once you miss the opportunity it means you miss that particular experience on that particular bus . . . No , i don't mean you will forever be stuck with limited options . . . you will be presented with other options but those who manage to catch that particular bus will have MORE options compare to those who miss it . . .
"As we grow . . . the more miserable we get" . . . a friend of mine mention this to me . . . i was at first shocked to hear this from him but later i realise why he felt that way . . . life is no doubt stressful as we aged but again i must stress this new found defination of life . . .
"Life is simple . . . it is us people who make it tough for ourselves and others"
Imagine everybody would do each and everyone of us a favour by giving us some peace of mind at times . . don't you think life can be relaxing and simple ?
But its hard to achieve that . . .
What you can't change don't even think about it . . . what you can change , do something about it . .
When you view life as something eternal . . . you will never treasure anything . . .
But when you view life as a chance to make eveyrthing worthwhile while it last . . . you will see the beauty and appreciate everything around you . . .
Life is really that simple . . . enjoying the moments while it last ^^
Don't give up . . . sometimes its tough , its painful but remember it will be over before you know it . . . and remember you will smile again . . . take care my dear folks . . . i'll see you people around soon . . . going back to camp on tuesday and very soon i have to embark on another field trip . . . maybe i'll come back with more new things ^^ stay tune
Was talking with Simone earlier in the afternoon . . . so she actually pasted something i mention to her in her blog . . .
Me : Where you are today is partly because of the decision you made back then , what you decided to do today will affect tomorrow too . . .
True ? Its up to you to decide . . . as for me i find it true . . .
Had a terrible headache when i went over to cousin's house to attend the prayer session for my grandfather . . . then i had to fall out half way because i really had to take a rest . . . i have not fully recovered from the sickness since i enter army . . . but oh well it doesn't really bother me . .
I was sitting around the younger cousins together with wencong and both of us were like telling them to study hard as they are in their secondary school final year . . . at that point i shot out this sentence
Me : What you obtain for secondary school will somehow seal the future options for you . . . certain options in life will no longer be avaliable to you . . .
What do you guys think ? Somehow i personally feel it is true . . . its like a bus thats approaching once you miss the opportunity it means you miss that particular experience on that particular bus . . . No , i don't mean you will forever be stuck with limited options . . . you will be presented with other options but those who manage to catch that particular bus will have MORE options compare to those who miss it . . .
"As we grow . . . the more miserable we get" . . . a friend of mine mention this to me . . . i was at first shocked to hear this from him but later i realise why he felt that way . . . life is no doubt stressful as we aged but again i must stress this new found defination of life . . .
"Life is simple . . . it is us people who make it tough for ourselves and others"
Imagine everybody would do each and everyone of us a favour by giving us some peace of mind at times . . don't you think life can be relaxing and simple ?
But its hard to achieve that . . .
What you can't change don't even think about it . . . what you can change , do something about it . .
When you view life as something eternal . . . you will never treasure anything . . .
But when you view life as a chance to make eveyrthing worthwhile while it last . . . you will see the beauty and appreciate everything around you . . .
Life is really that simple . . . enjoying the moments while it last ^^
Don't give up . . . sometimes its tough , its painful but remember it will be over before you know it . . . and remember you will smile again . . . take care my dear folks . . . i'll see you people around soon . . . going back to camp on tuesday and very soon i have to embark on another field trip . . . maybe i'll come back with more new things ^^ stay tune
Sunday, October 22, 2006
wenhao
Just had pizza with the guys and a little chit chat at mac . . . i just finish showering and its a really nice cooling feeling now . . . so peaceful and mm . . . serene i would i say . . .
Listening to Paradiso by Hitomi . . . an OST from GUN X SWORD . . .
Just feel like sleeping now . . . oh well i should not waste my time sleeping . . . i want to enjoy every moment i have now at home . . .
I don't really have the mood to blog about the rest of the field camp experience . . . overall its good and fun. . . but if you ask me to go through it again . . . i would hope i don't have to go through it again . . . its not easy at all . . . and one must have a positive mindest throughout the whole journey . . . i learn a lot during this 7 days . . . apart from the combat stuff . . . i gain more on character building . . . understanding myself better . . . more cool headed rather than hot headed . . . because in field camp people tend to lose temper easily as we are very deprived of sleep . . . but still i manage to change myself on that part . . . ^^
Hows life for you guys out there ? I think it should be quite fun ^^ maybe stressful at work but at the end of the day you get the rest you deserve and treat yourself to something nice during the weekend ^^ take care of yourself and its good to spoil yourself everynow and then ^^
I would without fail treat myself to something nice during the weekend when i get the chance to book out of camp . . . maybe breakfast with jiemei . . . movies with the gang or other stuff . . . though it cost me a bit at times but i see it as a reward for the effort i had put in during the time i'm under training . . .
I hope everyone is well . . . though i can't meet up with some of you but if i have the chance i would ^^ . . .
I'm tired . . . need to get some sleep soon ^^ . . . sleep early guys :P good night
Listening to Paradiso by Hitomi . . . an OST from GUN X SWORD . . .
Just feel like sleeping now . . . oh well i should not waste my time sleeping . . . i want to enjoy every moment i have now at home . . .
I don't really have the mood to blog about the rest of the field camp experience . . . overall its good and fun. . . but if you ask me to go through it again . . . i would hope i don't have to go through it again . . . its not easy at all . . . and one must have a positive mindest throughout the whole journey . . . i learn a lot during this 7 days . . . apart from the combat stuff . . . i gain more on character building . . . understanding myself better . . . more cool headed rather than hot headed . . . because in field camp people tend to lose temper easily as we are very deprived of sleep . . . but still i manage to change myself on that part . . . ^^
Hows life for you guys out there ? I think it should be quite fun ^^ maybe stressful at work but at the end of the day you get the rest you deserve and treat yourself to something nice during the weekend ^^ take care of yourself and its good to spoil yourself everynow and then ^^
I would without fail treat myself to something nice during the weekend when i get the chance to book out of camp . . . maybe breakfast with jiemei . . . movies with the gang or other stuff . . . though it cost me a bit at times but i see it as a reward for the effort i had put in during the time i'm under training . . .
I hope everyone is well . . . though i can't meet up with some of you but if i have the chance i would ^^ . . .
I'm tired . . . need to get some sleep soon ^^ . . . sleep early guys :P good night
Friday, October 20, 2006
Field Camp Diary Part 1
Recruit Aw Wen Hao
Day 1
Status : Healthy
Skin Condition : Clean
We did a 8 km march from camp to our first campsite which is like a rubber plantation . . .
Status : Green . . . but my whole uniform is wet . . . not from rain but sweat from my own body
Terrain : Solid Rocks
Vegetation : Some small bushes and rubber trees
Creepy Crawlies Present : Ants , Fire Ants , Spider , Cricket , WILD BOAR ( Freaking BIG )
I had to dug a drainage around my tentage area with my buddy and it took us for like 1-2 hours . . . to dig like 30 cm deep . . .HOLY CRAP the ground is FREAKING HARD PLUS there are many huge roots to keep the soil so intact which really make me tear when i was digging the drainage system . . . seems the toughest part was over but HELL NO . . . its just the beginning of an experience which i will never ever forget ^^ its downright DIRTY AND SMELLY . . . its not those "dirty" when you are a civilian . . . when we talk about dirty in army it means !~!@#!@# . . . i can't describe it to you but just imagine the stench from 1 set of my uniform can make EVEN myself faint just from 1 day activity. . . we are covered with so many rubbish . . . Basically Day 1 we attend lesson . . . sitting on grass and soil while listening to our Sirs giveing lectures . . . pretty easy day . . .
Its pretty hard to sleep on rocks if you ask me . . . and the ground is like slanted 45° . . . but i have to say out of the 7 days . . .the 1st day campsite is the best of all 3 . . . ok i need to go now to send my uniform for washing . . . stay tune for the 2nd day . . . ^^
Day 1
Status : Healthy
Skin Condition : Clean
We did a 8 km march from camp to our first campsite which is like a rubber plantation . . .
Status : Green . . . but my whole uniform is wet . . . not from rain but sweat from my own body
Terrain : Solid Rocks
Vegetation : Some small bushes and rubber trees
Creepy Crawlies Present : Ants , Fire Ants , Spider , Cricket , WILD BOAR ( Freaking BIG )
I had to dug a drainage around my tentage area with my buddy and it took us for like 1-2 hours . . . to dig like 30 cm deep . . .HOLY CRAP the ground is FREAKING HARD PLUS there are many huge roots to keep the soil so intact which really make me tear when i was digging the drainage system . . . seems the toughest part was over but HELL NO . . . its just the beginning of an experience which i will never ever forget ^^ its downright DIRTY AND SMELLY . . . its not those "dirty" when you are a civilian . . . when we talk about dirty in army it means !~!@#!@# . . . i can't describe it to you but just imagine the stench from 1 set of my uniform can make EVEN myself faint just from 1 day activity. . . we are covered with so many rubbish . . . Basically Day 1 we attend lesson . . . sitting on grass and soil while listening to our Sirs giveing lectures . . . pretty easy day . . .
Its pretty hard to sleep on rocks if you ask me . . . and the ground is like slanted 45° . . . but i have to say out of the 7 days . . .the 1st day campsite is the best of all 3 . . . ok i need to go now to send my uniform for washing . . . stay tune for the 2nd day . . . ^^
Back From Field Camp
I'M BACK FROM FIELD CAMP 7 DAYS . . . SO DIRTY AND ACK~
But before i continue my field camp story i will give an entry for my Grandfather
My GrandFather just pass away on 10th October 2006 10.30pm from Colon Carcinoma . . . .
I attended the funeral for 3 days only and had to report back for field camp . . . wasn't able to attend the cremation ceremony . . .
I hope hes fine now . . . . free from all pain . . .
But before i continue my field camp story i will give an entry for my Grandfather
My GrandFather just pass away on 10th October 2006 10.30pm from Colon Carcinoma . . . .
I attended the funeral for 3 days only and had to report back for field camp . . . wasn't able to attend the cremation ceremony . . .
I hope hes fine now . . . . free from all pain . . .
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Field Camp
Going to get confinement again in preperation for field camp this coming friday . . .
I wonder how its going to be like -_-??? But well it should be enjoyable ahah . . . but the sleeping and eating part may not be such a good experience i guess . . .
I spend a lot of money on doctors . . . . close to about $100 already ? the sore throat and cough just won't go away . . . and its making me feeling so terrible till i can't even talk properly . . . and its making me feel very weak . . . can't do activities with my full potential T_T
Anyway. . . i shall stop here . . . i'll be back 2 weeks later ^^ wait for my stories :P
I wonder how its going to be like -_-??? But well it should be enjoyable ahah . . . but the sleeping and eating part may not be such a good experience i guess . . .
I spend a lot of money on doctors . . . . close to about $100 already ? the sore throat and cough just won't go away . . . and its making me feeling so terrible till i can't even talk properly . . . and its making me feel very weak . . . can't do activities with my full potential T_T
Anyway. . . i shall stop here . . . i'll be back 2 weeks later ^^ wait for my stories :P
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Back Home : 2nd BOOK OUT
I'M HOME AGAIN ! ! !
So for the past 6 days in Camp what have i been doing ?
It was quite bad actually for me . . . .
Because i was assigned to the last bed of the bunk there was basically no fan over me . . . hot ! ! !
Then ! ! ! One guy got bitten by mosquito and ended up in Hospital because of dengue fever . . . SO we were told to put on MOSQUITO NETTING . . . its warm enough for me already but with the net it got worst . . . i was sweating like !#@!#@# . . . first night i slept for like 5 hours ? but as the day pass by the weather got warmer and for 2 days i slept for like 4-6 hours ? Compare to those doing guard duties i got lesser sleep than them . . . then i use a battery operated mini fan and finally i was able to sleep better . . . i was pretty lucky because i got the mini fan from a lecture session LOL . . . anyway that issue is still going to be around until the higher ups give the order not to put on mosquito net . . . well for now i just have to bear with it . . . ENDURE ! ! ! !
Did i get punished ? YES LOL because i was the secion in charge and MY bunk wasn't clean enough so i got punished by doing push up . . . there was once i did 100 -200 push up in a day . . . 20 for not switching off the fans . . . 20 for not clearing arms in a proper manner and .. . . .. . ect
I'm the arms assistant as well . . . .arghhh those holding appointments are held responsible should anything go wrong . . . and the punishment for them is like a lot more . . . no push up ! but WEEK END GUARD DUTIES !!! WHICH MEANS NO BOOKING OUT ! ! ! EQUALS CONFINEMENT ! ! ! One guy from my section got punished because he did submit his report and he got q weekend guard duty . . .
Guard duties is done like this : 2 hours - Prowling 4 hours - Rest
Repeat this for like 4-5 cycles ? about 24 hours in total . . .
Imagine the weekend got burned off for things like that . . .
Assuming this guy got Saturday guard duty it would mean that he can only leave camp on sunday morning and probably reach main land like say 1 pm , then at 7.15pm which is normally our book in time he has to report back as well . . . .6 hours for him ONLY . . . I hope i don't have to do weekend guard duties . . . please~~~~ . . . .
Training tough ? I must say i'm adapting well to their physical training well . In fact i like their physical training best . . . especially Ability Group Run where you run in groups for like 20 - 30 minutes non stop . . . the feeling is WOW . . . very nice ! ! ! very fufilling . . .
"The only easy time is yesterday . . . because its over"
"Smile and let go of those unhappiness "
"Time doesn't stop so we must keep moving on no matter how tough it gets . . . it only make us better"
Got to go ladies and gentlemen . . . i'll see you folks around and stay positive ^^
So for the past 6 days in Camp what have i been doing ?
It was quite bad actually for me . . . .
Because i was assigned to the last bed of the bunk there was basically no fan over me . . . hot ! ! !
Then ! ! ! One guy got bitten by mosquito and ended up in Hospital because of dengue fever . . . SO we were told to put on MOSQUITO NETTING . . . its warm enough for me already but with the net it got worst . . . i was sweating like !#@!#@# . . . first night i slept for like 5 hours ? but as the day pass by the weather got warmer and for 2 days i slept for like 4-6 hours ? Compare to those doing guard duties i got lesser sleep than them . . . then i use a battery operated mini fan and finally i was able to sleep better . . . i was pretty lucky because i got the mini fan from a lecture session LOL . . . anyway that issue is still going to be around until the higher ups give the order not to put on mosquito net . . . well for now i just have to bear with it . . . ENDURE ! ! ! !
Did i get punished ? YES LOL because i was the secion in charge and MY bunk wasn't clean enough so i got punished by doing push up . . . there was once i did 100 -200 push up in a day . . . 20 for not switching off the fans . . . 20 for not clearing arms in a proper manner and .. . . .. . ect
I'm the arms assistant as well . . . .arghhh those holding appointments are held responsible should anything go wrong . . . and the punishment for them is like a lot more . . . no push up ! but WEEK END GUARD DUTIES !!! WHICH MEANS NO BOOKING OUT ! ! ! EQUALS CONFINEMENT ! ! ! One guy from my section got punished because he did submit his report and he got q weekend guard duty . . .
Guard duties is done like this : 2 hours - Prowling 4 hours - Rest
Repeat this for like 4-5 cycles ? about 24 hours in total . . .
Imagine the weekend got burned off for things like that . . .
Assuming this guy got Saturday guard duty it would mean that he can only leave camp on sunday morning and probably reach main land like say 1 pm , then at 7.15pm which is normally our book in time he has to report back as well . . . .6 hours for him ONLY . . . I hope i don't have to do weekend guard duties . . . please~~~~ . . . .
Training tough ? I must say i'm adapting well to their physical training well . In fact i like their physical training best . . . especially Ability Group Run where you run in groups for like 20 - 30 minutes non stop . . . the feeling is WOW . . . very nice ! ! ! very fufilling . . .
"The only easy time is yesterday . . . because its over"
"Smile and let go of those unhappiness "
"Time doesn't stop so we must keep moving on no matter how tough it gets . . . it only make us better"
Got to go ladies and gentlemen . . . i'll see you folks around and stay positive ^^
Friday, September 22, 2006
Army ?
Hey ! ! ! i'm back from 14 days confinement ! ! !
I fell real sick ! ! ! on my last 2 days before the confinement period was over but i'm glad i wasn't send home ^^ so i get to stay with those bunk mates of mine . . .
Training can be tough at times . . . and its definately good for us . . .
How did i got sick ? . . . someone pass it on to me . . . i got high fever and LOL i force my self to do the speed training where we sprint around the tracks for 5 times at intervals of 30 seconds with 60 seconds walk . . . then my buddy call me to report sick as the training in the afternoon was combat training which is even more taxing on the body . . . and ended up i had to report sick . . . i don't like to be left out of training actually . . . i wanted in . . .
Being in the army taught me a lot of things . . . though it may be a short 2 weeks . . . but i know theres more to come . . . at the very least i started to take notice of even the smallest thing around me . . .
Did i cry the first night ? Ahaha honestly i almost did . . . when i called my Mum i was OH MY GOD ! ! ! very emotional . . . its tough the first few days . . . couldn't get to sleep . . . i was sleeping in the corner which gets pretty warm at times . . .
Food . . . . u get chicken everyday . . . i got so sick of eating chicken everyday . . . didn't ate anything yesterday lol ! ! ! because no matter what i eat i throw up which was caused by the fever actually . . .
I though i would not be able to pull through the 14 days . . . but i did . . . i want to do as many pull ups as possible to get silver in IPPT ! ! !
Most importantly the guys in army will learn one thing . . . that is to take care of themselves and learn how to care for one another . . . i'm not sure weather they will bring this new formed value with them after they ORD . . . but for me i know i will . . .
I fell real sick ! ! ! on my last 2 days before the confinement period was over but i'm glad i wasn't send home ^^ so i get to stay with those bunk mates of mine . . .
Training can be tough at times . . . and its definately good for us . . .
How did i got sick ? . . . someone pass it on to me . . . i got high fever and LOL i force my self to do the speed training where we sprint around the tracks for 5 times at intervals of 30 seconds with 60 seconds walk . . . then my buddy call me to report sick as the training in the afternoon was combat training which is even more taxing on the body . . . and ended up i had to report sick . . . i don't like to be left out of training actually . . . i wanted in . . .
Being in the army taught me a lot of things . . . though it may be a short 2 weeks . . . but i know theres more to come . . . at the very least i started to take notice of even the smallest thing around me . . .
Did i cry the first night ? Ahaha honestly i almost did . . . when i called my Mum i was OH MY GOD ! ! ! very emotional . . . its tough the first few days . . . couldn't get to sleep . . . i was sleeping in the corner which gets pretty warm at times . . .
Food . . . . u get chicken everyday . . . i got so sick of eating chicken everyday . . . didn't ate anything yesterday lol ! ! ! because no matter what i eat i throw up which was caused by the fever actually . . .
I though i would not be able to pull through the 14 days . . . but i did . . . i want to do as many pull ups as possible to get silver in IPPT ! ! !
Most importantly the guys in army will learn one thing . . . that is to take care of themselves and learn how to care for one another . . . i'm not sure weather they will bring this new formed value with them after they ORD . . . but for me i know i will . . .
Friday, September 08, 2006
You . . .
Go army le . . .
Finally my turn . . .
Nothing much to say . . .
I kept thinking what Felicia told me today . . . are you going to call her ?
I want to yet . . . i'm afriad to do so . . . I know i miss your voice , your everything . . .
I'm dying to hear you speak to me yet i just don't wish to put myself through all those felings again . . .
I just miss you a lot . . . you probably won't believe how much i love you . . . and i would probably deny everything if you ask me . . . but here i won't deny it . . .
Jerelyn . . . I'm missing you all this while . . . holding back all my feelings for you . . . i don't dare to express them to you . . . it would probably irritate you or scare you away . . . i just left them as it is since then . . . maybe its not possible anymore . . . but i still hold on to that little hope that one day things might change . . . most importantly take care alright ^^
See You Folks around
Finally my turn . . .
Nothing much to say . . .
I kept thinking what Felicia told me today . . . are you going to call her ?
I want to yet . . . i'm afriad to do so . . . I know i miss your voice , your everything . . .
I'm dying to hear you speak to me yet i just don't wish to put myself through all those felings again . . .
I just miss you a lot . . . you probably won't believe how much i love you . . . and i would probably deny everything if you ask me . . . but here i won't deny it . . .
Jerelyn . . . I'm missing you all this while . . . holding back all my feelings for you . . . i don't dare to express them to you . . . it would probably irritate you or scare you away . . . i just left them as it is since then . . . maybe its not possible anymore . . . but i still hold on to that little hope that one day things might change . . . most importantly take care alright ^^
See You Folks around
Hey Hey
Oh boy . . . been hearing alot about how tough university life is . . .
I can't say much when i don't know how tough it really is to study chemistry as such a deep level or even higher level of engineering principles . . . i really had no clue . . . i only saw Shanyu's lab sheet and i must say it requires a lot of understanding and hardwork . . . the chemicals they use are alien to me . . . even Ryan told me how tough environmental engineering is . . . but i know you folks can cope with it ^^ all the best . . . really . . . take it slow and don't beat up yourselves so much ok . . . there is always a way to everything . . . Yijie stay cheerful ! ! !
Soon i will be going to Tekong for honeymoon . . . after which i will end up like you guys too ^^ from physical torture to mental torture . . . ahah
Even with all the hard things coming at you . . . you folks must stay happy ^^ . . . all the best.
I can't say much when i don't know how tough it really is to study chemistry as such a deep level or even higher level of engineering principles . . . i really had no clue . . . i only saw Shanyu's lab sheet and i must say it requires a lot of understanding and hardwork . . . the chemicals they use are alien to me . . . even Ryan told me how tough environmental engineering is . . . but i know you folks can cope with it ^^ all the best . . . really . . . take it slow and don't beat up yourselves so much ok . . . there is always a way to everything . . . Yijie stay cheerful ! ! !
Soon i will be going to Tekong for honeymoon . . . after which i will end up like you guys too ^^ from physical torture to mental torture . . . ahah
Even with all the hard things coming at you . . . you folks must stay happy ^^ . . . all the best.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
^^ Short Entry
Met up with Ah Ning today ^^ to have lunch ! ! ! at PS . . . so both me and her had no idea what to eat and we both don't really like Cafe Cartel so we end up trying the Market Fish Restaurant . . . seriously its quite similar to Fish & Co except the Calamari part . . . their calamari is mmm . . . a bit salty and comes in huge quantiy but small in size . . .
After which we walk around and she got her Mum a packet of dried Cranberries . . . so the lady gave me a handful to try and its pretty good . . . guess i'll be getting it the next time . . . i like cranberry and white grape juice ^^ NICE ! Full of vitamins and its VERY VERY NICE . . . make sure you try it . . . after which we continue to walk and our last stop is at her bus stop ^^After seeing her off . . . i pass by Tiffany & Co . . . was so tempted to go in and get a cuff ring lol but i gave up the idea ^^ . . . Maybe i get a pendent from there some other time ^^ their design are cool . . . i would get their bracelet and necklace for my girl for sure . . . but no girl now LOL . . . maybe get them as a gift for some very special friends ^^
Oh my . . . its TV time ^^ I shall make one last post tomorrow before i get enlisted ^^
After which we walk around and she got her Mum a packet of dried Cranberries . . . so the lady gave me a handful to try and its pretty good . . . guess i'll be getting it the next time . . . i like cranberry and white grape juice ^^ NICE ! Full of vitamins and its VERY VERY NICE . . . make sure you try it . . . after which we continue to walk and our last stop is at her bus stop ^^After seeing her off . . . i pass by Tiffany & Co . . . was so tempted to go in and get a cuff ring lol but i gave up the idea ^^ . . . Maybe i get a pendent from there some other time ^^ their design are cool . . . i would get their bracelet and necklace for my girl for sure . . . but no girl now LOL . . . maybe get them as a gift for some very special friends ^^
Oh my . . . its TV time ^^ I shall make one last post tomorrow before i get enlisted ^^
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Some more days to enjoy
When ever i have those relationship genre conversation with people . . . some would tell me why they had not met their current love ones so that they don't have to go through those heartbreaking seasons with their exes . . . i say current love beacause i cannot say its forever . . . it may be forever to one party or both party but anything can happen ^^ yes accept this cruel fact . . . i read before that love will fade in 1-2 years time . . . the feeling of closeness and warmth will last that long because of " body chemistry " even shixiang agrees with me . . . go read up if you don't believe . . . i'm not going to say anything on how to have long lasting love or forever and ever stuff . . .
Err where was i . . . yes , so i don't really agree with " if only i had met him earlier " you say THIS because your situation is happy now . . . what if things took a turn and went downwards ? Love blinds and everyone knows that but when in love they lose their sane self , honestly thats not the thing which is going to keep u together for the next 50 years . . . its something else . . .
Probably those who said that never took into account the " lessons " the past relationship had taught them . . . you don't really grow if you don't accept that fact that what you have today was also cause by what happen back then . . . maybe the past relationship taught you not to be so picky with certain issues or to show more appreciation with simple care . . .
I once told a lady that the 3 words work wonders ( long enough for you to tackle the real issues ) when using it to assure the guys when they are feeling insecure about the relationship . . . She doesn't believe it and she text this 3 words plus some of her own feelings in . . . it worked .
I'm not suggesting that you use it everytime ! You use it to ease his/her anxiety THEN YOU and HIM/HER must MAKE sure to tackle the real issues which lead to the insecurities in this relationship . . . simple to understand yet it take quite some time to really get all the things work out . . .
I told Felicia . . . " Sadness comes before Happiness "
Would you know how Happiness taste like if you never taste Sadness ? Don't tell me you know bcause i probably would tell you that you are bull shitting . . . i am sure somewhere in your life something has brought you down and then something good happens down the path which enables you to feel happier . . . you won't feel happy if you don't feel sadness . . . life is simple , so simple that even i myself tend to think of it as hard. . . what for i make myself so miserable right ^^ ? Just embrace everything that comes your way . . .
Err where was i . . . yes , so i don't really agree with " if only i had met him earlier " you say THIS because your situation is happy now . . . what if things took a turn and went downwards ? Love blinds and everyone knows that but when in love they lose their sane self , honestly thats not the thing which is going to keep u together for the next 50 years . . . its something else . . .
Probably those who said that never took into account the " lessons " the past relationship had taught them . . . you don't really grow if you don't accept that fact that what you have today was also cause by what happen back then . . . maybe the past relationship taught you not to be so picky with certain issues or to show more appreciation with simple care . . .
I once told a lady that the 3 words work wonders ( long enough for you to tackle the real issues ) when using it to assure the guys when they are feeling insecure about the relationship . . . She doesn't believe it and she text this 3 words plus some of her own feelings in . . . it worked .
I'm not suggesting that you use it everytime ! You use it to ease his/her anxiety THEN YOU and HIM/HER must MAKE sure to tackle the real issues which lead to the insecurities in this relationship . . . simple to understand yet it take quite some time to really get all the things work out . . .
I told Felicia . . . " Sadness comes before Happiness "
Would you know how Happiness taste like if you never taste Sadness ? Don't tell me you know bcause i probably would tell you that you are bull shitting . . . i am sure somewhere in your life something has brought you down and then something good happens down the path which enables you to feel happier . . . you won't feel happy if you don't feel sadness . . . life is simple , so simple that even i myself tend to think of it as hard. . . what for i make myself so miserable right ^^ ? Just embrace everything that comes your way . . .
Sunday, September 03, 2006
^^ . . .
You held my hand before . . . when i came to look at you once more . . . i felt so painful for you . . . i sat beside you . . . so you could take a closer look at me . . . you may have forgotten me but i know you remember my touch . . . you carried me when i was an infant . . . you doted on me when i was young . . . i remembered . . . i never forget any of it . . . i couldn't sit beside you so long . . . you know why ? because i know i will cry . . . i know i shouldn't . . . i can't hold your hand for too long because it really hurts me a lot to see you like that . . . i just don't wish to shed tears in front of you . . . please keep up the good job now . . . i'll visit you when i'm out of camp . . . i had wanted to hug you . . . but i'm afriad it will cause you more pain . . . be well . . .
So well . . .
Like my new hair cut ? Cool huh . . . going in this saturday . . . tons of things to pack up . . . tons of people to meet up . . . i'm not forgotten . . . and i did not forget any of you . . . ^^
I was at my grandparent's house earlier on , so i was speaking to some of my little cousins who don't really do well in their studies . . . well i know i'm not that smart to start lecturing them but anyway who cares ! so i began my lectures about LIFE ! i have not been through a lot of things which others have been through but i share with those little cousins what i myself understood about LIFE . . .
We live once . . .
We don't have time to regret . . .
We can be sad but we must move on . . .
We can remember sad things or hurtful memories but still we must believe tomorrow is going to be better
If your girlfriend leave you . . . start thinking what you can change for the better . . . ( i'm still doing that )
You can continue to love your ex but don't expect the same from her/him . . .
Know what you are doing . . . and treasure people . . . ( how to achieve that ? ) ^^
Have lots of compassion . . . be kind . . .
( For myself ) Continuing to think of her . . . ~
Obviously i did not speak of those to them ! ! ! it would probably be too hard for them to understand . . . well i hope they will have their own experience and find out what really LIFE means . . . for me the major part would be feelings . . .
So well . . .
Like my new hair cut ? Cool huh . . . going in this saturday . . . tons of things to pack up . . . tons of people to meet up . . . i'm not forgotten . . . and i did not forget any of you . . . ^^
I was at my grandparent's house earlier on , so i was speaking to some of my little cousins who don't really do well in their studies . . . well i know i'm not that smart to start lecturing them but anyway who cares ! so i began my lectures about LIFE ! i have not been through a lot of things which others have been through but i share with those little cousins what i myself understood about LIFE . . .
We live once . . .
We don't have time to regret . . .
We can be sad but we must move on . . .
We can remember sad things or hurtful memories but still we must believe tomorrow is going to be better
If your girlfriend leave you . . . start thinking what you can change for the better . . . ( i'm still doing that )
You can continue to love your ex but don't expect the same from her/him . . .
Know what you are doing . . . and treasure people . . . ( how to achieve that ? ) ^^
Have lots of compassion . . . be kind . . .
( For myself ) Continuing to think of her . . . ~
Obviously i did not speak of those to them ! ! ! it would probably be too hard for them to understand . . . well i hope they will have their own experience and find out what really LIFE means . . . for me the major part would be feelings . . .
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